My diary (Martti Koski)

The purpose of  this diary is to make the world to know what happened to me and the other victims of  the electronic mind-control. Just in case on future we are not able to speak anymore, and people as a whole would not know the truth of these electronic concentration camps. Idea is to also tell, how we did try to defend ourselves, and how our torturers work, and  how different institutions, police and justice system just turned their deaf ear into our complaints

 


15th.  of November 2015.  I wrote on my previous piece of diary, that Eleanor White was dead after heart attacks. Since then Peaceping (victims of electronic torture web- site)  had a conversation this  subject. If John Allman speaks true, she is still alive.

There was a Covert Harassment Conference on 1-2 of October. On conference Dr. John Hall, Prof. Olle Johansson, Dr Nick Benigh , and several other had a lecture about electronic harassment. It is really absurd that in spite of thousand of suffering victims, police does not want arrange any kind of proper investigation for these crimes. Actually there are a group of crimes which police does not want to investigate at all - Bush family  involvement for organized crimes , and illegal drug smuggling and other crimes which CIA has participated  , just as example.

United States is a country where main newspapers do not print the most important news at all. Instead on some roadside there are  billboards that have information about these news, which newspapers do not want to print. Usually these billboards  have  an internet address where   curious individual  would  have more precise information about  these news.

 

This billboard leads to address where one can find information  that mind-reading machine is invented, and  the  small elite  is making cruel experiments with innocent people to further  develop this  machine  to  a tool which helps  to control all kind of thinking  which  individual possibly  has - and this way helps  to enslave the whole nation.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This billboard leads to internet  address which tells that nearly three thousand people in New York was killed, to get Americans accept a war on Iraq and Afganistan. This war,  in turn killed over half million people in these countries.

The war was a misery for  people in those countries, but it was very profitable for some American companies, and people who owned these companies. Example Halliburton received 39,5 billion dollars   taxpayer money from Iraq war.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This billboard has address , which proves that airplanes are spraying aluminum, barium and other toxic chemicals without people knowledge.  These chemicals are slowly destroying the environment we live.

 

 

 

 

24th. of September 2015. The pain on my right eye, started after wakeup and eased after half hour.

25th. of September 2015. After eleven a.m. , they started a pain on side of my right eye. Around two p.m. they caused some strong shooting pains on my right temple of  head.  Again after four p.m. they started a strong pain on side of my right eye. The pain continued about hour or so.

29th. of September 2015. On night they let me first sleep,about hour – after they kept me awake. I tried to stay in bed until three on afternoon – but they kept me awake, with pains on side which I was sleeping , and also other pains. I believe that I got about one hour of sleep.

1-3.  October 2015. The last four days have been very similar. First they let me sleep about hour – after they  awakened me ant start to torture. They did not like me sleeping on right side , so they cause pains on right side on body. The pain is very similar like sleeping on bad bed, but the difference is that they control it. When they want, there are no pains at all. After sleeping there are  no pain on side. I believe that they control the pain with blood circulation on side that is down. Couple of day I had to sleep on afternoon to get enough sleep. One night they told me, that pain will disappear after hour, and I will get sleep – and this happened.

4th. of October 2015. They caused a pain on right shoulder on night. I got some sleep sometimes in the  morning, and awakened on afternoon around four p.m.  After awakening they caused some pain on back of my head.

5th. of October 2015. While I was on evening school class, they blurred my vision, so that I had great difficulties to read. After school my vision returned normal.

6th. of October 2015.  On night they kept me awake with pains, but  I got sleep by sleeping long in the afternoon. About half past two p.m. they started shooting pains on my left temple of head.

7th. of October 2015. I got sleep only a couple of hours.

8th. of October 2015. They caused a pain on side which I was sleeping.  I feel that they do it by disturbing the  blood circulation on leg that is toward the earth.  Also my head was feeling like it was full of ants, on place they found that was without shielding.

9th. of October 2015. They caused several fast sleeps  on evening.

10th. of October 2015. They disturbed my eyesight after midnight. They also disturbed my sleep, and I had to sleep in afternoon, to get enough sleep. After wakeup, they started a pain on my right eye.

11th. of October 2015. The pain on right eye, that started yesterday afternoon, continued over night .

13th. of October 2015. Last night they caused a pain on my right eye, and side of my right eye. I got some  sleep in the morning, and I slept long in the afternoon. After eight p.m. they started again pain on side of my right eye.

14th. of October 2015.  I got sleep about four hours. They caused pain on right eye, and area around my right eye.  In the morning, they started a pain on back of my head, and afternoon started again pain on the right temple  of my head.

15th. of October 2015. Again they started a strong pain on right temple of my head around three a.m. on night. On evening when I went to practice  English conversation on evening class, they caused a strong pain on right temple of my head, which made my staying on classroom  difficult.

16th. of October 2015. In the morning, they caused a strong pain on right eye, and side of right eye.  The pain disappeared after wakeup.

17th. of October 2015. They caused a pain at right eye on night. I had to sleep long in the afternoon, to get sufficient sleep. After wakeup, the left side of my head  felt different than the right one.

18th. of October 2015. On night, they teased the left side of my head. It actually started before midnight. I slept until afternoon.

25th. of October 2015.  On night, they caused a pain on side which I was sleeping. I did not get proper sleep.

26th. of October 2015. Around half past one on night they started a strong stomach ache.  After seven p.m. They started a strong pain on side of my right eye. That continued whole night.

27th. of October 2015  The pain on side of my right eye went a bit weaker after midnight but did not stop,

28th. of October 2015.  They caused a pain on my right eye after I went to bed. I massaged the side of right eye, and got some sleep. When I awakened in afternoon, the pain started again, but it came  weaker after wakeup.  On evening after six p.m. the pain started – this time unusually on left eye .It  continued for a while.

29th. of October 2015. On night, they tortured mostly my right eye, but there were more or less permanent pains here and there on my head. They tried to control which side I sleep, with pains. I am not sure how much I got sleep, but I believe that I was asleep for a while. Before midnight the pain on  my right eye started again.

31st.  of October  2015.  On night, they caused a pain on my right eye. I got some sleep, by sleeping four p.m. on the afternoon.  On evening they put me into fast sleep, and later they start again  causing a pain on side of my right eye.

1st. of November 2015.  After wakeup they started a strong pain on my right eye, that continued long in the afternoon.

2nd. of November 2015. They caused a pain on back of my head on night, and it continued on afternoon. On afternoon , they tried to manipulate me -  sweep out my memory,  and cause a false memory from my credit-card numbers.

7th. of November 2015. They made my sleep difficult in the morning by causing pain on side which I was sleeping. That pain was, because they wanted me to  turn other side, when other side of my head is up. Because I did not turn to sleeping on other side, they stopped the pain for a moment. They started to threaten me, that I have too strong legs, and they will weaken them. This because they caused pain by disturbing the blood circulation on leg which they wanted to cause pain.  

9th . of November 2015. On night there were continuous pain on side of my right eye. It started about two a.m. and went fast strong and continued for a whole night, among other pains. I am not sure if I got sleep at all. If I was asleep, it was hour or two. I was on the bed until two p.m. in the afternoon.

10th. of November 2015. I was not sure, if I slept this night at all. They caused some pains on back of my neck, that prevented me to get sleep. So they were able to do verbal manipulation for a whole night. Because I was tired, they were able to get me into fast sleep on afternoon.

12th. of November 2015. Again pain on right eye, and on neck, this night. I got perhaps three- or four hours of sleep. 

 

Just now There are special newscasts on new terror attack in Paris, where about 130 people were killed. On social media, are full of  all kinds of conspiracy theories. I am not sure what to believe, mainstream press or some social media  conspiracy theories.

 There are reasons why I do not trust to mainstream media . Over 50 years ago, 1961 there was also a massacre in Paris. The difference was that death toll was about twice  of people from  this recent massacre. Thousands of Parisians witnessed this massacre in 1961.  Still  the mainstream media did not tell what happened . Instead they told  the official  story that Paris Police Prefect Maurice  Papon told them. In this story that there were  two deaths, who resisted police.  Murdered people were Algerian muslims, and  people who killed them were from Paris police force . They shot Algerians  to death, or simply drop them Seine from bridges.

This  crime - that thousands of people knew – was  kept out of public knowledge  over fifty years, so  that Maurice Papon, and other guilty for atrocities and other crimes were deceased, and  not got prosecuted from crimes they committed. In October 2012  president  Francois Hollande told the real truth this crime  for media. I feel that this was honorable  act.  Instead those who prevented these crimes became public, and other way obstructed the course of justice did not act  very honourable way. The mainstream media  is among of them. 

In my opinion quality of mainstream media, is not any better from those  days – rather opposite. The media  does rather tell us what  civil servants - like Police Prefect Maurice Papon -  asks them to tell , than truth,  what really happened, even if they know what really happened.

There are news that people are burning refugees camps in Calais.  I do not believe that it is very honorable act  either . The most probably those people whose camps people are burning, do not have anything to do with Paris  murders.

 


 

23rd.  of September 2015. My previous piece of diary  ended on 27th. of July. There is  another Finnish victim  Heikki Lääkkö , which website http://www.mindhasnofirewall.com/    on that time was closed. This website   is now   open again.

There are persistent rumors that   Elisabeth White  from Canada  is dead after heart-attacks. This is her website. I am not sure what role her perpetrators have about her death. Heart attacks are possible to arrange with these equipments. CIA has also developed a special  heart-attack gun for assassinations.  I feel that it is extremely important that police investigate - beside the reason of her death, also torture and  other crimes she had to suffer before her death. Criminals should not get without punishment even  if the  victim of crimes pass away.

                Canada has similar problems in democracy than Indonesia  and  United States, which  I have mentioned in previous writings.  All the crimes are not investigated, and people guilty of these  crimes are not prosecuted. Beside genocides of natives, which was a clever way to destroy Canada’s original population -  there are other similar crimes. One  example of these is the case of Duplessis orphans, where defenseless orphan children were abused and killed in human experiments, because they had not parents to protect them.   If this kind of crimes happen in democratic country,  these crimes would be  individually investigated and all criminals are prosecuted, and those who  survive alive , would get compensation according what has happened for them.

                Canada is not this kind of democracy. Criminals of these crimes  were not prosecuted, and those orphans which saved their lives got - after a long battle -   a lump sum $15 000 and $1000 for every year they were closed  in mental institutions. 

Also  Canadian victims of MKULTRA project, found that Canadian civil servants did nearly everything possible  to prevent these tortured and wounded people to get justice . If Canada had been democracy the police and law  enforcement had contacted every victim, and helped them to get compensation, and helped also prosecution of criminals who committed these crimes against them.

                    My mind control attacks started also in Canada. This is my story from 1982. which I delivered around seven thousand pieces in Ottawa and Edmonton, including all the members of parliament.  I believe that I was chosen for these experiments similar reason than Duplessis orphans. I went Canada alone, and English is my second language.  One of  underlying reasons  could be also, that my mother was a  union shop steward in a Finnish textile factory.

30th. of July 2015.  They have kept me awake on couple of nights before this night.  On first night I did not do anything, but woke up on noon. The second night I  decided , that I will stay on bed until I get some sleep. So I got some sleep and awakened around, six p.m.  Now my sleep pattern has moved so that I am not very sleepy, although it is around four a.m. on night.

31st. of July 2015. They tortured me for a most of the night.  I believe that I slept two or three hours.They caused a strong pain on right eye, that was still continuing strong on noon.

2nd. of August 2015. They tortured me on night. I did not get any good sleep. Afternoon there were some pains on right eye. Evening  they put me a couple of times into fast sleep.  After nine p.m. they started a pain on  my right eye.

4th. of August 2015. The night was very similar than the night before. They tortured me on night for a very long time, mostly by causing pain on my right eye, and verbal manipulation.  I got some  hours of sleep, by sleeping long in the afternoon.

5th. of August 2015.  They tortured me long during the  night  on my right eye. I believe that what they try to do is control my eye, so that they can cause a blurring vision. They have done on me something  like that, by manipulating  my ability to watch on particular distance. 

I got some sleep on morning , and slept until afternoon.  After wakeup they caused some pains on my forehead and here and there on my head. I did a couple of new hyperlinks on my internet page  about Canadian Genocide . After that they started a very aggressive manipulation as a revenge.  They caused  pains here and there mostly on head, and in particular side of the right eye.

6th. of August 2015.  They tortured my right eye on night and were very aggressive. I got sleep perhaps a hour or two. On evening they started a strong backache and nausea, that continued on midnight.

7th. of August 2015.They let me sleep, perhaps hour or so. After that they caused a pain on my right eye, for all the night. I did some massaging the painful area, but it did not help much. In the morning – because I did not had much sleep – I decided to stay in bed, until I get some sleep more. The pain on my right eye stopped, so I turned to sleep left  side.  Later they started to cause similar pain on left side, that they usually do on right side. to get me back sleep on right side.   I did not turn because I did not have a pain on my right eye. The pain went more intense, and they asked me to turn right side because they “ wanted to measure adrenaline” .  I did not turn.

Later in the afternoon, I started to think, that they would have easily get me turn on right side, simply by starting the pain on my right eye.  Perhaps “measuring adrenaline” was simply measuring my will power , how much I stand the pain.

11th. of August 2015. This night was similar, than night before. They tortured me until morning, but after that I got some sleep by sleeping until afternoon. I do not like that about eight hours of my sleeping time , I has to stay awake on bed, while they torture me with pains and verbal manipulation.

After I woke up in the afternoon, they caused some very dangerous feeling shooting pains on  forehead and side of my left eye.

17th. of August 2015. They kept me awake, for a whole night. If I was asleep for a while, I do not remember it. They caused a pain on my right hand and my right shoulder.  It was a bit sore naturally, but they made the pain enormous. Later in the morning the pain disappeared, but they  caused some way, that I simply did not feel sleepy.  I was on bed until three p.m. but I did not get sleep. Whole the time that I was on bed, they kept on very aggressive verbal manipulation.

23th. of August 2015. They made a wound on left temple of my head before I woke up.

25th. of  August 2015.  This was perhaps the worst torture for a while. I was in bed for 12 hours, but I  am not  sure if I was on sleep at all. Last days they have tortured my left shoulder, which they can cause enough pain, that I do not fall asleep. This what they did on this night. They also caused some itching on head, and kept a whole time verbal manipulation.

26th. of August 2015. They made a wound for my head after awakening. It was on left side center of my head.

28th. of August 2015.  The night was similar than usually.  They caused some pain on my right shoulder and right side. After they let me sleep a while before they awakened me and started verbal manipulation. I have found that vibrating my throat mechanically, makes their verbal manipulation less effective.  I hear their voice,  but it a kind of means less.  I do this vibrating with vibrating pillow. This helped also this time and I  fell asleep. They awakened me ant this time made my sleeping painful , by causing pain on side I was sleeping.  However I got some sleep by sleeping until noon.

29th. of August 2015. They disturbed my sleeping, by making sleeping uncomfortable,  with pains, and verbal manipulation. They caused some pains on side which I was sleeping. I had to sleep long in the afternoon, to get some sleep. In the morning they made a wound on left side of front head. The  wound was different than wounds are usually.   It was a numb area on head, that has some itching on sides.  It was also other side than usually – usually they made wounds on right side.

1st.  of September 2015. I think, that I got sleep about one hour.  They first let me fell asleep, and after awakened me, and started my manipulation.  They wanted me  to turn one side, or other depending on which side of head, they wanted to manipulate.  They did try to force me tó turn on side by causing pain on side that I was sleeping.

                I  made decision not to turn, according their wishes, and so I was on bed until afternoon, even thought I did not get sleep, because of pains.

3rd. of September 2015. They tortured my right eye, and area around my right eye on night. I got sleep around three hours. The pain ended on afternoon, but on evening, I had some  occasional ear-ache.

4th. of September 2015. They tortured me on night, but I got enough sleep by sleeping about four p.m. After awakening they made a wound on left side of head. Their night torture was something, that they spoke  pleasant things, and the same time they irritated brain pleasure centers, to get even stronger signal. This prevented me to get sleep. I believe that if person is not aware of this, he will become a kind of junkie of electrical stimulation.

 6th. of September 2015. After midninght they started to cause a continuous pain on side of my right eye. There was some time pain on right eye, and later in the morning the pain moved back on side of right eye, and continued for a whole day and evening.

7th. of September 2015. The pain on right eye, went worse on midnight. Pain has continued several days , and disturbed my sleep badly on night. They also caused a kind of burning feeling on large area center of head.  They had caused a burning feeling before , but this  was a the first time, they caused a burning feeling on that large area.

                On evening they got me into fast sleep.  After they started a pain on side of my right eye.

8th. of September 2015.  They caused a pain on right eye on night.  I got perhaps four hours of sleep.

9th. of September 2015. This night was perhaps the worst torture for a while. They caused a very strong pain  on the side of my right eye. They also caused a pain on left side of body. Similar pain that person who sleeps on hard surface would have. The difference was that I was sleeping on right side of body, and my left side  was up. They mimic this kind of pains every day and night, but this time they made a mistake and caused a pain on wrong side of body.   

                I slept around three p.m.  on afternoon to get some sleep. After waking up they started a pain on side of right eye again.

10th. of September 2015. I got sleep perhaps hour or two.  This time I did not sleep on afternoon, but woke up at ten a.m.

15th. of September 2015. Last night they let me fall asleep perhaps hour or less. After they started torture and manipulation.  Among other things they caused a burning feeling between my toes.  I was able to get some sleep in the morning, after massaging my chinbone hour or so.  Around seven p.m. they were able to put me into fast sleep

19th. of September 2015. Around four a.m. there were shooting pains on left eye. Later started a pain on right eye, that continued most of the night and daytime it went even worse, and continued very painful  until midnight. Later I started to see  moving black dots, on left eye.

20th. of September 2015. After midnight I had a strong pain on side of right eye. It disappeared sometimes on night, but they  used pains on side I sleep, to make my sleeping uncomfortable.  On evening they did some strong shooting pains on side of left eye. Also a moving black dot is in my view. I have found that it is on my left eye – if I close my left eye it disappears. There were a couple of times also a strong headache on forehead, that lasted some seconds.

There are fourteen years from  9/11 terror-attack.  Professor  Daniele Gancer,  from  Basel University of Switzerland,  has studied the accident. This is his lecture about  9/11.

From his lecture, one can find the same   problems of United States law-enforcement, that I have mentioned. Certain cases - where the politic is involved -  do not get honest investigation.  Some  cases like electronic harassment cases ,  are not investigated properly at all. There are several thousands victim of electronic harassment.There are lot of of evidences for mind control implants,. Still police will not do even simple electronic measurement of victims. Without   media control, - which  I have made a page also – this kind of dishonestly would not have been possible.

 


 

27th. of July 2015. Since my last update in 31st. of May, there are some alarming news. Heikki Lääkkö, another Finnish victims website http://www.mindhasnofirewall.com/    has disappeared. Even worse I found Facebook censorship on some mind-control websites. Their blocking system is explained in this Infowar youtube piece.


The only difference from website of Youtube is, that the website blocked which I am concerned , is not about GMO-legislation news, but electrical mind-control website.  I cannot write it address here, because if I do so I can  not share this diary on Facebook.  For those interested in this web site can get  this  web-site address from  my Peaceping status .

 I do not know what information on this website – which is a well made one –  cause this censorship. Perhaps it is scalar wave detector drawings, or some similar piece of  generally unknown information.

1st. of June 2015.  Pain on my right eye started after two a.m. They caused also pain for a large  area on right side of back of my head. This continued nearly whole night, and even afternoon the back of my head  was  sore, and pain continues strong. On night they told that “army” is planning a world wide military “exercise”  , that would kill all the victims of electrical manipulation. I doubt this information – we are few thousand and we know many of each other. It would cause some concern if FFCHS and some other organizations suddenly stop to exist , because all members are dead.. On technically I believe  is possible to  murder all of us, in certain kind of electromagnetic wave , that is transmitted around the globe.

4th. of June 2015. They started a continuous pain on right side of my head. The exact place is about five centimeters above of  my right eye. Later on the pain moved on right eye, and it continued for a whole night. It was accompanied with pain on toes, and other pains that made nearly impossible to sleep. According my active wrist band, I was two and half hours without moving my body – which could mean that I was asleep.  So I continued sleeping long in the afternoon, and got perhaps hour more sleep. On the evening they started a pains again – this time left side of my head.

5th. of  June 2015. They tortured me very long and badly on night. They caused some strong pains on my right side of head, and my right eye. I slept until afternoon, but still, I believe, that I slept only about three hours. After  wakeup, they stopped torture for a while, and tried to wipe out from my memory for what was happened to me, on night. Pain on right temple started again about 11 p.m. before midnight.

6th of June 2015.  They tortured my right eye nearly whole night. I had to sleep right side towards earth, and they made it painful. I got some sleep in the morning, and slept until 2 p.m. After wakeup pain on the right temple continued.

7th. of June 2015. They tortured my right eye, nearly a whole night.  The torture eased and became occasional pains on here and there on daytime.

8th. of June 2015. The whole night they tortured me. They started with a pain on right temple of head, before I went to bed. I put my right side towards earth to ease torture. This caused that they made my sleeping painful by causing pains on right side of my body. They tried to get me to turn my body   on other side, so that they would better torture my right eye. I stayed my right side of face, towards the ground, until morning, when I turned to other side. Right away after that, they caused a very strong pain on my right temple – so I had to turn back. After wakeup the pain slowly eased after shower. I believe that I slept about two-  or three hours

9th. of June 2015.  I am not sure , if I slept at all,  on this night.  I  was on bed long – until five p.m. – but they kept me awake. Actually I did not feel sleepy – just a kind of odd tight feeling. They used pains and verbal manipulation for all night, and always the side of head  that was upside, started to feel different and a kind of itchy  after twenty minutes or so.

16th. of June 2015. I got perhaps three or four hours of sleep. They tried to control with pain on which side I was sleeping and were very angry because I refused to co-operate with them.

17th. of June 2015. Again they disturbed my sleeping with opains.  I believe that they disturbed blood circulation on my right leg, which was the cause of pain. Pain was this time on right side, and not depended on which side I was sleeping.

19th. of June 2015. Midnight-Summer- Day eve. They let me sleep on last night only two or three hours. On Afternoon they caused a pain on back, and tried to get me into fast sleep.

20th. of June 2015.  They made a wound  on left side of my front head, around half  past nine  p.m. They also tried to get me into  fast sleep, for several times. After awakening from fast sleep, there was a shaking feeling on wakeup.

23rd. of June 2015. Daytime they practiced blocking words from my memory. They did disable me from recalling my mother address from my memory. Similarly they did disable recalling word “Chromecast” as an example.  Words that were “disabled” did stay out from memory about twenty minutes or more.

24th. of June 2015.  I did not get enough sleep on night, so they were able to put me into fast sleep while I was sitting outside. Later they started a strong continuous pain , on right side above my right eye.  The pain continued for night.

26th. of June 2015. There were some  very strong pains  on right temple of head about ten p.m. Later they eased temporarily.

27th. of June 2015.  The continuous pain on right eye, started after one a.m.  It continued for a whole night , and spread also area around my right eye. Their  story for this night was that  this is “spring gathering” and a group of perpetrators have gathered there to watching my torture.

                             -In the morning they started also tinnitus on right ear that continued over noon. Pain on the  right temple of head continued for all day and evening very strong.

28th. of June 2015. They caused pains on my right eye, and area around my right eye for most of the night. They told that reason of pain is to affect my reading. On same night they told that they have destroyed the brain areas that cause feelings – so I do not have strong feelings any more.

29th. of June 2015. Again they caused a strong pain on my right eye for a most of the night. I got sleep perhaps three hours.  

                I found that extremist people   are now subject of government witch-hunt  in United States. When I analyzed my perpetrators speech and compared it to this definition of extremist, I found that most of them  - if not all - are extremists.  Calling names and all the other signs of extreme personality fit the communication , that my perpetrators have with me.

30th. of June 2015. They started in the morning, a pain on right eye, and area around my right eye. The pain disappeared before noon.  On evening around seven p.m.  they made a wound  They irritated this wound for rest of the evening.

1st. of July 2015. In the morning , they started a very strong pain  on  the side of my right eye. The pain ended before noon, and later they started to irritate the  center of  my head.

2nd. of July  2015.  They opened a wound above my left eye, on evening , and irritated it until midnight.

9th. of July 2015.  They tortured me long on last  night.  I got all kinds of temporary pains here and there. I got some sleep in the morning and slept until   afternoon. Daytime they used verbal manipulation as usual. On evening they started itching  on my head again.

12th. of July 2015. My shielding over my head was slipped away while I as asleep.  This means that  that left side of my head  felt different than the right one several hours after wakeup, before it slowly disappeared. In the afternoon I got occasional pains on right eye, and around right eye. On evening  after eight p.m. these pains became continuous.

13th. of July 2015.   After midnight, the pain on my right eye, and side of the  right eye became strong. When I went to sleep, I went to right side, so that the right side of my head was towards the ground. They did not like it so they arranged strong pains on right side, which made my sleeping painful. I did not turn other side, because I was sure that if I turn into other side, they would continue to torture my right eye because it is upside. I felt that I did not sleep much, but it is difficult to say, how long time I was asleep.  After wakeup the torture on my right eye ended.

14th.  of July 2015. Pain on the right eye started  again, like last night – this time a bit later, after three a.m.

15th. of July 2015.  I had a shower after awakening. After shower, my left side of head felt different than  the  right one. This feeling fade away during the day.

16th. of July  2015.   On night, they disturbed my sleep badly. They caused some sharp pains on my forehead, and here and there on my head. I slept long in the afternoon, and got perhaps some three hours of sleep.

                             Before five p.m. they started torture on my right eye, and area around my right eye.

18th. of July 2015.  They started a pan on my right eye, and aroud the right eye before wakeup. The pain eased slowly in the afternoon.

19th. of july 2015.  They caused a strong pain on my right eye, during the night. I got some sleep by sleeping long in the afternoon.

20th. of July 2015. They tortured me for a whole night. I was on bed about ten hours, but I was asleep perhaps three hours or less. There was a very strong pain on my right eye. I was able to stop it by massaging the right temple  of my head, but they started it again a couple of hours later.   They used also pain on side, to control which side up I was sleeping, among some other pains.

21st. of July 2015. This was a night, which I believe that I did not sleep at all. I was not in my home, and I did not have possibility to shield my head, and I did not have my c-pap machine.  Because I did not get sleep on night, I went to sleep on afternoon, and  I was asleep about three hours. On wakeup I had a headache on my forehead, that  later fade away.

22nd. of July 2015. I got about three hours of sleep.  They  experimented a kind of removing  and changing  names from  my memory on their  exercise. First they arranged Warren Buffet name  on place of Donald Trump as a presidential candidate. I wrote his name on Facebook comment, but found  the mistake before putting it out. After that they made impossible to recall Donald Trump name, and always, I tried to recall it , they blocked my memory, and “secretary ” whispered  Andy Warhol. Finally I had to take the name with Google-search with sentence "You are fired" and word "president".

23rd. of July 2015.  They got me into fast sleep for a couple of times in the evening.

26th. of July 2015.  Before night, they warned me that they will put me into  a “smoke sauna” , that is their own idiomatic  expression,  which meaning is unclear.  However I slept better for usually on night, and did not find anything special on wakeup. Daytime instead they had a very aggressive verbal manipulation.

My opinion about  United Kingdom changed a bid after I reading  this article about  British death-squads that killed over a hundred people in Northern Ireland. What happened, was actually the  similar that happened in Indonesia 1965, only the scale was different.  In Northern Ireland was assassinated over a hundred people, whereas in Indonesia the same amount was over a million people.

                Similarity  was  also that people who  commit the murders -which ruling political party has arranged.  They were never prosecuted.  This has some  similarity for United States where t CIA  drug smuggling and other crimes , were never investigated and those quilty of crimes are  not prosecuted, although both of the political parties know the crimes.

I do not call these countries - which have not the  rule of law - democracies, but rather totalitarian countries.. Criminal investigation of crime  depends who has committed the crime, and who are victims of the crimes.

I found that also the former United States President Jimmy Carter  believes that  USA is not a democratic country  any more

                             Actually United Kingdom is perhaps a bit nearer democracy than USA and Indonesia. There was a Stevens Inguiry that tried to defend law and order although it was  obstructed.

                             I wonder who are British Death Squads hunting  and now?  In my opinion they are assassinating  extremist.  Perhaps after 50 years or so we will know partly what assassination and other crimes are committed in United Kingdom.  Fifty years   is about the time it takes  that  crimes that  ruling political  party is arranged ,  would partly come public . Some crimes will never come public, and disappeart   in the black hole of  history for forever.


31st.  of May 2015.  I got feedback on my last diary piece on 13th. of April, that the evidence  of bank transfer documents that I provided,  was not enough to prove that Bush family is a part of organized crime. So I made a page of internet links about Bush family and Organized crime connections.

 As I told  my previous  piece of diary, if organized crime gets control of country,  it opens  them enormous possibilities to get money.  After end of Bush time of presidency  2009, there were  missing  nine  trillion dollars  on  Federal reserve.  Before that  2001 United States Secretary of Defence Donald Rumsfeld found that there were 2.3 trillion missing in Pentagon. To understand how much money is trillion one could compare it 12 billion of money that was  transferred to Iraq after war – where it vanished. It was  truckloads of  money .  All this mess  would have not been possible in any country , without  control of mainstream  media.

There are some lack of confidence for United States Federal Reserve after Germany was not able to repatriate their  gold reserve. Now even State of Texas want to repatriate their gold from Federal Reserve.

Libyan leader,  General  Mohammed Gaddafi told in his last formal speech to people of Libya - before he was murdered - that United States  “is a country of thieves”.  Now Libyan refugees are crossing in thousands  meditarranean sea to Europe , because they have lost free, education and free healthcare , they had  Libya, in time of Gaddafi.  Instead  of lost free education, and free health-care they got western “freedom” , which they do not know , how to utilize it, in ruined  country. where is no rule of law.

 In my opinion all  those countries that participated  Libya bombing, have a moral obligation to take all the refugees that are escaping from   the  present misery in  Libya.

  On my previous piece of diary,  had also  a link for  youtube radio program about chemtrails, that was made by three scientist ( Eugene Franklin Mallove, Juventina Villa Mojica and Dorothy Stang) who were killed shortly after their interview  went out to air.

 After I made the link on this my torture diary, also this particular   youtube  was taken out from internet. So I made internet- page of chemtrails, Haarp, and Morgellons. Mainstream media easily mix chemtrails, with contrails  -  purposely, or just by ignorance

15th. of April 2015. After midnight started a pain on the right temple of my head.  The pain eased on daytime, but started again  after nine p.m. and continued  for night.

17th.  of April 2015. Like day before, they caused  pain on my right eye and the right temple of my head. The pain continued with some breaks for a whole day. There was only small ease of pain after wakeup.

18th. of April 2015. They caused a strong pain on my right eye, and right temple for a whole night and morning, except short ease on wakeup. I was able to sleep only about three hours, so they were able to put me into fast sleep for a couple of times of the day. After that I got some trembling for a whole my  body.

19th. of April 2015. Again, they are causing pain on my right eye. This is the fourth day in a row. This time the pain did not disappear after wakeup, as it usually do, but it startd to spread for a whole right side of my head.

21st. of April 2015. I added a block about organized crime inside of United States government on my diary. After that they did not let me sleep. I was on bed until afternoon, but I am not sure that I slept at all. On night they told me that they have a kind of sold my body  on parts for different  groups according their interest. One has bought liver, other lungs etc.  They themselves have kept my eyes.

25th. of April 2015. Around midnight they made a wound on left side of my front head – and started teasing it. Later they made my right ear sensitive for voices. This a kind of means that their voice feels like a physical pain. Usually they have made this with a female voice, but on this time they used a whistle. I had to sleep for a whole night my right ear towards ground, and listen loud music, to cover their voices that causes pain. I was on bed until two p.m. on afternoon, but I am not sure that I slept at all. After waking up my right ear was still sore. Later they told that they just “cut my tusks out”.

26th. of April 2015. They caused  a pain on right eye for a whole night, and most of the day. There was also a pain on my right upper jawbone.

27th. of April 2015. They started a pain on right temple of my head after nine p.m. It eased after hour or two.

29th. of April 2015. They tortured me most of the night. I tried to sleep until afternoon, but similarly as night before, I believe, that I did not get sufficient sleep.  Before I woke up, they made a wound this time on left temple of my head. Later they started irritate the wound. On the evening they got me a couple of times for a fast sleep. They also did some  sticks under nails torture, and caused pains here and there.

30th. of April 2015. Before midnight, they arranged pains on heart. I was afraid, that they will cause a heart attack for me.

1st. of May 2015. I remember  on night that they told me that “simultaneous interpreting” is becoming obsolete manipulation technique.  I wonder what is the new technique, they use to manipulate people.  Afternoon , they started to manipulate left side of my head – large area back of the head, that started to feel different than rest of  my head.

     3rd. of May 2015.  They disturbed my sleep badly, last night. Whichever side I slept they irritated the side of my body that was up. They told me that they “throw boiling water on my head”. I believe that this was a hidden threat to “boil” my brains. This talk about boiling water continued on afternoon.

6th. of May 2015. They disturbed my sleep for a whole night, because they knew that I have an appointment in the morning, and cannot sleep long. I am not sure, if I slept at all. but it is possible that I was asleep for hour or two.

7th. of May 2015. Again they disturbed my sleep. Always the side which was up, started to feel sore and itchy.  Because I was able to sleep on afternoon, I got a better sleep than night before. Before wakeup, they made a wound on left side of my head, which they teased during the day.

10th. of May 2015. Pain on right eye, started on afternoon, and continued for a whole day and night. They were very aggressive, and told that some new person will come, and I will not like it.

11th. of May 2015. They had earlier threaded to  boil my head, and I believe they did try something like that. Although   temperature on the room was rather cold, my head felt very hot. After hour or so, the heating of my head ended, and pain on my right temple started. Later I found that it was perhaps the worst torture for some months – they used a sharp pointing pain about center of my skull, that I felt like burning. The pain was impossible to shield. They have used a bit similar sharp pointing pain before, but this time the pain was a magnitude worst than it has never been before. The pain continued for a long time and even next day, there was a point on head which was sore. Later started also a pain  on my right eye, and around my right eye.

13th. of May 2015. The pain on right temple of my head started about quarter after two a.m. I had to massage long for my right temple , to get some sleep. I believe that I slept about three-  or four hours.  On evening after seven p.m. they started again consistent pain on my right temple of head. Of course they told me that the purpose of the pain was to decrease my intelligence, and ability for independent thinking.

14th. of May 2015. They tortured me nearly whole night with a pain on right temple of head. I got about three hours of sleep, but because I did not get sufficient sleep , I stayed in bed for three p.m on  afternoon, and this way I got some sleep more. Even after waking up, there were a rather strong pain on side of my right eye. They told that somebody has permitted them to finish their work concerning this area of my brain. 

15th. of May 2015. Similarly as day earlier the pain on my right temple started after two a.m. and continued nearly whole night.  I believe that for a while I was unconscious, but I am not sure how much I slept. The pain ended for a while in the wakeup but started soon again. The whole right side of my head, felt different than left side. The feeling was like blood flow was suppressed.

17th. of May 2015. After awakening me they made a very large wound on right temple  of my head. I tried to massage it out, but it continued feeling.

18th. of May 2015.  Last night was perhaps the worst torture for a while. They used a very strong pain on my right  temple. They caused also many other pains elsewhere on my body, to make sure that I did not sleep at all. I stayed on bed until three p.m. to get even some sleep. After awakening left side of my head feels different than the right one.

24th. of May 2015. While I was bicycling, and I had no possibility to shield or massage my head, they started to cause sharp pointing pain on the center of my head.

25th of May 2015. They disturbed my sleep. I got sleep perhaps four hours. On the afternoon, I went outside of house, and after a while, I found they manipulated me, also ringing on ears started.

29th. of May 2015. They disturbed my sleep at night. Always the  side of head, that was up felt like ants was crawling  on there. I slept until afternoon to get enough sleep. They made a wound, this time on fronthead , left side.  They  teased this wound for rest of the day.

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I got a couple of years ago Raymond Taylor notebook photos, about nanobots. There are some more of them, on Peacepink area. On my comment on same area are links some Raymond Taylor handwritten documents conserning drawings.

I was not sure, if his information is . However there are now public successful experiments with nanobots on cockroaches

I also  found that Google is developing  similar inside blood vessels traveling  nanobots  to fight cancer. This  made me believe that also Raymond Taylor information is true.  

 

 

 


13th.  of April 2015.  My previous piece of diary was on the end of  February. Since then, some news for successful mind reading experiments, have started show in science related magazines. Some T.I. have invented , that perhaps a stud scanner can show implants in the body of the mind control victim.

 Actually it is a shame for world that  in crimes  which  government is involved - like  these illegal human experimenting cases - are not investigated by police. There are lot of of evidences for mind control implants, that were put on  people body,  while they were unconscious. All the institutions are so  depended for government money, that they do not want  to make any physical measurements for victims -  so people are using stud  scanners, and other inexpensive devices, to make checks , that actually police and universities should make with  proper instruments.

 The few studies that universities and investigators are done, are all done without  physical examination of victims, that would find implants or other clues of mind control. This study done by Somoza State University is perhaps one of the the best, that  I have found.

In my previous piece of diary, on 28th. of February,  I told about Richard Cain family, that had their illegally inserted mind control implants removed in hospital. On that  time the pictures of implants were removed for internet on  legal reason. Here  they are published again.

There are lots of writings that thousands of  tortured victims have made on internet. There are even database of collected electrical mind manipulation articles.

1st. of  March 2015.  I got sleep about three or four hours at night. After they awakened me, and did not let me sleep. Daytime there were some itching on my head, and afternoon they put me into fast sleep.

7th. of March 2015. They disturbed my sleep at night. After awakening they started a pain on my right eye. that continued until noon.

13th. of March 2015. They got me into fast sleep after ten p.m. and I returned conscious after eleven. I am happy, that I had a shield on my head. There was a pain on head , but it diminished after I put my shield other way, and started to massage my head.

16th. of March 2015.  They disturbed my sleep by making my sleeping painful.  Always the pain started on the side I was sleeping. I slept long , until two p.m. in the afternoon.

18th. of March 2015. Pain on my right eye, and side of my right eye, started after midnight. They continued for a whole night and next morning. I was asleep about three hours.

19th. of March 2015. I did not sleep at all on night. on evening, I was so tired , that they were able to put me several times in fast sleep.

20th. of March 2015. I got sleep, perhaps five hours. In the morning, they started a pain on right eye, and around of my right eye. It eased for a while , but in the afternoon started a pain on right temple of my head.

21st. of March 2015. Before I went to sleep, they were able to put me into fast sleep, and after I went conscious there was this usual shaky feeling on body. On night before three a.m. , they started a heavy pain on right temple of head. Later it became a pain on right eye. The pain continued  for a whole night, but eased after wakeup

22nd. of March 2015. Pain on right eye and side of my right eye, started after four a.m. Later they told me that I will travel “moon” on this night. This is example of their typical “code speech” , that encourage the listener imagine a new meaning for words. So “travel” does not mean travel and “moon” does not mean moon but they have some code meaning, and they want victims guess what the real meaning  of sentence is.  Apparently they want to  study brain this way.  I was unconscious for a long time, and awakened after three p.m.  After awakening they started a strong headache on the whole right side of my head, that continued for the next night.

23rd. of March 2015. They started a very strong pain about five centimeter wide point, on right side of my head. Pain continued even after I massaged it. They told that they had to dry a part of meningitis to get a better access on my brain.  The pain continued for a whole night, but I was able to sleep about three hours, by sleeping into afternoon. On afternoon started a pain on right temple, but it is not same  pain I had on night.

24th. of March 2015.  They tortured my right eye for several hours, last night. I got a proper sleep by sleeping on the afternoon. On afternoon started a pain on right temple of my head.

25th. of March 2015.  They tortured me on side of my right eye starting three a.m. I got about three hours of sleep.  The pain on right temple eased  a while on wakeup, but appeared again a bit later as a different type of pain.

28th. of March  2015.  Pain on right eye, started on afternoon before three p.m. and later widened on right side of my head. Later after five p.m.  started a pain on right side of my neck.

29th. of March 2015. They caused a shrinking feeling on my neck after six on the afternoon.

30th. of March 2015. They let me sleep about two hours on last night.

31st. of March 2015. They started verbal torture in the morning, and left side of head felt sore when waking up. On afternoon started a pain on right eye, that continued for some hours.

1st of April 2015. About two a.m. Started a pain on above the right eye. Later  the pain moved on right eye, and continued for a whole night and morning. I got sleep about two or three hours. I went to language-class, where I had no possibility to shielding my head, they took advantage for it, and started a very strong pain on right eye, that continued about hour.

4th. of April 2015. On night they tried to control with pain on  which side I was sleeping. In the morning theyu caused a new type of shooting pain, on right temple of my head. Later the pain changed for a strong itching on whole right side of head.

5th. of April 2015. Pain on side of my right eye started after midnight, and continued in the morning.

6-7th. of April 2015.  A kind of shrinking feeling and pain on back of my head  started afternoon on sixth of April and continued strong for the  next day afternoon.

11th. of April 2015. A kind of “pull” on left side front of head starting half past nine.  Later  the “hot spot” started to feel like  a wound.

12th. of April 2015. In the morning they told, that they will  stop torturing and manipulating me, because they do not get results they want. Later they told that “nobody has escaped us alive”.  This is a their typical morning awakening, which purpose is to create strong feelings on me, to get me awake. Later on afternoon started a pain on right eye, that continued for a late night.

Princeton University has found on their study,  what most of the people who follow world  knew - United States is not democratic country any more.   Although  United States has a  front of democracy, some rich and powerful men are running the country, and walking over the rule of law.

Former Canadian  Deputy Prime  Minister, Paul Hellyer, has opinion that organized crime  is controlling America.  Veterans Today senior editor Gordon Duff has opinion, that America and a large part of  world is controlled by organized crime cabal.  I also believe that organized crime is controlling both of the leading political parties in United States.

 People  understand that mafia can take control of trade union, but have difficulties to think, that organized crime can take  control of political party -   even that nominating leaders on both organizations are very similar. Possibility of gains are enormous, if party that govern United States   go into hands of criminals.

When organized  crime gets  control of the ruling party, the first thing is to  get their own men in the control  of  top of the law  enforcement. After that selected crimes are not investigated and some  criminals are not prosecuted. Some members of Congress believe, that they have right to make decision which crimes are prosecuted.

 Also election results are possible  to fix when the law enforcement is in hands of organized crime.  Individuals who start to  investigate “wrong”  crimes run into trouble.  People  that have started to investigate 9/11 case, have started to die one after another. Also several scientists that have come public with chemtrails agenda are murdered.

After organized crime  has taken control of  law enforcement of country, and get some judges loyal to them, they can control which of the crimes,  are investigated, and who are prosecuted. This makes easy to get enormous amount of money, with all kinds of crimes. CIA participation for drug trade free them from  government  money. and free them also   from government  control of that money.

Mass-media is kept  silent, so that people do not find anything alarming. Some members of Senate have also started to seek  ways to control social media. FBI was arranged some  bomb-making guides into Internet via third party. These FBI-originated explosive recipes  gave Senator Dianne Feinstein a good reason to demand on-line censorship on Internet.

The electronic mind control gives organized crime some tools, that  people do not know -do not understand, and do  not believe. That would perhaps even open  them a possibility to dominate the whole world in some  future.

 

 


28th.  of  February 2015. My previous piece of diary ended on 11th. of  January. Since then Heikki Lääkkö from Finland has re-opened his English language mindcontrol  website http://www.mindhasnofirewall.com/  . Also there is a new  finnish  language mind-control blog  http://indietarget.blogspot.fi/.  There were very interesting photos from chips femoved Richard Cains body, but because of legal proceeding , the pictures were taken out from internet. I wish that Richard Cain does not make a kind of  out of court settlement that prohibits him to release the pictures of implants for  public.

One of the victims, John Finch has made a lot of petitions, to stop this electromagnetic mind control. These are some answers he  has got.  

Our problem  is that we do not get any proper investigation about these crimes.   In this video   Robert Duncan, a former CIA insider, who has participated for building these weapons, talks with one of the victims of electrical mind manipulation, Tyrone Dew. There were mind reading experiments in Utah prisons as early as 1988.

 There is absolutely enough evidence, to start investigation. The decision of not investigate these crimes,  is a political one, and as long as political leaders want so,  no evidence  would be  enough to start  any investigation, noteven simply electrical measuring people, who claims they are victims..

We are not the  only group that does not get justice in America.   Rethink911 organisation is also suffering the fact, that when there are crimes, which  both political parties agree, not to properly investigate (and prosecute those of quilty these crimes) –   these  crimes are not investigated, whatever evidences people are able  show for law enforcement to start criminal investigation. Instead  example those whistleblowers’ and reporters who started  investigate 9/11 building demolition, have  started to  to die, one way or other. There are nearly twenty suspicious deaths of 9/11 investigators that far.

 Senate Watergate hearings were done with much weaker  evidences than there is for electrical mind control, or WTC demolition scandal.  The difference  between these incidents is, that the Watergate Burglary  was made to powerful Democratic Party headquarter. I am sure if there had been Democratic party headquarter in WTC towers in time of demolition, we would have  a proper investigation and prosecution of people for guilty of crimes..

12th. of January 2015. They tortured my right eye, for a whole night.  They told me that I will not lose my sharpness of sight, that much than I will lose my ability to find details on low light, because “filming”  destroys cells for that purpose. Perhaps later I will lose a whole of my eyesight. from right eye.

13th. of January 2015. They kept me awake for a whole night, and long in the morning , by causing pain on my right eye. This does not fit their explanation of “fundus cleaning” , but there must be a other purpose for this.  I was on bed until two  p.m.  and got perhaps two or three hours of sleep, difficult to say. Couple of hours after wakeup they started a pain on forehead, that continued for night.   

15th. of January 2015. I was not sure, that I slept at all on night. They used all the possible tricks to keep me awake. They used even  sticks under nails torture, that they have not used for weeks. However – because in the morning, I was not very tired – I must have slept hour or two. On other hand, I know that they can make person to feel not tired, even if he had  not slept for days.  On night, I remember  a sharp point of pain, on back of my head. They did it for several times.

Daytime I had an appointment for eye-doctor, who told me that I have a macular degeneration, in both eyes. and I have to go to hospital, where they will find if they are dry or wet macular degeneration. Now I got idea what means “cleaning fundus” that they have told me. Perhaps they have tried to do it electrically, because they are able to cause burns too.

On evening about half past eight, they put me into fast sleep. After ten p.m. they started a pain on center of my head, that I was able to end  by massage.

23th. of January 2015.  Pain on the right eye started about ten p.m.

24th. of January 2015. Perhaps the worst torture on this year. The pain on right eye became very strong on night, and continued for a whole night. There was not much relieve on it. I got sleep sometimes in the morning, and I slept until two. p.m.  The pain on right eye continued also after wakeup, but weaker.

26th. of January 2015. They disturbed my sleep on night. They caused a pain on right eye, and area around of my right eye.  I slept on afternoon about two p.m. to get enough  sleep.  After wakeup. the pain on side of  right eye continued, but later it changed occasional itching on head, that continued for night.

27th. of January 2015. After two a.m. they started a very strong pain on right side front of my head. It continued several hours , before it was eased by massage. After I went to bed.

In the morning , they started a pain on my right eye, and side of my right eye. It eased around noon. On quarter to eight p.m. they started a heavy headache on front of my head. It continued midnight.

28th. of January 2015. I got sleep three or four hours. Early in the morning they started a heavy pain on right eye. Around three p.m. in the afternoon, there were strong pains on my right eye.

29th. of  January 2015.  They kept me awake several hours on night. Sometimes in the morning, they started a  strong pain on my right eye, that lasted several hours. I got perhaps three hours of sleep in the morning.  On daytime, they put me several times on fast sleep, and caused itching on my head most of the day.

30th. of January 2015. In  the morning there were again a pain on my right eye, that ended after wakeup.

31st. of January 2015. Before midnight started a pain and itching on left side, near  the center of my head. There were some  tries for fast sleep on daytime. On evening after nine p.m. they started again itching, mostly on back of my head.

3rd. of February 2015. They manipulated my heart-beat on night. I had sleep under four hours.

4th. of February 2015. They let me sleep only three hours, because they knew that I have to go out downtown in the morning, and I was  not able to sleep until afternoon. Daytime and on evening . they made advantage that I was tired, and put me into fast sleep , for several times.

5th. of February 2015. Sudden strong pain on my right temple started about quarter to two a.m.

6th. of February 2015. They made a  wound  on left side of my forehead, and they teased it for all the evening. until night.

8th. of February 2015. On night, they caused a burning feeling on my right heel. They also gave a threat that “black budding will be prepared soon”.  On afternoon they started a heavy pain on side of my right eye. It continued strong on night, even that I massaged area around it. Before midnight the pain moved on right eye,  and continued very strong. Another “fundus cleaning” perhaps.

9th. of February 2015. Perhaps the worst torture on this year. The continuous pain on my  right eye, that started previous evening, had spread also area around the right eye. The pain was that strong, that it was nearly impossible to stand. Around five a.m. they started heart manipulation, and pain on my heart. I believe they tried to murder me. However massaging the area around the right eye started to ease the pain a bit. I went up and wrote a note on the table “ murder attempt five a.m.”. After that the pain continued, but it was more like their normal nighttime torture. They told that the  reason for their torture was something I had put on my  facebook . I believe that the real reason for the eye torture was that they knew, that I was going  into funduscopy  examination in hospital for a next day, and they perhaps tried to cover all the things they had done to my eye. This explanation however, does not explain their heart manipulation, and heart pains.

11th. of February 2015. They kept me awake for most of the night. I do not remember, that I slept at all, but if I slept it was a hour or two.

12th. of February  2015. I slept for very long. I awakened at two p.m.  on the afternoon.

18th. of February 2015. They did twice a very strong shooting pain on my head in the morning.

20th. of February 2015. They caused occasional shooting pains, mostly on back of my head. They did several   fast sleeps,  on daytime. Before midnight, they started a continuous pain on right side back of my head.  It accompanied occasional pain on right eye too.

22nd. of February 2015. Again they caused strong pains on my right eye for  a whole night. I slept perhaps four hours.Later the eye chervil for a long time.

23rd. of February 2015. They let me sleep about  three hours, and after they started  verbal manipulation, and did not let me sleep any more.

24th. of February  2015. I got sleep perhaps three hours on night. This is the way they want to do sleep deprivation, they keep person several days in a row without sleep, or with minimal sleep.Sometimes  they do not let person to get any deep sleep at all.

They caused a pain on right eye, and the same time they teased a spot on back of my head, which made me impossible to sleep. Later they told me that they have to “furnish” my head once more, even it is difficult. In the morning I had a pain on right side of my head, on my right ear, and around my right ear. In the evening they threaded  “You had too long nails, and we had to cut them off”.

25th. of February 2015. After midnight they attacked again on my right eye. I got sleep perhaps three hours.

26th. of February 2015. They started a pain on right eye, in the night. In the morning, the pain felt for a whole right side of forehead. I am not sure, how many hours I slept.

27th. of February 2015. Before three a.m. they started a strong pain  above the right eye. While massaged my neck around four a.m.  I suddenly felt a gas pouring into room, and making breathing difficult. It was feeling a bit like  fumes  of acids from  stomach. Actually I remember that this  same happened in Edmonton  around 1980, and I told it in my booklet My life depends on you.

 In Edmonton I believed it was actual attack, because it happened in high-rise with ,mechanical ventilation. Here in Finland I know it was not possible.   They may  have got fumes into my house  some way , but because the whole effect  was over after five minutes, there is no way remove fumes from air that fast, in a house without mechanical ventilation.

 I believe in both cases -in Edmonton 1980, and now - it was a some kind of medical trick. Still I believe, that something real happened for  my oxygen intake, and if they have not stopped it , I would have lost my life. I slept in the afternoon, to get enough sleep.

Stories of Guantanamo prisoners show that microwaves are used as a tool of torture and interrogation, in Guantanamo prison camp. The practice,that only those crimes are investigated which political , party that has  the power wants to be investigated is not the way republic should work.  Unfortunately this seems to be the way  that  GOP chairman Richard Burr wants United States  law enforcement work.  By not prosecuting people who commit torture United States also violates also International agreement that prohibits torture – which another republican Ronald Reagan signed 2009.  That means that if United States signs some agreement, we still can not trust, that United States comply with agreement it has signed.


11th.   of January 2015. Since my last update on November, the most important event was that Senate intelligence Committee CIA-torture report that came public.  I was following  Senate Intelligence committee work , since the first leaks from report, because I wished that there is some information about electronic torture. This is the discussion I started on Peacepink-network. It is interesting compare, what different media comments on  reports the report.. This youtube piece is about  FOX  comments , and this from Russian television  RT.

There are some signs that torture has not ended on US-army , and intelligence organizations. English is my second language , so I am not sure what means this article  expression “letting the dog rape the prisoner” . Perhaps it means that the torturers let the dogs bite victim’s genitals..

24th. of November 2014. I haded a pain on the right eye, that started a day earlier. It continues  stronger than ever.

26th. of November 2014. This was a very similar night than a night before. Their torture caused a pain mostly on right eye, and area around my right eye. I massaged the area around eye, to get some relieve for pain. I was asleep around three or four hours.

27th. of November 2014. On afternoon after three p.m. , they caused a strong dangerous feeling pain on right temple of my head. on side of right eye. I felt it had nothing to do with eyesight, but has some other purpose. The pain continued over hour.

28th. of November 2014.  On night there was a pain on right eye. Also on afternoon there was similar strong pain on side of the right eye, than day before. The pain on night was possible to ease by massaging the sore area,  but daytime it was more difficult.

29th. of November 2014.  Again they tortured my right eye, and area around my right eye on night eye. Later they showed some drawings. Perhaps they studied how to send picture into brain.

30th. of November 2014. After midnight they started torture on area around my right eye, that continued  long for the morning.

1st. of December 2014. They disturbed my sleep badly on night.  They caused a pain on side , that I was sleeping, and did all kinds of things to prevent me to catch sleep. Finally in the morning, I got some sleep, and I slept long in the afternoon. On evening, they put me several times into fast sleep, and caused shaking on hands and body, after I awakened from

5th. of  December 2014.  They did their usual torture on night. This means, that they kept me awake for three or four hours, and later let me sleep about same amount in the morning. So I slept in the afternoon, to get some sleep. In addition of their usual night torture  and manipulation, they also caused some pain on my heart, and manipulated my heartbeat. On evening they told me several coded  threats, which means that they threaded for “sauna”,” haircut”, “shaving beard” etc. that all waits me on  the weekend.

7th. of December 2014. It was very normal torture, and manipulation on night, but in the morning they caused a sharp, a kind of cold pain  on left side of my front head. It feld like somebody had turned an icepick on my head. The wound  was sore for  a whole day, and they were occasionally teasing it. On afternoon after two p.m. they caused a fast sleep.

8th. of December 2014.  I had an appointment with optician, to get new classes.  He did not give me new classes, but instead arranged an appointment with eye-specialist, because my left eye is nearly blind.  I believe that they have purposely made my left eye blind, because it is easier for them to study my reading, if I have only one eye that can recognize the text.

10th. of December 2014. I got about two hours of sleep last night.  On evening they did several tries to put me into fast sleep.

11th. of December 2014. On night I had some ideas , what to write on Senate Intelligence report . In the morning they started a pain on right eye that continued on afternoon. The ideas what to write about Senate Intelligence CIA torture report, were wiped out from my memory in the morning. The pain on the right eye had continued for a whole day and evening.

12th. of December 2014.  Pain on my right eye, continued for a whole night, but eased after wakeup.

14th. of December 2014.  On night, they started several times a pain on right eye, or right temple of my head.  It usually eased after about half of hour massage or so. Daytime they did occasional shooting pains on right side of my head. They also did several times fast sleeps, and tried to make forced speech nearly all the times.

15th. of December 2014.  Again they tried to start pain on right eye, and theright temple of head. Again I got pain eased by massaging the sore point.  They did not let me sleep before morning, so I slept until afternoon until two p.m.   Daytime I had to suffer the usual pains and verbal manipulation.  On their speech they usually start with giving some hope for ending their torture and manipulation. Then in some point they turn it that they will torture me until my death. This is the way, they try to get maximum  amount of affection on my mind.

16th. of December 2014. On night was a worst torture for a while. They started with verbal manipulation,  but after I stopped to respond their speech, they started a strong pain on my right eye. I started to massage area around my eye, but the pain continued, and they started a new pain on neck, right side. Finally after many hours, I got some sleep and slept until noon.

17th. of December 2014. Even worst torture than night before. I slept about hour or less. In the  morning, they started a pain on right side of my head. After wakeup they told their own indirect speech idiomatic code language that they did some permanent damage for me. On evening , they again put me into fast sleep.

20th. of  December 2014. On night, they caused a pain on heart, while sleeping on right side. I turned to lay on my back, and the pain stopped. Later I turned back to sleep on right side, but the pain did not start again.  Otherwise similar night than usually – they tortured me several hours, before I was able to get sleep.

Daytime they put me into fast sleep at least three times. I was happy, that I was shielded , so that usual shaking of body, and other after effects did not occur after awakening.

24th. of December 2014. Christmas eve. On night they again caused a pain on heart. Daytime they  did verbal manipulation, and caused some itching on my head.

25th of December 2014. They caused a pain on the side of my right eye. It started about seven p.m.

26th. of December  2014. Perhaps the worst torture on month or so. They caused strong pain on my right eye all the night. They called it fundus “cleaning” that has to do once a while, because their  fundus filming is not possible if the fundus is “dirty”.   I believe that “dirt” is something else than dirt, and also what they call cleaning is something else than taking “dirt” out of  fundus. I tried to get new classes from optician couple of  weeks ago, but she found that my eye are kind of bad condition, that I had to go to eye-doctor appointment , to get new classes.

28th. of December 2014.  They caused a continuous pain  on right side  of my head, on night. It was not eyes, but above the right eye.

29th. of December 2014. In the morning they started a pain on side of right eye, that ended after wakeup, when I  massaged it.

30th. of  December 2014. Very similar torture on  night,  than usually. They awakened me on night , and kept awake long time. Only difference for previous night was, that usually they cause pain on the right side of head, but this time they caused pain on left side of head. However they made my sleeping right side more painful, and forced me to wake up in the morning with pain on right side.

31st- of December 2014. They caused a mild heart attack on new years eve, about ten minutes before new year. I did not had to go to hospital..

1st. of January 2015. They caused Strong occasional shooting pains on right temple of my head, started  about hour before midnight.

2nd. fo January 2015. Occasional pain on right temple of my head continued whole night and morning. On night they made sleeping painful by causing pains on side I slept.

5th. of January 2015. They let me sleep first perhaps hour or two, and later succeeded to keep me awake rest of the  night and morning.  I wake up in the morning, even that I was too  tired, to keep my circadian rhythm synchronized with time. On evening around six p.m- they put me several times on fast sleep.

7th.  of January 2015. A continuing pain on side of  myright eye which  started about seven p.m. when I was on town , and not able to defend myself.

8th. of January 2015. The pain on right side of eye, continued strong nearly whole night. I got sleep perhaps three hours.  On evening the pain started again after seven p.m. , but I was able to ease the pain by massaging area around my right eye.

10th. of January 2014. Again they started to cause a pain on my right eye after midnight. I massaged area around the eye, but the pain eased only a bit.  The pain continued for morning.. I got some sleep by sleeping on afternoon two p.m.

11th. of January 2014. The  pain on right eye started after midnight , and continued for a whole night and also next day and evening. Their explanation for pain was  again that their has to clean fundus from dirt once a week. I do not know what is the “dirt” and how they are able to remove it electrically from my eye.

Equality before law is  an article  in Universal Declaration of Human rights, and  it is included on nearly every constitution . The implementation of this law is much less frequent. In North America, I have found three classes of people that in real life,  all have different equality before law  - even thought  formally, their rights are equal.

First  class  of people which   do not have full protection of law. In this group belong homeless, orphans, racial minorities, prisoners, people who have illness, foreign people and immigrants. This case of orphans that were used human guinea pigs for aids-drugs experiments show why they do not have protection of law. These children do not have parents ,which protects them from organizations that want to profit for their lives. This means  that  governmental and commercial organizations would use them ,whatever way they want, to make profit for their expense . Dupless orphans is  a similar case in Canada. In both cases, people  guilty  of these  crimes, were not prosecuted.

 Examples of illegal profit making for poor and blacks are St. Louis  experimental spraying bacteria to cause illness, and CIA sale of crack cocaine to black people, to make money for  contra rebels in Nicaraqua. As a rule of thumbs, if there is a (criminal) way to profit  for causing damages for  people who have difficulties to defend themselves, it is very likely, that sooner or later this happen in USA and Canada.  The organizations that commit the crimes  are often connected to army, or intelligence agencies, which   can arrange that these crimes are not prosecuted.

The second class is people who have basic protection of law.  This is a group of white middleclass. They live is usually safe, exemption when their rights and big corporations or government  profits are in conflict.

Then is a group that are not prosecuted even if they commit crimes. This is a group of police, army, different intelligence services, top political leaders and very rich people.  Besides legal system, these groups have also a control of the main media, as my page about censorship shows. On this same page, the TWA flight 800 airplane accident, and Robert Bales mass-murder case, are  also  examples how army – as other this group people and organizations - can manipulate  the  legal system.

My friend has an opinion that United States is a fascist country, that has some clothes of democracy. My opinion is  that United States represent a new kind of corrupted totalitarian  country. It is now much based on effective electrical monitoring of people communications and connections.

In future, the control and manipulation of people  will come even more effective, and  possibilities to produce people with limited abilities will  expand. If people do not find where their country is heading, United States will became of a kind of hybrid of Aldous Huxley “Brave new world”, and George Orwell “1984”.


23rd.  of November 2014. On previous piece on 29th. of September, I was on danger to loose  my web domain. Now,  I have got back my domain  www.humanexperiments.info.

 When my perpetrators tortured me  in Alberta, Canada,  around 1980, and I realized that I  did not get any help from police, and that Edmonton  newspapers did not publish my story. So decided to try to get public aware what is happening  by delivering chain-letters of my problem  to houses in Edmonton, and by asking them give it to their neighbors after they have read it. So started my first  chain letter  READ THIS .  My hope was that when enough people come concerned,  police has to start investigation of these crimes.  This did not happen. Many  Edmonton people did not believe my story,  and most of the people put my  paper into garbage  and did not even bother to read it.

 I realized that because English is my second language, and I had language errors in my writing,  people  did not believe my story. Of course this has not much logic, but this is the way Edmonton people minds work.   So I went to Ottawa and hired a professional writer to do my leaflet.  So he did My life depends on  You.   I delivered it by mail  in 7000 pieces in Ottawa and Edmonton. I also delivered it for all members of the  house of Commons in 1981. I got a bit more done with this publication. M.P Bill Domm made a written question for   Solicitor General  Robert Kaplan. Unfortunately Robert Kaplan never answered this question.

If people in Edmonton had  passed this READ THIS  letter on next house , until police had done the proper and honest investigation of my case -  these crimes had gone to daylight and  hundreds or even thousands of  lifes had saved, and even more people lifes had not destroyed by torture,  and  electrical manipulation.  Similarly  if  Solicitor General Robert Kaplan had answered Bill Domm letter, and both had honestly done their  duties,  and fulfilled  their responsibilities  as a civil servants - similarly   hundreds or even thousands of  lifes had saved, and even more people life had not destroyed for torture,  and manipulation.

This all happened 1980 over thirty years ago. We have now thousands, perhaps over ten thousand victims of electronic manipulation. There are tenths of organizations against electrical mind manipulation   like FFCHS, Peacepink, ICAACT, Eucach, etc.

So I try to do it now  again. I have now compiled a new parcel of Information, and send it to twitter ,  wishing  that it would spread as a chain letter, similarly as I wished  thirty years ago with READ THIS chain-letter.This time  It is actually a permalink of my  Facebook , and has 33 collections of youtube film, and some articles that explains this new form of electronic  torture.  I believe that if one really study  the information , he would believe us.

  Even that, I had not good results on my try to spread  message on Edmonton 1980, I hope you too spread this permalink among your friends , or even better  try to improve it contents, so that larger amount of people would  believe us. If we would get this contents so interesting, that it spreads in the  social  media, we are a step nearer to reveal these crimes against humanity, that are continued over thirty years. If we do not get these crimes stopped  there is a  very dark future for humanity.

Many would ask,  If this electrical torture and manipulation is true, why does not  mainstream media reveal these  crimes. To explain this, I have , made a collection of articles, that show the news blackout on mainstream media, which causes that we do not get objective article for electronic harassment on mainstream  media.

Actually, there are a lots of  important and interesting news, that are censored in mainstream media .  We should get  people to  understand that we do not get all  the important news from media, and it  is mainly a  tool to manipulate our attitude.

There is another reason that cause that victims of mind control do not get justice .The reason is that it is simply next to impossible to get honest investigation for crimes that are organized  by army,police or some intelligence agencies like  CIA. Classical example of this is in Indonesia, where  a group of government supporting paramilitary organization  butchered over million communist and trade-union activist. They openly told genocides which  they have done, in this Aljazeera news- article, and they are still walking free.

This  story from  United States, shows the same problem for  implementation of law, that made Indonesian  genocide possible. CIA did not get from government  the  money  they wanted for  cover war against Nicaragua. So they  smuggled cocaine from South-America to United States , and distributed it to   mostly poor black  communities  of the  country.  Actually people in these poor communities had to pay  the guerrilla war of Nicaragua. 

 If United states had been democratic country, with working legal institutions, these who organized the crimes  had been prosecuted, and these communities, where CIA delivered  cocaine, would have  got a  some kind of compensation .  United States and Indonesia are not his kind of countries, which   have   properly working legal institutions - so nothing actually happened, and criminals  who pushed the crack-cocaine for  black communities , are still free. If all the cost, that crack-cocaine causes in these communities ,are counted , it would have been much cheaper for the country if Congress had given the money for CIA. Now black communities and USA as a whole has to pay high penalty  of  CIA- caused  cocaine  addiction. Actually, the CIA drug.business is a much larger story. I have made a page of it  

There is a  well made documentary Shadows of liberty, that explains history of news suppression on mainstream press, as well as some details of CIA cocaine trade. It is possible to watch this film free of charge for people outside North America.

1st.  of October 2014. A strong pain on my right eye started after awakening, and continued afternoon.

4th. of October 2014. They disturbed my sleep for  several hours. Later in the morning they let me sleep, and I slept long in the afternoon, about three p.m.  About  everything that I had planned for this day had to cancel.  On night they had “burned” the sole of my right foot. and it is still sore. later they did some itching on the head and some aggressive verbal manipulation.

9th. of October 2014. The night was very bad. They did not let me to sleep. They caused pains on back of head, and other pains that kept me awake for a whole night. I slept on day until three p.m. on afternoon, but got perhaps only three hours of sleep. although it is difficult to say. On evening around nine p.m. they put me into fast sleep , which was easy because I did not have enough sleep and I was tired already.

10th. of October 2014. Again, they disturbed my sleep badly. I believe that I slept about three hours. On evening they caused  a pain on side of my right eye.

12th. of October 2014. Again on afternoon they started a pain on side of my right eye.

13th. of October 2014. The pain on the side of right eye continued for  a whole night and next day. On evening they disturbed my sleep, and tried to control the side I was sleeping, by causing pain on other side, if I moved on this side. I believe that they make other side of body sore, simply by making the blood circulation weaker on side that they do  not want me to sleep.

14th. of October 2014. Pain on side of right eye, started in the morning. but disappeared after some hours.

15th. of October 2014. Pain on right eye, started again after midnight, this time very strong. It continued through the night, and I had to sleep long in the afternoon, to get sufficient sleep.

16th. of October 2014. Pain on right eye, started on night around three a.m. However, I was able to get into sleep.  On sleep I turned the side so that my right eye was upside, without shielding. In the morning the whole right side of head was sore, but especially sore was area about five centimeters to side, and a couple of centimeters up from my right eye. Massage eased the pain a bit.

17th.  of October 2014. This  was perhaps the worst torture for a couple of months. on night they started a continuing strong pain on right side of head, about five centimeters above the right eye.  The pain was impossible to shield, and it continued about two hours.  Later they started again a strong pain , this time on right   eye.  it also lasted very long.  I slept until three p.m. but I am  not sure, how much sleep I got.

18th. of October 2014.  These was very similar night. They let me sleep some time, but then caused a need to go to toilet, and after that they started to manipulate and torture me. Besides usual verbal manipulation and  pains on head – they used occasional burning feeling on right toe. I got hour or two sleep, by sleeping until afternoon.  B wakeup, they caused a headache on wide area on right side of head. After wakeup the headache diminished , but I got a mild nausea instead.  

20th. of October 2014. I am not sure if I slept at all on night. Perhaps I was asleep hour or so. They used all the possible means to keep me awake. Backache, pains on head, sticks on fingers torture etc.  There were also different  threats to kill me. Namely they told that their torture was  a revenge for what I wrote in Organ harvesting in Kosovo, Palestine, and Ukraine  on my Facebook.In reality,  I  believe that they  showed different forms of how to irritate their victims for somebody.

21st. of October 2014. Again they disturbed my sleep.  In the morning they caused some pain on my face, purpose to get me out of ped. I purposely stayed on bed long on the  afternoon.  On wakeup, they made a  wound – this time left side of my head. It was sore nearly rest of the day.

22nd. of October 2014. I believe that I did not sleep at all on night. If I slept, it was hour or two. This was perhaps their revenge, that I called them monkeys. I referred their way to speech as monkey speech, and their tninking I called monkey-thinking.  I also told them that I hope that Finland does not became a monkey-country, where monkeys could rampage free. Also I told them that they should put into cage where they belong.

Just later I realized , that they perhaps purposely artificially  got me exited  some way to keep me awake, and perhaps take advantage for my excitement for some other way that I do not know.

25th. of October 2014. On night they had again “seminar”, and they kept me awake around three hours.. They tried to put me into sleeping position that they wanted, by causing earache and pain on other side. This was an addition of other pains they caused. I slept long in the afternoon, and got perhaps five hours of sleep.

26th. of  October 2014. On night they wanted me to recall  some painful memories that they had caused on my past. This  has happened several times for me lately. I asked  why they want to speak these torture moments again. They told me that they wanted me to recall these moments.  I know I remember these moments,  so the only reason they want me to recall these moments is that they wan wipe out these memories from my memory. I told them this suspicion, and they told that they have wiped out these memories already, but the problem is that memories change their place on my brains. I told  them that they have caused me brain-damage on that way. They did not feel that way,  and told me, that my life is happier without these memories. 

I slept long in the afternoon.

28th. of  October 2014.  I got about three hours of sleep. After they kept me awake with pains on head , and verbal attacks.

29th. – 31st. of October 2014. These were very similar nights. They let me sleep for a while, and after kept me awake around four hours with pains and verbal manipulation. After that I got hour or two sleep , by sleeping  in the afternoon. I estimate that sleep for a whole night was between three and five hours. Often they put me into fast sleep in the evening, that was easy because I had not got enough sleep on night.

2nd. of November  2014. Pain on side of my right eye started around seven p.m.  and continued some hours.

3rd. of November  2014.  The pain on my right eye continued a whole night, without a small pause, when they let me sleep perhaps half hour or so. They started also aggressive verbal manipulation where I remember that “We will ride all our horses to their end”.

I put a battery operated massager on side that was sore, and after a while got some sleep. In the morning they started to tease all the right side of my head.  I turned my head towards the earth, and tried to sleep some more.  I also massaged my neck to get some ease the pain. This continued until afternoon.

5th. of November 2014.  I was a bit afraid to go to sleep, so I went to sleep later than usually. They caused some very dangerous feeling pains on side of my right eye. it felt a bit like pressing the face with some kind of sharp object. Perhaps they did it by cutting the blood flow some way. This continued some hours. After I went to bed , I put a small battery operated massager on place it was hurting.  I was able to catch the sleep this way. In the morning they started the pain again, and I had to massage it out. I believe I slept about four hours on this night.

6th. of November 2014. On evening they started a strong pain on side of right eye.  It continued for a whole evening, although I tried to ease the pain by massaging.

7th. – 8th- of November 2014.  These were very similar nights. Both night they tortured me about four hours, and after I got some sleep, by sleeping in the  afternoon. On both nights they tried to torture my right eye, and area around my right eye. I massaged the area around right eye, and after abour half hour, they gave up. Then they started sticks under nails torture.  and other forms of pain, to keep me awake. In the morning , they tried again to start pain on right eye, and I had to massage it again, to get some easing the pain.

9th. of November 2014. They told me that, I was very near  to get killed last night

11th.  of November. They used all the means to keep me awake.  As a kind of new form of torture on night they used shooting pains, and tickle on the nose, to keep me awake. Daytime around noon they caused similar dangerous feeling shooting pain on head.

13th. of November 2014. Again they caused some dangerous feeling shooting pains on head, during the night. They kept me awake several hours.  In the morning, I had a feeling that my memory is wiped out something that happened on night.

14th.  of November 2014. They let me sleep for a while on night, but then awakened me , and started torture. This time they did sharp pains on back of my head.  I slept on the afternoon, to get sufficient sleep.

18th.  of November 2014. They kept me awake four or five hours at night by pains and verbal manipulation.  So I got perhaps four hours of sleep by sleeping into afternoon.

20th. of November 2014. I slept perhaps three hours. In the afternoon, and evening, they got me several times into fast sleep.

23rd. of November..Very strong pain on right eye, that started on afternoon.  I had to put this update internet  again in a hurry, and finish  it later, when I feel that I am rest well and  not manipulated.

There are perhaps over ten thousand victims of electrical harassment around the world, most of them in United States. We had 1st Annual Covert Harassment Conference. Brussels, Belgium. These are recordings of  couple of lectures. Henning Witte gave a lecture about scalar waves, and  Dr. Daniel Lepowitz gave a lecture about cover harassment.


29th. of September 2014.  The significant changes since my previous blog of diary in Finland is that we have lost of two mindcontrol web sites. Heikki Lääkkö removed his  English website Soulcatcher after some threats. Marjut Kivimäki   had to stop her website also . My web service provider send me the letter that he will not continue forwarding my domain name after October 2014. The situation is unclear now, but because I own domain name   http://www.humanexperiments.info/  I try to continue in this address . In any case my web-site is possible to find from my Twitter.

 These and some other reasons, I feel that , perhaps there is  a controlled  try, to silence us, but I cannot prove that everything that has  happened, is not just a simply coincident.

As positive developments There is a new Finnish language mind-control blog, and Also Teemu  Vehkala made a Finnish language mindcontrol-related writing, for his NWO-oriented series of stories.

15th.  of August 2014.  I am not sure if I got sleep at all. On night, they did ordinary manipulation, but in the morning they caused a backache that made my sleeping impossible. They also caused burning feeling on the forehead and a kind of mild ”heart-attack” style pain , although it was on right side of my chest. After wakeup, they tried to put me into  fast sleep.

18-19th. of August 2014. In both days they kept me awake until morning.  I got sufficient sleep by sleeping long in the afternoon.

20th. of August 2014. About hour after midnight , they started a pain on my right eye, and area around the right eye.  I tried to resist the pain by massaging those areas that were sore,  but they kept me awake most of the night. They also used a burning feeling on sole of the foot to keep me awake.  Actually  the pain on right eye, continued until noon. After the pain moved  more towards  to the center of my  head.  Daytime they also caused some pains on heart that I felt very dangerous.

23rd. of August 2014. They tortured  me long time until morning. After I slept long to the afternoon.

24th. of  August 2014. After midnight they started to cause a pain on back of my head. They tortured me until morning. Again I had to sleep until afternoon, to get some sleep.

25th. of August 2014. Very similar night, than a couple of nights before.  I was bed on ten hours, but got sleep only about three hours. They caused a back pain, and a pain on side that I was sleeping, to keep me awake. Again I had to sleep long, just to get some sleep.

27th. of August 2014. I got perhaps three hours of sleep. They kept me awake with verbal manipulation and pains. They used occasional sticks under nails torture,  and later in the  morning , they used a strong back pains to keep me awake.

28th. of August 2014. Occasional pain on back on night.

31st. of August 2014. They disturbed my sleep, by causing pains on side that I was sleeping.  Again I had to sleep on afternoon, to get some sleep.  In the morning they caused occasional dangerous feeling pains on right side of of my right eye. It felt like doing something that involves physical stress. On evening the occasional pain on right eye, became a strong permanent pain.

2nd. of September. 2014. They disturbed my sleep on night. Around four a.m. they  caused a small heart attack, and  told that they will cause me a wound in heart. Some hours later they also caused a pains on chest left side. I got some sleep, by sleeping in the afternoon.

3rd. of September 2014. I got sleep perhaps hour or so. They kept me awake with pains and talking rest of the night.  In the morning they made a  wound on right side of head, near the right eye

6th. of September 2014. Start of the night was very normal. They used pain to keep me sleeping in position that they wanted and used pain and verbal manipulation to keep me awake. In the morning I got some sleep, but they awakened me  and started a very strong pain on the right eye. I started to massage area around the right eye, to ease the pain. Pain however stayed strong.  I went unconscious and after I awakened the pain was gone.

7th. of September 2014. This was very similar night than 6th.  of September. Again some pain to trying control my sleeping position. Again after awakening, they started a strong pain  on right eye, that  eased after waking up.

9th.  of September  2014.  They tortured me for a whole night. They used pain on back of the head, that was impossible to shield. At.the  same time,  there was a NATO naval exercise in the coast of Finland. I am speculating that my heavier torture is some way connected to this. On naval vessels there are possibilities much bigger electronic manipulation equipment  than my torturers usually have. There is perhaps a  correlation with NATO exercise and my stronger torture, but  I cannot prove the causality.

I got sleep sometimes in the morning, and slept until three p.m. on the afternoon.

10-12th. of September.  Very similar torture all these days.  The difference for these days  from days earlier, is a  pain on back of the head that continues daytime also, but more on night. They speak about “ironing” my head.

15th. of September 2014.  I did not remember that I was slept at all. However it is possible , that I was asleep hour or two. They did very ordinary manipulation at night, but they were somehow able to prevent me to fall asleep.

18th. of September 2014. They start a strong pain on right eye, and area around right eye after one p.m.   The pain started to ease after ten p.m.

19th. of September 2014. They awakened me at night, then started a strong pain on right eye , which I was able to ease, by massaging area around the right eye, with a small battery-operated massager. Later they caused a very strong pain on  left ear, which I had earplugs. I understood that their purpose was,  that I take earplugs off, because my ear is sore.  I did not take my earplugs off. I slept until afternoon.  When I awakened I realized that  my suspicion was true.  My left ear was not sore at all – but this pain was just one of their bag  of tricks to get victim to behave way they want –  in this time take the earplugs off.

20th. of  September 2014.  Very similar night, than night before. They let me sleep about hour, and after started a  strong pain on right eye, that continued several hours. They caused also some  pains of back of my head,  and several pains on side, I was sleeping in purpose to get me sleep on position that they wanted.  I had to sleep  until afternoon, to get some sleep.

21st. of September 2014. Pains on center of my head started after midnight and continued rather long on night.

22nd. of September 2014. They made a painful wound  about seven centimeters above the right eye after three a.m.   Later they started manipulating  also heart. There were several pains on chest left side.  It was very strong torture for a whole night.  I believe I was asleep for a while, but I am not sure how long I slept. Also daytime I had pain on right side of head, and some nausea.

23rd. of September  2014.  They caused a very strong pain on the right eye, and side of  the right eye, for a  whole night. They also used occasional burning pains to keep me awake.  Their comments on their torture was that “ We have to finish the job, whatever happen".

24th . of September 2014.  Perhaps the worst torture for a  couple of months. Everything started very normal way ,  they caused a pain on side I was sleeping, in purpose to get me sleep on other side. I did not turn, but started to sleep  on my tummy.  I also used a pillow that has vibration to ease the pain. So they ended  the pain on side I was sleeping, but as a revenge, they first started burning feelings on back of my head, and later a strong ice pick type pain on left side of head.  This pain was impossible to resist,  and I had no other possibility than wake up. I got perhaps hour of so sleep on this night.

25th. of  September 2014.  They did a very strong torture on this night too.   I did not have proper sleep on previous night , and they tried to keep me a whole night awake on this night too.  I do not know , what they gain on keeping  person awake  fifty or sixty hours, but they do it for other victims also. In the morning  when  they had kept me awake for several hours, they told me that they can do what ever they want to me, and this night torture was to show it. I got some sleep on morning  - I believe for two or three hours. however, when I awakened , I did not feel myself very sleepy, they can also some way take feeling of tired away.  I composed my diary on condition that in case of emergency I can put it to net half-finish.  This just in case that their keeping me awake on several night,was something connected to this  new block of diary coming out.

26th. of September. I  slept in the afternoon.  After wakeup they started with a pain on forehead. Later it disappeared but started a new burning like feeling near the  center of my head.

I have continued to collect stories of Ukraine war, and other stories, which mainstream media does not want to print in my  facebook. I found that there are stories that  Russian media prints , and other stories that western media prints, but what is most interesting is that there are some interesting stories , that both countries mainstream media does not want toput out out  - perhaps for different reasons. I mean shale gas deposits in Eastern  Ukraine. Russia perhaps does not want to put out information that Ukraine could have enough shale gas for its  own energy needs in  future. Western media perhaps does not want to make public the  connections between shale gas deposits and   Billionaire Ihor Kolomoisky - person  who lives in Switzerland  but  has a private army in Ukraine. Ihor Kolomoisky connects  US. Vice-President Joe Biden through  his son Hunter Biden, who works for Ihor Kolomoisky. Also Devon Archer, co-chairman of the finance committee for John Kerry’s 2004 presidential campaign is  a  board member of Ihor Kolomoisky gas-holding company. The best article these connections  between people near the White House and billionaire Ihor kolomoisky is on the Boiling Frogs Post.

There is a  Nato geopolitical interest to get Ukraine into the  western group of nations, but there is also a strong private interest in people near the White House to get their hands in the  Eastern Ukraine Shale gas deposits, which Western   mainstream media does not want to expose public.  

 Media behavior on MH17  accident is well pictured in Pepe Escobar article on Asia Times. The speed- and the way that the  western  news media reacted to   the accident, makes me think  that it  was a similar false  flag operation than 9/11, or  operation Gladio mass-murders. It is sad to find that millions of people in Ukraine have to suffer, because of few people greed to power and money.

Finally - for  those people who still believe the myth of  uncensored  “free” news media -  I suggest to read Julian C. Holmes open letter to the Washington Post: How  the Washington post Censors the news.


11th. of August 2014. My previous piece of diary ended July 21st. The most important news from since is that there is a kind of  another court victory for electronic harassment  victim Kathleen Watterson  ( the first one was James Walbert case).Full transcript  for court case is possible to find webside Knowing is half of the battle.It is nice to find that some local courts in United States are quite honest. The problem of mindcontrol these kind of  cases is usually police, which does not want to make any honest investigation on these crimes.Technically it is perhpas possible to accuse police negligence for not investigating these kind of crimes, but even if person wins this kind of case, the investigation police makes is not very honest. Question is political, there are lot of developing corrupt countries that has similar problem with police that does not investigate some crimes , than United States has.

25- 28 of June 2014. Very similar days. I have got about four hours of sleep. There were  verbal manipulation, and some pains on daytime, and usually also couple of fast sleeps. There were often ticking sound on left ear, and tinnitus on right ear.

30th. of June 2014. Pain on my right eye started after midnight, and continued for the next day afternoon. It is very difficult to say how many hours  I got real sleep.

1st. of July 2014.  In the morning , they made a wound on  left side  of my head.

2nd. of July 2014. I got sufficient  sleep, by sleeping over noon.  In the morning they made a wound on side of my right eye.

4th. of July 2014. In the morning, they caused some pain on my right eye. Actually same happened yesterday morning. After wakeup they started  a pain on neck and later they started  heavy verbal  manipulation.

6th. of July 2014. They tortured me long time on night. I got some sleep by sleeping until afternoon.  They also made a kind of wound on the right side of back of my head.

7th. of July 2014. They caused shooting pains on back of my head after midnight. On night they caused pain and manipulated my neck for some hours. After I got some sleep. In the morning they made a kind of weak wound on left side back of  my head.   On noon there were again shooting pains on back of my head.

8-9th. of July 2014. Very similar nights. They tortured me at night. I got sleep about three hours. There was  a sore point on left side of my head in the morning.

11th. of July 2014. They disturbed my sleep and tried to get me sleep in certain position. – this time on left side.  Sleeping ein all the  other positions, they caused pain on back or side that  touching the bed. I kept staying  on other positions, even it was painful . Finally  I got sleep, and slept long in the afternoon. When I awakened , I was laying on left side position that I tried to avoid.

In the evening , after ten p.m. they caused a fast sleep. After I awakened , I had a shaky feeling.

12th. of July 2014. They kept me awake until morning.  In addition of usual pains of head, and verbal manipulation, they used  back pain and other pains on my body, that made my sleeping impossible  and I was awake until nine a.m.  Later I got perhaps three hours of sleep, by sleeping  long in the afternoon.

14th. of July 2014. I got sleep hour or two, before they awakened me.  After I did not catch sleep anymore and they kept me awake with pains and verbal manipulation. On night they told me that when I became old, getting justice is not that important for me anymore,  but more  important will be te to ll the world what has happened to me. I believe they are  planning similar formal apology as British after Kenya Genocide, or Canadians after genocide of natives, or putting Japan origin people  in concentration camp. All apologies happened after  decades of crimes, and people guilty were not prosecuted, and  majority of victims did not get compensation of damages . This kind of “honestly” is typical for British type of majority parliament, and I do not value this kind of   “democracy”  very high.

15th. of  July 2014.  They let me sleep  about hour. After they awakened me and kept me awake four hours.  I did not start any conversation with them, and it got them angry. After I got sleep about two hours.

16th. of July 2014. They disturbed my sleep again. However, I felt that I got more sleep than previous night. On night they started a pain on right side of my head.  A whole right side of head felt different than left one. Later on day they started pain on right eye, and area around of my right eye.

19th. of July 2014. In the morning they made a wound on side of right eye.  Later on day , the pain eased a bit , when they started pinching me  on center of my head. Later afternoon, they attacked again on my right eye. It feels very bad, when speaking or eating or doing something else with muscles around the eye.

22nd. of July 2014. This was very similar night than night before 21st. of  July. After going to bed, they started a pain on my right eye. I massaged the area around right eye with battery massager, and I was able to catch sleep. In the morning pain continued. Daytime the pain continued, and there were  shooting pains on my right eye.

23rd. of July 2014. They caused a very strong pain on my right eye, and area around my right eye. It diminished after I had a shower.  Later on evening they caused some itching on left side above my forehead, and whole day they did verbal manipulation – as usual.

24th of July 2014. They tortured me on night.  Between two and three a.m. they warned me that if I do not stop , they will kill me by heart attack.  To demonstrate their ability, they caused  me a kind of heart attack. However it was not that strong that it would have killed me. However the day was quite normal. occasional shooting pains on left side of my head, on evening.

27th. of July 2014. They tortured me at night and morning.  Sometimes around eight a.m.  they caused a burning feeling on center of my head.  It did not stop even I shielded my head with water bags, but after I got my head to vibrating movement by massager, the burning eased a bit. Their story about burning  was , that they did something on my brains, that causes  liver problems, and they told that it is very interesting to watch , how sickness goes ahead.  I am not sure how they could cause liver problems by heating my brain.  What ever happened , I cannot do anything it, so it is better not to worry about it.

28th. of July 2014. On afternoon, they caused some occasional burning feeling on my head, mostly on left side. There were some  burning  feeling on evening too , in addition of a couple of short fast sleeps, and headache on evening.

29th. of July 2014. They let me sleep about three hours. After they started pains and verbal manipulation, and kept it so intense that I was not able to catch sleep anymore. Because I was tired on daytime, they  were able to put me into fast sleep., while I was reading the  newspaper outside  of house, without any kind of shield.  I awakened on very shaky feeling. I believe , that sleep prevention was planned, because they know, that I like to read newspaper in outside of house in summer.

1st. of August 2014. I do not remember, that I slept at all on night, but it was possible, that I was asleep, for a while.  Usually when they do not want me to get sleep, they make a sore point on side which I am sleeping, so that it gives feeling of “natural” pain.  This time they did not bother to make impression of natural pain, but kept the sore point of pain whole time on right side, whichever side I was sleeping. I slept until afternoon, to get some sleep more.

3rd. of August 2014.  They tortured me for a whole night and morning. I slept until four p.m. on afternoon, to get some sleep.  On wake up, they caused  a headache on back of my head. Later they started a pain  on right eye, that lasted a whole day and evening.

7th. of August 2014. I slept perhaps two hours. After they got me awake, and tried to start pain on right eye. I started to massage area around of my right eye, so long time they got tired and stopped trying. However they did not let me sleep anymore on this night.

8th. of August 2014. They did torture me on night. However I got more sleep than night before. Daytime occasional burning feelings here and there on head.

9th. of August 2014. After one a.m.  started a very strong pain on side of right eye. I tried to ease pain by massaging it, but succeed only partially. They kept strong pain on night and morning , when I awakened it started it again, but stopped after I woke up.

10TH. of August 2014. Very strong pain on right eye, and area around right eye a whole night. I will put my next piece of diary out again half complete, so that they do not have reason to torture me , in purpose that I cannot get this piece for public.

On end of my previous piece of diary, I told that Ukraine war  is a good subject to observe, how news-blackout and manipulation works in western media.    For those who have a facebook account, I have made in my facebook a collection of articles that have different  view than  mainstream newspaper have.   Most of them deal  with MH17 accident and Ukraine war, but not all, and because purpose is to built this to news archive for myself , there are also some Finnish language news.

 What I have learned from  reporting of  MH17 accident, is use of authority for the  purpose of manipulation of the public opinion.  In Finland too, there were many influential people, who had opinion that separatist were behind the MH17 airplane accident. For some reason,  they wanted also to express their opinion in news media,  which gave a lot of space for it

.  There are many of similar airplane accidents happened before this one,  in the world, and by comparing and analyzing media reporting all of these accidents , one can get idea, what was really  behind this particular accident, and what was behind  the  way mainstream media reported it.This William Engdahl article helps us to link some dots, as well MH17 accident, as situation in Ukraine general.

On the end, I started a discussion in Peacepink-website about CIA torture memo and Senate Intelligence committee, that may interest some people.


21st.  of June 2014. My previous  piece of diary ended on  23rd. of  April. The only improvement since then, is that in some local areas of United States, police has started to archive mindcontrol victims reports of torture.This could be improvement for old system where people who complaint electronic torture, are simply concidered just having mental problems, and no record is made.If all the local police of Unites States would do same , and record are put together, everybody would find out that this is something else than new epidemic of a  kind of mental illness.Targeted Individuals Canada has made a list of active victims.This list  is actually a small portion of all  victims - mostly all those activist that have made their own website.

24th. of April 2014. I got about five hours of sleep on night. In the morning , they started a very strong pain on the right side of my head. I massaged my neck and got rid of the pain. On afternoon they got me into fast sleep. Fortunately I had shielded my head , before I went unconscious, so I did not get this usual shaking feeling – very similar as hangover – after I awakened about hour later.

26th. of April 2014. This was a very painful night.  The pains were much more severe than usually.  Still I got some sleep.  On wakeup they started a different kind of pain , than usually, on side of my right eye. The pain felt for  every movement or other vibration of body.  On walking or doing something,  there was a pain on every step and movement ,on the side of  my right eye.

27th. of April 2014. In the wakeup they started a strong pain on my right temple.  On evening, there were some pains on the right side of  the center of my head.

28th. of April 2014. They did a massive attack on the right temple of my head around four a.m. I felt that they tried to stop flow of blood on that area. On afternoon they did some pain on left of my head.

2nd. of May 2014. They made a small wound on front of head, left side , in the morning. They  also  gave indirect  threat “there are only some heart experiments left, for you”.

3rd.  of May 2014. After two a.m. they started heavy shooting pains on left side center of head.  I did try to shield it with necklace vibrator, but I was not very successful. They tortured me many hours, and tried to start repetitive voices , first on left ear, and after I put it toward the  ground, they started same on my right ear. I was able to partly defend my ear by putting a neodymium magnet over it, and vibrating the side of head, where the ear they tortured was.

On afternoon there were some dangerous feeling pains on left side of my head.

6th. of May 2014. In the morning they caused a same type of pain as was my heart pain, but it was right side of chest, so it was not heart but some other part of body. Later they did similar pain on left side, where my heart was.

7th. of May 2014. After midnight , they started sticks under nails torture.

8th. of May 2014. Strong , nearly continuous shooting pains on side of right eye, started before nine p.m.

10th. of May 2014. They started a strong pain on side of my right eye, about half past eleven p.m.¨

11th. of May 2014. Pain on  right temple of my head, started about quarter to two p.m.

13th. of May 2014. A strong pain on right temple of my head started around  half past two a.m.

14th. of May 2014. A repetitive voices  attack that started twenty to seven p.m. This because I  forgot my phone and headphones for home, and I was unable defend myself with loud noise, as I usually do with repetitive voices  attacks.

15th. of May 2014. I got about three hours of sleep on night. They caused a normal pain on right temple of head, but in addition they caused sharp pointing burning pains around my head – mostly on back of my head. On evening they got me into fast sleep around ten p.m.

16th. of May 2014. Again they disturbed my sleep. I slept until noon, and got perhaps hour or two more sleep than night before. in the morning they started a pain on right eye, as they have done nearly every morning lately.  I have started to believe, that purpose of the pain on right eye, in the morning is same as their “morning opening talk”  , which  they do also on every time I awake  - the purpose is to  calibrate their equipment’s after my awakening.

17th. of May 2014. They disturbed my sleep with sticks under nails torture..

18th. of May 2014. Pains here and there on night, with heavy verbal manipulation. In the morning, they made a small wound on left side of head, front.

19th. of May 2014. After midnight , they caused a strong burning feeling  on left side, about center of my head.

21st. of May 2014. They disturbed my sleep on night. There was a some kind of sore area in the head in the morning. They told me among other things that “ there are so many death people, that we will never go out of jail, if this on someday  became public.

23rd. of May 2014. They disturbed my sleep on night. I slept over noon, but I am not sure how many hours of sleep I got. On daytime there were some very dangerous feeling shooting pains on side of my left eye, and later also pain on front left side of head .

24th.  of May 2014. I did take out my shielding around my head and  I went out  for sun  in the  afternoon.  The first twenty minutes were fine, except their verbal manipulation. Then they started manipulation of my head, that felt as strong itching on my  head. After a while they started a pain that felt very much  like I had stayed too long on sunshine , even that I used a cap to cover my head. So about twenty minutes, if I  was not shielded, they did take advantage it, and attacked.

25th. of May 2014.  Pain on the right eye, started about half past two a.m.

27th. of May 2014. They disturbed my sleep on night by causing very strong shooting pains mostly on neck and back of my head. It felt like  something between electric shock and turning ice pick on neck. Similar occasional pains occurred on daytime also.

31st. of May 2014. They tortured me very badly, and kept me awake whole last night. I got perhaps three hours of sleep  by sleeping over noon. On afternoon there was a pain on head, that felt very bad on  every movement of my body, especially while walking.

3rd. of June 2014. They let me sleep about three hours, and after started torture.  Piece of conversation I remember for that  night. The perpetrator told to me “ I would have not believed that old carpenter would have go to jail, for this kind of thing” . I answered for him “ I thought  that you are a doctor at least.”  He answered that doctors do not talk to me they are “on background”. In the morning he complained for me “You do not go even dentist, there are some fillings, that you should  replace”. Perhaps idea behind this talk, was to get me believe that I have implants on my teeth fillings.  Later they told that they will use laughing gas , when they come in to house, and that  I cannot defend myself and they would even murder me.

4th. of June 2014. The pain on right eye continued a whole night, and in the morning it spread a wider area around the right eye and neck.

5th. of June 2014.  They awakened me after about three hours of sleep. They told that “after they end” their victims life, they always have a party. Their attitude of human life is very similar than professional killers, in this document from Indonesia.

Perhaps in Operation Paperclip - which  smuggled thousands of Nazi-scientist in America - was also a born in a new kind of American fascism, that  is now spreading. Where Italian fascist put their victims to drink castor oil as an instrument of torture – American fascist have now much more efficient and versatile electrical mind-control equipment’s.- that is kept out of public knowledge.

Similarities between American fascism, Italian Fascism and also Fascism in Indonesia - is that legal system is not working properly. In Indonesia, genocide of over million people would have not been possible, if Indonesia  had a working legal system.The police would have caught the killers, and  prosecuted them for their crimes. In Mussolini Italy too, people who forced  person to drink castor oil, had faced prosecution for attempted poisoning, if fascist had not got their own people to control law-enforcement.

Fascism also requires that their crimes are kept out of mainstream mass-media. - This was  arranged as well Mussolini Italy, Nazi-Germany, Indonesia, and United  States.too.

 There are several facts that prove, that in United States implementation of laws is not working properly. As an example I would mention CIA drug-smuggling that is kept out of any legal investigation.

In the morning , they made a wound on left side of forehead and teased this wound all day, and even evening. I found that vibrating my throat with massager does not stop their speech, but cause that their speech does not have same manipulative effect, than speech when I am  not vibrating my throat.

On the evening, they made my feeling very difficult. They caused a backache and moving was painful.

7th. of June 2014. They let me sleep, about hour or two. After they started pains on various points of head.  In the morning  started the usual  pain on right temple of my  head.

8th. of June 2014. Pain on the right eye, started on night, and continued the whole night and morning until afternoon.

9th. of June 2014. Before I went to sleep, they started a very strong pains on the  right temple of my head. It felt like something had broken inside of head. I started to vibrate the sore site with my massager-belt. It helped a bit and so I went asleep with my massager belt vibrating on side of my right eye.

In the morning they started a same pain again, but it went weaker after wakeup. They told me that they were very angry from my last comment on Peacepink-site.  They like to give “reason” for every strong torture -  when in reality it is planned  beforehand and what I do or not does not much affect it.

My comment on Peacepink site was  about the  purpose of structure on my website, It was on Peacepink Finland-area on Finnish language, so I give it here in  English too. My problem is same as other Peacepink members - electromagnetic harassment , but I have also included some  other items on my website reasons that they are something, that make our harassment  possible.

One of the reasons, that electrical harassment can continue, is that we cannot get honest story what is happening in the mainstream media (In Mussolini Italy, people who were forced to drink castor oil, did not get their story on mainstream media too). So I have made a page about  censorship on western media.

  There are some less- honest stories of Electrical mind control in mainstream media.  An example these stories is  Atlanta-CBS  story. It  used actually same technique  than stories  I  put   as an example on my censorship-page.  Usually they use  authority of some professional  (This case, Laura Miller), and  facts that does not fit the picture that writer wants to make, are simply left out (This case example James Walbert implants, and Isaact measurements). I do not close out possibility that Laura Miller is sincere individual, a victim of matha mitchell effect, who is simply trying to interpret reality outside of her professional knowledge.

Another reason we cannot stop these crimes  is that law is not implemented in certain cases. This  means that police does not investigate all crimes, and sometimes police is even participating committing crimes - similarly as Hitler Germany and Mussolini Italy. Page  about operation cointelpro is an example  of the pages that show this kind of government participation for criminal  activity. Actually nearly all of my Alternative history pages deal  state terror against individuals in one form or other.

I have done also some pages about illegal human experimenting, to show that nearly none, of those who have commit these  crimes, are prosecuted. This is Steven Hale excellent page about subject.

10th. of June 2014. There was very similar torture on night, than night before. They caused pain on side of right eye. I tried to ease the pain by massaging the sore point, but the pain continued for nearly whole night. I got some sleep, by sleeping on side, where the right eye was towardsthe  earth. This is opposite of my usual sleeping position.  I had to sleep over noon to get some sleep.

11th. of June 2014. They disturbed my sleep on night, and in the morning they made a wound on left side of head which they teased until next night.

12th. of June 2014. I got sleep about three hours. There were also some manipulation on daytime. I was very tired on evening.

13th.  of June 2014. I got sleep about three hours, partly because I had to wake up early  to catch train.

14th. of June 2014. I got sleep perhaps two hours because I was not home, and I did not have my usual shielding.  My head felt like full of ants in the morning.

15th. of June 2014. I slept on my home with shielding, and got a normal sleep.

16th. of June 2014.  I got about three hours of sleep, because I had to wake up early. In the evening, they got me couple of times into fast sleep.

19th. of June 2014. They awakened me after about three hours of sleep, and started torture and manipulation. I believe, they had “seminar” again. I stayed on bed and after about three hours, they let me sleep again.  I got sufficient sleep by sleeping into noon. In the morning they made a  wound on left side of forehead.

20th. of June 2014. Very similar night, than the night before. Again they awakened me, after about three hours of sleep. Again they  started torture and manipulation. I stayed on bed and after about three hours, and they let me sleep again.  I got sufficient sleep by sleeping into noon. Again  In the morning they made a  wound on left side of forehead, but this time the wound was more severe than night before.

21st. of June 2014. After midnight started a very strong pain on right eye. I was not able to shield it any ways. I was even afraid that I do not make it in the morning alive. On the previous evening I was making my torture diary from notes. I am not sure this pain in connected for this, but I am putting this piece on net even it is half finish. On night they told that they have a  strong organization behind them, and this electromagnetic manipulation is connected for organ thefts. It could be true, or then it is just a story to keep my interest for their talk alive.

Ongoing Ukraine crisis, gives one an excellent opportunity to find what news are published in major western media houses. By watching news such internet-television stations like Aljazeera ,Press-tv, and Russia Today, one finds  the news that are leaved out in mainstream news. I have found that with  set top-box like Apple-tv the quality of picture is nearly as good as ordinary television picture. A word of warning on those who live in United States. NSA can find what you are watching.  They can find from your ip-number and cookies, that Russia Today is watched in your house with your computer. Perhaps now they are only interested how many people are watching Russia Today. If situation escalates to a full war between west and Russia, their attitude would be different, and they will dig from their archives, who were watching this station, to find out the possible security risk that  these people would cause. In worst case these unlucky people would be closed in jail, or moved into  concentration camps like Japan origin people  on second world war. Of course these people are not accused for watching Russia Today, but they are framed for crimes they did not commit. This  has happened before, in United States history, example in Cointelpro-program.

To be on safe-side in United States , it is best to watch questionable tv-stations with  computer that cannot be identified, on library or other public place that has Internet connection.

Couple of examples of rejected  news that I have found on  crisis of Ukraine . The biggest German newspaper Der Spiegel says Academy (Blacwater) mercenaries are fighting on Ukraine.  Maidan leaders  were behind of massacre that killed 80 people on Maidan square, which means that it was a bit similar false flag operation than Gladio arranged  on Europe around 1970 - 1980.

 Veterans Today article of large convoy of armored military vehicles coming Lugansk,  could have connection of English  Pravda story that separatist have taken 280 tanks from Ukrainian army.

 From these news , Der Spiegel story is the  most interesting. Does it mean, that Germany has different attitude for  Ukraine crisis  than United States ?  Mainstream media in other western countries does not share these news, but - similarly as Watergate scandal  - try to simple kill these news by staying silent. Actually without senate Watergate committee, Watergate scandal would be among  9/11 , and other conspiracy theories.


23rd . of April 2014.  Since my previous piece, of diary, we have got some small improvement here and there ,in  our movement, but nothing really big. FFCHS, has improved their website. I feel their documents section is very valuable.

 Peacepink web-site is a very valuable hub of information. If something important happen in the  area of electronic harassment, there is document on Peacepink too. However due the fact  that people who write there, are controlled and manipulated, and there are all kinds of “Agent provocateurs” on the  site - the signal noise ratio of talks is not always  very good.  Still there are very important pieces of information for  a person who has the time and  patience to read it all . A typical example of  Peacepink discussion is rf-scanning , which has in it’s  hyperlinks, and some talks, a lot of useful information -  if one has patience to dig it out. For those read this rf-scanning but are who are not familiar with ning-network mechanics,  Big AL  got very much critic on his comments on  this- , and some other  conversations. So he changed his name and personality for “David of Tomorrow” , and  according of mechanics of ning-network ,the software changed all he has written on Peacepink to name “David of Tomorrow”.  Big ALL and David of Tomorrow are the very same person.

10th.  of March.  I did not get many hours of sleep on that night. In the morning they made a wound on left side of my head - because there were an area left accidentally without shielding, while I was asleep. Daytime I had all kinds of pain on my head, and also  sticks under nails torture. On evening they put me into fast sleep, which I awakened about half hour before midnight. This aggressive attack was a kind of revenge, I put my previous piece of diary on Internet day before.

11th. of March 2014. I got sleep about four hours. In the morning they made a wound on left side of my front head, which they irritated a whole morning

14th. of March 2014. They caused a strong pitching and shrinking feeling on my head on evening. I tried to shield it with water bags on head and massaging my head.

15th. of March 2014. The shrinking and drying feeling on forehead, continued long after midnight.  I am not sure how long I slept – it was not normal sleeping, they tried to talk to me for a whole time, and caused many kinds of pains.  In the morning they made a wound  on my  forehead, left side. They teased and irritated this wound for a whole day long. They also caused some ffast sleeps for me. It was easy because I was tired.

16th. of March 2014. They started a strong pain on right eye in the morning, that continued for a whole day. I tried to ease the pain by massaging areas around my right eye

17th. of March 2014. The strong pain on right eye that continued whole yesterday, continued also whole night, Again I tried to ease the pain by massaging, this time I massaged my neck, and got the pain weaker. Later they caused many types of pain. As a new type of pain, they caused a feeling like somebody was sticking with sharp object around my body. On evening they started to cause a pain on head.

18th. of March 2014. The pain on head, started to locate on right temple of my head after midnight. The pain that was previous night feeling like sticking with sharp objects - became feeling of burning, like somebody was putting hot needle on different parts of body. On  heel of my right foot, they caused a larger burning feeling. It was sore the whole next day, so I believe they did something real on my right heel.  Before I woke up they made a large wound on left side of my head.

19th. of March 2014. I got sleep about two hours on night. On evening after nine p.m. they got me very sleepy. I went to sleep. After about half hour, the feeling was over, and I woke up. Whole time the strong pain on my  right temple continued.

24th. of March 2014. I got sleep perhaps four hours. They caused excessive burn  feeling on the heel  of my right foot again. If I had not been so tired, I would have tried to measure the temperature of right heel, and then same measurement on other foot also.  They did other torture for me also. On daytime, they caused some pain on fingers.

27th. of March 2014. They tried to control my sleeping position with pains, and disturbed my sleep badly. I started to think a theory that pain on buttock - that starts nearly every night a couple of hours before I suppose to go to sleep – is some way connected that they try to get me to sleep on on certain position, by using pains on other positions.

28th. of March 2014. I got sleep perhaps hour or two on night.  I was tired , so on evening they put me a couple of times on  fast sleep.

29-30 th. of March 2014. On daytime, they did occasional shooting pains on right temple of my head. On evening they started a continuous strong pain on side of right eye that continued a whole night and next day until afternoon. I slept about three hours.

1st. of April 2014. I got about four hours of sleep, when I slept until afternoon.  The pain on side of right eye, has gone occasional, and pulsing.

2nd. of April 2014. Very similar night than, the night before. They kept me awake for a whole night. I got sleep sometimes in the morning, and I slept until afternoon. I got some very heavy shooting pains on my head, something between pain and electric shock.

4th. of April 2014. They burned the heel of my right foot. After I touched the heel with hand, it was not feeling hot, but it was not only feeling of burning, because it was sore on next day, and my walking was a bit painful.

9th. of April 2014. The day was peaceful, forced speech and verbal manipulation. Around nine p.m. they started shooting pains on neck left side, and later, other parts of my head. I put a vibrating belt around my neck, which gave some results after a while.

10th. of April 2014. They disturbed my sleep, and I got sleep only three hours. Sometime on night they tried attack with repetitive voices on left ear. I started to shield ear by massaging it, and they got the ear only mildly sensitive for voices.

11th. of April 2014.  They started occasional pains on left side back of my head in afternoon.

16th. of April 2014. When I went to sleeping, they started to manipulate my heartbeat.  They disturbed my sleep very badly, and I got only about three hours of sleep.

20th. of April 2014.  I got about five hours of sleep, but in the morning they made a wound above my left eye, which they teased most of the day. On evening they made several attempts of  fast sleep, which partly succeeded.

21st. of April 2014. The pain on about center of my head started on the afternoon. Pain felt partly a kind of odd shrinking feeling. On evening they got me into fast sleep, and later they started a pain on side of my right eye.

22nd. of April 2014. Last night was perhaps the worst torture for a couple of months. They caused a strong pain on side of my right eye, and I did not sleep at all, even that I stayed on bed until three p.m. It is possible that I was asleep on sometime, but I do not remember it.  I tried to ease the pain by massaging area, but sometimes in the morning, the machine broke, and only thing, I  was able to do, was try to cover the sore area with hand. I believe that reason of their attack was that I had nearly finished compiling a new piece of diary, from my daily notes. Now I do not sleep before I got my diary on net, whatever condition it is. I decided to   correct the spelling and other language errors, later after I have got a proper sleep.

Marjut Kivimäki ,a Finnish electronic harassment victim , has build her own Finnish language website. This is perhaps the first Finnish language Electronic harassment website. On her website Marjut writes –among other things - how her genitals are heated and teased. This is very common, although most of the victims are too shy to go public and complain for this kind of torture.. Actually it is also dangerous to go public with this kind of story, It would easily lead person to mental hospital, where person has no possibility for resisitance and  very little understanding of her real problems

Another woman told me, that she is routinely, a kind of  raped, several times a week  by teasing her genitals with electromagnetic waves. I believe this is a rather the rule than exception with victims of electronic harassment. Heating and teasing genitals, is not more complicated than heating and  teasing other parts of body. Heating genitals is a very easy way to get person near panic, and this kind of heavy feelings, are what our perpetrators want to cause for us. I know another victim who is also tortured by burning her skin Ashlii from Houston -Texas these are pictures of her burns.

 


9th. of March  2014. My previous blog of diary was on 18th. of January. Since then I had some trouble of getting information. I ordered John Hall book A NEW BREED – SATELLITE TERRORISM IN AMERICA from Amazon. I got a book where covers from John Hall book, but inside was   a book how to make small wooden toys. I saw some other. signs of suppressing information too.There were some disappearing pages on Internet. I made a a more detaljed  explanation on my blog in Peacepink  For these experiences, I became worried censorship suppression in western world. I had some  lessons how to build a web page. This is the page I build about censorship in United States during these lessons.

19th. of January 2014. There was some shooting pains on night, that continued in morning.  In the morning, they made a wound on left side of my head. On evening they made several attempts of fast sleep. Some of their fast sleep attempts, were successful and caused a dizzy feeling afterwards. Later on night they threaded that they would put me on   “bastu” (sauna) and caused some nausea.

21st. of January 2014. They kept me awake for a long time, by causing a  pain on my right eye. I tried to defend myself by massaging the area around my right eye. Sometimes in the morning I fell asleep and slept until  the afternoon three p.m. Pain on right eye continued after wakeup.

23rd. of January 2014.  Last night was worse than night before. They kept me awake for several hours with pain on right eye. I got sleep on late morning, and I slept on afternoon over two p.m.

24th. of January 2014. Again on night they did a very heavy torture for me. They caused a pain on my right eye, whichever position I tried to sleep. I got sleep perhaps two hours, by sleeping until noon. On afternoon, they started a very strong headache on forehead, which continued until night.

26th. of January 2014.    They made a strong pain around my right eye. It started after midnight, and relieved after three a.m.  On evening the pain around my right eye started after seven p.m. and ended after ten p.m.

27th. of January 2014. They tortured me very badly. Finally I got some sleep in the morning by putting my handheld vibrator between wall and my head, so that my head started to continuously vibrate.. After  I  got some sleep. In the morning they started a strong sharp pain about two centimeters from right eye, that continued in the afternoon.

They did a whole day  forced speech, They also got me into fast sleep,  after six p.m. I awakened about twenty to seven p.m. and got dizzy feeling for a while, so they had done something bad on my head while I was unconscious.

3rd. of February 2014. After nine p.m. they got me into fast sleepWhen I became conscious again, head felt dizzy.

4th. of February 2014. In the morning the left side of my head felt different than the right side.  Later they started to make very low, pulsing voice accompanied with a pain on right side of chest.

8th. of February 2014. On a couple of previous night, I have got a fairly good sleep – only morning they have always started  very aggressive verbal manipulation. On evenings every night they have also put me  into fast sleep for  a while. Last night was different. They started a very heavy verbal manipulation on the middle of the night. I was able to catch sleep again only by putting my handheld massager between wall and my head, so that my head vibrated, and made their “filming” difficult.

9th. of February 2014. In the morning they made a woundon the left side, front of my head, and teased the wound for a whole day.

10th. of February 2014. They kept me awake a whole night. I got some sleep in the morning, and slept in the afternoon. I believe I got about three hours of sleep as a whole.

11th. of February 2014. After midnight, there were some sharp, shooting pains on right side of head. In the morning my left side of head felt different than the right one. This was, because I slept on side, and while I was asleep, they “shoot” on side which was upside – in this case the right side. Daytime they got me  fast sleep  for some times, and about half past seven p.m. they started again shooting pains on left side of my head.

12th. of February 2014. They disturbed my sleep in many ways. I slept perhaps two hours.

13th. of February 2014.  I believe that I slept about four hours. They kept me awake by making my sleeping painful. This is the same technique, they used before for trying to me stay in bed on certain position. Now they are making my staying bed painful on every position. After five minutes on same position the area of body that touches the bed comes sore.

14th. of February 2014. They kept me awake about four or five hours last night, by causing pain on side I was sleeping, but also with sticks under nails torture and other pains.

15th. of February 2014. Night was similar than night before. By staying twelve hours on bed, I got perhaps five hours of sleep. After awakening they made a wound on left side of head, and teased it for all the evening, with a strong verbal manipulation.

16th.  of February 2014.  Very similar night, than a couple of nights before. They kept me awake with pains and talking. I got sleep in the morning – perhaps there was another shift of people, who let me sleep. I slept on afternoon, and got about five hours of sleep. After wakeup, they started a pain on right side front of my head, that later became a pain on right eye. It continued strong on next day and evening.

On evening they put me several times for fast sleep . I have bought a new hat, that covers also ears. wearing the hat started tinnitus on both ears while this hat is on my head.

17th. of February 2014. The night was perhaps the worst torture on this year. The pain on right eye, that has started day before, continued strong in morning.  On their manipulation they told that their purpose is not to make my eyesight worse, but to make understanding words and sentences more difficult than before. I am not sure, if they spoke truth or not.  I got sleep sometimes in the morning, and slept until three o’clock in the afternoon. After I had been  awake on some hours, and the pain on right eye started again, but this time weaker.

18th. of February 2014. They caused strong shooting pains on left side, center of my head, and  on front of head. They altered my heartbeat on evening, before I started bicycling. They have done it sometimes before, and I do not know the full purpose of this.

19th. of February 2014.  After midnight they started a pain on buttock. They do this nearly each other day, a couple of hours before, I plan to go to sleep. On night they caused very dangerous feeling shooting pains. I believe that I slept only hour or two. In the morning they made a wound  on right temple of my head, and teased it whole day and evening on very aggressive manner.

20th. of February 2014.  I got sleep perhaps three hours. After they started torture, and very aggressive verbal manipulation. I felt that it is best to wake up, thought they have suppressed my sleep on two night in row.

On evening after five p.m. they started a pain on right temple , that felt especially on facial movements, eating, speaking etc.

21st. of February 2014. The night started like night before. They let me sleep for a while, and after awakened me , and started torture and manipulation. They told that they have “peeled” my brain totally, and that they have used so much time with my brain that they won’t let me alone,

They caused a pain on right eye, and area around my right eye. I resisted their manipulation by massaging, and later vibrating my head. After a while, I got some sleep more. I believe that the total time that I slept was something between three and five hours.  On evening, they caused a pain , first in both eyes, later on right eye.  They also started a pain on buttock about couple of hours before, that they think I go to bed.

23rd. of February 2014. I am not sure, how long I slept. After awakening in the morning, they started a pain on right eye. I tried to stop  the pain by massaging the area around my right eye, about hour or two. The pain did not stop, before I woke up.

26th. of February 2014.  I slept about two hours. After that , they awakened me , and I did not get sleep any more. They put me into fast sleep after ten p.m.

28th. of February 2014. I got about two hours of sleep. After eight p.m. they started a very aggressive verbal manipulation that was accompanied with shooting pains on head. I put a kind of vibrating belt around my neck, which eased the pain for a while.

2nd. of March 2014. I got perhaps two hours of sleep. They kept very aggressive verbal manipulation for a whole night. On evening ten to eight p.m.  they started a very dangerous feeling pain on side of my  left eye.

4th. of March 2014. There was a very bad torture on night. I had a starting flu, and this made them to torture even more aggressive way than usually. They caused pain on my right eye for a whole night. I slept hour or two, and in the morning I had a fever.

5th. of March 2014. I had pain on right temple of my head on afternoon, and evening.  On Evening I had also a kind of shrinking or drying feeling on center of my head.

6th. of March 2014.  There were very dangerous feeling shooting pains on center of my head. The pain  comes suddenly, it is very strong,  and last second or two, and disappear. I put a kind of massaging belt on my neck, and after these pains disappeared.

Another Finnish victim of electronic harassment, Heikki Lääkkö has build  his own Internet website: Mind has no firewall. On the page there are some results from measurements he has made for electric fields  close his body


18th..January 2014 .  Since  my previous piece of diary,  the biggest improvement of my situation is that I have found  more information sources about electronic mind control and harassment of people.

Now Google owned Motorola has gone public with a mind reading e-tattoo.Extremetech story has an explanation  and a picture for this  device. This device, and technology behind it gives us some light, how our minds are perhaps  read. Device also would  help us to prove for other people that mindreading -  synthetic telepathy - is reality and not a myth.

Article says “ It has been known for decades that when you speak to yourself in your inner voice, your brain still sends neural spike volleys to your vocal apparatus”.

 What is this “speaking to yourself with inner voice”. I would call it another name verbal thinking. It is something you plan to say your friend, your sister etc. Those who vocalize their reading,  speak the contest of  what they are reading  with “inner voice”. So the device is able for verbal mind reading. There is Robert G. Malech Patent US# 3951134 from year 1976 “Apparatus and Method for Remotely Monitoring and Altering Brain Waves”, which makes another sectence “It has been known for decades” easier to understand. My electronic torture  started perhaps year or two after Robert G. Malech patent.

This e-tattoo has to put outside of throat, but if one wants to listen somebody without his knowledge, he has to put implant inside of victims  neck. This kind of implant is easy to put person throat through his  mouth when he is unconscious.  Next morning the only feeling person has  for his new implant, is perhaps a sore throat.

I have found a legal case in United States , where a person who was implanted without his knowledge  has won his trial. This happened on   December 30 2008. Name of the man is James Walbert, and he is an  inventor. This five minute youtube has James Walbert  interview after his  legal  victory.

In this interview has  a piece, that started to interest me very much. It is about  a doctor comment when the victim went with x-rays to ask doctor to take out his implant. “ This is a government chip. I will not take it out, and I don’t believe that you find any other doctor in United States who will take it out”.

 The comment gets a kind of explanation on another interview, dr. John Hall half of hour interview. Dr. John Hall is author of book Satellite terrorism which is  about gangstalking and  electronic harassment  in United States.

Doctor Hall tells that electronic harassment is known in some top doctors in national level, and there are a large group people in academics who know these illegal human experiments.  Mind manipulating-devices and  illegal electronic human experimenting, is a kind of a public secret in   some University circles in United States.

 Another interesting thing in this John Hall interview was  way that CIA has contracted out all the testing of these electronic mind control technologies. Subcontractors are some kind of gloves that keep CIA hands clean, whatever crimes subcontractors commit. It also explains use of these technologies for private purposes, like  for patent dispute in James Walter case.

26th. of November 2013. There were very strong. dangerous  pains that started after midnight. In the morning I had a “hard head feeling” for a long time. This make one's  head feeling like full of sand. Male perpetrator repeated hundreds of times word measuring in different sentences. I believe that because they wanted to map word measuring  on brain, from my feedback. On afternoon pain moved above the right eye.

27th. of  November.  I got about four hours of sleep. I had  a strong pain on right temple of head, that kept me awake  part of the night.

28th. of  November.  Very similar pains on night than 27th. of November. There were some pain occasionally also on left temple of head. Because I did not remember that all my head should had  shielded  (with water) ,they made very sore  this part of head which was open while I was on sleep. However I slept longer than night before.

On evening, they caused many fast sleeps, that some continued over half hour, and made my head feel dizzy.

29th. of November 2013.  They caused some  pain and itching on head on afternoon.

2nd. of December 2013.  They kept me awake for several hours. I got sufficient sleep by sleeping long in the afternoon. I woke up around four p.m.

3rd. of December 2013. They told that they do not like my writings on human experiment history in Internet. On same time they were causing pain on my heart (chest on left side). I guess this was a some kind of warning, that they would cause a heart attack, if I write something they do not like.

4th. of December 2013.  They disturbed my sleep as they usually do. They kept me awake for several hours, and made a wound , this time on left side back of my head. Later they let me sleep, and I slept on afternoon. After I awakened, they made a new wound on left side, front of my head, which they teased a whole afternoon.

5th. of December 2013. They kept me awake until nine a.m. After that, I slept at two p.m.

6th. of December 2013. They disturbed my sleep, by causing sharp shooting pains on back of my head. After I had  awakened, they made a wound on left side front of my head. It was still feeling sore on afternoon.  Twenty past six p.m. they started a pain on right temple of my head.

7th. of December 2013. This was perhaps the  worst torture in this year. The pain was on right eye, and the  side of right eye, and it  was nearly impossible to stand. Finally I solved the problem, by massaging the side  of right eye with a small battery powered massager.

    -On  afternoon they started  shooting pains on front of my head . Pains continued until night.

8th. of December 2013. Pain on my right temple, that started after six p.m.

9th. of December 2013. I did not get sleep for a whole night.  Shooting pains on forehead continued.

10th. of December 2013. I got perhaps three hours of sleep. They caused some pain on my side, which made me difficult to sleep.

11th. of December 2013.  I got perhaps three hours of sleep. They had an indirect mention on their speech that they have killed their previous victims “Ei ole kukaan ole jäänyt kitisemään”.  On evening they caused several fast sleeps.

12th. of  December 2013. I got better sleep than night before, but in the morning left side of my head felt different than the right one.

18th. of December 2013. They kept me awake until nine a.m.  After I woke up, did a link more on my internet site. After I took  a couple of pills, of melatonin and went back to sleep. I slept until three p.m.  Rest of the day was a normal verbal manipulation.

20th. of December 2013. I got about two hours of sleep. They kept me awake with pains on back. In the morning, they started a pain on back of my head. On the afternoon and evening, they got me several times into  fast sleep, because I was tired.

22nd. of December 2013.  They kept me awake for many hours. It did takeIn the morning before they finally let me sleep. I believe it was because the shift for people that tortured me was end. I slept for the afternoon. On wakeup they started a pain on right eye that continued for a whole night.

23rd. of December 2013.  I did not sleep at all. I believe it was a revenge that I put James Walter interview on my web site. They caused a pain on right eye, and area around right eye, so that I was not able to sleep.

24th. of December 2013.  I did not get any normal sleep, but I slept perhaps four hours. After ten p.m. they did several tries for fast sleep.

25th. of December 2013. I cannot remember if I slept at all, but perhaps I was asleep at time. I was on bed until three p.m. on afternoon. After I went up, even that I did not remember any sleep simply because I did not feel tired. On night they tried to start a very painful pain on right eye, but I put a small battery operated massager on site of my eye, and after some time of vibrating my face, I was able to get them stop the pain. As revenge they caused a severe pain on back, for a long time, in addition their usual shooting pains on my head.

26th. of December 2013. Again on night they tried to start a pain on right eye. I tried first to shield my eye with hand, but it did not help. After that I started a massager on right temple of my head. After a half of hour massage – or so – they stopped the pain. They told me that they had stopped the flow of blood on some parts of brain, by heating the small veins there, and now they tried to take off blood cloths.

After a while I got sleep, and I slept until four p.m. on afternoon.

27th. of December 2013.  Again they tried to start pain on right eye, after I went to sleep. I started to massage my right eye, and after a while, I got them to stop it. They kept me long awake with different pains on back and head, and gave me a mystic death threat “You will meet your God after some days” .  

I believe that I slept about four hours. After wakeup, they started a strong pain on right temple and right eye, which continued for a whole day. On afternoon they caused some fast sleeps, and later about quarter to ten they started strong shooting pains on left side, front of my head.

28th. of  December 2013. They disturbed my sleep during the  night, but I got about four hours of sleep. After ten p.m. they started a very strong pain on right temple of my head.

29th. of December 2013. After midnight they started a very strong pain on my right temple of head. Actually pain had started last evening, but after midnight it went much stronger. I massaged my neck, and also my right temple  which was sore. I got a bit sleep, but after they awakened me and started to talk. After they started pain on right temple again.  I put small battery operated massager on place that hurt most. They kept causing pain, but after a while I got sleep. I slept long in the afternoon. On awakening they told that they wanted to do inspection filming on my head , because I am one, they have used contrast agent. For now they do not use contrast agent anymore.

1st. of January 2014. They disturbed my sleep. I got sleep about three hours.

2nd. of January 2014. They disturbed my sleep again, but I got more sleep by sleeping long in the afternoon.

6th. of January 2014. On evening after five p.m. They started a pain on right eye.

7th. of January 2014. On night, they kept me awake many hours causing backache and other pains. In the morning I got some sleep, and I slept in afternoon. The pains on left side of neck and back of the head continued after I woke up.

9th. of January 2014.  On night I did not sleep at all. Actually I do not remember, that I slept at all. They caused a cold feeling on neck, and kept me awake. In the morning I did not feel myself very tired, but they caused me several  fast sleeps on afternoon, so I have to actually be tired, because they cannot get me into fast sleep so easily, if I have slept well.

11th. of January 2014. On night they told that they are doing  “terminal experimenting” with me , and offered to give me some money, to comfort rest of my life. I asked them to send money in my bank-account, but hey insisted that they want to give their money in cash. They did not accept sending money bank account because  “money can be traced”. I did  not accept cash, because of many dangers in process.

I do not know, what was the trick behind their offer, but I am sure that there was something else than just pure empathy.  They could not send money in  money transfer, means also that there was some kind of dirty trick behind this offer.

15th. of January 2014.  Occasional shooting pains on back of my head, mostly in afternoon. Later on evening my left forehead started to feel different than right one.

17th. of January 2014. They disturbed my sleep, and on evening they started a pain on my right eye.

18th. of January they disturbed my sleep bad. In the evening they caused me several fast sleeps. I believe that it is because this  new block of my diary is coming to net, and they are very aggressive to make it finishing as possibly. So I have to put it out next night, whatever condition it is. I will check the grammar and spelling later, after  I have got a good sleep.

I have added on my webside a page about Duplessis Orphans. Duplessis orphans were about 100 000 foster children in Quebec, Canada. Many Duplessis Orphans were inproperly subjected brain-damaging electrosohock,  human experimentation, sexual abuse, beatings etc. The abuse resulted many deaths, estimates range into thousands.

This Duplessis Orphans case make me think that there are two types of nations on countries that call themselves “democratic republic”. The difference lays on implementation- and execution of  law.

On the other type of republic people are equal before the law, and law is implemented how it is written. 

On other type of countries, people are not equal before the law, and law is implemented depending the status of people involved. To make difference for  these countries to ordinary republic, I call those countries on name ?republic.I give some examples what I mean  ?republic.

Indonesia is ?republic. In 1963 local organized death squads killed over million trade-union activist- and other people who were labeled as “communist”. In this Alajzeera article they tell, how they did these murders. Indonesian law did not permit murder of these people, but still people who did the murders are free, and police is not after them. On Indonesia law is implemented depending  person status, “communist or trade-unionist” have no human rights, and members of death squads are above the law, can do anything for these communist, who have  human rights and protection of law only  in theory in Indonesia..

Canada is also ?republic. Example in this Duplessis Orphan case I mentioned earlier.These children did not get proper police investigation of crimes that were occurred for them, and those of guilty of crimes were not prosecuted. Later those who survived alive for adulthood, got some bulk compensation.   In my opinion those who did not survive, but were killed in human experiments, or other way, have also right to get people who murdered them to prosecuted for their crimes.

Quebec where these crimes happened, is not only province  in Canada, where implementing and executing law is deficient on some groups of people.. In British Columbia there were found 30 children skeletons in Native Residential school, and I am sure that much more skeletons will be found if all these dark  secrets which Canada has , will  some day come public.  

When I went to Canada, I believed that Canada is normal honest democracy. I did not know that Canada is ?republic, and so they started to use me as human guinea pig in electronic mind control experiments. Apparently natives, foster childs  and immigrants do not have equal human rights.  Later I learned that  Army, Police and Church is above the law and crimes of these institutions are not usually investigated.  Also other immigrants have not known true nature of Canada. Quija Cheng is just one of these immigrants that Canada is using as human guinea pig on electronic mind control experiments.

United States is ?republic too. People in United States are not equal before the law. Basically problem is same as Indonesia and Canada.  James Walter case above is one example, that laws are implemented depending the status of people involved.  Police was not willing to investigate who put implants for James Walter’s body. Instead police rather did try obstruct the course of justice on James Walter case.  There are all kinds of crimes that  members  CIA and FBI have committed without getting  prosecuted.

Actually USA has also a problem on interpretation of law, which makes it ?republic. Just a few American know that USA is on state of National Emergency. United States has been on State of National Emergency since 2001 after 9/11  accident. Among other things, declaration of National Emergency gives US. president power to suspend constitution of United States , whatever opinion Congress has.

There is another example of redefinition of words: Vietnam war was not actually a war – this because of only Congress has powers to declare war.

In real republic, if there is a need to to take some powers that Congress has, and give these powers to President, this should done by changing law , and not by redefining words “war” and “National Emergency” so that powers to start war  or suspend constitution  is possible for president.

 Third example of redefinition of words:President Bush time, United States dept. of Justice, John C. Yoo, and Jay S. Bybee did also redefine word “torture”  so that waterboarding is not torture anymore. In real republic, if nation needs use of  waterboarding torture in interrogation - the Congress had passed the law that permits waterboarding torture, and voters had given their own opinion of their actions  in next election.

 Another author of “torture memo” John C. Yoo is now university of California, Berkeley   law professor. That means that  United  States will have clever legal professionals, who are able to define that apples are oranges, also in future.

These are just few examples why United States is rather ?republic than real republic.

In republic things are done legal way , and this is the difference between republic and  ?republic. If Indonesia had wanted to let death squads kill all trade union activists and other “possible communist” they would have passed law that had given death squads such powers, and no crimes had happened. People in next election would make decision, should their let these representatives continue, or should their chose other people to represent them in Parliament. Similarly Canadian Parliament would have passed law that permits foster childs, and native children, and immigrants to be used in human experimenting, and again people of Canada would have decided have  they chosen right representatives  on their parliament. On republic things are done open and legally. instead Indonesia, Canada, United States and other ?republic-countries commit their crimes in  secret, and usually people will get no  information what kinds of horrible crimes are committed by army, police and several other more or less   secret agencies.

 


25th. of  of November 2013. Since for  my last piece of diary, the most important thing was perhaps Magnus Olsen’s suspicious   attack of illness while he was sleeping, after meeting with World association against torture International secretariat on Geneva. My perpetrators comments  for incident were ugly,  “Magnus Olsen was near not  get “Nobel Prize”  but did not succeed  like  Sean Stin did on last year.  This sentence is  a good example of their typical Orwellian “newspeak” where Nobel prize does not mean Nobel prize , but just something else. On the highest principle on my perpetrators “newspeak” seems to be , that most of the things should not  call on their own name.

The dream experiment with “Dr. Suzuki from Japan”  which I told on 28th. of August on my diary, got a kind of explanation, with a help of a member for our Finnish mind control victims group. Japan scientist have developed a machine that can record human dreams. If I understand right this youtube video shows a recording a piece  of actual dream. Now several people of our group have reported of dream experiments, where they have had manipulated dreams.

30th. of September 2013. I got sleep about three hours. They kept very aggressive verbal manipulation, most of the night. Perhaps this was their revenge, that I had put a new piece of diary on Internet.

4th. of October 2013.  They disturbed my sleep, , but I was able to get some more sleep, by sleeping until afternoon. Daytime they did forced speech, and their try to speak on my voice, continued on evening.  In addition,  there were also some shrinking feeling- and pain on center of my head on afternoon.

6th. of October 2013.  They made a wound  on the side of left eye, on night.  They teased the wound until afternoon. Pain on right eye continued until night. They did also verbal manipulation and forced speech, and tried to  cut my thinking about matters on Peacepink-web-site.

7th. of October 2013. Pain on right eye, continued a whole night, and next afternoon. On night it  even went worse than before. To make my sleeping even more difficult they kept verbal manipulation for a whole night.

8th. of October 2013. They did very aggressive manipulation. On night there were again “seminar”. They kept very aggressive talk with some pains, mostly on head.  Daytime they did  forced speech,  similarly as yesterday, and nearly every day.

I was planning a trip to ISAACT measurement event on Brussel, where I could have some kind of evidence that I emit rf-energy, and so prove I am implanted. Because of rest of the victims of Finnish group wanted to wait until ISAACT measurement event comes nearer-  Stockholm or even Helsinki , I desided to wait this later event near Finland also.

Some of our group have talked with Finnish authorities about frequency scanning ISAACT does, and found that authorities  have suspicions for reliability of measurements.:"camera that records the  scannig would emit rf-energy etc," However on ISAACT  test situation there is  a  control person who is also measured. If on measurement of  control person, the meter shows zero, and only difference in test situation is that mindcontrol victim go to place of control person and the meter shows rf-frequency - there is very difficult to make other conclusion, that this person has something in his body that cause this rf-energy which  meter shows.

There are some voices , that doubt that ISAACT test is a "hoax" because "these results  are  not possible" .In science, if there is some doubt for reliability of some experiments, these  test are duplicated.. Then it is possible to find reason,  that causes the difference of results. How ever none of the authorities want to duplicate these  tests, but rather stay  quiet for the whole thing, and hope results of tests would be buried in silence.

I have not found that police has done any measurements for people who believe that are victims of electronic mind control. I have not get news that they have done something investigation about person who has got  positive results for ISAACT- test. On Finland police usually suggest  person to go to "mental health professional", and if person has children, the social worker would start the prosess, to take children away from her. I have got also some signs that police put person also some "unstable people register" and takes  his gun away,  if he has gun  etc. I believe that police has order to do so, in these  kind of cases.

Mental health professional in his  turn, does not  understand anything about rf-energy measurements. Instead he has learned from  his textbook that "hearing voices" is a clear symptom of schizophrenia. He makes his diagnose that patient has schizophrenia. My friend has an opinion that  in future, mental hospitals perhaps will meter all their patients with rf-counter, and  if person emits rf-energy, this would be added his  record  as  a new symptom - patient  is emitting "schizophrenia-waves".

10th. of October 2013. Pain on right temple , that actually started yesterday evening continued a whole night. Actually they disturbed my sleep for several hours, by causing strong pain on right eye, other pains on head, and occasional  back pain, in addition of verbal manipulation that continued whole time.  I believe that I slept three hours, or perhaps even more. The pain on right eye continued very strong for a whole day and evening, this caused that eating and speaking , were painful, because  I had move shinbones.  Pain eased a bit after eleven p.m.

11th. of October 2013. They kept me awake with a pain on right side of head,  and right eye. The pain was very strong in the morning, and felt nearly  whole head. I massaged my neck to get relief. The pain felt on every step I made. I went to shower, and pain disappeared temporarily.

12th. of October 2013. Again whole night they caused a pain on my  right eye, and area around my right eye. I was still able to sleep about five hours, because I was tired, and because I was able to cover  my right eye by hand, and sleep so that my sore eye was towards the ground. In the morning pain continued, but ended , after I massaged my neck, that was very sore. I have found also before this night , that sore neck, and pains on head have very strong correlation.

13th. of October 2013. I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning they started a very strong pain on right eye, that continued for long on  afternoon.

14th. of October 2013. They disturbed my sleep on night. I believe that I slept something between three and five hours. They also told me that “death circus” will come will come to town and will kill me. In the morning I awakened a very strong pain on right eye that eased after I massaged my neck and went to shower.

15th. of October 2013. They let me sleep couple of hours. After they disturbed my sleep with pains and talking. After that, I got couple of hours more sleep

16th. of October 2013. Night was very similar than previous night, first sleep a couple of hours, after about four hours pain and talking – perhaps this was seminar again. And then I got some sleep more. There was a new kind of pain on back of my head and for this was connected their threat to “cooking” my  head. On evening they caused an uneasy feeling on back, like mild electricity going on there. They got me fast sleep on half past seven, and after that, they started a mild pain on both eyes.

17th. of October 2013. Again they awakened me on night, and started talking. They used a pain on my back to keep me awake. After about three hours or so -perhaps after their “seminar” was over - they let me to sleep again. I slept in the afternoon, and I got about five hours, or more sleep.

18th. of October 2013.  Again similar night. They let me sleep about three hours, after they kept me awake four hours, and after their  “seminar” they let me sleep hour or two.

19th. of October 2013. Once more they let me sleep for a while, and after they kept me awake three or four hours. This time they caused a very dangerous feeling pain on back of my head. I was not able to stop the pain  even I had about 30 centimeters of water over it. Similarly which ever position I moved, this pain followed me on couple of seconds after. The pain stopped sometime on day, and I was able to sleep a bit more.

20th. of October 2013. Very similarly as previous night - they let me sleep about hour, and after started “seminar” . I wonder why they keep these seminars on Saturday  night also.  They kept me awake with different pains and talking. After I slept long in the afternoon.  So in about 12 hours in bed, I got about five or six hours of  sleep.

21st. of October 2013. On night they teased on left side of head. Later about three a.m. they did forced speech. They kept me awake about five six hours with pains and talking. I got some hours of sleep, when I slept into afternoon. The rest of day and night went with verbal manipulation, itching on head, and forced speech that they tried continuously.

22nd. of October 2013. Again they kept me awake for a long time, but I got sleep perhaps three hours. Daytime was usual verbal manipulation, forced speech,  and some sharp pain on back of my head.

23rd. of October 2013. They let me sleep about hour on night, and after started torture and manipulation. Many hours later I was able to catch some sleep in short pieces. Putting the pieces together, I got perhaps three or four hours of sleep. On evening , they did tens of very aggressive forced speech tries, and also caused some fast sleeps, in addition of normal itching and pains here and there and verbal manipulation.

24th. of October 2013. They did not let me sleep at all, on night. I  was still awake at eight a.m.  later I got some sleep, because I stayed on bed until afternoon. I believe total amount of sleep was between three and five hours.

26th. of October 2013. They kept me awake night with pains, talking, and simply caused that I did not feel sleepy.  After nine a.m. I massaged my neck and got sleep about four hours. Their talking caused  me a very dangerous feeling , they threaded to “dry” my brains, and make me blind and deaf.

27th. of October 2013. Again they kept me awake on night for several hours.  This night they also broadcast a voice of handsaw . This put my mind old memories for Edmonton days before I had to leave the down . These   perpetrators used a voice of handsaw and hammer as their “trademark” and they called themselves   “coffin makers” . I believe that  their purpose on also this time  was to make me scare. They made a wound on above the right eye, and the pain continued very strong  a whole day and night.

28th. of October 2013. The pain on right eye continued a whole night.  They also started a pain on back of my head. I did not let them speak very much, but I listened music loud on my earphones and did morse code practising   for all the time, I was awake on night. I believe that I slept about three hours.

29th. of October 2013.  I got sleep about four hours on night, after they started verbal manipulation with some dangerous feeling shooting pains on head, and I did not get sleep any more. On evening they made my reading difficult by making letters unclear and difficult to recognize. If I moved my head horizontally, the text was clear for a moment, but if I kept my head still, the text went unclear. Otherwise there were normal forced speech, itching, and shooting pains here and there on my head, and some tries for  fast sleep .

30th. of October 2013. After midnight they started with strong pain on my forehead. Later they gave strong shooting pains, mostly center and back of my head.  I got over five hours of sleep. In the morning I found that they have done a rather painful wound on side of my right eye. The wound felt always when smiling, or eating – every time I used muscles around the right eye.

1st. of November 2013. My sleep was disturbed with a pain on my right eye. Daytime pain felt  on side of right eye. It had gone stronger, and was feeling  all on  the right side of my  face.

2nd. of November 2013. Again they disturbed my sleep on night. In the morning I awakened   with a strong pain on my right eye, and around of right eye. Because I had not good sleep I continued sleep and slept until  afternoon. This way I got perhaps even five hours of sleep. When I got up from bed, they started a strong continuous pain on back of my head. It later  eased for a while and then continued strong again.

3rd. of November 2013. They kept me awake until morning. After I got perhaps three hours of sleep. Around one p.m. while I was bicycling on road, they started a very strong sharp pain on back of my head. Pain eased  when I got home, and shielded my head with water pack over sore point.

4th. of November 2013. I got sleep about five hours. In the morning, they made a wound  on left side, about five centimeters above the left ear. There was forced speech and occasional back pain on daytime.  After seven p.m. they did several tries for  fast sleep .  Later they started a pain on both eyes, that continued about hour.

5th. of November 2013. On evening they caused that my sight went unclear. I had difficulties to read with my eyes.  They told me that they have developed a technique to stop temporarily  person  ability to read .

6th. of November 2013.  I got perhaps five hours of sleep. In the morning they made a gain a wound about five centimeters up from left eye, and they teased the wound whole morning.

7th. of November 2013. They let me sleep about an hour on night. After they started a sharp pain on left side of my head. I was unable to shield this pain.The  pain was accompanied with verbal manipulation.  I stayed in bed listening loud music on earphones until four p.m. on afternoon,  when  I was able to get some more sleep, I am not sure but I believe so. I lost a day , but they did not get me in very tired condition that they perhaps wanted to put me.

8th. of November 2013. They kept me awake until nine  a.m. After I massaged my neck, and I was able to get perhaps one or two hours of  sleep. They made me also a  wound on left side of my head, about five centimeters above my left ear. The wound was feeling for long afternoon, and occasionally they causes strong sharp pains on wound.

11th. of November 2013.  They did not let me sleep at all, on night, but instead they caused a strong pain on my right eye that continued whole morning. On night they also caused a pain on my toes, that made my sleeping impossible.

14th. of November 2013. I got about three hours of sleep. After they awakened me with a strong electric shock on the  sole of my foot. They kept me awake for  a whole night. In the morning they told me that they did not want me to sleep, because they had to “curl my hair” on this night  - whatever it really means.

18th. of November 2013. They kept me awake whole night. At nine a.m. , I had not  slept at all. So I stayed on bed until three p.m. on afternoon, and got some sleep – perhaps three hours, I am not sure.

19th. of November 2013. Again they kept me awake until eight a.m. with pains and itching here and there – my toes legs fingers, and also head.  After nine a.m. I took a couple  pills of melatonin, massaged my neck. I  continued staying on bed, until two p.m.  Again I got perhaps three hours of sleep.

22nd. of November 2013. I slept perhaps four hours, They caused a very strong pain on my right eye whole night. The pain continued on the whole day and did not end before the evening.

23rd. of November 2013. I got a pretty good sleep, but daytime there were occasional, very dangerous feeling shooting pains on my right temple. They also made forced speech, which was different than before. Usually my part of conversation is silent, but their part they try get out for me loudly. This time it was just opposite, their part was silent, but my part they played out loudly from my mouth.

24th. of November 2013. Occasional shooting pains on right temple continued after midnight.  In the evening, I got some fast sleeps and dangerous feeling pain on right temple. I have to put this piece of diary on net without finishing,  and correcting errors, because I feel they make my feeling very difficult otherwise. It seems that correcting errors, after the diary is on net, is rather rule than exception on this writing.

I have made a new link on my mindcontrol page. It is Sophia Smalstrom about one hour lecture for   synthetic biology, Chemtrails and Morgellons disease.

 We live now in  world a bit like  George Orwell  described in his book  1984 , although it is many way different than Orwell imagined it. Orwell did not imagine telescreens, that can be used also for listening people  thinking, remove parts of memory,  change personality, and many other things.

Sophia Smalstrom  gives a hint ,  on her lecture, what our world would look in future. It has some similarities  of   Aldous Huxley book “Brave new world”, with industry needs based  production of Alpha ,Beeta, gamma  and epsilon humans. Of course - similarly as George Orwell book  - in reality  future would have much  differences for world that  Aldous Huxley imagined.

 

 


30th.  of September2013.  The biggest thing that has happened since my previous piece of diary 13th. of August 2013, was that I  found a group of Finnish victims of mind control. There are about  10 people in  this group , but I believe that perhaps half of the victims of Finland  have not found our group, and so  Finland has  at least 20 victims of electrical mind-control. We communicate in Peacepink  web site, which has also many other  mind control victims groups, all around the world. The Peacepink -web site was founded by  SoleilMavis, who had  very much similarities in her story to  what happened for me, except that her had to leave Australia after electromagnetic torture, whereas I had to leave Canada, after  similar mind control torture. Also similarly as my case, the torture continued, when she leaved the country.

 Actually I found that from  Peacepink-web site that there are several mind-control victims who have similar history – many of them  come from  “Five eyes  “ countries.  This means that these countries want  to make their criminal human experimenting   in another country, and people with other nationality. The other reason could be that mind reading and manipulation, is very language dependent, and they want to have people with other language, to train people in other languages  who are able to use mindcontrol equipments.

Our group had once a meeting in Tampere , where we talked our experiences, with each other.  This meeting was eye-opening and explained some terms, my perpetrators had used while speaking with me.   One example is term   “theatre-ship” .  In our discussion  we found that more than one person had similar kind of CB-radio “frame-environment” , where they were tortured. This is perhaps what they use for  younger  people. Other possible frames would be “religion frame” where victims can speak with “God , angels” etc.  Also  there is perhaps “UFO” frame were “beings from another planet” experiments  with them. However still many person believes, that some of their known person or group tortures him.

Nearly every of us - including myself - has complained police for their electronic harassment. I personally have  even made a written complaint for the chief of police, which “did not find reasonable ground” to start investigation. From Police-chief answer I took to Finnish ombudsman, which also gave negative answer. The ombudsman answer is possible to read (those who understand Finnish language)  in this newspaper clip. I wrote to  newspaper to complaint ombudsman way to handle  peoples  complaints from  civil servants. Actually I complained - in my newspaper article - that our ombudsman does not give reason why some particular complaint is turned down, but instead gives a list of possible reasons why  it is rejected.

After our  group physical meeting  in Tampere. one of us made decision to complain  right to Finnish minister of Interior Päivi Räsänen. The person who made the complaint, did not tell only her torture,  but also told  similar manipulation problems that our whole group had, and also gave sources and links for foreign groups that have similar problems.

 Minister of InteriorPäivi Räsänen answered through her secretary, that person should go to doctor because  she had mental problems. Päivi Räsänen did not count rest of us, who also suffer for electric mind manipulation.

 If Päivi Räsänen had investigated case she had found that that there are over hundred organization of victims of electronic mind-control and manipulation all over the world, and their membership is over thousand people. Päivi Räsänen would have also found that victims have not had  proper scientific investigation that exludes electronic harassments and proves that these over thousand people are mentally ill..  She would have also found that  the opinions that victims complaints are just  symptoms of mental illness, are  just mostly policemen made  guesses, without any scientific  evidence. I have not found any police made investigation,  that proves that these people are not harassed by electromagnetic waves, instead  research has found that at least some of them emit   radiofrquencies on their body, which proves that they have implats and so most likely they are victims of electromagnetic harassment.

With good luck  Interior Minister Päivi Räsänen would have found that these equipment that  would  put anybody to “hear voices”  were on sale at FutureHorizons.net at  prize 390 dollars for three  years ago. With this kind of device people  living near, can get anybody to believe he is mentally sick. Of course, equipment for military use are much more sophisticated.

Rather than simply stupidity, and lack of knowledge on Finnish authorities, I have couple of other possibilities what would have caused that police does not want investigate electronic harassment:

 It is possible that police does not stop our torture and manipulation, because they want to gain knowledge, of equipment of mind control used , and how they are used.  The other possibility goes even  further, some organization inside government  ( army ?) is doing these criminal experiments with Finnish citizen, possible with co-operation on some foreign organizations.

15th. of August 2013. They awakened me after I had a couple of hours of sleep. They kept me awake for several hours, but let me sleep after  “seminar” had ended.  I slept in the  afternoon. After I awakened, they were very aggressive to trying for forced speech,

16th. of August 2013. They kept very aggressive verbal manipulation, and forced speech, for a whole day. After four p.m. they caused a heart pain, while I was bicycling. They try often  to do their dirty experiments on situation which look like natural. I was bicycling a normal speed, and I should have not heart pain.

The pain on heart eased after ten p.m.  They kept very aggressive manipulation, and did very much work trying to get me angry.  On night they threaded to “iron” my head for a bit.  Their "human farming" speech which  they used earlier, have changed, and now they call themselves “service dog training association” . I guess we victims of their torture are their “dogs”.

The pain on left side of my chest  stopped for some hours, but started again, after I stopped their verbal manipulation on loud music.

19th. of August 2013.  When I went to bed, they caused shaking of my body, and alarming noise. Later they started a repetitive voice attack .. I was on my left ear up, and they got this ear partly sensitive. In the morning when I came conscious around eight a.m.  – they started a repetitive voice attack again on my left ear. The left ear was a whole day sensitive, and they tortured it with repetitive voices. They also caused a backache, fast sleep, and a pain on buttock.

21st. of August 2013. In the morning they caused a wound on left side front of my head.  The wound was feeling  a whole day.  They also caused a problems with eyesight, when they tried to make my reading difficult, and they also tried  fast sleep.

22nd. of August 2013.  After I went to sleep, they made a wound , this time back of my head. They also threatened me, and also caused me some nausea. Still I got some sleep, and I had even a dream. I am suspicious, perhaps it was artificial dream. In the morning , they behaved as usually, and made a wound  - this time on side of left eye - as they often do in the morning.

23rd. of August 2013. On night, they did very aggressive  verbal manipulation. About four a.m. I started to disturb their verbal manipulation, with morse code practising . Their revenge was a shrinking feeling  on center of the head. They also tried repetitive voice attack, but I was able to disturb it so bad  that they ended it.

24th. of August 2013.  They kept me awake for a whole night. In the morning I got perhaps three hours of sleep. After they told me that they made a big “surgery” on my head , and my head has to heel , before they can do the next one.   Did they told something truth, or not – The wound  they made on left side of my eye – felt different than usually, although it was on same place. This time there were rather “freezing” feeling on wound, and all the left side of my head. Pain on the eye ended after ten p.m.

25th. of August 2013. I got about normal sleep. In the morning they did several  aggressive tries for verbal manipulation. After wakeup, they started a pain – this time on right eye.  The pain on right eye has different feeling  than  pain on left eye. It feels like somebody is pressing the side of eye with stick, or some other sharp object. I found later that my eyesight has gone worse. Actually other eye, disturbs the picture of other one . This is a trick they have done me sometimes before. If I press the sore place on side of eye, the eyesight goes normal. The problem is actually that they cause me to see two pictures, which makes my reading difficult.

27th. of August 2013. I had pain on right temple on my head, and some itching on the head, which both started on evening. Before there  was some normal verbal manipulation.

28th. of August 2013. This was perhaps the  worst torture, for a couple of months. Their story (which is not necessary true)  was that they have a visiting group from Japan to show their talents with dr. Suzuki. I do not trust their story, but this really would be a visiting group, they were able to make a wound  from place that was shielded, that my "own"  perpetrators do not usually do. They also caused itching on my nose which was very harmful, because I have a sleep-apnea and I use  cpap-machine and nose mask while I sleep. I believe that sleep-apnea is a result of their experimenting. They did let me get some sleep, and s s perhaps artificial dream, or they were able to cause just normal dreams. I kept doing  morse code practising  a whole night, to disturb their manipulation, and I also listened music loud on my earphones.

I slept in the afternoon, when I really got some more natural sleep.  The wound on the side of right eye was a whole day painful.

29th. of August 2013. They caused a very heavy pulsing pain on right temple, which  started about quarter to ten p.m.

30th. of August 2013. I got sleep perhaps three hours on this night. First I got about hour sleep. Then they started a heavy pain on right eye that they call "fundus filming". They kept me awake, for a whole night. I decided that I do not go out from bed, before I get more sleep.

I was awake, until afternoon, and finally after four p.m. they let me sleep some hours more. After wakeup, they started a heavy headache, which ended when I massaged my neck, that was very sore. They were very angry about “filling” which they were not able to complete.

31st. of August. I did not get sleepat all on last night. In the morning  they started a heavy pain on the  right temple of my head.

4th. of September 2013. I got sleep about two hours.  I got a repetitive voice attack on left ear, and some pain here and there, which kept me awake nearly a whole night.

5th. of September 2013. I got about four hours of sleep. After they started talking and manipulation, and I could not sleep anymore. In the afternoon they warned that  “coastal artillery begins to fire you” . But I did not find anything very different from other days.

9th. of September 2013. They caused a long toothache on night on right side of upper teeth. I thought that perhaps my implants are on teeth, and they try to cover it someway.  In the morning the toothache was gone, and did not come back.

10th. of September 2013. They caused some burning feeling pain on  my head ,on evening. They did also some forced speech,,  and also caused usual pain on buttock before I went to sleep.

11th. of September 2013.  Again they did several  forced speech,  tries, Some of them were successful, although I cut them out after sentence or two.

13th. of September 2013. They disturbed my sleep. I believe that I got sleep perhaps four hours.  In the morning they started a pain on my  right eye, that continued a whole day and evening, although it eased a bit after ten p.m.

15th. of  September 2013.  They  let me sleep hour or two. After they kept me awake with pains and talking. They were using a pain on right eye, among other pains. I got some more sleep on daytime, by staying on bed until afternoon.

16th. of September , 2013. Night went similarly as last night. They let me first sleep hour or two, and kept me awake rest of the night with pains and talking. Mostly the pain was on center-  or back of my head. I felt very tired for a whole day.

17th. of September 2013. I got sleep about three hours. Then they kept me awake about three hours. After I got sleep about hour more. Apparently they tried to keep me insufficient sleep continuously. There was rather a strong pain on side of right eye on afternoon.                                                                                                                                                

-About half past six p.m.  they caused  problems on my  heart beating. I was even a bit afraid for my death. The problems ended before seven  p.m.  I felt that they actually tried to stop my heart for beating, there was a strong pain on left side of my chest.

18th. of September 2013. In the morning, about half past eight, they awakened me, by causing a very strong pain on my right eye. This continued with pains on back, and I was not able to defend myself, whatever I did.  I turned into other side to get my right eye on site of ground, where I was able to cover it easier.

This was perhaps, what they wanted me to do – I slept about five hours more, and awakened on afternoon.

24th. of September 2013. I slept in the afternoon.  On afternoon, I found that they have wiped out some of my memory. It was  what I wanted to write on end of this piece of diary. However I had written skeleton, of my thinking on paper – so everything was not lost, even I did not remember  anything,  I had planned.

25th. of September 2013. I got sleep about three hours, After they kept me awake with pains and talking. As a new type of pain, they introduced while I was on bed, was a kind of pain on foot.

26th. of September.   on night they let me sleep three hours, then they started “seminar” . They kept talking and pains about three hours, after I massaged my neck and I was able to sleep three hours more, when I slept in the afternoon.

On September 16th. in the  Naval facility on  Washington D.C. Aaron Alexis killed 12 people , before he got himself  killed by security guards. Before his attack Aaron Alexis was carved in his Remington tactical shotgun “MY ELF WEAPON”. He has told police that he was bombarded  by microwave signals that send vibration on his body to kept him awake. This detail makes me believe that he was really a victim of electromagnetic harassment. I have also experienced same, and most of the other victims too. It is our perpetrators basic tricks. Instead mentally sick people very seldom have such “symptom”.

Aaron Alexis believed,  he would not get justice from United States legal system, So he did take a gun and killed twelve people for revenge, before got killed himself.

Aaron Alexis attack had some similarities for United States Army drone attacks – most of the killed were innocent people. I do not feel that  Aaron Alexis was responsible what he did. Man who has not get sleep for a long time, and who is harassed with secret weapons, cannot think and act clearly. Instead guilty are those who harassed him with these weapons, and even more those who are keeping these weapons secret. People  who are tortured with  these weapons cannot get understanding for law enforcement officials.

When I read news about Aaron Alexis, I think what evil things  would have  not happened If Canadian  Solicitor General Robert Kaplan had honestly answered M.P.  Bill Domm:s question about me  in 1981.

  I got very similar electronic harassment in Canada, as Aaron Alexis did have on this year . After I found that police did not take my problem seriously, I made a letter to complaint my harassment for ambassador of Finland. My ambassador did not answer my letter, so I translated this letter to English, and compiled it, with some articles about human experiments, and so I made my first leaflet that had name READ THIS. I distributed this leaflet around Edmonton, in hope that my perpetrators would got so afraid  that they would end my torturing. Happened just opposite, my torture went more severe. I found that I did  not get my message through people, because English is my second language, and because my writing was not perfect. This is the  way people logic works, I had to  accept it, even it does not have much sense  - I write very good Finnish language.

I went to Ottawa, I hired a professional journalist to write my story so we made booklet “My life depends on you” January 1981.This booklet  is possible to get also in  electronic version my vebsite. I delivered it by mail in Ottawa 7000 pieces, and Edmonton 2000 pieces. In addition I delivered   the booklet also  for  all the members of Canadian parliament.

One M.P. Conservative Bill Domm, wrote a letter for Solicitor General Robert Kaplan, and asked him response for accusations I had made. Robert Kaplan never answered this question.

If Robert Kaplan had gone RCMP secret files, and  honestly answered this question, much of evil things that has happened in world, after 1981 , would   not have happened.

 If  Solicitor General Robert Kaplan had honestly answered my question, electronic harassment has become known and Aaron Alexis would have gone to police, who had understood him. They would have seeked  and   found out where, and who  are the perpetrators who harassed him with electromagnetic weapons. Those  12 people who  Aaron Alexis killed - because he would not get justice in United States legal system - would still be alive.

Also Darrim Daouth in London would have gone to police, and get help, and  would still be alive.

Turkish authorities would have suspect electronic mind control for Aselsan engineers “mental problems and four engineers that were manipulated to make suicide, would still be alive.

These are only the tiny portion of crimes, that are made with electromagnetic mind control weapons, and which would have avoided, if electronic mind-reading and manipulation equipments and techniques had gone public in 1981. Some idea of amount of victims one can get from participants of mind control victims organizations such as Peacepink, and FFCHS.

This technology is developed  in secret,  over thirty years, and they are now capable of verbal mindreading. So these equipment would be useful   for solving serious crimes. The problem is that this  technology is now in   hands of people, who do not want to use these equipment for solving crimes. Instead they are using these equipments  for committing crimes. The technology itself is a kind of neutral, it could be used for good or evil, but in hands of evil people it is used for evil purposes.

I am sure that longer the electromagnetic mind manipulation technology is kept in secret, that more-  and more serious evil things will happen in the world.

In May 2012 piece of my diary I told about United States army mass-murder in Afganistan. Now it has had its  trial. Robert Bales was saved from death penalty after pleading guilty.

 I just wonder what happened from witnesses which told that there were several soldiers killing villagers, and not just Robert Bales. Associated Press story published in Australian, as well child-witnesses story by NBC suggest that Robert Bales was not alone. Perhaps these witnessed “disappeared” in  Latin American way. Other possibility is, that Army simply did not pay their airline-ticket to trial.

I also wonder why does not New York Times and other news-media wonder same .Actually I found only one magazine in United States, that honestly wrote, what perhaps  happened in Afganistan, in this night of mass-murder of  villagers.


13th.  August 2013. Since of my previous piece of diary, on 22nd. of June,  the torture on  my right eye, has become  less frequent , and forced speech, has come more aggressive than before. They have also started a pain on buttock, usually couple of hours before, I am planning to go to sleep.

 I wrote on  my previous piece of diary  on   27th . of April , that I did  believe  that  gains of illegal brain research will come public fast, after President Obama started a hundred million dollar public brain-mapping program. This neural dust is perhaps the first important result, after Obama announcement.

Besides neural dust, in the article, there are  several other  weak signals, that   electronic mind control victims have something  special on  their blood, which  makes the  electronic  mind control possible.  Example  "Blood filming" - the term my perpetrators use their monitoring and manipulation - is an another "weak signal".There are   also some   other similar  "weak signals" which supports theory that perhaps we have something special on our blood.

I am planning a kind of blood test for myself  when I next time cut my finger, and start bleeding, or perhaps even before that. This test  could possibly show  if I  have   Morgellons syndrome  type, or other  foreign nanoparticles in my blood.  I also hope at least few of the victims get interested enough, to take similar tests for themselves.

 I admit , there is rather tiny  possibility that we find anything, but test is inexpensive, and rather easy to do. If we found some foreign particles on our blood, and if foreign particles on blood is the  common denominator ,that separates all electronic mind control victims from other people, this would help a lot  to prove  our case.

 Ordinary blood-tests  find how much we have cholesterol  on our blood or similar things,  but they are not  designed to find foreign nanoparticles on blood. This test would possibly do it.

So I need my blood, perhaps  amount of beer bottle. Taking more blood, could make  feeling weak. Of course the bottle should be extremely clean. If  I study  blood on microscope, finding nanoparticles from it,is more difficult than finding  needle on haystack.  To increase my possibility to find  nanoparticles  in blood,  I have to fractionate  the blood. The idea fracrinating is, that nanoparticles have different weight than any natural components of blood, and centrifuging puts all the component on blood  on "pile"  according their weight.   Centrifuge does not have to be laboratory centrifuge, but any device that can make  necessary centrifugal force on blood sample  can do.

If any victim finds foreign particles on his blood,it is not wise to go to police right away. Police would contact  for the chief of the police, who in turn would find that investigation belongs to  some of the country's  secret services.  All this would in - worst case -  end so, that individual who found something odd on his blood, will be guarded to  some closed institution for "further investigation". Later he would find that he cannot come out of building, but   have to live guarded, on this  - more or less secret closed institution - for  rest of his life. 

 Better way  is, to get many people to verify the particle, make picture of it- and good documentation  too , and after make contact FFCHS- or other mind control  victims organization. If several people contact police, and have good documented  evidence of crime,  and legal help with them , the  attitude of  police is much more helpful.

25-27th. of June 2013. Similar things have happened on last three days. They have awakened me two, or three times for night. Still I have got about  five hours of sleep, because I do not have to wake up early anymore.  They have made a  wound on new way, so that it is not so easy to find it, when they make it. They have done it every day on side of left eye. The wound is feeling usually a whole day. They have also started occasional shooting pains on day. The feeling is similar , than person who has been long  time in sun, without a hat. There are also occasional forced speech,  itching, and sometimes they try fast sleep.

29th. of June 2013. They made a wound above my left eye before the morning wakeup. Their message in this morning was mystic “In the future you cannot do anything, because you will eat on same table with us”. I have learned to not think what their coded message means, because I know this is the thing,  what they want me to do.

Their teasing on wound they made in  the morning, continued whole day. I massaged my neck couple of times, but it gave only temporary ease. They got me into fast sleep,  around nine p.m. Later I had dizzy feeling and got white noise on my ears.

First of July 2013. This night was a worst torture for month or two. They let me sleep about two hours, then awakened. They caused a pain on left side back of my head. It felt very much like stubbing the head with sharp knife. Their torture lasted about two hours. After it ended, I was  too afraid to wake up  my bed, because  they did a wound on left side of  my head.  I was on bed until afternoon. When I woke up, the left side of head felt like freezing on side of the left eye. The  wound  was sore for a  whole afternoon.

2nd. of July 2013. Again I was awakened after two hours of sleep. They caused a feeling of odd smell of flowers. The smell  made me difficult to breath.  I massaged my neck , started loud music on earphones, and started morse code practice, to disturb their verbal manipulation. I got a couple of hours more sleep. In the morning the smell of flowers was gone, or actually the smell existed, but it did not bother me, and it did not disturb my breathing at all. So I believe that they had actually some way magnified the feeling of smell on my brain on night. I got  perhaps four hours of sleep this night. On evening about nine p.m. they got me into fast sleep, and when I awakened , I had a dizzy feeling.

3rd. of  July 2013. I had about normal sleep, but in the wakeup , they caused a pain  on side of right eye, that continued whole morning. On evening  they got me into fast sleep.  After I massaged my neck , and found there were  much sore points. I have found that  sore points on neck, correlates how aggressive their manipulation is. Massage someway resets  their manipulation, perhaps my head vibration  causes temporary interference  on their equipment’s.

5th. of July 2013. They awakened me around five a.m. I tried to catch sleep again, but they gave me very dangerous  feeling  shocks on left side back of my head, which were sore whole  afternoon. They also caused some backache, and other pains, to keep me awake. This continued about three hours. After they told “seminar  went well” and I got some sleep more.

I believe, that the purpose for their torture while I am in bed, is more than just prevention of  sleep. On bed their victims are more still, and do not move that much than out of bed.  Other possibility is, that actual “seminar” is transmitted through internet, and is other time zone  than I. So I am in sleeping when they have afternoon, or so.

I am a bit afraid that they caused permanent damage on my brains left back of the head.

6th of July 2013. I got sleep about three hours. After they kept me awake. They made a wound on head , on side of right eye.

7th. of July 2013.  They tortured my right eye on night. I tried to ease the pain, by massaging my eye.  I also shielded my eye with hand , while in bed. They kept verbal manipulation on night, but I was able to sleep , by playing loud music on earphones, because I was very tired.  The pain on right eye continued on afternoon.

9th. of July 2013. I got nearly five hours of sleep. They told me a story, on their morning opening. After they started a heavy pain on right eye, which made me impossible to sleep. Actually a similar pain started on yesterday on same time, so this pain , is on their schedule.

12th. of July 2013. They awakened me around five, and tried to start talking. I was able to catch some sleep more, by starting listening music on earphones, and doing morse code practising on same time.  This disturbs their verbal manipulation, and make their monitoring of brain less interesting.  Before wakeup they made a wound  on left side above my left eye it lasted on next evening. Daytime they did , I believe over a hundred start for forced speech. They have been very aggressive for it on last weeks, beside of words, they try to control color of speech and facial movements. I believe that the idea is to someway act through the victims body.

13th. of July 2013. Day was very usual. Some itching on head, some tries for fast sleep. About 20-100 tries to start speaking  about sex. Perhaps they try to map  these areas from my brain for manipulation.  There were about  as many tries for  forced speech.  The forced speech feels most dangerous, they can partly control my color of voice, and my facial movements, before I interrupt them, by closing my mouth.

The threats and promises, are things they speak very often. The threats are usually coded someway . One example ,they spoke today was that they will give me “red socks” on next night. This was rather rare threat. Usually they will threat that they will take my “teeth off” , or something similar.

14th. of July 2013. They got me into  fast sleep outside about six p.m.  After I got a bit dizzy feeling, even that I did not sleep on sun. The feeling was  felt expecially back of my head.  Otherwise  they did normal manipulation, some itching on tenth of tries for forced speech.

15th. of July 2013.  They threated put me into “sauna” also they told me that they will rise my blood pressure. After nine p.m. they caused fast sleep.

16th. of July 2013. They awakened me after two hours of sleep, and kept me awake about three hours. Finally I got hour or two more sleep by listening loud music on earphones, and doing  morse code practising. Again they threatened me with “sauna” and told that they will “cut my teeth”. They gave also some indirect threats of killing me. Daytime they did hundreds of tries for forced speech. After half past seven on evening, they got me into fast sleep. When I awakened, about half hour later. I felt dizzy. I had some difficulties to stay up, expecially back of the head felt odd.

17th. of July 2013. They awakened me on night after about two hours of sleeping, and started talking. I shielded  myself from their manipulation with loud music on earphones.  There was a odd incident on night, a new voice started to shout “baby is born, baby is born”. My regular perpetrators told “we will get them”. My theory was that somebody outside had found a way to listen me, and tested their manipulation ability. From my echo, he would have found his equipment worked properly.

Their morning story was that they will slowly ruin my brains. Of course they also told that they will “take my teeth off”.  On awakening they started a pain on center of the head, that eased on afternoon, but started again  on evening. They called it “ironing the head”  and whole day they did several tries for forced speech.

On evening they got me also  fast sleep, and after I awakened , my head felt dizzy

19th. – 20th. of July 2013. These days were very similar, except that I slept about three hours on 20th. day, and on evening they made a wound on evening, this time left nearly center of my head.

On both days were occasional strong shooting pains on head, and several tries for forced speech.

23rd. of July 2013. On previous evening, they warned about “sharpshooters” that will come on next night. On night they started a pain on left side, middle of my head. The pain felt strong, even when I put a water back on my head over the sore point. After three hours the pain eased, but there was still a wound on the head which was very painful and  itching whole the next day. They told me that they caused only “minor permanent brain damage” and that they will make similar “surgeries” on future.

The reason that my perpetrators are not afraid to make permanent damage to my brain, lays on the history of illegal human experimenting. Here are some examples  that show what  I mean:

This picture is taken  from Brett Leonard’s documentary, “Hole in the Head: A Life Revealed , the man in the picture is Vertus  Hardiman, one of the victims of 1927 illegal radiation experiments on black children at Lyles Station, Indiana. Even this time , when black people were considered less human than white people, it was illegal to melt their skulls with x-rays. Still none of the people who planned, funded, and committed the actual crimes, were never prosecuted.

United States had  also some  co-operation with other nations on illegal human experimenting. After first nuclear weapon, United States army started to get interested on , how ionizing radiation effects for people . Perhaps that caused an  agreement  on 1951, with Dr. Chaim Sheba in this time new Israel State health ministry. United States gave x-ray machines for   Ringworm Project that started 1951. Results was 6000 killed jew children , and other about 30000 , more or less permanently wounded.

 Israel government got money - they  badly needed on  this time -  as compensation.( 300 million Israeli liras for a year).  The idea to  kill  scalpel ringworms from  children heads with x-ray, is a bit  similar than  idea for kill pests from Jews with Zyklon B pesticide. That makes me think that perhaps  that Ringworm project was planned by some of the Nazi scientist in United States, who got immunity from   their crimes by Project Paperclip.

United States interest for ionizing radiation continued. They wanted to know how  long time a person could live after a hight doze of radiation. So  77 patients were irradiated with high radiation in Cincinnaty Medical Centre between 1961-1971.  Most of them died in two months. On my opinion the scientists who did this , should have got  prosecuted for serial murders. They are still now walking free, with no criminal charges. Relatives of killed patients, got some compensation.

These are just some picks for United States Illegal human experimentation, where usually none of the people , who planned, funded, or committed the  actual crimes, were prosecuted. Actually I believe that documented crimes, are just a tip of a huge  iceberg for secret criminal human experimentation.

So this is the reason that “sharpshooter” was not afraid to cause me “minor permanent brain-damage”  , on 23rd. of July.2013.

Now, United States and Canada  civil servants  are hiding documents for their  illegal mind-control  experiments, and people in organizations of mindcontrol victims , cannot stop on them.

 Perhaps – as usually  in  countries like  United States and Canada – some part of the crimes come in  daylight, after most of the criminals-  as well their victims have passed  away.

Actually criminal human experiments are part of the larger problem.  The problem is  that  of the crimes, which  are planned by controlling elite,  and which  controlling elite  does not want to be  investigated , are not  investigated. Actually United States department of Justice has asked President Bush, and his senior cabinet members for immunity Iraq war crime

. This problem is not unique in United States and Canada,  but is also  common in countries we used sometimes  call banana Rebublics. Now the quality of  government institutions  in banana producing countries has mostly improved, whereas quality of United states government institutions   has slowly deteriorated.

25th. of July 2013. They  awakened me around five a.m.  for a “seminar” , but let me sleep some more after about three hours of verbal manipulation.  I got sleep about four or five hours. On wakeup they made a  wound on side of right eye. This wound they irritated nearly whole day. They also did several tries for  forced speech,  and tried to get feeling of their speech manipulation. They feeling they tried to express was mostly anger. The pain on right eye, eased about midnight.

27th. of July 2013.  On night, they caused a pain on side of right eye, and a kind of freezing  feeling on center of my head. About seven a.m. they caused a heavy pain on right side of my chest.  The pain lasted nearly hour. I first thought they tried to  cause a heart attack, but then I remembered  that  heart is on left side. I do not know, if it was a real try to murder me, or just some kind of warning, or other experiment.

On evening around nine p.m. they caused occasional short shooting pains on side of right eye.

28th. of July 2013. Again about seven a.m. they caused  a heavy pain on right side of my chest. I believe that pains, what they did for me on  day before, were just a practice for what they did this day. My whole right lung went sore, and it was painful to breath.

On their explanation they just gave me  “a medal of honor” on my right lung. I guess what they call a “medal  of honor” means some kind of rupture on lung.  They had perhaps done even bigger rupture, if I had not moved other side, when the pain started. The lung was sore for a whole day, but I was able to breath.  I am not sure if they tried to cause my death, by making a hole in lung, or if they just wanted  to experiment by causing a wound on my lung,

Before midnight, they started a pain on right temple.

29th. of July 2013. Really bad night. I believe I did not sleep at all. They used back pain,  among other things to keep me awake. I used loud music on earphones, to interfere their manipulation. They threaded that because I do not co-operate with them, they will use “needle” , but they do not use it this night.  I did not ask what the “needle” means, because I knew that this was , what  they wanted me to ask them.

30th. of July 2013. On night they let me sleep under hour. After they started a similar torture than they used day before - pains on head and back. Only difference was that this time they had   sticks under nails torture too. expecially they  tried  to torture my right eye.  I tried to defend, and shield my eye, even that it caused , that I would not sleep in best position. I started to listen loud music . Perhaps there were times when I was asleep, however under three hours.

Around eight p.m. while I was bicycling to home, they manipulated my heart. I felt a kind of limitation, getting oxygen, and there was a different feeling on left side of chest than usually. I would have believed, that it was just caused for physical stress, but they started the pain right away when I started bicycling.

31st. of July 2013. They disturbed my sleep,  and tried to control my sleeping position with pains, but , I got about five hours of sleep. The morning and day were quite peaceful, on evening they started pains and itching on head.

2nd. of August 2013. I got about three hours of sleep. After they started verbal manipulation with some pains, to keep me awake. I stayed in bed for ten hours, but they did not let me sleep, and  kept aggressive manipulation, so I had to finally wake up.

3rd. of August 2013. I got about three hours of sleep. After they started different pains and verbal manipulation, just like day before. They caused pain on fingers and toes. When I was sleeping on my back, they caused back pain. Again I stayed on bed about  ten hours, but did not get any more sleep. When I awakened, I did not feel sleepy at all, I believe that they caused that too.

4th. of  August 2013. Again they awakened me on  middle of the night, and started talking. This time they had planned what will happen to me in future.  They kept me awake for several hours, but finally I was able to catch sleep again, by putting music very loud, on my earphones.  I am able to sleep even in loud noise, if I have not slept well in several days.

Usually they tell “haircut” that they have done me on night. This time their variation of “haircut” was that they have “cleaned” my head with lawnmover.

5th. of August 2013. Around one a.m. they started sharp pains down right side of my chest. In the morning they made a wound, but  - for some reason -  they did not tease it later. Instead they caused nausea in the morning.

6th. of August 2013. Again they disturbed my sleep.  They awakened me around three a.m. Idid not catch  sleep after. It is possible , that I got some short sleeps after, but it is difficult to say.  In the morning they told that “peeling” my brain went well on night.

8th. of August 2013. They let me sleep about three hours. After  that, they started pains and talking, to keep me awake.  However  I got hour or two more sleep by staying  on bed for ten hours.  Before noon they started a pain on right eye, that continued nearly midnight.

9th. of August 2013.  They let me sleep about three hours, and after kept me awake until I woke up. They caused a small wound on left temple,  after ten p.m.

I have added my internet site on  bits and pieces page a link on   Darrim Daouth truth campaign. Darrim Daoud partly  Iraqi origin, and lived in United Kingdom, where he experienced heavy electronic harassment. He  was kept without sleep over 130 hours before his death. He was also tortured, and on  youtube video - which he made before his death  -    he shows burns on his face. I remember, when  my perpetrators kept me without sleep over eighty hours on Edmonton Canada.  After long time without  sleep, person ability to make judgement and control himself diminish. It was only good luck that I did not drown myself on water, while walking on dark golfcourse, trying to get place I could sleep.

The jury made decision that  Darrim Dauth had made suicide   “due to a disturbed state of mind”.  Everybody who has been without sleep over 130 hours, and whose face is burned has “disturbed state of mind”

United Kingdom government law administration organizations are not known from their honestly  -especially in cases where they had task to investigate if army, police, or people in other comparable organizations ,which people   have committed  crimes. on their duty.  Actually United Kingdom has similar problems on government   than  United States has.   I described these problems  on my diary of 23rd. of July. Two examples of problems  from United Kingdom:

On 30th. January 1972, in Bogside area of Derry, Northern Ireland, British Army shot 26 of unarmed civil rights protesters.  Some of the protesters were fired for  on their back. Lord Chief Justice John Passmore Widgery  was conducted inquiry on these events . Chief Justice John Widgery made a report , on  which he had conclusion -  mostly by soldiers given evidence -  that protesters were armed, and were shooting soldiers.

Perhaps  because of  Republic of Ireland, and catholic church pressure,  Tony Blair ordered  another inquiry for the   same incident not less than 26 years later. This was done by Lord Saville. Lord Saville started work on 1998, and  twelve years later  he  published the report,  known as  Saville report. In his report  he  had just opposite conclusions. The soldiers started shooting unarmed civilians, they shot and killed one man that was already wounded  and , also  fired civilians which were trying to help wounded  protesters.

Kenya, did not have same influence for United Kingdom government, as  Catholic Church had. Between 1950-and 1960 British army killed over 50 thousand Kenyan people. They did very similar crimes than they were executing  for nazi-Germany  officers ,  on some years earlier. It did take over 60 years, before three tortured Kenyans - who still happen to be  alive - win their legal claims against United Kingdom government in October 2012.

Knowing    British civil servants slow way to find finally truth, in certain politically sensitive  cases, I believe that it is very possibly  - perhaps  after  year 2090     -  world will get more accurate and honest report  for  who caused  Darrim  Daouth  death, and how it was done .


22nd.  of June 2013 .  I put out the previous piece of my diary on 27th.  of April.   Since then, my life has become a bit easier, because I do not work anymore, so I don’t have to go up on particular time . On other hand , their manipulation on daytime has become more aggressive. 

I am now reading James C. Turner essay ANATOMY OF PUBLIC INTEREST CASE AGAINST  THE CIA .  It deals with United States and Canadian brainwashing experiments around 1960-1970 - and their legal processing in  Canadian courts. I believe that it is worthwhile for every victim of electronic mind control  to read this James C Turner  essay, since it deals the problems we all would  have , when  we someday will get the public recognition for our cases.

It is interesting to find, that none of the people, that planned, funded, and  committed the actual crimes - LSD and electroshocks - were prosecuted from  their crimes. People in Canadian government and justice system did very much work  to delay and other way disable  tortured victims possibility  to get any justice.

 I believe that if one of the victims had not  happened to be wife of MP. David Orlikow, the victims would not  have got any compensation for their damages.

 Actually  all those people  who commited  the crime did not have any harm. The compensation was not  paid from  money of people who planned and did   actual crimes. Instead it was paid from  money of  American taxpayers.

TWA 800 airplane crash  1996, is  another case that gives some insight, how United States legal system works, when army, or intelligence agencies are involved in crime or cause  an  accident. Even that 736 people saw the missile hit the TWA 800  plane, the main  media told that fuel tank crash caused the accident. People were not able to get their story public other way that  paid advertisement in  New York Times

First of May 2013. Some minutes after six a.m. I felt, that they tried to cause my death.  I was awakened for a lack of oxygen, but I was unable to breath, before I understand to move my position. I felt that if they could have kept me unconscious, I had gone death for a lack of oxygen.  About hour after I was able to breathe again, they caused a pain on chest, left side.  Otherwise the day went normal way, they caused some itching and did aggressive verbal manipulation where they tried to cause me strong feelings, get happy, or get angry.

2nd. of May 2013.  They awakened me several times during the night. There was also an interesting experiment, where voice of my adolescence favorite artist -. who has been death for several years – sang a song about death. What was interesting was that the name was not told to me, but came my knowledge without words. I am not sure if she has ever sang this particular song. Later, when I awakened, and my brains started function fully, I realized that it was experiment. They tried later to wipe out my memory of this experiment, but I was able to write it down.

On evening after seven p.m. they caused a  fast sleep.

3rd. of May 2013. They caused  a sudden strong pain on right side front of my head about twenty past six p.m.

4th. of May 2013. In the morning about quarter past four a.m. they caused a sharp pain on heart. I believe that they tried to cause a heart attack, or at least they wanted to get me believe so. On daytime they did usual occasional itching on head, and verbal manipulation, and forced speech.  I have started to pay attention their forced speech. I believe that, what they try, is to speak through my head, without that I find it.  Forced speech is easy to stop, simply by closing mouth, when there is just some vibration on throat. On evening about ten past seven they made a wound above the left eye.

5th. of May 2013. They kept the wound they made last night  open a whole day by irritating it. On evening after seven p.m. they caused me a fast sleep, which lasted about twenty to eight p.m.

6-7th. of May 2013. They started again on night a pain above right eye. it continued next day noon. They disturbed my sleep, but because I did not have to awake in the morning, I got about five hours of sleep. Eleven p.m. They got me into fast sleep,  and when I awakened it they caused a kind of sticks under nails torture, but this time they caused more pain on joint of fingers.

8th. of May 2013. They disturbed my sleep whole the night. I believe that got sleep first time after seven a.m. I tried to stay silent, without responding their talk. During the night, they did something on my breathing, the air felt different than usually, and in the morning my lungs were sore. I believe that I slept about three or four hours.

Because I was tired they caused a fast sleep on evening. Daytime they used their ability to wipe out a word from memory. The word they prevented from recalling was bottle. Because I did not remember word bottle , I had to speak container, when I meant bottle. I knew the bottle, but I could not remember the name.

9th. of May 2013. This was a very usual day, itching on head, and verbal manipulation. On evening they started a pain on buttock,  as usually.

10th. of May 2013. A very dangerous feeling shooting pain started about twenty past eleven a.m. After noon there were some  itching and tingling sensations on back of my head. On evening about quarter past seven I had again a very strong shooting pain on left side back of my head. I was afraid that they tried to cause some kind of damage for me.

14th. of May 2013.  On night they caused occasionally a strong pain back of my head. I had no means to shield from it. Daytime was itching and aggressive verbal manipulation, and some try to substitute my verbal thinking with another words.  They also did try some occasional forced speech.

15th. of May 2013. On evening around seven they caused some headache on my  forehead, and  a dizzy feeling. I got it over by massaging my neck.  Later they caused several fast sleeps, that also left me with dizzy feeling.

16th. of May 2013. They did  rather strong torture on that  night.  My shielding over my head did not help very much. They were able to cause some itching and pain through it. They kept me awake whole night, and in the morning they caused a wound , on left side front of head. On their verbal manipulation they told that “they will tie my eyes, so that I cannot see anything, and swing me to death” . This is their symbolic  language, and I do not know what it means on real life. There was also a time on night they caused a dry throat.

On evening they caused a fast sleep and kind a pulled my head on left side where the wound was made. I was able to weaken the feeling by massaging my neck.

17th. of May 2013. There was a very dangerous feeling shooting pain  on left side front of my head twenty to eleven a.m.  The other times were normal itching, this time center of my head. They did also some  forced speech.

18th. of May 2013. I believe I got only four hours of sleep.  In the morning, they tried to force me out from my shielded bed, by causing pain on back of my head. I knew that the only way to stop pain was to get the back of my head towards the ground. I sleep on floor and I have a pillow filled with water under my head.  Their response for my new sleeping position, was to cause a rather strong pain on my back, to get me sleep on my side again , when they would continue to torture way they did before.  So I turned my body to side, but I kept my head on same position, that I had while on on sleeping on my back. This twisted position was rather uncomfortable, so I could not get sleep; instead I started to do  morse code practicing to disturb their verbal manipulation. 

 I stayed on bed rather long, about noon. This got hem angry, because they had planned for me something, that requires that I am out of bed, and my head is not shielded.  On daytime they did several try for forced speech, that they are doing very aggressive way every day.

23rd. of May 2013.  I slept about four hours. I went to sleep about two a.m. and they awakened me after six a.m.  later they did sticks under nails torture, and caused a pain on back to keep me awake. After wakeup they started a pain on right temple of my head, and right eye. This pain continued until evening, when I massaged my neck, that helped temporarily.

There was an interesting piece of talk,  on  their verbal manipulation. On one occasion they told  that “every end is different” . Does this mean that my “end” is near ? Does the “end” mean that they would kill me ? There have been also other “ends” have they murdered these victims, or what has happened to them?

26th. of May 2013. In got sleep about five hours. On wakeup I had a strong pain on right temple behind my right eye. I found also that they had erased part of my memory. Later I found that it was mostly temporary. Actually they had disabled my ability to recall some things. During the day they did usual verbal manipulation, occasional forced speech, and itching on my head. On evening started pain on buttock, as very often. on these days.

27th. of May 2013. When I went to sleep pain on right temple of my head started. Pain on buttock continued. I got pretty good sleep, but when I awakened, pain on right temple of my head continued.

28th.  of May 2013. They kept me awake from three to six  a.m.  Around five a.m. they caused me some very dangerous feeling shooting pains on my head. I found that I had lost some of my memory, I was not able to recall some things on my past, I was able before. I stopped the shooting pains, by massaging my neck. I also found that I had a wound   on left side above my eye. They started morning with some try to forced speech that they had done nearly every day on last months.

30th. of  May 2013. On afternoon  about half past one they had again shooting pains on back of my head. Around nine p.m. while I was going to home with bicycle, they caused strong pain on genitals. This was very similar trick than  after sauna torture. They cause pain on occasion, one would think it is a natural pain. Usually when I drive with bicycle even longer distance, I do not feel any pain.

1st. of June 2013.  A whole day they did very aggressive verbal manipulation, and I had to cool them down by massaging my neck. They did several tries for forced speech and were often successful. After half past nine p.m. they got me fast sleep, which I awakened with dizzy feeling about half an hour later.

2nd.  of June 2013. In the morning, they told that I will get ten million for compensation, for damages that they have done for me. After they tried to get me imagine, how I will live after I have got this ten million. On the same time they did a wound left side front of head. Later they called this “imagination exercise”, and told they will end a certain behavior on me.  I am afraid that they simply try to destroy these parts of brain,which are active, when this certain behavior exist.

4th. of June 2013.  I got about five hours of sleep. After they awakened me, and kept awake with talking. Later they made a wound  , again left side front of my head. After wakeup they tried they tried to do forced speech  as they usually do after wakeup. They teased the wound  on left side whole morning , to keep it sore. On their verbal manipulation, they told that they will make me invalid, so that I have to use wheelchair to move place to other. I am not sure if they just try to cause fear, or are they really planning to invalidate me some way. I am optimist, so I believe and hope they just try to cause fear on me.

12th. of June 2013.  They caused a pain on heart on ten past seven a.m. I am not sure, if they tried to cause a real heart-attack, or did they just to get me afraid.  On afternoon they caused some back pain, and on night they did sticks under nails torture.  And of course they did usual itching on head, forced speech try, and continuous verbal manipulation, that they do every day.

13th. of June 2013. They awakened me around four a.m., but I was able to get some sleep after that. In the morning before wakeup, they made a wound  on left side front of head. After wakeup they made several tries for forced speech. They kept the  wound open all day, by teasing it. On seven p.m. they tried fast sleeps.   

14th. of June 2013. Daytime was normal manipulation, itching, forced speech and verbal manipulation. On evening they tried m. they tried fast sleep,  and succeeded it for  some minutes.

15th. of June 2013.  They did some forced speech itching and tries for  m. they tried fast sleeps during the day. There was days in past some weeks ago they tried to turn talking for sex related things, I counted over hundred tries for one day. When I wrote it on my diary, the talk ended. Now the talk has come back, I counted over twenty tries to turn talk to sex today. What has changed , is that they have improved their language, that was very rough on previous time.

16th. of June 2013.On afternoon they caused  some occasional very dangerous feeling shooting pains on my head.

17th. of June 2013. In the morning there was a talk about “certain behavior” they promised to cut out from me. I was on my mind making a explanation  about e-learning. First secretary tried to replace term Stanford University, with Princeton university, and e-learning with term e-book. Later they told that this is the “certain behavior ” they will remove with me. Later talk I found that they do not know term e-learning.  On their imagination, I was making professional feeling speech  for things I do not know, so they tried to make all kind of little funny mistakes for my thinking , that would show I do not know subject. Actually these funny mistakes, is perhaps what they do with politicians and other they will manipulate with these equipment’s.  This subject  of e-learning is one  example “certain behavior” they think I do not  “need”.  Perhaps they will later practice how to remove this subject from my brain.

I did not feel actual wound in morning, but later I found that they are “pulling” the head  left side on side of left eye, like there is a wound. They call this wound with boxing term “open eyebrow”.

21st. of June 2013. They manipulated my heartbeat at quarter to nine p.m . It felt very dangerous. I try to put this piece of diary internet fast, and fix possible  language errors  later.

I have added a new YouTube link on  my documentary films, and bits and pieces page. It is a history channel electronic mind control documentary film.  This is more general than Jesse Ventura’s Brain Invaders which deals with  FFCHS-mind-control victims organisation and Gwen towers . What is new in the history channel film, is that there is shown a  measuring equipment, that can detect electromagnetic transmission from mind control victim’s head. In the film,  antenna or probe is turned towards the victims nose.


27th.  of April 2013. I had previous piece of diary on 18th. of February. What has changed since , is that pain in buttock has became daily. It starts usually hour or two, before I go to bed. I believe that they experiment someway with my digestive system, while I am on bed, and pain in buttock is someway connected for that.

President Obama is planning to put a hundred million dollars for brain mapping. When vieving which institutions will get the money (Defence advanced project Agency etc. ) my opinion is that these are the very same institutions, that are behind criminal mind control experiments on last twenty years. So , I believe they using all the knowledge they have gained with brutal illegal human experimenting - that has let countless amount of victims - to make inventions to  look like they have  made legal way.

19th. of February 2013. Last night I did not sleep at all. I have stayed now over fifty hours with only about one hour of sleep, but still I did not feel sleepy. On seven p.m. news , they put me on  fast sleep.

20th. of February 2013. I went to sleep before nine p.m. and I was awakened at two a.m. After that, they did not let me sleep. I got sleep about four hours.

21st. of February 2013.  I went to sleep after nine p.m. and got awakened at two a.m. After they did not let me sleep.  I got sleep about three hours.

   -On afternoon at five p.m. started a pain on right temple. Before I went to sleep there were several dangerous feeling pain on chest.

22nd. of February 2013. I was awakened several times during the night. I got sleep perhaps three hours. On evening twenty past nine p.m. there were very dangerous feeling pain on right temple, that continued about hour.

23rd. of February 2013. They awakened me several times, and caused a very dangerous feeling of   pain, on the right center of my head. It made my sleeping painful, and they awakened me several times, always when I got asleep. Pain was out for a while, after wakeup, but came back and was present for a whole morning, even that I tried to ease the pain, by shielding my head with  a freezer bag.

24th. of February 2013. After I had finished bathing in sauna over midnight, they started a very heavy pain on left temple.  Later they got me unconscious. I was about hour unconscious, lying on chair. I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning they started a strong pain on right eye.

25th. of February 2013. Start of the week torture.  I got sleep about three hours.

26th. of February. I did not sleep at all. They kept me awake a whole night. Still I did not feel sleepy for daytime. I am sure, they did it some way artificially.

27th. of February. They awakened me several times during the night. I got perhaps three hours of sleep. Actually I am not sure , I got even that sleep. I know only that I was unconscious for a while. On “conversations” with them, they told that “army” likes sometimes to take a sample of people, for experimentation purpose, and I was chosen on one of these samples for mind control experiments. I questioned legality of this practice.

28th. of February. I got a better sleep than before, but in the morning, they started a very aggressive verbal manipulation, after seven a.m. Later I had occasional itching and burning sensations on head.

2nd. of March 2013. I got sleep about two hours on night.

3rd.  of March 2013. I got about seven hours of sleep. There were some itching on daytime, and on evening started a pain on buttock as usually.

4th. of March 2013. Start of the week torture. I was awakened several times. I believe that I got about three hours of sleep. Daytime was occasional sharp pains on chest right side.

5th. of March 2013. Last night they awakened me before two a.m. , and tried to start talking. However I was able to catch sleep, by listening loud music and sleeping on my back. This time they did not cause backache as they usually do when I try to sleep on back. Again on daytime I had occasional sharp pains on chest on right side.

6th. of March 2013. I believe that I got sleep about three hours this night.  They awakened me after half past one a.m., and after that I am not sure, if I slept at all. On their verbal manipulation on this night they told that they will “return my honor” but it will happen after my death. Apparently this means that they will archive what they did for me, and this archive will open after fifty years or so, when they also are past  away.

7th. of March 2013. Last night I was awakened before two a.m. Before awakening was a long period, I was a kind of half sleep, and I was talked what will happen on future.  When I became fully conscious, I massaged my neck and started to listen loud music on earphones, to disturb their manipulation.

I got perhaps hour or two more sleep. I believe that I slept four or five hours on this night. Daytime they did normal verbal manipulation, except around nine a.m. they caused a long pain on left ear, that lasted about minute.

8th. of March  2013.  I was awakened after one a.m.  In the morning they caused a  wound  on left side front of my head.  They  wound was feeling also in morning, and they teased it to keep it open.

9th. of March 2013. I was awakened around three a.m. I started a loud music on earphones, and I was able to get some sleep more, because I did not have to go to work early. I believe that I got sleep about five hours. About seven a.m., we talked what will happen when these mindcontrol equipment and their use will come public. Their opinion was that only their superiors are responsible for all crimes. They had only followed orders that their superiors have given, and if somebody have to go to jail, it is their superiors, and not them. I told them, that their superiors had to do their crimes, if there is no their kind of people, who blindly follow all the orders.

This made them angry, and they threaded indirecty for death, and gave s strong sharp pain on heart (chest left side)  at seven a.m.  Actually I believe that they stopped my heart for a moment.

Pain on buttock continued nearly  whole day.

10th. of March 2013. The pain on right eye continued a whole night.  On morning started a pain on right eye, that continued a whole day and evening, rather strong.

11th. of March 2013. On evening pain on buttock started as usually. On same time started a pain on middle of my head.

12th. of march 2013. On night I was awakened several times. After four a.m. they did not let me sleep anymore. I believe that I slept three hours. They started occasional pain on right temple, that continued once a while whole day.

13th . of March 2013. I got about three hours of sleep. In the morning, I was that sleepy, that I considered not to go to work al all. I stayed on bed, and got some sleep, and went to work late. In the morning was started again a pain on right temple, that felt expecially when eating. Later day, I found that they have wiped out a part of m memory, I did not remember my passwords. Besides my computer password I had  temporarily lost my credit card numeric password.

14th. of March 2013. On night I was awakened several times. I believe. that I got about three hours or less sleep. They tried to control my sleeping position with pains. On their verbal manipulation, they had some death threats. On lunch time they got me into fast sleep, that ended for dizzy feeling. I got also pains on right temple of my head. This pain ended after two p.m.

15th. of March 2013. Again they awakened me several times. Apparently they had their "seminars" , because after two a.m. they did not let me sleep. I got sleep perhaps three hours. After four a.m. they started a pain on right eye, that continued until I woke up, at six a.m.

16th. of March 2013. I got sleep about three hours. In addition of verbal torture, they made a  wound , first on right side of head – and later, when I turned my head on other side, to protect sore side – they made a  wound also on  left side of  head.   They also gave threats like “Your mother will have to bury you” , “after a while , your blood will not flow in your head”  etc. In the morning they teased the left side wound to keep it open.

17th. of March 2013. On night about midnight, they gave very dangerous feeling shocks on left temple of my head. It continued after one a.m. with more schoks , and pains on chest left side. Later started a pain on buttock.

18th. of March 2013. Start of the week torture. I did not sleep at all. Much of the time they were silent, but they did not let me sleep. After three a.m. their silence ended , and they started very aggressive verbal manipulation. On afternoon, there was a pain on left side back of my head. The “secretary” tried to put my mouth positive sectences about death.

19th. of March 2013. I believe that I got about three hours of sleep.  They tried to control my sleeping position with pain. They called it “electric whip” . Actually they do try very often to control my sleeping position, but usually they do not use term “electric whip” , so I do not know what difference is “electric whip” and “normal” pain when they try to get me turn to other side, or not to sleep on my back. Pain on buttock has started nearly every night before going to sleep. I believe it is not simple made to cause pain, but rather a side effect for something they do for me while I am on bed. Perhaps they are doing some experiments with my digestive system, while I am on bed.

20th. of March 2013. I got sleep perhaps a little more than two hours. They awakened me before two a.m. , and after that, I did not get sleep for this night. On night they told stories, how “mad” their previous victims were. I asked where they are now ? Have they killed them ? They did not answer the question. Again they tried to control my sleeping position with pains. They do not like when I sleep on back. I have theory that it is because my neck is down, and their transmitting my body signals,  go from neck, where is somekind of antenna, or similar structure..

On afternoon about twenty past four, they caused a sharp pain on head, that was folloved a sharp  pain on chest left side.

21st. of March 2013.  I got perhaps three hours of sleep.  I was awakened on midnight, but I was able to get about hour sleep after that. This time there were group that made everything  to get me angry, torturing me. They had even made a kind of visual “movie” where they were urinating over me.

Otherwise night went like previous nights. They tried to control my position with pains, and there were verbal manipulation for a whole night.

23rd. of March 2013. I was awakened during the night. After five a.m. I did not get sleep. I believe that I slept about five hours. On afternoon about one p.m. they got me fast sleep. After I awakened, my hands were shaking. So unlike normal sleep fast sleep is not good for brains and nervous system.

25th. of March 2013.  I had about three hours of sleep. In the morning there was very strong manipulation around eight a.m. I felt them kind of pulling my head for a long time.

26th. of March 2013. I slept perhaps little more than two hours. They gave some indirect threads for “short life” and  “dark future”.

28th. of March 2013. Last couple of days I have got sleep about five hours.  Last night after five a.m. they did not let me sleep any more, but kept talking, and tried to control my sleeping position, and caused some itching on head.  On last days every night pain on buttocks starts a couple of hours before going to sleep. This night it started after six p.m.

Daytime they try to manipulate my reading and listening and thinking, with various success.  Their technique is to talk me, and get me answer them, when “secretary ”  gets between my thinking and output, and replace my words.  They can also similar way replace words I read, but because it is rather fast process, usually I found their manipulation for reason that the sentence which they have manipulated  is not meaningful.

29th. of March 2013. I believe, that I got about five hours of sleep, although it is difficult to say exactly. This is because I did not have to go to work, but I was able to sleep long.  They awakened me after one a.m. and kept me awake long in the morning, they also made a  wound on left side front of head, that was long open and itching. They have explained  wound that there is liquid around brains, to protect it , and wound means that they  dry this liquid for small area, to get brains better manipulated. I am not sure that they speak truth, Perhaps they just make this area someway more conductive for type of electromagnetic radiation that they use. The feeling is, like skin is cut open on the area of  wound.

30th. of March 2013. I got about four hours of sleep. They caused a kind of pain on centre of my head, that felt like stubbing the knife or icepick on deep centre on head. Later, when I woke up, I got some nausea. They also  did very threatening verbal manipulation, and told that they did something on my brains, that will stop certain behavior they do not like. I am a bit afraid of death or brain damage , that would invalidate me seriously.

On evening, I had a visit to my mother, and I was not able to shield my head. They made advantage for it,  and I had several occasions similar stabbing feeling than in morning, mostly on left side of head.

31st. of March 2013. I got sleep about five hours. After they started a strong verbal manipulation,  and also made a  wound , this time left back of my head. They kept constant verbal manipulation, and tried to cut my thinking, if I thought something they do not like. On last days they have kept very aggressive sexual talking, for some reason. They perhaps feel that rude sexual language is more effective to cut my thinking.

1st. of April 2013. They started a heavy itching on my head. I had a heavy water bag over my head, but itching continue through the water bag. I believe, that they want to show, that no shield will stop them.

3rd. of April 2013. This morning they awakened me around eight a.m. , so I got perhaps five hours of sleep. They started very aggressive sex-talking, and later they did a  wound on left side back of my head.  On evening after eight they started a sudden pain on center left of my head.

Usually they do wound on front of head. The sex-talk, and  wound left side  back of my head, is some way connected. So my theory is that purpose of sex talk is navigate on my brains, by pinpointing area of response, and the purpose  of  wound is perhaps try to alter or destroy something on this area.

This is a new type of series of experiments from them. Their experiments on eyes have become seldom, or stopped at least temporary. Pain on buttocks has continued several weeks nearly every night , before going to sleep. I believe that this is just a side effect for something, they are doing on my digestive system.

4th. of April 2013.  I got about five hours of sleep. After that they started heavy itching on back of head.  I had  to make a presentation on next day on work, and they threatened disturb that presentation. Later they gave other threads like that  my life will end. etc. Finally they tried to start repetitive voices, but I used loud music on earphones, and they stopped the voices.

5th. of April 2013. On noon or half hour after they started a sudden strong attack on head.

6th. of April 2013.  I got about three hours of sleep. I tried to more sleep by lying in bed long, but they did not let me sleep. Instead they caused me a backache, made a  wound  on left side of head, and made my staying on bed very uncomfortable.  They gave also some death threats. I got out of bed about noon. The  wound on left side front of head, felt still open in afternoon.

7th. of April 2013. A strong pain on left side  front of head started after seven p.m.  It feels a bit like  wound, but feels also like blood is not circulating on this side of head. Later the pain felt more like a  wound and it continued a whole night . I have an  idea that they have altered eye sight of my left eye, so that I cannot read with it, and I have to read with my right eye, which they try to monitor, or perhaps even control all   information that I read.

8th. of April 2013. Pain on right eye has continued a whole night, and is still continuing. When I read my yesterday diary notes, I found that I spoke yesterday on left eye. Perhaps my “secretary” was able to change these words, or I was that much in panic, that I confused the right and left with my mind. They told that information from right eye, goes through “secretary” so that they can alter it. I am suspicious, this was something, I thought yesterday – now they just feed my own thinking as true.

There was also a pain on throat, during the night.

9th. of April 2013. I believe, that I slept last night only four hours. I was able to get sleep, only by listening continuous loud music on my headphones. This made my sleeping not very good. They also controlled my sleeping position with pains. When I woke up they started a headache on fronthead.

10th. of April 2013. On night I had a pain on right side front of my head. In the morning they started a general headache on front of my head, and also caused a pain on both eyes. During the daytime, they caused several  fast sleeps  and kept me nearly unconscious for a long time. here was also a feeling of heat present, even that temperature was not very high (21 celsius). Later started a pain on right temple.

12th. of April 2013. I got sleep perhaps three hours, although it is difficult to say exactly. When I woke up, I got a very strong pain on right temple of head. I tried to ease the pain by massaging my neck, with poor results. Later a whole right side of head, felt different than left one.

13th. of April 2013. Before I went to sleep, they caused some attacks with pain on right side of head.  I was able to ease pain by massaging my neck. It seems that vibration on neck stops the pain for a while. When I went to bed, they started a pain on right eye. I tried to shield the eye with my hand,  and by keeping the right side of  my face downside.

I got about five hours, or more sleep. After wakeup,   the pain on the right side of my head started to feel again, and again my left side of head felt different than the  right one.

14th. of April 2013. They tortured a whole night on right eye. I got sleep about four hours, I believe. The pain on right eye continued in the morning.

15th. of April 2013. The night was very much just torture. I stayed on bed over 12 hours, because I was afraid to go out, where I had even less possibility to shield myself. Still I got sleep only perhaps three hours. They used something they called “electric whip” to cause pain. I found that there is no way to shield my head effectively, even I stayed in bed. After a wakeup in morning, their torture continued even more painfull before it eased before noon.

16th. of April 2013. I got nearly normal sleep, but in the morning I woke a strong pain on my right eye. They were doing their series of exercise, that they for some unknown reason, call name “branch walking” . I tried to stop the pain with neodymium magnets of the right temple of my head, but it did not work. So I woke up and started massaging the right side of my head.  This worked, and they were very angry, because I disturbed their experiments. I reminded them, that they are criminals, and I am a victim of their crimes. I suggested, that if they want to continue such experiments, they do it for each other, or try to get some voluntary person for their human guinea pig.

17th. of April 2013. They got me into fast sleep before nine p.m. I got conscious about about half hour later, and all my muscles were trembling.

18th. of April 2013. I got a fast sleep after six p.m. After started a pain on buttock.

22nd. of April 2013. I got about five hours of sleep. But on night and morning, they heightened their verbal manipulation, with a very dangerous feeling pain on chest. I even thought for a while, that they tried to cause a heart attack on me.

23rd.  of April 2013. They awakened me, a couple of times during the night.  Still I got perhaps five hours of sleep, because I did not have to go to work. In the morning they caused a wound on left side front of head. It was open a whole morning, and they irritated it along with very strong verbal manipulation. Their explanation of wound is, that around skull is a liquid that shields brain for damage, and wound means that dry this liquid  for some small area, to get better into brains on this area.  I do not really believe, that they are able to dry liquid on head. Instead they are perhaps able to get some small area of liquid more conductive for their transmission.

25th of April 2013. They made a  wound on left side front of my head, in the morning.  My sleep was disturbed during the night, and I believe that I got sleep perhaps a little more than three hours. They tortured the  wound for a whole day. In evening they got me into fast sleep for several hours. When I became conscious, I had a very shaky feeling.

26th. of April 2013. I was awakened  during the night, but because I did not have to go to work, I believe that I got about five hours of sleep. Before seven p.m. they started a occasional very dangerous feeling pains on right temple of head. Later the pain became continuing, and very strong, I was not able to stop pain with massage, or other ways. This was perhaps the worst torture on this year. I felt that they wanted to delay putting my diary on net. So I made a decision to put this piece of diary on net, even unfinished, even if it is  my last move, and hope that I will get some sleep after.

On world news, the most interesting  news was Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez death. Venezuela has founded a scientific commission to find if CIA, or other comparable American Intelligence agency caused the cancer that killed their leader. Most of the mainstream media published the news about investigating commission without telling the background of the story, which gave impression of a bit  “paranoid” commission.

The background that mainstream media was silent, is that besides Hugo Chavez, also seven  other Latin American leftist leaders have also got cancer recently , former Argentine president, Nestor Kirchner (colon cancer) Brazil’s president Dilma Rousseff (lymphoma cancer), her predecessor Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva (throat cancer), Bolivian president, Evo Morales (nasal cancer) and Paraguayan president Fernando Lugo (lymphoma cancer). 

For other leftist leaders near USA,   who have killed by cancer recently, I would like to mention  Canada’s New Democratic Party leader Jack Layton, who  died of an undisclosed form of cancer in 2011.

There was a bit similar series of deaths of 40 microbiologist on time of Bush presidency, after antrax attack to Congress..

Yasser Arafat was killed by radioactive substance. However I believe that on Latin American killed politicians, do not have radioactive substance on their body. Rather the assassination was done example by special hand held dart-gun, that shoots very small frozen liquid darts, that melt in the blood of victim, without making any trace.

There is another piece of news, that could have a connection for these cancer deaths. On wikileaks documents  was found that United States Paraquay embassy was asked to provide DNA for all presidential canditates. Later Paraquay president Fernando Lugo got lymphoma cancer.

I do not believe that Venezuelan investigative commission finds any evidence whicht proves that  cancer was induced in Hugo Chaves.  Perhaps the  only way to find this kind of  assassinations  afterwards are statistical methods.


18th. of February  2013. They have tried to stop my writing, by keeping me in very tired condition.  What is new  from my last writing, is that Jesse Ventura has made a documentary about  mindcontrol victims , and a copy of it is on youtube.  The length of  documentary is over forty minutes. Some comments about it.

 - I had some correspondence with one of the victims, Harlan Girard, some years ago. His fight is nearly  as long as mine. I really hope  that criminals who torture him  get caught , and prosecuted,  in his lifetime.

    - In the documentary, one of the victims,  Ken Baker had "blackout" , lost his words from memory. This is a effect they can do. They do it for me, usually several times of day. There is also a more sophisticated technique, where whisperer "secretary" try to substitute the lost words with other expression.

    - In the documentary Jesse Ventura proved that location of victims is connected to location of Gwen towers. The answer of what type of transmission is used to torture these people, lies in the top of towers, where are government controlled equipments. In the future, the equipments are not only Gwen towers, but everywhere, which this short piece of film shows

    - In the documentary one of the insiders that  leaked , told a gryptic sectence "Everything old is new again". Io  would interpret it to point Nikolai Tesla's scalar transmission  technology

7th. of December 2012.  I put a new piece of diary on net. They did let me sleep perhaps hour on this night. The  new effect was a kind of shrinking feeling on head, that I could not shield, on which ever position I put my head.

13th. of December 2012.  Three or four last night have gone similar manner. They have awakened me several times, during the night, and tried to start talking. I have got something between three and five hours of sleep these nights, depending how aggressive they were , and how tired I had been. Daytime I they have tortured me mostly verbally, and sometimes they have blocked my memory so that I cannot remember some words, when I should say them, or doin ong some other similar “practical jokes”. which they have lot on their repertoire.

14th. of December 2012. It is difficult to say, how much I got sleep, on this night. I believe that  I slept about three hours. They caused a pain on right eye for a whole night, and much of the next day.

15th. of December 2012.  They awakened me several times during the night.  After five a.m., they did not let me  sleep. They used all kinds of pains  on back, -side, and back of my head, to  keep me awake. How ever , I believe that I got perhaps five hours of sleep, on eleven hours on bed.

17th. of December 2012.  I was awakened several times during the night.  I got sleep about two or three hours. Before I had shower in the morning, they started a pain on right temple, somewhere between right ear and right eye. The place was sore, even after the actual pain had diminished.

18th. of December 2012.  They awakened me at two a.m. , as often before. Apparently they had their “seminar” again. After awakening, they made sure, I would  not fall asleep again.    They kept me awake by  causing a strong itching on back of my head.  Later in the morning around five a.m. , they started a strong pain on right temple of head. The  verbal manipulation style for this “graveyard shift” is different than verbal manipulation style on group that works on daytime.   The strong pain on right side of head, continued over noon, and felt especially pad, when eating.

19th. of December 2012. Very unclear night. After I went to bed, half past nine p.m. , they caused a pain on left sole on my foot. They awakened me several times, I listened loud music for a whole night , to disturb their manipulation.  I got sleep about three hours. On next evening, 9.30 p.m. they started a strong pain on right temple of head. Actually pain was similar, than day before, except that it was stronger.

20th. of December 2012. I was awakened after one a.m. , and their style I found that they had planned to keep me awake rest of the night. I started to do with my computer some busy tasks I have to do my work. For unknown reason, they caused that I got a lot of odd smelling saliva, on my mouth.

I did my computer work until four a.m. After I went to sleep again. It is possible that I got sleep half our or so, so my sleep together on this night was something between two and three hours. I was very tired a whole day on work. Pain on my right temple of my head, started about quarter to nine p.m.

22nd. of December 2012.  I got away from pain on the right temple of head, by putting a strong neodymium magnet in the place that hurts.  Their revenge was verbal manipulation, pain on fingers, and occasional itching of head.

27th. of December 2012. Night was similar than  night before. They kept me awake, most of the night. I do not know how many hours I slept, but because I had holidays, I was able to sleep that long, that I do not feel sleepy myself. Itching on head started on evening, after six p.m. I was able to weaken it by putting liquid-filled refrigerator bag on my head. I had some difficulties, to stay on head while moving. Later they started also sticks under nails torture on left forefinger.

29th of December 2012. I cannot say how much I slept last night. My sleep was disturbed several times, and they tried to control my position, by causing pain, if I slept on position that they do not like my sleeping. However, because I did not have to go to work, I got some sleep. Daytime they did normal verbal manipulation, and some itching on head for me.

2nd. of January, 2013. My sleep was disturbed. They had again “seminar” last night.  They also threaded to kill me, and they did not let me sleep. Especially they were angry, because I put two neodymium magnets on side of my right eye, to disturb their “filming” of eye. I have developed technique where I can put two neodymium magnets easily over any place of my head. I use hood over my head and put another magnet under  fabric , and I fasten  it on place with second magnet  on other side of cloth. I got sleep about three hours, after wakeup the pain on right eye started. Pain continued a whole day and evening. On evening the pain was stronger than in morning. I also have a fatigue, although the room temperature is rather low.

4th. of January 2013. They tortured me nearly whole night. I believe that I was sometime asleep, but it is unclear how much  I got sleep. I used loud music on earphones, to resist their manipulation. This time they gave a new kind of deah threat: “Van will come and kill you”. On their speech I got an Idea, that they have a van equipped with some kind of electromagnetic weapon inside, that can cause a heart attack for person it is pointed. It is unclear if this works only with mind control victims, or is it a weapon that could be used to kill anybody.

During the night, they used a new kind of pain on neck. I believe that they manipulated some organs that I have on neck.

5th. of January 2013.  On last night  I had a worst torture for a while. They caused all kinds of pains, even a pain on sole of my foot. Absolutely worst was a pain on back, that kept me awake. These pains accompanied with verbal manipulation kept me awake. I believe that I slept two or three hours, although it is difficult to say exact amount. In daytime I had a mild pain on right eye.

6th. of January 2013.  I had a very strong pain on right eye, nearly whole night. It ended  little after, I put neodymium magnets over it. My sleep was disturbed, and they tried to control my sleeping position with pains. I do not know how much I slept. . On  evening, they caused a burning feel sole of my right foot. I believe that they got this  idea from another victims Lisa Beckers, torture  from Jesse Ventura documentary Lisa Becker  can get sleep just two hours, that is less than I get usually sleep.  We both use very similar settings on bed, to shield ourselves .

13th. of January 2013.  The last three or four night have gone about same way. They have awakened me several times, during the night.  Every time they had tried to start talking. I have got something between three and five  hours of sleep during the night. Daytime I have mostly got verbal manipulation. Often they have prevented me to recall some names from my memory, and some other practical jokes. Sometimes they start a headache, that I  usually try to shield with a cooler pack on my head.

14th. of January 2013. It is difficult to say, how much I got sleep that night, I believe it was about three hours. They awakened me five or six times, and there was a pain on right eye for a whole night. In the morning the pain on right eye continued, although weaker than night time.

15th. of January 2013. They awakened me several times, during the night. After five a.m. they did not let me sleep, but used all kinds of pains on side, and back and back of my head – to keep me awake. However I believe that I got about hour sleep after five a.m. So when I stayed on bed eleven hours, I got perhaps five hours of sleep together.

16th. of January 2013. They did  let me sleep about hour. After they awakened me, and did not let me sleep anymore. I was too tired to go to work, so I was home. They caused a very painful back pain as their revenge. After I  did not go out of bed, I got some sleep more. Perhaps all together I slept about three hours. Daytime I had some itching, that I shielded with a cooler pack on my head.

17th. January 2013. They kept me awake for most of the night, with backache, talk, and pains. I found that some peculiar way of speech, I heard about a year ago had gone. This means they change the perpetrators all the time. I imagine that they use me to train more new Finnish speaking people, to use their mind-reading- and manipulation equipment’s.

There were some itching on head on daytime, that I tried to shield with cooling bag on my head. On evening started a pain on buttock.

18th. of January 2013. They awakened me around one a.m. After they did not let me sleep. I got sleep about two hours. They used pain on back-, verbal manipulation- , and itching on head to keep me awake.

19th. of January 2013.  After nine p.m. they caused a strong pain on head, that I tried to get down with a cooling bag on my head, about hour later started a pain on buttock.

20th. of January 2013. A very strong pain on fight eye, started about six p.m. and continued even stronger   until next morning.

21st. of January. Start of the week torture.  I got sleep about two hours. After one a.m. I was not able to sleep. Pain on the right eye, continued until long in the morning.  When I massaged my neck, before I went to sleep, I found it was full of sore points. I believe that pain on the right eye, is some way connected these sore points on neck. Similarly I have a theory that pain on buttock is some way connected that they manipulate my bowel movement.

There was sticks under nails torture between  six and eight p.m.

22nd. of January 2013.  I was again awakened several times during the night. Similarly as earlier nights, they used pains to get me out of sleep. After four a.m. I did not get sleep at all. I believe that I slept about three hours. In the morning there were some  sticks under nails torture, and evening they caused itching on head, that I tried to shield with a freezer  gel pack. Pain on buttock started after nine p.m. as usually.

23rd. of January 2013. The night was very difficult. I believe that I slept two hours, or less. They used a kind of  electrical irritaation . I felt like a small current going through the backbone. This and other pains, were accompanied verbal manipulation, and manipulation of some body functions.

I tried to do this time a kind of mental shielding. I imagined, that I was feeding somebody with spoon. I got perhaps hour or two sleep, between four and six a.m.

I did not feel very tired whole day. I believe, that they caused this artificially.  On evening  about nine p.m. started itching on head , and pain on buttock, similarly as previous days.

24th. of January 2013. They kept me awake whole night. I was perhaps, a kind of half-asleep for a while, but I cannot remember, that I slept at all.  I was pretty sleepy, but I had to go to work.

25th. of January 2013. I went to sleep around ten p.m. I was awakened first time at half past eleven. After that, they awakened me several times, and kept awake, with pains, and other tricks. I believe that I got about hour sleep after three a.m. After four a.m. I did not get sleep. So if I count together sleep before midnight, and sleep after three,  I got sleep about two hours on this night.

27th. of January 2013.  I believe, that I got about five hours of continuous sleep.  In the morning they started verbal manipulation, that made me impossible to sleep. Daytime I got pains on different sides of body, mostly on afternoon. Between four and six they got me unconscious (fast sleep). When I awakened it, my head felt dizzy. On evening they caused itching, that I tried to calm down with elastic  refrigerator pag on my head.

28th. of January 2013. Start of the week torture. I was awakened several times, during the night. In together I got sleep perhaps two hours of this night. This time the pain on buttock started  in the morning, when it is usually starts on night, before I go to sleep. I believe that pain on buttock is just a side effect of something they do for me. There was also a ne w kind of repetitive voice attack, after nine a.m. on left ear. They use high frequency voices, and I did  not get meaning of the words.

29th. of January 2013.  Again I was awakened several times during the night. I believe that I got sleep three hours or less, during the night. In the morning again, there were a pain on buttock. This time pain on buttock started also before I went to bed. There were also pains here and there on head, in the evening. I tried to shield the pains with refrigerator packs and neodymium magnets, over the sore place.

30th. of January 2013. Again they awakened me several times during the night. They also used pains to get me awake. I slept about two or three hours, although it is difficult to say exact time.

1st. of February 2013. I got perhaps a little more that hour of sleep this night. After one a.m. , I did not sleep at all. I knew I would survive, because this is last workday on this week, and tomorrow I would stay on bed, until I  have slept.

3rd. of February 2013. I got about five hours of sleep. In their morning opening. we talked about brain damage.  They insisted that they cause only “chemical changes” on the brain.  And we talked is a permanent “chemical change” of brain, that is caused by outside forces, a brain damage.

9th. of February 2013. Strong itching on left side front of my head, after ten p.m.

11th. of February 2013. I got sleep about one hour. They caused all kinds of pains, to keep me awake. They have found sole of foot torture, from Jesse Ventura document, and they repeated it this night.  Sometimes after four a.m. they let me sleep a bit, but because I had to go to work, the amount of sleep was hour or so.

-On lunchtime ,they caused a fast sleep on library.

12th. of February . I was awakened several times, and always they tried to start verbal manipulation. I believe that I slept about three hours.

                             -twenty past seven Finnish time, I got morse code on my ears, strong and clear letters  CQ. This was repeated three times. This same was repeated five minutes later.  I tried to answer with my name (by thinking morse code) about ten minutes later.  No answer.

This is the second time , I get communication that is meaned  for somebody else. The previous was about fifteen years ago,  English speaking boat to land communication, father speaking on his relatives on somewhere.

There are several possibilities of cause this signal, one is simply my perpetrators joke. Other is someway broken radio equipments. I leave all the possibilities open.

13th. of February 2013. I got perhaps three hours of sleep. They awakened me several times and used pains to control my sleeping position. In the morning I found that they had opened a wound . on left side , front of my head.

14th of February 2013. They kept me awake for a whole night.  In the morning, I made a decision that I do not go to work, before I get some sleep. They let me sleep about hour. I went late to work.

17th. of February. Pain on right eye, however not that painful as before, because I have neodymium magnets around the eye.  I got about four or five hours of sleep. I have to put this writing out today, and correct it later, because I am afraid, they do not let me sleep otherwise.

There is a new story about  scalar waves. . For this story I found ,. iteresting is the readers contribution  about finding, after actual story.  Some people thing, that because some of the material  found on Internet about scalar waves, is not reliable, the whole scalar waves do not exist.


 

Sixth .of December 2012.  I wrote my previous piece of diary  in 19th. of September. Since then I have added on my criminal human experiments links page , a new link about spraying radioactive substance in St. Louis . The testing caused cancer and several deaths.  Causing death is  a crime that never became old. So there are people who planned the crime, people who  made possible funding of  the crime, and people who did the actual spraying the poison.

On better quality democratic countries than United States, the  government would investigate these kind of crimes, and start legal actions to prosecute those people responsible planning and executing poisoning of people, with radioactive substance. Army would  compensate for those that have relatives killed, and wounded.

These victims of nuclear experiment were mostly low income people. They belong this 47 % who – According Mitt Romney - do not pay taxes, and so  he , will not worry their lives.  Mitt Romney is not the only person in Congress and Senate who thinks this way. Army is only tool that execute policy of governing parties.  Because politicians do not worry low income and colored people rights or lives , army was able  to  commit  criminal (sometimes  terminal)  experiments with them, without getting prosecuted for crimes.

 Actually these  dangerous nuclear substance spraying  experiment that army did with low income people  would have done for monkeys, or other primates.  but (as one  perpetrators  explained army attitude) ”Monkeys are expensive, and difficult to get. People do not cost anything, and are easy to get”. He is right, army did not pay compensation anybody who got cancer.after experiments.

These experiments became public by accident, after over 50 years. What is happening now, one would find example from  pages of Freedom of Covert Harassment and Surveillance organization . These people have done everything possible, to get Congressmen, President, and Senate to investigate the electronic harassment.

What perhaps will happen, is that sometimes around 2050 -  when  most of the victims of these crimes are death, and cannot claim anything -  somewhere will  pop up documents, that show that Army, CIA, or other comparable organization, had done experiments for electronic manipulation and harassment with civil population.

Hard of hearing problem of United States congress and senate is not new. It did take 38 years for United States gongress to find that closing Japan origin United States citizen  for  concentration camps in 1942  was wrong and illegal. Interesting is ,that also majority of United States media, found this crime only  after 38 years, when most of people whose citizen rights were violated were not alive anymore.

Army and CIA experiments have not stayed  inside the borders  of United States, but secret experiments are sprayed around the world.  One of my perpetrators put it “whole world is our zoo”. This link is about CIA LSD experiment in France. 

 

21st. of September. I got about three hours of sleep. I did  not sleep after three a.m. They started their verbal manipulation, and later pain on right eye, that kept me awake.

22nd. of September. I got awakened several times, first  time around  one a.m.   Around six a.m. they started a  very strong pain on right eye.  I had to wake up. The pain ended in the morning about ten a.m. Rest of the day was normal itching and verbal manipulation.

23rd. of September.  I got about five hours of sleep.  After they started a strong pain on right eye, with verbal manipulation, and I could not sleep anymore.  Pain on the right eye continued for afternoon, although it was not that strong  on end.

24th. of September.  I was awakened first time around one a. m. and later about three a.m. After they did not let me sleep. Again they caused a pain on right eye, to keep me awake.

25th. of September. They awakened me first time around one a.m. They caused a need to go to toaled.  They did a same trick day before, and I believed it was a false alarm, so I did nothing.  Because of their trick did not work, they started all kind of pains and verbal manipulation, and also caused that I did not feel sleepy. sometime between two and three a.m. thy started a heavy pain on right eye, which continued in morning.

26th of September.  I went to sleep early, after eight p.m.  I was first awakened after ten p.m., and after that one a.m. and three a.m. Every the time they awakened me , they tried to start talking, but this time there were less itching and pains than before.   After three a.m. I did not get sleep. anymore. I slept about four hours.

27th. of September.  I was awakened perhaps five or six times at night. Every time they tried to start talking, while I was partly asleep. I got about three hours of sleep.

28th. of September. I was awakened on midnight, after two hours of sleep. I did not get sleep after.  On afternoon, I had a weak pain on right eye, and sticks under nails torture on left forefinger. I also had continuous hissing sound  on my ears.

30th. of September. I got about five hours of sleep, by staying eight hours in bed. They started talk every time, they awakened me. Daytime was  mostly verbal manipulation. On evening they started to cause itching on my head, that forced to me shield my head  with refrigeration back.  Later started a pain on buttock.

1st.  of October.  They kept me awake whole night until seven a.m. However, because I had holidays, I was able to sleep long. I awakened after noon, and got about normal sleep.

4th.  of October.  Night was similar than couple of nights before. I was awakened several times and every time they tried to start talking, with variable success. Because I had not have to go to work, I was able to sleep about five hours, although it is difficult to say exact hours. Day went with some itching on head, and with more or less aggressive verbal manipulation. Evening after eight p.m. they  started a pain on right temple of my head, that continued  long on night.

5th. of October. Pain on the right temple, became pain on right eye after midnight. Pain continued rather strong whole night and morning, and ended on afternoon.  However I got about five hours of sleep.

6th. of October. Before I went to sleep, they warned that they “will burn some fat from me” . Night started with itching on both side of head. Later they caused all kinds of burning sensations, around my body. I felt also, that my breath went different than usual. I was afraid that they damaged my lungs, or other organs.

The burning sensations continued several hours, but I stayed on bed, because there my head was someway shielded there, and I did not expose it for perpetrators. It is very difficult to say how much I slept, perhaps three hours, but I stayed on bed eleven hours. This was perhaps worst torture for a couple of months.

8th. of November.  Start of the week torture.  I did not get sleep at all. If I got any sleep, I was a kind of half-sleep, perhaps hour.  In the  morning around nine a.m they started  a very dangerous feeling pain on right temple of my head. Pain ended before noon.

9th. of October.   I was awakened  several times on night. However, because I went to sleep early, I got about five hours of  sleep. In the morning they caused some dangerous feeling pains on right temple or my head. These pain ended after a couple of hours.

10th. of October.   I was awakened around two o’clock a.m. After  I did not get sleep. They used a pain on left foot, among other things, to keep me awake. I got sleep about three hours or less on that night.  On evening  after eight p.m.  they started again a pain on right temple of my head. The pain continued several hours.

11th. of  October.  I got sleep about two hours. They awakened me after midnight, and did not let me sleep after that. On noon they  started a pain on right temple of my head. The pain continued for long on evening.

12th. of October.  I went to bed early. They let me sleep, about hour or two, and then awakened me, and started manipulation. They manipulated me about three hours, so that I did not get sleep. After that I started to listen music very loud, and put neodymium magnets over all the places they started itching. Normally person could not sleep for that loud music, but I have learned that , when I am very tired condition, because of their sleep deprivation, listening loud music from earphones helps to get sleep.  It someway disturbs their sleep deprivation, and makes me possible to catch sleep, when I am very tired. Covering with Neodymium magnets, the  place that is itching, helps after a while - usually after ten minutes. I got couple of hours more sleep on this night, so I slept about three hours for a whole night.

14th. of October. This night they awakened me around one a.m. and kept awake until four a.m. However with help of  music, I was able to sleep after six about eight a.m. and got about five hours of sleep. On daytime they used strong itching on head, and I had to massage my  neck. The evening was more peaceful, they did mostly verbal manipulation.

15th. of October.  Start of the week torture. I got sleep about half hour. After they kept me awake rest of the night. On afternoon quarter to five p.m. they caused a continuous whistling sound on right ear, that continued about thirty seconds.

16th. of October. They kept me awake whole night until four or five a.m. and then let me sleep about hour. Because the night went unclear, there is a possibility, that I had short sleeps before. I had a kind of dry throat after this one hour sleep. Later started itching on head.

17th. of October. I was awakened first time before midnight, and they kept me awake until about five a.m. After I got about hour sleep, before I had to go to work.  I got about three hours of sleep a whole night.

18th. of October. I went to sleep half past nine. I was awakened several times, and after four a.m. I did not get  sleep at all. I believe, that I got about three hours of sleep.

19th. of October. I was awakened two or three times on night. Every time they made more or less aggressive try to start talking. Also after second piece of sleep, they caused me a dry throat. Actually I got several, more than hour periods of sleep, so I believe that I slept about five hours. On daytime, they mostly did verbal manipulation, with  some itching on head. There was also a pain on back, and pain on buttock for once a while.

20th. of October. Night was similar than night before.  After five, they did  not let me sleep. In the morning they did very aggressive verbal manipulation, before I got up from bed, around ten a.m.  Daytime was normal itching and verbal manipulation. On  evening around six p.m. they started a new kind of pain on both eye. After I shielded my head, it eased a bit, but their revenge was a pain on buttock.

21st. of October. Pain that started last night on both eyes, continued on right eye until morning. After two a.m. they also started a pain on buttock. Before I went to sleep, they threaded  “Barber will come on next night and shave your head bald”. I got about five hours of sleep, on ten hours I was on bed. In the morning they caused also a new kind of pain on right temple of head. It was a kind of sharp pain, when pain on right temple is usually dull. This was accompanied with verbal manipulation. I believe that manipulation was used to check my condition from my feedback. In the morning I found that many small things, that do not usually disturb my mind, got me angry. So I believe that they can control my emotions, and they did something that got me angry mood. Pain on the right temple continued rather strong until next night.

22nd. of October. I slept about three hours. Pain on right eye, continued for a whole night. I had also a sore  neck in the morning, that I tried to massage out. In the morning, pain on right temple continued, and felt especially when eating something. After noon, they tried to start repetitive voices . On evening was strong itching on left side on  front of my head, and also a pain on buttock started after nine p.m.

23rd. of October. I slept perhaps two hours. It is very difficult to say exact amount. They awakened me several times, and a whole night went unclear. Daytime , they caused that I can not remember one person name.  Later on they told me that name. So they can prevent me to recalling something from my memory. They can receive my recalling , but they can block it before it comes to me.

24th. of October. Last night, they awakened me around one a.m. and kept me awake several hours. In the morning they let me sleep perhaps one hour more. Together about four hours.

25th. of October. I went to sleep about ten p.m. I was first time awakened half past eleven. Rest of the night went unclear. After four a.m.  I did not sleep at all. In the morning started also a pain on right temple of my head. I believe I got sleep about four hours, although it is difficult to say. They are continuously interfering my thinking, and giving their own opinion about it. Later in the morning  around half past seven, started a pain on left side for back of my head.

29th. of October. I was awakened after three a.m. After I did not get sleep. Their “seminar” as they call them, was hour late. I am thinking, that seminars do not usually start three a.m. so my theory is that actual control centre is somewhere in the American soil, and it is transmitted here in Europe, perhaps via internet or or similar way, and actual transmitters and receivers, that are used to torture me , are somewhere near. On their speech I have got picture that it is a boat on sea, in  International waters, and sometimes on island.

I got sleep about four hours. So I am perhaps just a human guinea pig they used to teach torture and manipulation with these new equipment somewhere in School of Americas type military institution.

School of Americas used homeless people as human  guinea pigs  to teach torture. Some better quality democratic country, police had arrested teachers who used homeless as guinea pigs for torture demonstrations. This did not happen in School of Americas . Instead local police supplied the school for homeless people, to use for school torture demonstration for electric shocks and other torture techniques.  Homeless  people did not get  compensation for their suffering, and teachers of torture were not prosecuted, for  their crimes against humanity.

Because  I am  on other side of world it is easier for teacher  to demonstrate use of this new machine without fear that their student on some day will meet me on street.

30th. of October. I got about four hours of sleep last night.  They awakened me after two a.m. They are continuing their “seminars” , this time their usual time. I used loud music to resist their manipulation, and I tried to also concentrate visual pictures on my mind. It is possible that I slept one hour sometime after two a.m. , but I am not sure.

31st. of October. I believe that I did not sleep at all.  If I slept, is was about hour or so. Beside on verbal manipulation and itching on head, they used a pain on left foot, to keep me awake. In the morning was a dangerous feeling pain on front, left side of head.

1st. of November. They kept me awake until three a.m.  I listened loud music for a whole night, to shield from their verbal manipulation, so the night went unclear and I do not know exactly, how much I slept. I believe it was about two hours.

3rd. of November.  I was awakened several times. I believe that after four a.m. I did not get sleep. I got perhaps three hours of sleep on night. In the evening was some itching on head, and pain on buttock. I shielded my ears, with neodymium magnets on ear-channel. This caused continuous tinning on ears.

4th. of November. Night went well, I got about five hours of sleep, and no pain on right eye, that is usual on Saturday night after sauna.  In the evening , after half past seven p.m. they started pain on right eye, and pain on buttock. These became perhaps stronger than ever. They also started a hissing sound on ears.  Later after ten p.m. There were also pain on neck, and feeling hot, although the room temperature is under 21 celcius. I found also that I made a lot of typing errors when typing notes.

5th. of November. This night I had perhaps the worst torture on  this year. They caused a very strong pain on my right eye.  They called it for “fundus-filming”, that they demonstrate on “seminar”, that their  must keep, whatever happens. This happened same time as “seminars” start, usually after two o’clock a.m.

They threaded that when I am not useful for them anymore, they will give me “cancer medicine” that cause a cancer which will end my life. This was a  first their this kind of threat to kill me. Usually they threat me with heart attack.

6th. of November.  I got about two hours of sleep. I had to wake up early, because I went to Helsinki. On Helsinki I got a kind of shrinking feeling on my head, that ended after a while. Verbal manipulation continued for a whole day. After eleven p.m. I got a sharp shooting pain on right temple, and later a pain on buttock.

8th. of November. I got sleep until three a.m. After they wake me up, they did not let me to fall asleep.´They caused itching on head, and in the morning, pain on right temple of my head. The pain was different than usual, a kind of sore wound like feeling. Actually my head was sore  until afternoon. They threaded to kill me , if I continue my diary publishing.

12th. of November. They awakened me after one a.m. After they did not let me sleep. I slept about two hours.

13th. of November. I got about one hour of sleep. Actually it is difficult to say exact amount. They caused all kinds of pains, to keep me awake for a  whole night.  In the morning, they got me in condition, which I could not sleep, even that I did not have any pains. In their talk they told, that sleepiness is important to get out old sruff that brains have, and fill it with new information. This would be true, or then it is not. Being sleepy invalidate victims ability to defend himself from manipulation.

15th. of November.  I was awakened about three o’clock a.m. After they started a very heavy verbal manipulation, that continued long in the morning. I got about four hours of sleep.

17th. of November. I was awakened several times, they kept me nearly whole night without sleep. Because I was able to sleep long in the morning, I got about three hours of sleep. The morning was quite peacefull, but in the afternoon they started strong itching on head.

19th. of November.  Start of the week torture . I got about two hours of sleep. I was awakened after two a.m. This was when their “seminar” started..  This time I decided to disturb their seminar different way  –  I wake up instead that I had tried to sleep. I had to wake up any way five a.m.  to work a , and I was sure they do not let me sleep for a couple of hours,

20th. of November. I was awakened several times during the night.  I had very dangerous feeling sharp pains on head at sometimes on night. After three a.m. they did not let me sleep.  I got sleep about three hours.

21st. – 23rd.  of November. These were very similar nights than 20th. of  November, exception of sharp pain. I was awakened several times during the night, and I got about three hours of sleep.

25th. of November. Whole night they caused a pain on right eye. It was weaker when going to bed , but very strong in morning. However I was able to sleep nearly normal amount. On afternoon the pain spread for entire right side of my head.  The pain continued for night, although weak. On evening started also a pain on buttock.

26th. of November. Start of the week torture I believe that I got sleep for about two hours. They had some interesting details on their talk, although I have to count also a possibility, that they  made  these details just on purpose to mislead me. The other detail is that everybody is manipulated until they are in condition, that they can not represent themselves, but need somebody to represent their interest.

The Oher interesting detail was that hovercraft will take them out, after their work-period ends. This points that they are on island, or similar place, where is difficult to get.

Twenty to ten a.m.  a heavy pain on right temple of my head, started again.

27th. of November. I got sleep about two hours for this night. After two a.m.  they awakened me because of “seminar” where they apparently demonstrated their equipment’s, with my head. I tried to not give any feedback for their actions. Their response was an aggressive itching on  my head, and thread that they will “iron” my head tomorrow. I did not get any sleep after two a.m.

On the afternoon,  there were some occasional, very dangerous feeling pains, on left temple of my head.

28th. of November. Last night they apparently did this “ironing” of my head. They kept me awake for a whole night, and caused all kinds of pain, and kept aggressive talking. The room temperature was under 20 celcius, but still I felt hot. At two a.m. , they did something that caused a fuzzy feeling for a while. They told that they have partly  invalidated my voice box (larynx), and I will have some trouble to recall words and memories for a while.

After six a.m. I got about hour sleep. On daytime I had some general headache, pain on right eye, and pain about two centimeter back of right eye. There was a kind of pain on both eye, but it could be just cause, that I was very tired.

29th. of November. They kept me awake whole night, until around five  a.m.  After they let me sleep about two hours. In the morning I had a pain on right eye, that eased for a while.

On the whole week, I have slept under ten hours. I remember Eleanor White who has substituted sleep for  lying  flat wide awake but relaxed .  She has done it for years, and is still alive. I have also found that even  they have kept me several days with minimal sleep so that I do not feel extremely sleepy.  I believe that they are developing a new  electronic “fast” version for  sleep. It would be a great advantage for military and business, if eight hours natural sleep could be substituted example for ten minutes “electronic sleep”.

Very strong pain, on my right temple on my head started after nine p.m.

30th. of November. Pain on right temple on my head started on afternoon ten to four, and lasted several hours.

1st. of December. I believe that I slept about five hours on last night. I did not feel very sleepy, but I knew they would cause it. They used sharp pains that felt like burning, for sole of feet and hands. This in addition of their usual  things to keep me awake. The verbal talk went one side to other. I believe that they simply tried to do big  “play” to keep me awake. They promised me for ten million dollar for compensation.  Couple of hours later they threaded to torture me until my death and bring some flowers on my grave.

2nd. of December. Before I went to sleep yesterday, they caused a really heavy pain on buttock. It was so painful, I had difficulties to seat.  I got about normal sleep. In the morning started a strong pain on right eye. It continued about hour after wakeup. On afternoon started again pain on buttock.

3rd. of December. I was bed on 12 hours. How much I got sleep is difficult to say. I was asleep sometime. I even wakeup from dream, and I do not feel sleepy now. They disturbed my sleep for a long time, and I had to start listen music loud to get sleep. They caused a burning effect on other foot. If I moved the leg, the burning effect followed, exactly same place as before. When I put other to cover the place where the burning feeling was, the effect went milder. So they can someway stick  the burning feeling on specific place on foot, and moving foot only cause couple of seconds break for burning. 

6th of December. They kept me awake whole night. I was on my left side, and they wanted to turn me on right side, so that right side of my head is up. They caused pains on left side of body, similar than  pain on buttock, but this time on side. I believe they did it by controlling  blood circulation. I did not change my position, although it was painful to lay on left side. They told me that they do not go away before I change to sleep other side, and caused all kind of itching on head. I kept my position, and started loud music on earphones. I do not know how long they waited, but I slept until noon. It was possible because it was  Finnish independence day, and I did not have to go to work.

I am planning to put a new piece of diary on Internet. I know that when  a new output it is near, they go very aggressive, and I do not get sleep.  So I will again put it in half finish, and check spelling mistakes and other faults later,  after I have had a  proper sleep.

I expressed  in diary 22  of July, 2012  ,  my opinion that the electrical  signal transmission used to manipulate me and other victims, is  a type of  scalar wave transmission. I have found that some people do not believe, that there are such things as scalar waves, because of physics textbooks do not mention scalar waves.

Konstantin Meyl sells kit for experimenters, that makes possible  for everybody personally find out, that scalar waves  indeed exist also on reality, and is not pseudoscience. After all it is not what  in  textbooks  is written  -  but  possibility to repeat experiments and get similar results,  that  count  in physics , what is real  and what is not.

Perhaps reason that textbook do  not speak scalar waves is   is similar blackout  in media than was  before the first atomic bomb explosion  in nuclear physics.  . I am sure that also this “mind control  atomic bomb” will come  to  public knowledge sooner or later, and  our view of  world is a bit different  after that explosion.


19th.  of September 2012.   I wrote  my previous piece of diary on 22nd. of  July. Since that, I have added a couple of links in my Alternative history pages on page about  CIA and Illegal drug trafficking .The links  are  about CIA and Mexican drug rate. One  link is for  Aljazeera article, that speaks about Mexican officer who claims that CIA manages Mexican drug trade. The other is operation Fast and Furious Smuggling firearms and ammunition for criminals in Mexico. One of these guns were used to kill Customs and Border Protection agent Brian Terry.

One cannot be sure if CIA is an  intelligence organization, that has also some organized crime functions - or part of organized crime, which has also some intelligence functions. Operations like Operation Gladio, which includes several False Flag operation massacres, show that organization has no moral dimension on its acts.  Edward Schooling open letter shows the same thing.

I have added also link for Operation midnight  Climax , where CIA gave people LSD without their knowledge, and observed their behaviour after.

 Operation midnight  Climax  , and Bush  ordered waterboard-torture cases have some similarities.  For both cases public prosecutor did not  prosecute people who were quilty  these crimes

 Some more civilized country than USA,  those who gave LSD for people without their knowledge, would have prosecuted  for poisoning  , and police would have tracked the victims of their crime to find if they had any  possible permanent  damage for LSD- poisoning, and to make them able to claim compensation. Similarly  waterboarding case  Bush and people who did waterboarding , would have prosecuted .

CIA is not legally permitted, to commit such crimes as poisoning people with LSD, but  the legal machinery from  police to public prosecutor,  refuse to prosecute CIA for these crimes. Similarly former president Bush violated law and international agreements by permitting  torture of people who were suspected  terrorist. President is not permitted for ordering torture but , legal machinery from  police to public prosecutor refuse to prosecute president Bush  for these crimes.

Operation Midnight Climax ended 1965.  President Bush who permitted waterboarding ,  torture, left  his seat 2009.  Between these two  public documented crimes -that I mentioned as an example -  there  is a large pile, less publicized crimes,and  human  rights violations which United States security forces have committed. Police usually  refuses to investigate, and  public prosecutor  refuses to prosecute these crimes. Actually most of  investigations  - where party which  has  majority of seats, do not want to get prosecuted – are   simply stopped.

This is not a proper civilized way to govern democratic  country.  People are not equal before the law.  People who were poisoned with LSD, did not get protection of law, and people who poisoned them did not get punishment for their crimes.

My opinion is that,  if Congress and senate  want to give president  right  to order torture of people by waterboarding , it should make law that permits  president to order torture. Now  law is simply ignored without punishment.

Similarly if Congress and senate    want to give CIA right to poison people with LSD, or commit other comparable illegal human experiments  - they should make law that  gives CIA such rights. People would give their representative their opinion these  decisions, on the  election day.

24th. of July. I got sleep about two hours. The whole night went unclear. I had to listen music  with high volume, before I got sleep.

On afternoon, while I was driving home, they started a very heavy verbal manipulation. “You are target on next day shooting practices” they threatened. After my body started trembling, and continued trembling on evening.

25th. of July. They awakened me during the night, at least five times. I believe that I got sleep perhaps three hours. After they started their “shooting” practices. It was about piercing  repetitive voice on left ear. I tried to block the voice with neodymium magnets on ear channel. It has worked before in similar situations, but this time it did not work as well as before. I believe that they have developed their machine so that it can pierce trough the magnet. On the end I had a tinning left ear.  They started a pain on right temple of my head. Pain continued  long on afternoon.

26th. of July. I was awakened several times at night. After three a.m. I did not get sleep at all. In the morning started again in right temple of head. It continued on noon, and later became pain on right eye.

27th. of July. I went to sleep with strong pain on right eye. Because I was tired ,  I got about four hours of sleep, and was awakened after three a.m. Pain on right eye continued.  In the morning , quarter to eleven, they caused a fast sleep. I had a little shaking  and trembling after I   awakened. In the afternoon they tried a couple of times repetitive voices.

28th. of July. I got about two or three hours of sleep, last night. I was awakened after midnight. After they started verbal manipulation, and later a very strong pain on right eye, that continued until morning. On daytime there was normal verbal manipulation, and a weak pain on right eye.

31st. of July. I was awakened at least three times last night. Because I had slept only three hours on night before, I was able to catch sleep again, and I believe I slept five hours. After awakening I had a dry throat.

On evening they cause pain on buttock, and made my sitting painful.

1st. of  August. I got sleep about three hours. I was awakened first time after midnight, and then several  times. After four a.m. I did not get sleep. When I went to work, they caused several  fast sleeps  before lunch, and a mild continuing pain on right eye.

2nd. of August. Very similar night than night before. I was awakened first time before midnight, and then several times after that.  After four a.m. they did not let me asleep.  I got sleep about three or four hours. Daytime was normal verbal manipulation, one try for repetitive voice , and a couple of sudden sharp pains on middle of my head.

4th. of August. Again, last night they awakened me after four a.m. After I did not get really sleep, althought I stayed on bed until nine, because I did not have to go to work. Daytime I had normal verbal manipulation, and some fast sleeps,  on afternoon, which after I has dizzy feeling.  On evening they started pain on right eye, because they know I had sauna, and  they some  way benefit  for hight temperature. Actually  this is my theory why they start pain on right eye hour before I have to go  to sauna. 

5th. of August.  I got sleep about five hours. The pain on right was continuing on morning. On wakeup I found a piercing pain  on left ear, that was upside while I was sleeping, because of some reason, I did not sleep on position I have used to. I turned the ear down. and it started tinning, that continued for noon. They started a very aggressive try for verbal manipulation, that I shielded with Morse code . The perpetrators told that they are leaving, and there is a new group coming. This made me think that I am a person they use to train their people to manipulate more important Finnish-speaking people. In the morning they told me also, that my blood has radioactive thorium as marking chemical. This would be even true, but this and other similar situation, I always ask for myself, why they try to get me to believe, that I have radioactive thorium on my blood. I also ask, if I really had thorium on my blood, why they tell me that,secret. It is not impossible to check if this is true.  So I believe that the true purpose of story was to get me look paranoid, and try to get my blood tested, for possible thorium. Other  possible purpose was to get me out of sleeping state, by getting me afraid.

6th.  of August. I slept bad last night. I was awake for long times, and after four a.m. I did not sleep at all. I believe I slept about three hours. On afternoon and evening there were numerous occasions stick under nails torture on left hand fingers. Other ways I  there were ordinary verbal manipulations,  with some pain and itching here and there, and also pain on buttock starting  on evening. 

7th. of August. I was again awakened several times last night. They used pains on similar way than night before, to prevent me get asleep again. However  I got short piece of sleep on start, and another short piece,  after five a.m.  So on eleven hours on bed, I got perhaps four hours of sleep. In the morning, I had normal itching on the head, with aggressive verbal manipulation. Later on afternoon they caused a pain on right side front of my head, that later became rather strong  pain on right eye. Quarter to two p.m. I got also sticks under nails torture. 

9th. of August.  On twelve hours of bed, I got perhaps five hours of sleep. On start when I went ot bed, they caused a strong pain on right eye. I covered it with my hand and a waterback. Later they awakened me, and started verbal manipulation and caused a lso coughing and all kinds of pains. I shielded myself as well as I could, and perhaps I was a kind of half-sleep for a while, but  I did not feel that I was fully unconscious..

Before I got c-pap machine, their work was easy because I was tired condition naturally. I believe that they purposely invalidated me way  that I got sleep-apnea. My  sleep-apnea made their work, to keep me sleepy easier. After I got -cpap machine, they have to keep me sleepy condition artificially.

10th. of August.  They awakened me several times. After five a.m. They started very strong repetitive voices on left ear. I shielded it with white noise. The white noise was not very good shield, and the repetitive voice went also through the waterbacks , I used shielding.  Finally I got the voice weaker, by putting my head down, so that my left ear was toward the ground. I slept between four and five hours this  night.

I have found that my ability to recall some things, are sometimes wiped out. The perpetrators speak “libraries”  which they can disconnect, when they want. They have told that my working memory is put for minimum. They try to find where in memory is human sense what is right and what is wrong, what is good and what is evil, by disabling different part of memory. For them this sense is problematic for many ways, althought they themselves do not seem to have problem with this sense.

In the evening half past nine I had pain on buttock and some itching, in addition of verbal manipulation. 

11th. of August. When I went to bed, pain on the buttock continued, but I got about five hours of sleep. After they started a very aggressive verbal manipulation that continued  afternoon. On their verbal manipulation, their usual subject is to forecast if I “win” or if I “loose”   and they “win”. I try to change their subject  on form if I get them jail for crimes against humanity, or not.  They do not like very much on this form. They prefer handle their crimes as some kind of game, where they can win or lose.

About seven p.m.  they started a strong attack on left temple. I felt they had some way disturbed my bloodflow on there. I got it end, by massaging my neck and putting more shield on side of left eye, where the  pain felt.

12th. of August. I got five or six hours of sleep, although I was awakened several times. In the morning they threaded  that  “Your life would end also”. This was accompanied with a sudden pain on heart (chest left side).  

13th. of August. I got about three hours of sleep. I was awakened several times. I remember that I was awakened after two a.m.  and after three a.m. which after I did not get sleep.  In the morning I got several try for repetitive voices on left ear, and later when I woke up several try for forced speech, which I cut fast, when I found it.

15th. of August. Day was very similar than day before. I I was awakened a couple of times, but I got about five hours of sleep.  14th. of August , I had some fast sleeps, but no  15th. Instead some pain on head,  back on left side. Some try for forced speech I had for both days .

16th. of August.  I was awakened for several times on night. They tried to start conversation, and verbal manipulation.  I started loud music on earphones, and I was able to catch sleep again. After four a.m. I did not get sleep. I got sleep about four hours.

17th. of August. I was awakened several times on night. Fist time half past eleven. I got sleep about three hours. In the afternoon they verbally disturbed my working. They threaded that they have got a new “cannon”, and will try it next night.

18th. of August.  Apparently they tested their new “cannon”. I am not sure, how much I slept – perhaps two hours. Their new device can  cause a pain on neck, even if there is about thirty centimeters water below the neck, and neck shows down. In the morning and noon, there were occasional sharp pains on left side of head, and whole time left side of head felt different  than the right one. The pain on left temple started new time on afternoon, and continued several hours. pain helps for a while , while eating, I believe this has something to do with muscle movements.

I have  found that my coordination of movements, has gone worse last months. I broke a glass again on quarter to eight this evening.

19th. of August. last night they started a pain on right eye. I got sleep about three hours, and woke up, when my whole right side of head felt painful. I had slept right side up.  I turned other side, and started white noise on my earphones, to resist their manipulation. They started repetitive voices on left ear, and this way tried to get me turn on other side. I did not turn other side but instead I put neodymium magnet  over ear, as a shield. I went asleep, and when I awakened , a couple of hours later, right side of head felt even more painful. I turned other side asleep, and they used it to “shoot” right side.  On afternoon, the pain on right eye is eased, but still right side of head felt different that left one.

20th. of August.  Start of the week torture. I did not sleep at all.  In addition of verbal manipulation, they used all kinds of pains, repetitive voices, and their trick, that some unknown way cause that I did not feel tired. They threaded that in next night I will learn what is the real torture, and suggested, that if I keep my head calm, I will survive with only some wounds.

On afternoon ten to five p.m., they caused a sharp pain on center of the head. later on twenty past six p.m.  they caused , a strong pain on stomach, after I  thought publicizing a link for CIA-old midnight climax operation. later around nine p.m.  came some itching on center on the head. I have a theory that itching is side-effect  when they try to read my mind.

21st. of August.  I went to sleep before ten p.m. There were some fighting with sleeping  position, but  I got sleep. I was awakened around two a.m., and after I did not get sleep. I slept about  three or four hours.22nd. of August. I was awakened first time around midnight. After I was awakened several times, and they tried to start talking after every time I was awakened. I believe, that I got sleep about four hours. There was a pain on right eye, that continued in morning. They told me at night, that next experiments my liver is in danger.

23rd. of August. Until three a.m. I did not get sleep. They kept verbal manipulation, and caused that I did not feel sleepy. After three a.m. I got some sleep, and also  dream , that I am not sure, if it was natural dream, or something they had engineered. In the dream three men came my house, and did not go out, even that I asked them to go out. After I awakened , they told me that they continue my manipulation for security reasons, and suggested that I buy security camera, just to make sure, this kind of problems do not occur in reality, and also that “ghost” do not go roof on nighttime. So even if my dream perhaps was “natural” , they knew what my dream was.

In the morning started pain on right eye, and continued  next evening.

24th. of August.  I was awakened before midnight, and after midnight for several times. After four a.m. they did not let me sleep. I got sleep about three hours. In the morning  they started pain on right eye. On café, before nine a.m. they caused forced speech and they got couple of sentences out, before I understand to stop it. Actually they cause forced speech daily, but usually only when I am alone. I  can stop it after sentence or two. 

25th. of August. Last night they caused me extreme tiredness after seven p.m. I was too tired to massage my neck, that I usually do before going sleep. I went to sleep.  After going to sleep, they tried to turn fast my tiredness off, but I got some sleep after eight.  After midnight they awakened me first time, but I got a couple of hours more sleep, and wake up half past  three a.m. I slept perhaps five hours.

In the night pain on right eye started before I went to sauna. They someway benefit for hot temperature on sauna with their eye experiment. Actually  this my theory , other possibility is that sauna is a danger for their eye experiments.

26th. of August. Pain on right eye continued after sauna, but ended sometime on night, but started again in the morning, and ended sometime daytime.  I got sleep about four hour. Daytime I had normal itching on head, and verbal manipulation, as usual. Evening I had a pain on buttock, that also happen, if not every day, at least each other day.

27th. of August. I got about normal sleep. Daytime was normal verbal manipulation, forced speech and some itching on head.  In addition of this they caused  couple of fast sleeps.

28th of August.  I got sleep about three hours. After one a.m. they started torture with verbal manipulation, and itching on head. Later started repetitive voices on right ear, and when I turned to sleep other side they started repetitive voices on left ear. I did not get sleep after one  a.m.

29th. of August.  On last night I was awakened first time half hour before midnight. Later I was awakened several times, and all times they tried to start talking. After four a.m.  I did not get sleep. I slept about four hours.  On addition of usual daytime torture, I got pain on center of my head on half past five p.m.

1st. of September.  I was awakened a couple of times at night, but I was able to get about five hours of sleep. After five a.m. they did not let me sleep, but used pains itching and verbal manipulation, to keep me awake. In the morning and evening, they caused a pain on right eye. It was different than usual this time.  The pain was outside corner of eye, and did not feel that hard than earlier. They told me that they do not have that much pain for me than before, and called my “treatment” for terminal care. So I have to all times be afraid, that they will kill me , one  way or other.

In the evening ten to six, pain on the right eye started. Half past seven pain on right eye, became ordinary strong pain, I started to feel hot, although room temperature had not risen (19,5 Celsius). Later the hot feeling came to neck, and also pain on buttock started.

2nd. of September.  On night, I had strongest pain on right eye, for  a long time. The pain continued  whole night, but I was able to get some sleep on morning. I believe I slept five hours, although it si difficult to say. They talk very much on some points on my next piece of diary. I am afraid they try to pinpoint these point from my memory, and later erase my memory from  points  that I  am planning to write. 

3rd. of September.  They kept me awake  whole night, until morning. However, in the morning , I got about five hours of sleep, because I had a  week off from work, and I was able to sleep long. sometime in the morning, there was a short period of time on right eye.  After morning , they caused ordinary itching on head, in addition of verbal manipulation.

After seven p.m. They caused a fast sleep. After I got conscious from it, I found that my hands were shaking. Also my head felt different than before fast sleep.

4th. of September. After midnight, pain on right eye started. The pain continued in morning.  However I was able to get five hours of sleep.

6th. of September. I got about three hours of sleep.  After that they started same time, verbal manipulation, and a strong pain on right eye. Apparently they wanted me to stay awake, while they do their eye torture, which they use name “fundus filming” .  In the morning they did some forced speech and verbal manipulation.  The pain on right eye ended after seven p.m.  Forced speech  and itching on head continued. 

7th. of September.  They awakened me before four a.m.  After they caused a pain on toes, among verbal manipulation, and other things, to keep me awake. They told that they have a world wide organization,  and that I should stop writing my diary,  if I want to stay alive.  It is possible, that I got about hour sleep, after their manipulation – so I believe, that I slept four hours this night. In the morning, they started a strong pain on right eye.

8th. of September.  I got about five hours of sleep, and they started a pain on my right eye, when I awakened.

10th. of September. I got about three hours of sleep. I got about hour sleep, and after they awakened me and caused all kinds of pains, but especially sticks under nails torture. However after three a.m. I got a couple of more hours sleep, and I also had a dream.  In the morning started a pain on right side of chest, and it continued couple of hours, and after started a pain on right eye.

11th.  of September.  I got perhaps a little more than two hours of sleep. After hour they awakened me and kept me awake with different pains and verbal manipulation. They also caused that I did not feel tired. I got a short sleep after five a.m.  Again I had a dream. I am not sure if it was artificial or not. Around seven p.m. they caused a very strong ear-ache, that lasted about minute.

12th. of September.  They let me sleep about hour. After they started a repetitive voice attack on left ear. I t continued for many hours, and they caused a kind of piercing pain on my ear, whatever I did. Rest of the night , they kept me awake with different pains, itching on head, and verbal manipulation. They promised that my end will come suddenly, and I do not suffer long.

14th. of September. I was awakened several times on night. After three a.m. they did not let me sleep. Again I got about three hours of sleep. In the morning, they put out some  forced speech , which is easier when I am tired. I cut if out after sentence or so.

16th. of September. I got about normal  five hours of sleep. In the morning, they started very aggressive manipulation, that continued a whole afternoon.  It accompanied a headache on forehead, that was sometimes stronger, sometimes weaker.

17th. of September.  They started verbal manipulation with some pain on left foot, and itching on head, when I went to bed. However I got some sleep. I awakened d after four  a.m. and did not get sleep after. I believe that  I slept four hours.

18th. of September.  I was awakened  several times. I believe that I slept three hours.  On afternoon , half past three, I got a very dangerous pain on right temple of my head. It was not ordinary pain, but felt like there is something  sore on right side of eye. Pain continued several hours.

19th. of September.  I got only two hours of sleep.  They started a very  strong pain on right eye. I believe that pain on previous afternoon, was preparation of this.  I was not able to stop pain, whatever shield I used.  Perhaps one reason, that they start this very painful experiment just now, was that I was  compiling my this piece of my diary on Internet.

  I believe that my diary does not cause very much interest on general public, but on the circle of people, who know these criminal experiments, my diary  is more interesting. I decided to put this piece out fast on net, and read it again, and correct it, when I have got a proper sleep.

The Freedom of Cover Harassment  current newsletter , has  a mention that Japan victims have found further evidence for use of scalar wave transmission on mind control.


22  July, 2012 . The previous piece of  diary  was written on 28th. of  May. Since then, there has not come much difference, for their torture and manipulation.  My theory, how the mind-reading  works, is  now  clearer. I am not sure, but I believe that the type of the radio  transmission , is a kind of  scalar wave transmission. There are several small signs,  that make me think that way. These are just couple of them.

a.       I met once  the perpetrators physically, or people who were someway connected for them.  This happened saturday night,  about thirty years ago   on Switchboard restaurant  ( Alberta-government telephone tower, Edmonton, Alberta , Canada),  They knew who I am, and some things about my past, I had not told anybody on Canada.. They also asked , which invention has caused most deaths on developing stage. I suggested nuclear weapons, but  man  answered, it is a kind of radio. They spoke also among other things about this new kind of fm-radio” and old invention that was forgotten.

b.             Alan You "Thoughts Detecting Machine" fits definitions that  Tom Bearden explained in his mind control article series. Alan You has article that says, that “American University” has invented thoughts detecting machine. However the perpetrators on Switchboard restaurant told, that it was actually a Russian invention on first place.

Still there are also implants, example implants that  professor Huang Si-Mingh  found on his teeth .Professor Huang “symptoms”  were very similar to  mine, and other mind-control victims.

 It seems that every foreigner that comes to North-America to work or as student, is in danger to get mind-reading device implanted - especially if he comes from “risky” nation. When person returns his own country the implant on his head makes possible industrial and political espionage.

 

29th. of May. I was awakened several times on night. After four a.m. I did not get sleep. I believe that I slept about three hours.

30th. of May. I was awakened about once a hour whole night. However, because they let me sleep again, I believe that I got about three hours of sleep. In the morning, they started heavy verbal manipulation and a pain on right eye, which continued for next night.

31st. of May. I was firs awakened about half past eleven p.m. and after that again, about once an hour. After three a.m. I did not get sleep. I believe that I slept about three hours.  Pain on right eye continued very strong.

1st. of June. I was awakened several times during the night, but because they let me fall asleep again, I believe I got sleep three hours or more. In the morning they started a pain on right eye that continued until ten a.m.

3rd. of June. I went to sauna after midnight. On sauna, they caused a very heavy headache on right side of head. Later the pain was a whole head. In spite of pain, I got about normal sleep. In the morning, they caused again a horrible headache on forehead, right side, so I went back to bed, where I can shield my head better. I was on bed until noon, before I woke up again. Now pain was disappeared, but they started some itching on head, and verbal manipulation. After eleven p.m. they started again pain on forehead right side.

4th. of June. After three a.m. , a very strong pain on right eye started . Actually I had whole night very strong pain on right side of head, mostly on right eye. It is difficult to say how much I really slept, but I estimate four hours. The pain on right eye continued for a  whole day.

5th. of June. Pain on the right eye continued, when I went to sleep. Still I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning when I awakened, the pain was disappeared, but started again rather strong. Pain continued, but after noon it went weaker, and later disappeared. In the morning, they caused also couple of fast sleeps  for me.

6th. of June. I was awakened sometime at night. However I was able to catch sleep again. On morning, they started again very strong pain on right temple of head. Pain lasted  for afternoon; later I had  only some itching and verbal manipulation.

7th. of June. I was not able to sleep on night at all. However because I had holiday, I slept about nine a.m. to two o’clock p.m.

8th. of June. I got about normal sleep, but some itching on my head on daytime.

9th. of June. I got about normal sleep. Like earlier days, there were some verbal manipulations on daytime, and in the morning secretary  tried to take my voice, meaning, that he tried to control my verbal thinking. There were some itching on head on afternoon.

11th. of June. I slept perhaps two hours. They caused a kind of shrinking feeling on my neck. To shield my neck, I had to sleep on my back. Perhaps they caused, that I did not feel sleepy, perhaps sleeping on back did not feel  comfortable. I believe that there was connection on shrinking feeling on neck, and that I did not feel sleepy.

12th. of June. I got sleep about two or three hours. They did usual pains and itching, and verbal manipulation, to keep me awake. As a new trick, they caused tingling on my soles.

13th. of June. I was awakened on couple of times for night, but because I went to sleep early, I got about five hours of sleep. On afternoon after one o’clock p.m. , they started a pain on right temple that continued until night , and went worse, and more painful whole time.

14th. of June. I had to go to sleep; even I had pain on right eye. I tried to protect my eye with hand. The pain started to feel also on my teeth on right side. The perpetrators told that, if I had not written public diary on my torture, they would have let me alone, but because I keep diary, they will continue torture until my death.

I feel just opposite. They would not use me as human guinea pig, if I am death, or in very bad condition, so they try to keep me alive. When the experiments end (without revealing to   public   for the mind control  project I am subject) I have a good reason to be afraid, that they simply kill me, just to get away for criminal charges, and possible compensation of wounds.

15th. of June. I was awakened after three a.m. After I believe that I did not get sleep, I remember they did me sticks under nails torture  to keep me awake. I guess I slept perhaps even five hours, because I went to sleep early.

18th. of June. I was awakened first time after two a.m. and second time before four a.m.  I believe I got sleep about four hours. Afternoon they caused a headache on forehead. On evening they started heavy itching on head, which I tried to shield with water backs, with only partial success.

19th. of June. I was awakened after two a.m. Later they did not let me sleep. They caused a sharp pain on  the back of my head. I slept about three hours. In the morning started sticks under nails torture. On evening there were some itching on my  head.

20th. of June. I was awakened first time around two a.m.  Second time I was awakened around four a.m. and I did not get sleep after that. My water back shielding around my head, is made from several water backs, and they used holes between the bags, to cause itching on my  head. Later , when I slept on my back, they used backache, to try to get me change for  my sleeping position. I got sleep about four hours.

On afternoon, they caused some sharp pains  on my head.

21st of June. I was awakened around two a.m. I believe that this is the time one group of perpetrators start their work.  After that they did not let me sleep whole night. I believe I slept three hours. In the morning they caused a fast sleep.  Daytime was usual itching on head, and verbal manipulation.

22nd of June. I was awakened first time after two a.m. , and second time after four a.m. I was able to sleep long, because it was Midsummer Eve, and I did not have to go to work. Daytime were usual itching here and there, and verbal manipulation. Itching went more aggressive on afternoon.

After six p.m. they caused a fast sleep. After that, itching went worse, and I had to shield my head, with water filled backs.

24th. of June.  On sauna they caused a pain on left side of stomach. Later on night they started a strong pain on right eye. It continued for the  whole night. However I got sleep full night, when on previous night, they have awakened me at least once. I believe that they wanted me unconscious whole night. Perhaps they did something for me that required that I do not change my sleeping position. The pain on right eye continued whole morning.

25th. of June.  They awakened me at least three times.  I slept about three hours. They tried repetitive voices , , and I had a pain on left ear for a while. The Repetitive voices ended when I woke up,  in the morning.  Later they started a pain on the  left  temple of my head.

26th. of June. Again they awakened me at least three times. Besides verbal interfere, they caused a pain on back of my head, for a while. After every awakening, I was however able to catch sleep again. I got perhaps four hours of sleep. In the morning they started a pain on right temple, that eased before noon.

28th. of June. I was awakened around midnight. After I did not get sleep. They caused that my right side of head felt different than left one. They did an odd pain on right temple of my head.  I got sleep about two hours for this night. Rest was a kind of half sleep, where I was part of unconscious, but still awake.

30th. of June. I got about six hours of sleep. In the morning was a similar odd pain on right temple, than three nights before. I remember the pain from years, I was tortured in Edmonton, Canada, but I do not know the exact purpose of manipulation, that causes this pain. I believe that pain is not purpose, but side effect from something they cause.

1st. of July 2012. On evening they got me into fast sleep.  I awakened from three o’clock a.m. I went to bed, and slept about seven hours. In the morning, there were again pains on right temple of my head.  I believe that the long sleep was result that they wanted me to stay unconscious long, for some reason. Pain  on the right temple of head, was different than usual.  It was a kind of pinching. Pain diminished after a while. Daytime was usual verbal manipulation, forced speech, etc. In the evening started a pain on right eye, while I was reading. I believe that they wanted to make reading a unpleasant experience for me.

2nd. of July. I believe, that I slept six hours or more. In the morning, they started a rather strong  verbal manipulation that included  forced speech.  They wanted me to plan, what do I do when their torture and manipulation is public. I believe that the real purpose was to get me a kind of excitement mood, so that they could easily check their equipments connections on my brain. So it was kind of morning opening, they do every morning.

3rd. of July. Last night they awakened me sometime at night. They told how sorry they are , that they have to watch my death. They also told that it will happen slowly, and reason is “injection”. They kept me awake, by talking, and causing some pains. I am not sure, but I believe, I got sleep about three hours.  I got different death threats about once a month, so I cannot take them very seriously, even thought perhaps I should take them seriously.  I believe that idea behind this death-threat was to get me fast awake.

5th. of july. I got about normal sleep. In the morning they started odd, a  kind of shrinking feeling on back of my head. The feeling continued until afternoon. On evening they started a heavy itching on head, that forced me to shield my head with cooling water bags. About same time, they started also pain on buttock, and back pain. All this comes  in addition of normal nearly continuous verbal manipulation.

6th. of July. They let me sleep about three hours. They knew I have to work in the morning, so they use this to prevent my sleep. If I had holidays, I would have stayed on bed until I had slept.

7th. of July.  They awakened me several times during the night, and when they found holes between waterbags, that I use as a shield my head while sleeping -they caused pain or itching through  the hole. However because I had a change to sleep long, I got about five hours of sleep.

On afternoon they tried several times to get me fast sleep . However I was able to move my head, before I went unconscious, so I was able to prevent knock out. On evening they  started a pain on buttock.

10th. of July. My sleeping time has moved. I slept yesterday in the afternoon. Otherwise I got normal verbal manipulation, addition   some pains on buttock.

11th. of July. Last night, they let me sleep about hour, and then awakened, and started verbal manipulation. This is their normal technique, and they also cause feeling that I had slept whole night, and I am not tired at all. Beside verbal manipulation, they use pains, to keep me awake.

For a piece of their verbal manipulation, I remember: They told that, after my body is cremated, there is no danger, that I could get them prosecuted from their crimes. I should not have answered for them, because conversation is,  what they want. Actually they like most conversation where is high emotions.  I could not keep my emotions, but, I reminded them from   Ratco  Mladic , and told them, that  killed people too,  have right, to get their murders prosecuted.

They are partly right, Joseph Mengele was saved from execution, only by his good luck, but people who committed Cincinnati Medical Centre, radiation experiments -where all of the "patients" were killed - are still walking free.

In my opinion this radiation experiment, was actually a planned mass-murder, all the victims were planned to kill. United States has a long history this kind of criminal human experiments where victims are mentally sick, prisoners, poor people or blacks.These deadly experiments will not stop, if United States  government does not prosecute scientist and other people who are involved in this kind of  crimes.

After six a.m. I started to listen white noise on high volume, and got some sleep, perhaps five hours. This happened because I had my summer vacation, and I did not have to go to work.

12th. of July. I was awakened after three a.m.  However after that I got sleep about hour. On next wakeup, they started  very aggressive verbal manipulation. I got repetitive voices on my  left ear, and they got my ear  sensitive for voices. I had to turn sleep on other side, when my left ear is down, and stay  bed for  long, to get my  ear normal. I got it better after some hours, but on same time, they got my right ear sensitive. I believe they now have better equipment that before. If  ear is up -  not any water back or white noise, or other shield stop making ear sensitive- on volume they used in morning. The best way to shield ears on repetitive voices while lying on bed,  is to keep ears on vertical position. This means sleeping  on back, which they usually try stop by causing backache. My both ears went sensitive for certain frequency noise, for this morning.

On afternoon, I got feeling on back of my head, that someway felt like, I had too much sun. This was caused artificially, because I was inside the building whole afternoon.

13th. of July. I was awakened after couple of hours sleep. They started by manipulating some body functions. Later they used a kind of piercing pain on my right ear. I started a white noise  on earphones. Later I put neodymium  magnet on right ear channel. It was able to stop the pain. They used some sharp pains and, itching here and there, but I believe that on eleven hours on bed,  I was able to get five or six hours of sleep. They were very angry about white noise, which actually comes from radio-receiver between stations.

They told me that  on my later life, I will became a hermit, and they will cause me a “soft dead”.

Later on next evening they caused a kind of pulling feeling on left side on my face.

14th. of July. Very similar night, than was night before. I was awakened , and got sleep again, after I started listen white noise on earphones. In the morning they told that they did cut my “fangs” on night, and so they do not have to be afraid from me anymore. I got sleep about six hours.

16th of July. I got about two or three hours of sleep. For a long time, I did not get sleep at all, but then I was able to sleep lying on my back. Usually  this is not possible, becauste make lying on back painful by causing backache.

In the morning, the perpetrator told, that there were inspection in night, and “doctors” lied for inspection team, that my sleeping difficulties were from natural causes, and he told inspectors the truth, and showed , which kind of techniques they use to prevent person to fall asleep. It was their morning opening , which is not usually true. For my sleep this night was this way different for usual, also that I had a dry throat in the morning.

17th.  of July. I got sleep about two hours.  After one a.m. they awakened me and started verbal manipulation. I started to listen white noise, and the rest of the night, I was a kind of half sleep, listening white noise.

18th. of July. This night was perhaps worst torture on this year. First they let me sleep about hour. After that they caused feeling, that I had slept whole  night. I started a white noise to stop their verbal manipulation. Apparently they were prepared for that, and started a very strong  repetitive voices  on left ear. They repeated words “Lounais-Suomen sähkö” (Southwest electric) for thousands times on high volume on my left ear. The voice felt as a kind of pain on ear. After some hours, I was able to silent the voice, by putting a neodymium-magnet, on my left ear channel. However I did not get sleep after torture a whole night.

Next day they caused several fast sleeps, on afternoon and evening.

19th. of July. They kept me awake until about one a.m. After I started to listen white noise, and used neodymium-magnet on left ear-channel to eliminate repetitive voices. I believe that white noise also disturbs their monitoring, and perhaps  even their mind-reading.  I got about five hours of sleep.

21st. of July. I got about five hours of sleep. They awakened me around six a.m. and used repetitive voices and other tricks to keep me awake. I stayed on bed until nine a.m. but I did not get sleep, after six.

Daytime I got usual verbal manipulation, with some itching. On evening was incident that someway gives picture of their mindreading ability. I thought that I should empty dishwasher. They translated my nonverbal thought to verbal.  (This is their way to check, if their verbalization is correct)  Their translation was “I should empty fridge”. Later they found from  my feeling, that their verbalization was not correct, they added their translation “ and get dishes out from sink” . So the mind reading is not always working correct on nonverbal thinking, but they are not very far from it.

Half past eleven p.m. they started pain on right eye. Their present explanation of purpose of pain, is that they cannot properly read my mind, while I am reading.

22nd. of July. Pain on right eye, continued whole night and most of the next day.  Because every Saturday, I have such pain, I believe it someway is connected to sauna. Pain starts hour or two before sauna, and continues about twelve hours after sauna. Perhaps the high temperature on sauna, someway helps what they are doing.

I got about five hours or less  of sleep last night.

There are several Human rights organizations,that  have asked President Obama, to prosecute former President George Bush, and his administration. However Obama administration failed to act.  . According this source, Obama, and his team feared military coup.

  There are several  nations in the world, with  some  tension between elected leaders , and  commanders of military. It is not  always clear who are  the real leaders of nation. These  kind of nations are example Pakistan , Egypt, Turkey, Thailand  - just for mention few. Now it seems, that USA is also becoming one of these kind of nations. After all,  Barack Obama and senators and congressmen have only their bare hands, if Army -and other national  security institutions, do not  respect their command.

George Bush is not in  danger to get prosecuted  for human rights violations as long he stays in United States.. Outside of United States, he is in danger to get arrested and prosecuted for human rights violations.
 


28. May 2012. My previous writing  was on 12th.  of March.  For this writing,  I have now a correction, concerning reasons that caused Ernest Hemingway’s death. The FBI Cointelpro  started on 1956. So it is very possible, that FBI interest for  Hemingway life  was a part of  Cointelpro program .

 FBI work-ethics has not much improved from these days.  College student Mohamed Osman Mohamud case is typical for  FBI counter-terrorism activity.  Federal Government is now keen for hunt terrorist on United States, and for this purpose men and money is easily available. The   problem is, that real terrorist are rare and difficult to find, so FBI have started to build a fake terrorist organization themselves, and  then try to recruit  religious Islamist to participate this organization terrorist  Mohamed Osman Mohamed arrest was result of this kind of hunt. 

If FBI starts to find and prosecute also other potential criminals  – people who in some circumstances would commit crime – the possibilities are endless. FBI  would example start false drug-smuggling team, and recruit people who are holidays on Mexico smuggle “drugs”  to other side of border for substantial sum of money.  I am sure this way police would catch considerable amount of potential drug-smugglers before they have commit any real  crime . With  this and other comparable techniques they would double United States prison population, and get USA prison business booming.   

13th. of March.  I believe, that I slept about two hours. I went to sleep around eleven p.m. and I was awakened after one a.m.  After I did not get sleep. They did sticks under nails torture, among other things, to keep me awake. Pain on fingers, could ease by rubbing fingers against something, but I cannot rub my fingers on blanket, and sleep same time.

14th.  of March. They kept me awake whole night. Again they used sticks under nails torture among other things to keep me awake. It is possible, that I slept hour, or two between three a.m. and five a.m.

15th. of March. I went to sleep about ten p.m. and   I was awakened after two a. m. After I did not get sleep. I got sleep about four hours or less.

16th. of March. I  was awakened after one o’clock a.m. After I did not get sleep. I got sleep perhaps three hours.  They used pain on head, among verbal manipulation to keep me awake.  They also caused that I did not feel sleepy, even I had slept only about ten hours for whole week.

17th. of March. I was awakened around four o’clock a.m. , but I was able to get some sleep after. I slept about five or six hours. Daytime manipulation    was mostly itching on head, here and there, and verbal manipulation.

19th. of March. I went to sleep around eleven p.m. and I was awakened after two a.m. I got sleep under three hours.

20th. of March. The night went unclear. I was awakened several times. They used sticks under nails torture to keep me awake. The pain of sticks under nails torture, is possible to ease, by rubbing fingers on blanket or something else.  The problem is that I cannot sleep and rub my fingers to blanket on same time.

On next evening they put me on “fast sleep” , and I got also some sticks under nails torture,  and pains on head, that forced me to try to shield it, and above all ,pain on right eye started on afternoon, about five p.m. and continued late night.

21st. of March. I was awakened around three a.m. After I did not get sleep. I believe I slept about four hours. In the morning started a pain on buttock, and sticks under nails torture ..

25th. of March. I got some fast sleeps on afternoon. Also their talk, became more aggressive. On late evening, before eleven o’clock p.m., they started sudden sharp shooting pains on left side of my head.

26th. of March. I got about two hours of sleep, between eleven p.m. and one o’clock a.m. On night they started to make a wound  on side of left eye, but in the morning, I found no wound. There were also some sharp pains on head during the night. In the morning started a pain on right eye. On  afternoon about four p.m. started a rather strong headache on forehead, that later on evening  moved into my right eye. On evening started also pain on buttock.

27th. of March. I was awakened several times on night, I believe that I slept about three hours, but it is difficult to say the exact amount.  In the morning there were a mild try for repetitive voice attack, and also started a pain on buttock.

30th. of March. I went to sleep half past nine p.m.  I was awakened first time half past eleven p.m.  After that I believe I did not get sleep, although I am not sure.

I massaged my neck several times, and did morse code practicing to reset their manipulation. They made my throat dry and thinking verbally morse code very painful. I felt that I had to use muscles, to verbalize any thinking.

The effect disappeared, after I moved my head, and my sleeping position. After that they caused some pinching on my stomach, nausea and similar effects. I believe I got two hours of sleep this night.

31st. of March. I was awakened several times on night.  It is difficult to say, how much sleep I got, but I believe, that I slept four hours. They used their usual tricks including backache, to keep me awake. In daytime there were normal itching, and pain on buttock, once a while.

2nd. of April. They awakened me several times during the night, and used all their tricks to keep me awake. I got still some pieces or sleep, and I estimate that I slept about three hours. They threaded me, that they will keep me about half years on short of sleep, and after will come “heart-doctors” and will stop my heart. This is just another threat to kill me, and I do not know if I have to take it seriously or not.

Daytime there were pain on buttock once a while, and normal verbal manipulation.

3rd. of April. I believe that yesterday death-threats were perhaps a manipulation experiment.  They tried to wipe out this incident from my memory, but did not succeed. Later I got interesting a kind of non verbal transition – a scene from  Orpheus movie. On this transition man checks car mirror, and after get killed. On my transition, for looking the  mirror had a  meaning, for looking the past time or history.

I slept last night perhaps hour. Actually I was not sure, if I sleep at all. They caused a sharp pointed pain on my neck, left side. This continued a whole night. I could have shielded myself better on neck, but they kind of tied my thinking, so that I did not understand to do so. In the morning I did not feel myself that sleepy, compared that I had slept only four hours of last 48 hours. I believe, that they someway artificially caused , that I did not feel very tired.

4th. of April. I went to sleep half past nine p.m. and I was awakened half past eleven p.m. and I had feeling like it was morning, and I had slept all night. After I found what time it was, I tried to catch sleep again. I got a kind of half sleep, where I was not really in sleep, but I was so tired, that I was unable to do anything.

After four a.m.  I massaged my neck, and started to do morse-code exercise. They threaded me that I will soon get “nickel poisoning” .

I got two hours of sleep this night, and perhaps three hours of kind of half-sleep, when I was part of conscious.

5th. of April. I was awakened last night six or seven times, first time before midnight. I believe I got about two hours of sleep and I was very tired whole day. Whole night they kept indirect speech that they will kill me. Daytime they told that torture will end soon.

6th. of April.  Before I went to sleep there were pain on my right eye, and it continued, when I went to bed. I was awakened a couple of times, but I felt I got about normal sleep. This night they did not tell me, that they will kill me, instead they told that on their next series of experiments make me invalid. They spoke about liver problems, I would have, and that it is possible that I will come in condition that I have to feed with liquid  alimentation.

7th. of April. I got about normal sleep. Daytime they caused itching on head once a while, among the verbal manipulation.  On evening half past eight p.m. they caused fast sleep. Later I got pain on buttock.

8th.  of April. I got about normal sleep. In the morning I was awakened, and they lure me to accept that I am transported for outer island for “safe”, and recover from mind-manipulation. I was not receptive for this idea.  I am afraid that island would soon became a prison for me, and I do not get out there alive. Actually I am afraid that they kidnap me  for somewhere unknown island for experimentation purpose.

9th. of April. Perhaps the worst torture of this year. I got a couple of hours sleep, and after they awakened me. They used a kind of grip of forehead.  I remember, they tortured me with similar technique, while I was in Canada. I got end for this torture by massaging my neck. Their explanation for torture was that  they “cut of my canine”.  Later on I had about all the pains, I had on previous months, one after another. I had an impression that they had a visiting group, and they demonstrated their equipments, and how they work, by torturing me.  Among other things they caused a kind of line of pain, on my forehead, place  where my shielding ended.

On evening, they started a strong itching on left side of my head, After I put my whole shielding  - (couple  of flexible freezing bags)  - over the itching place, the itching ended.  If I opened my shielding, or stopped continuously moving my head, the itching started again.

11th. of April. Sometimes at night the perpetrators awakened me. This time they started positive talk, and told me that my torture will end soon. Apparently the idea was to get me interested their message,  and awake. I massaged my neck to stop their manipulation. Their revenge was horrible pain on right temple of my head. Igtried to shield my head with hand, but their pain was still quite strong. I believe that group that tortured me changed after couple of hours. The pain ended, and I got sleep, although I remember that they caused itching somewhere where they found a hole in my shielding. I was able to stay bed long , because I did not have to go to work this day. In the morning the pain on my right eye started again, and continued whole morning.   In the evening, they started a pain on buttock that continued for night. They told that in my end, there is not many people present watching me.

12th. of April. There was some itching , that stopped after shielding, and massaging my neck, and moving my chin by chewing bubble-gum.

14th. of April. Night was similar than night before. I was awakened at night, my sleep was disturbed, but I was able to catch sleep again. Because I did not have to go work early, I believe that in both night, I slept five hours or more. Also days were very similar, consisting itching and verbal manipulation. Now they have started aggressive pressing to cause  forced speech. Of course, they do  not do it when I am with other people. My technique to stop their forced speech is simple. Whenever I found it , I stop their speech, simply by closing my mouth.

Purpose of this is to increase my awareness, whenever they try to put me speech aloud, something they want to tell  me.  After I close my mouth, there is often still vibration on throat, but no voice come out. It is very similar “speak himself” occurrence  that some older people do, except that for me  outcome is  their messages and not my thinking.

15th. of April.  It is very difficult to say, how much I slept, but I believe it was about three hours. In addition  of verbal manipulation, they used strong sharp pains mostly on forehead, but also back of my head. I tried to reset their manipulation by massaging my neck. Next evening was occasional pain on buttock, on whole evening, and some itching of head, mostly on left side of my head.

16th. of April. I got about three hours of sleep. I went to sleep after midnight, and I was awakened about four a.m. In the morning there was a pain on right side of my head, that later fade away.

18th. of April.  They awakened me after three a.m. I got sleep about three hours.  Later they used pain on head, among verbal manipulation, to prevent me catch sleep again.

19th. of April. I went to sleep about ten p.m. , and I got awakened about two a.m. Later – I believe – I did not get sleep. I slept around three or four hours. In the afternoon there was a pain on buttock.

20th. of April. Last night I was awakened three times. How ever I was able to catch sleep after each awakening. I believe that I slept about four hours. Daytime I had occasional balance problems. I had some difficulties to stay on my feet. They caused pain feeling on left hand in the morning, and when I walked to work, they caused a pain on right side of my body, that made walking difficult. This in addition of pain on buttock, and verbal manipulation, that they do more or less daily.

21st. of April.  I got about four hours of sleep this night. About half past two a.m. they caused a heavy pain on heart. I told them, that I count this pain as attempted murder. They stopped the pain after minute or so. In the morning they caused a pain on back, to prevent me sleeping any more.

22nd. of April.  Pain on buttock  and very painful sting on left arm, and fingers, made my sleeping difficult.

23rd.  of April. I got about two hours of sleep. After awakening me about two o’clock a.m.  they caused a sharp pain on forehead. This accompanied with other pains, mostly on my head, to keep me awake. They also had a story, for end of the world that is coming soon, and that my digital information is stored before that.  I believe that this is normal story, that purpose is to get me out of sleep and awake.

25th. of April. I got sleep about two hours. I for sleep about midnight, and about two a.m. they started to talk, and caused that I did  not feel sleepy. They also used a pain on back of the head, among other things to keep me awake. Interesting was, that this time, they did not use back pain as usually, to prevent me lying on my back.

In the morning, they started a pain on right side  of my head.  Later on it became pain around my right eye, and it continued late afternoon.

26th. of April. Last night, I slept only two hours. When I went to sleep, that I will get some taste, how I will loose my fight. After they started a very heavy pain on my right eye. I tried to shield my eye by covering it with my hand. After a couple of hours, they caused several sharp pains on head.  I had no way to stop pains, so I massaged my neck. After that they stopped the pains, but kept me awake rest of the night.

Day was pretty normal, some blocking of memory, some cough they caused. They can block my verbal output, by causing that I cannot recall some words. Instead written output is much more difficult to block, because I can use Google, dictionary and other technical aids to find words I am looking.  In addition of blocking memory, they did some forced speech also, when I was alone.

27th. of April. I was awakened around midnight.  However, I was able to catch some sleep again, and I got about six hours of sleep. In the morning they told me that they have a nice place for me in cemetery. I answered that we will se if you get me buried in the cemetery, before I got you in the jail, or is it other way around.

28th of April. I was awakened several times on night, and after four a.m. I did not get sleep. I felt that I slept five hours or less. In the morning there was a pain on right temple of head. The pain eased in the morning.

29th. of April. I got about five hours of sleep. After seven a.m. they started a rather strong pain on right eye. I continued nine o’clock a.m. Sometimes between four and five on afternoon they manipulated heartbeat, and after seven p.m. the started again pain on right eye.

30th. of April. I got sleep about two hours. Rest of the night I was kind of half-sleep, where I was verbally manipulated, but I was so tired, that I could not resist it. On morning after five a.m. they started again pain on my right eye. Now their story is that they are developing system that could make to monitor screen the same picture, I have on my eye.

 Pain on  continued strong whole morning, but ended before noon. On afternoon after four p.m. started occasional burning pains on center of my head.

1ST. of May. I was awakened at five a.m. I got sleep about six hours. After the perpetrators started a pain on right eye, that I tried to shield by covering the eye with my hand. Later on they kept me awake with different pains and verbal manipulation. These pains and manipulation continued whole day. In the evening , started also a pain on buttock.

2nd. of May. I got about six hours of sleep. In the morning they started a rather heavy pain on right eye, that continued whole morning.

3rd. of May. After they awakened me, and one of the perpetrators told, everything he own, sport-car and cottage on island, which everything he leaves for me , because on jail he does not need them. I believe the purpose of story was just to get mw awake,  and not fall back for sleep.  I did not get sleep after their awakening, they used pain in back, and verbal  manipulation to keep me awake. I do not remember that I slept, but it is possible, because the picture what happened on night is not clear. In the morning they started itching on head, and later pain on right eye.

4th. of May. Last night I was awakened three or four times.  However I believe that I got six hours of sleep, because I did not go to work.  In the morning started a pain below the right eye. The pain continued  whole day and evening very strong, that strong pain I had not had for some months. I tried to ease pain by massaging my neck. They started a pain on buttock also. They also threatened about “roman candles” , which is a name of torture, I cannot remember, what exactly it means.

5th. of May. I got about six hours of sleep. Inn the morning, the perpetrators caused some itching on my head, that continued a whole day. On the evening  they got me into “fast sleep” a couple of times, but I did not get much trembling of hands after, as often happen, when the  “fast sleep” ends

7-8th. of May. These day were very similar. I was awakened several times, during the night, and the perpetrators tried to start conversation. However I was able to catch sleep again. I believe I slept on both nights about three or four hours.

9th. of May. I was awakened once on quarter past one a.m. However I was able to catch sleep again.  About half past ten I got a very unpleasant shooting pain on left side, front of my head.

10th. of May. I was awakened about six or seven times last night, first time quarter to one a.m. I believe  that I slept about four hours.

11th. of May. Again last night I was awakened six or seven times. I believe that I slept about four hours, althought it is difficult to say. In the morning they kept very aggressive talking. They kind of “pulled” on my left side of head, and I felt that my face was different on left side , than right side. I believe also that my facial expression went different on left side. They blocked my memory, and tried to “feed” me with words whole day. Sometimes it was very difficult to differ which expression came from them, and which came from my brains.  “Pulling” my head went weaker on later day.

12th. of May. I was awakened around three a.m.  After I did not really get sleep. They caused all kinds of pains to keep me awake. I remember especially a strong pain on back. The perpetrators told that my life is easy compared for some others on their “barn” , who are in mental hospital. They have no ways to shield or otherwise defend themselves.  I slept perhaps four hours this night. Pain on right temple started after seven, and continued whole day and evening.

13th. of May. I got about six hours of sleep.  Strong pain on my right eye continued whole night,  and next day until afternoon. It was mothers day, and I felt very uncomfortable, when visiting my mother. They caused itching, and I was unable to shield myself any way. Later when I went home, I was able to ease the itching with flexible freezer bag. The bag was cold, but eased itching, because of unstable liquid in it. This is my theory anyway. The FFCHS experiences show that there are something odd, for the electromagnetic waves we are bombarded. They could cause a distorted picture in some night-vision equipments. I believe We should forget the conventional thinking for  what could be  possible, and what could  not be possible, and check carefully out  whole  electromagnetic spectrum which frequencies and wavelengts exist   the manipulating signal.

14th. of May. I was awakened just one time this night.  I got sleep after awakening. I believe that I slept about four hours. In the morning I awakened with dry throat. They caused some itching in the morning, and some pain on front head on afternoon.

16th. of May.  I got sleep about three hours. They awakened me before tree o’clock a.m. and they did not let me  sleep after. In the morning they caused a series of twitch on chest left side. I believe they did it for my heart. It did take time for several minutes, and I told them, that I count this attempted murder. Another series of twitch was about hour later. Later they caused pain on right temple, and told me that they are developing equipment, that can transfer picture from victims eye, into monitor.  According them, now they can get picture for victims brain, and receiver is not machine, but perpetrators brain. Ten p.m.  they made again series of stitch on my heart.

17th of May. I was awakened once on this night.  I got sleep after, and I believe that I slept five hours. In the morning they caused a pain on right temple. It accompanied with very aggressive verbal manipulation. The pain on right temple ended sometime before noon, and after started itching on forehead. About half past three a.m. they got me fast sleep, and after I got conscious , I had some problem with shaking hands and coordination.

18th. of May. I was awakened after three a.m. I got sleep about four hours. In the morning, I had a very heavy pain on right temple of my head.

19th. of May. Again they awakened me after three a.m.  I believe, that I did not get sleep after that. They used pain on back and verbal manipulation, to keep me awake. They also someway caused that I did not feel sleepy. After seven a.m. they started a pain on right eye, that continued several hours.

21st. of May. I believe that I did not sleep at all , this night. If I slept, it was under two hours. As a new effect for their manipulation, they caused a warm feeling and vibration on my throat. Otherwise the night was normal harassment – back pain, sticks under fingers torture etc.  They told with their jargon, that they will not stop, before I cannot do my thinking and memorizing myself. Then they will do my thinking and memorizing.

I do not know how far their zombie business is. Perhaps I am the first person, they try to make fully outside controlled, without own mind. Other possibility that I am just one showpiece they show , how to make person ability to think, and make him outside controlled zombie.

In the afternoon there were very dangerous feeling shooting pain on my head, and continuous pain on right eye and buttock.

22nd. and 23rd of May  were similar. I got continuous sleep about four hours. I realized that I could do something, like read newspaper, without much interference, but if I try to be even five minutes, without doing something, they start itching and verbal manipulation. That way they do not actually leave me any possibility for thinking, and if I think something, they start comment and interfere it immediately. This is actually continued for years. On 23rd. of May morning, they started a very aggressive talk, and I found that my thinking and even movements were kind of blurred after their talk. It  was kind of similar feeling, that after fast sleep, if I did not have shielded my head any way. So I decided that I do not answer their questions, or comment any way for their speech. I remember that I have tried to do this also before, but they have broken my shielding some way. I do not remember how, but now I am waiting it.

24rd. of May. I try to continue my silence, toward my perpetrators. I have found that forced speech has nearly stopped, but Itching, fast sleeps, and even nausea is continuing.

26th. of May. I got about five hours of sleep, like day before. After five they kept me awake, with pains, and verbal manipulation, but also causing that I did not feel sleepy. On daytime they did continuous verbal manipulation, and occasional itching.  They have basically two kinds of talk, which they change after hour or so. Their positive talk, they tell how this is last day, and torture will end , and I will get a lot of money. Their negative talk, they threat for death, tell what kind of “surgeries” they have made on my brain, and tell that they will torture me until my death. This talk I call salt, and positive talk I call sugar. They give me  “salt” and “sugar”  about one hour intervals all the day and night I am awake, and not doing something active. I feel that on daytime, “sugar-talk” is more dominant, and nighttime, they feed me with  “salt-talk”  more.

27th. of May. I was awakened once, but I believe that I got over five hours of sleep. about nine p.m. they got me fast sleep, and when I awakened it,  I had a kind of dizzy feeling.

28th. of May. I was awakened after about hours sleep, for need to piss. They have did same for me a day before, and when I went to toilet, I  found it was a false alarm. This time I did not go out from bed.  The piss emergency went off but they did not let me fall asleep again, before sometime between four and five a.m. I got about two hours of sleep.  In the morning my left side of head felt different than right side, and I believe there was also difference on facial expression on left and right side. The feeling on face return normal around ten a.m.

In lunchtime was talk about modifying my behavior. I told them that their behavior should be modified. I am law abiding citizen, whereas they do respect law and human rights. usually society close their kind of people jail, although this is not always very efficient way to modify criminal behavior. I added that perhaps their electronic brainwashing technique is possibly to modify their thinking so that they do not break law, and respect human rights.

I noticed story about  US-Army massacre of 16 villagerrs  in Afghanistan. Staff  Sgt. Robert Bales was arrested as man who committed the mass-murder.  How ever the Associated Press story published in Australian, as well child-witnesses story by NBC suggest that Robert Bales was not alone, but there were several soldiers committing the murders. Case is very  similar than My Lai Massacre on Vietnam war. Very similar is also the  way United States Army try  cover up the real  nature of events -  rather than uncover the hidden truth of crimes. The  problem does not exist   only inside of  United States army, but it exist on  American bureaucracy as whole . The legal handling of illegal human experimenting is just one example of  much larger problem.


12th. of March 2012. I told on diary on 4th. of December 2011  that that according perpetrators the principle of their manipulation equipment are very near radar, or sonar. Some of the words  on their vocabulary suggest same . They use words like sharp-shooter, cannon-man etc. that means that their equipment has to point to  the victim. On this Philip Coppen story, number of researchers also joint Russian woodpecker signal – which is type of radar signal – into mindcontrol.  I believe that some of the people on document,  have access of  classified information, that makes them able  to make  conclusion that radar signal has something to do with mind control. This is another documents, that connects HAARP signal into mindcontrol. If I had enough knowledge and resources, I would like to someway experiment, if the claims of this document are true or not.

20th. of January 2012. Heavy pain on buttock has continued a couple of days. I got a proper sleep, except last night when they started to talk me from  two o’clock a.m. It did  take  for a while, before I realized that it was two a.m. , and not morning. That because I did not feel tired. I slept about four hours for this night. 

21st. of January 2012. Last night I was awakened a couple of times. On both time, I felt a lack of oxygen. It was feeling, like I had stayed long without breathing. I had to breath for a while, before I felt normal. They told that they had “removed a part of my brain” so that for me is easier to live. Later I found that I have some difficulty to find some words, and “secretary” halped me to find words I had missed. I believe that this was made  to prove for me that they have removed “part of my brain”.

A pain on buttock started on afternoon and continued night. Similarly about seven p.m. started a very strong pain on right eye that also continued night, similarly as a pain onright side upper jawbone

22nd. of January 2012. The pain on right eye continued a whole night and next morning. I was awakened a couple of times, but I felt I got about normal amount of sleep

25th. of January 2012. Again I got a couple of  night , with about normal sleep, athought I was awakened on night. On daytime, most normal form of torture was a pain on buttock, that made sitting very uncomfortable. Last night I got only three or four hours of sleep. I was awakened around one o’clock  a.m. on first time. In the morning there were a pain on  the right eye.

26th. of January 2012. I went to sleep after ten p.m. They awakened me after one o’clock a.m. They used pain on fronthead, some verbal manipulation, and nausea for  a while. After a  long fight, which included , massaging my neck I got some more sleep. I slept perhaps three hours.

In the morning started pain on right eye that later it ended, but then started pain on buttock,  that yesterday continued a whole day.

27th. of January. I went to sleep before ten p.m. I was awakened first time  before midnight. They kept me awake, so I massaged my neck after one a.m. I believe that massager  vibration on head, reset and disturb their monitoring and manipulation. They did not like massage, and as a revenge, they started immediately a very strong pain on my right eye, and around right eye. The pain was much stronger than usually. I tried to shield my eye, with my hand, but it was not very effective. I am not sure , but it is possible, that I got sleep hour or two after midnight. When I had to go to work in the morning, the pain on right eye diminished, perhaps they had finished their “fundus filming” as they call it.

29-30th. of January. Very similar days, verbal manipulation, itching on head, and more or less continuous pain on buttock.

31st.  of January2012. I did not sleep at all. They did not use that much pain , to keep me awake, but rather caused someway, that I did not feel myself sleepy. Before I went to sleep, they hinted me that “sauna is waiting for me”. They use term “sauna” now as kind of codename for their night-torture.

1st. February 2012. I went to sleep around nine p.m.  I was awakened sometime at night, but still I felt that I got four-  or five hours of sleep. In the morning started pain on buttock. After nine in addition started a shrinking feeling, and itching on head.

Afternoon around two p.m.  I fell asleep. When I was awakened, my head felt dizzy, and my hands were shaking. If I had wear shield , I would perhaps fell asleep, but on awakening, there would have shaking hands and dizzy feeling.

2nd. of  February 2012. I was awakened about three or four times. After half past three , I did not get sleep. I believe I slept about three hours. 

4th. of February. It is difficult to say how much I got sleep on night.  In the morning , while still in bed, I started to practice morse code, as I know it disturbs their manipulation.  They started itching and pinching my head after that. After wakeup, there were strong verbal manipulation. I found that if I stayed still for a while,my head and hands started trembling. After I shielded my head, the trembling ended, even if I stayed still,

After noon started a pain on buttock, later on evening started also a pain on right eye.

5th. of February. The pain on right eye, continued whole night Actually a whole right side of face felt different than left one- , in the morning. Also their verbal manipulation in the morning, was very intense,they caused some  occasional pains on fingers, and back. Their explanation for pains on back was that they were “filming” my back. I wonder if their “filming” cause beside pain, also damage for organ they are “filming”.

6th. of February 2012. My sleep was disturbed. I awakened after four a.m. I believe, I got about four hours of sleep.  I believe that the perpetrators group has changed, because this one, uses farm vocabulary. They told that a “new young calf” was just lead  in.

 They also  told that Swedish and Canadian parliaments are “shod” , but Finland parliament is not “shod” yet. The Idea of interventing parliaments work is interesting.  Usually  the  perpetrators morning openings are not true  , but monitoring and manipulating parliamentary work is rather easy  with their equipments. The technique is ready, but it is different thing, are they using it. It is possible to change outcome of some events, with some tricks, but I believe that full dictating of parliamentary process is still very difficult.

On lunchtime there were some sharp shooting pains on centre of my head. Pain on buttock continued afternoon and  in the evening, there were again sharp pains on centre back of my head.  

7th. of February 2012. I was awakened on half past one a.m. Later I got sleep again. I believe I slept about four hours. In the morning started a pain on buttock.

9th of February 2012. I slept about five hours. Daytime they caused normal pain on buttock, and  normal itching and pain on head. 

10th  of February 2012. I did not sleep at all. They used all their repertory of tricks ,to keep me awake; pain on the back, pain on head, nausea, feeling not sleepy and continuous verbal manipulation. On their talk, they were very confident, that they will never get prosecuted for their crimes. “Pepole like us, will not go to jail” they told.  It was very odd to find, that these people believed that they are above law, and believe they will never get caught their crimes.

Daytime started nearly  continuous pain on buttock . There were also occasional sharp pains on back of my head. In the evening they started some  heavy itching of my head.

11th. of February 2012. I got sleep about three hours. I went to sleep about ten p.m. and they awakened me about one a.m. After that, it  is possible that I got one hour of sleep, but I am not sure. They used a sharp pain on back of my head, and manipulated especially left side of my  head. That  side of head felt whole morning different than the right one. I have a theory that they attack on night , because the victim cannot move very much, while sleeping.

12th. of February 2012.  I believe I got about normal sleep. In the morning started a headache on front of my head – like a weak after sauna torture. The pain continued, but moved on evening on right eye.

13th. of February 2012. Pain on right eye continued a whole night. Also my sleep was disturbed.

14th. of February 2012. I was awakened after one o’clock a.m. They kept me awake until five a.m.  I believe I got sleep about three or four hours, because I did not have to go to work.  Daytime was normal itching and pains here and there.

15th. of February 2012. My sleep was disturbed at night, but I believe I got sleep over three hours at least. In the morning I was very tired. Daytime there were normal pain  on buttock,  itching on head, and verbal manipulation.

16th. of February 2012.  I was kept awake until two o’clock a.m., after I got about three  hours of sleep. I had a dry mouth in the morning. In the morning was some shooting pains on head. In the afternoon started pain on buttock that continued until night.

17th. of February 2012. Pain on buttock and verbal manipulation a whole day.

18th. of February 2012. I believe my brains were manipulated at night. This was accompanied with verbal manipulation.  I had ideas and opinions, that did not feel sensible on  next day. I was able to get five hours of sleep, because I did not have to go to work at morning. They started itching on head and verbal manipulation. I resisted itching by shielding my head.

19th. of February 2012. I got about four hours of sleep. In the morning opening they told that while I was on Canada, they had inserted some kind of device on my spinal cord, and the pain on buttock is caused by this device. Of course this was accompanied a pain on buttock, that started on morning. Also I got pain on right eye. On evening pain on buttock eased, but the pain on right eye, became more severe, much more painful than ever.  I also felt very hot, even if temperature on the room was lower than usually.

21st. of February 2012. I got sleep about two hours. After one o’clock a.m. they awakened me, and I believe, I did not get sleep after that. They caused restless legs, among other things to get me awake. After they got me awake, they caused nausea, and manipulated my heart, among other things.

22nd. of February 2012. I went to sleep about ten p.m.  Because of their verbal manipulation, I did not get sleep before eleven o’clock. I was awakened around one o’clock a.m. I got some sleep, and was awakened second time two o’clock a.m.  After that I did not get any sleep. On their verbal  manipulation, they promised to torture me until my death.  They mentioned, that my brains already is like “Lindström beef”  . Actually they did not cause that much pain, but caused that I did not feel sleepy. I also got dry mouth on this night.

23rd. of February 2012. I got sleep at night about two hours. However, because I had  flu, I stayed home a whole day. After six a.m. I got sleep a couple of more hours. On night they started a  very heavy pain on right eye, that eased in the morning, after I put freezer-bags and some other shielding over eye. After that , the pain was still feeling, but did not feel that bad. Otherwise had normal  feeling, that person who has got flu-infection  has.

24th. . of February 2012.  The flu went worse. Always when I stayed up, I felt nausea. Use of c-pap-machine, while sleeping was difficult. The perpetrators were not very helpful. They made a wound on left side front of my head, and I felt pain always when coughing.

25th. of February 2012. The wound they made on left side yesterday ,was still feeling. They have kept it open, by irritating it, once a while. My flu-infection was easing. They were threatening me with “sauna” and I was a bit afraid to go sleeping.

26th. of February 2012.  The night went rather peacefully, but after that they started to tease the “open” wound  again. I added shielding over it piece by piece. After I had the maximum shielding, there were still some itching on the area, but no more a  kind of tingling pain, like before I had  shielding. 

27th. of February 2012. After I went to sleep, they told that their “coastal artillery” will have a shooting exercise, where I am the target. They were able to cause  a heating effect on my left hand. I am not sure if the effect came from real microwave-type heating, where cells are bombarded by electromagnetic waves, or is this a trick that is caused by rising  blood pressure, or some other way. Later I got some sleep. I even had a dream, where I was working on a  building, that actually do not remember. In the morning, I understood from their speech, that what they had tried, was that was move other person’s thinking into my brain, artificially. According them, they had not succeeded, and they told me angry “keep your head”.

28th. of February 2012.  I went to sleep about eleven o’clock p.m. and I was awakened after one o’clock  a.m.  I was awake a couple of hours after that, and I  got sleep again after three a.m.  I believe that I slept about four hours together. In the morning they started verbal manipulation, and on evening, they caused a fast sleep.

29th. of February 2012. I went to sleep about eleven p.m. I was awakened after three a.m. and the perpetrators started verbal manipulation. I massaged my neck, to reset their setup, started loud music, to resist their manipulation, and went to sleep again. I was able to fall asleep. I slept about five hours.

First of March 2012. I was awakened after two o’clock a.m.  After that, I did not get sleep. I slept about three hours, or bit more.

2nd. of  March 2012.  I was awakened after one a.m. After that, I did not get sleep. At this time, they told  that they were “taking out the tooth, they have got  already loose”. They told me, that my torture will end, when my mouth became permanently dry. I do not know, what they gain, when my mouth is dry, perhaps it is a side-effect of something else they do.

4th.  of March 2012. I went to sleep rather late, about one a.m. I was awakened after five, or six a.m, After that I stayed a long time on bed, but I did not get any sleep. I did not feel very tired in the morning.  Their verbal manipulation was very aggressive for a whole night and morning.

5th . of March 2012. I went to sleep before ten p.m. They awakened me after one o’clock a.m.  Rest of the night they made a  wound  on left side of my head. I massaged my neck to stop it, and for my surprise, they really stop making  the wound after the massage. However they continued their  verbal manipulation, and I did not get any sleep on this night anymore. I slept about three hours.

In the afternoon started  again pain on buttock, to make my life uncomfortable.

 6th. of March 2012. I went to sleep about eleven p.m. , and I was awakened before one a.m. I got sleep but I was awakened several times. After three I did not sleep at all. In the afternoon they started a pain on right eye. I went to optician who measured  my eye-pressure. On the left eye it was 17, but on right eye it was 21.  On afternoon started a pain on buttock.

7th. of March 2012. I was awakened after one a.m. There were a spot on right side of my head, that felt like ants crawling on it. I realized ,that t hey had found a hole on my shielding  and started shooting it. After awakening I did not get sleep. I do not remember, that slept. I believe that I slept between three and four hours.

8th of March 2012. I went to sleep before ten p.m.  I was awakened before one a.m.  After they kept me awake over five a.m. After I had perhaps  a kind of half dream. In the dream I was a townhouse , and some reason  I wanted to escape by backdoor. In the dream, I asked , is there possible to go out this way. The Perpetrator answered, “Why not, this is your house”. After I awakened. So I believe that the perpetrator  did not understood the dream I had, but he understood my verbal output while I was dreaming.

9th. of March 2012. I went to sleep before ten p.m  and I was awakened after three a.m. I got sleep about five hours. In the morning my throat was dry.

10th of March 2012. I went to bed before eleven p.m. and I was awakened around five a.m. So I slept six hours. I had dry mouth on awakening. After I was  conscious , they started a pain on right eye. Some itching on head, and occasional pain on right eye, continued a whole day, among the verbal manipulation.

11th. of March 2012. I got about six hours of sleep. In the morning started a pain on right eye. Later they changed the eye, and started pain on left eye.

12th. of March 2012. They awakened me around one a.m. They caused occasional pain on head, and a pain on right eye. They did also some body manipulation, that had  purpose to get me ashamed How ever they did not get much impact me. I believe I got sleep after six a.m. I slept perhaps five hours.

There are couple of incidents, I would like actually add into my alternative history  section. On the other hand , I do  not like to fill the section from stories that do  not have any historical significance , although they are interesting.

One of the pieces  is about election fraud in last Canadian federal election, so called robocalls scandal, where  people where directed for wrong election place , where they were unable to vote. Most of who were directed into fraudulent polling station were people who were   contacted early in the campaign by the Conservative Party and indicated from canditate,  that they would not be supporting their local Tory candidate.

The other piece I would like add in the alternative history section, is explanation of reasons that caused  Ernest Hemingway´s suicide . I knew before  from Lenny Lapon’s book “Mass murderers in  white coats” , that Ernest Hemingway’s memory was destroyed by electric shocks in psychiatric institution , and that actually caused his suicide later.

The reason that Hemingway went into Maya clinic was liver and kidney problems. In clinic they found that he had delusions that FBI followed him. They started sessions  electric shocks that destroyed his memory and ability to work as creative writer.      . Now when new documents are released under the Freedom of Information act, it is known that he was indeed followed by FBI . Hemingway planned a book about FBI. and his experiences  with it..

 I believe that is good idea,  to check if  the dosage of 15  electric shock sessions he got was in line , what his psychiatrist, Dr. Rome had given  for other patients, with similar symptoms.

There are still 15 pages of papers  in FBI secret files that are not relieved under Freedom of Information Act. I believe that there are no other reason to keep such  over 50 years old old information secret, but that it has nationally embarrassing material, that could affect United Staes image as a  democratic country.

Canadian robocalls election fraud does not fit my Alternative history US-rigged election page because it did  happen in Canada. Later on, when I have more material, I would perhaps made a new headline Rigged elections in North America, or something.

 Similarly FBI-contribution of reasons that caused  Ernest Hemingway electric shock treatment , does not fit my Cointelpro page, because it was a part of earlier FBI political terror, Joseph McCartny Witchhunts.

 


17th.  January 2012. The previous piece I wrote ended on November 27. Since has happened is that they have introduced a pain in buttock on  nearly  every day . It makes me sitting very uncomfortable. I have discovered a new kind of shield material freezer-bags. I believe the effect is same as there were water inside, but on these bags the liquid is very handy package for use for shielding.

28th. of  November. I got sleep perhaps two or three hours. After four a.m. I did not get sleep. In the morning about ten o’clock a.m. they delivered a very dangerous feeling pain on left side front of my head.

29th. of November. They caused some spasm on legs. This  torture they call   “ moon swimming”. After the spasm ended , I got sleep perhaps hour or two. They awakened me , couple of times and after three o’clock ,I did not get sleep. Perhaps I slept three hours as a whole.

30th of November. I went to sleep half past nine p.m. They awakened me half past eleven. After I am  not sure, that I got sleep at all. They tortured me  with a sharp pointing pain, back of the head, either left side or right side, depending which side I tried to sleep. I believe I slept about two hours. 

1st. of December. I went to sleep half past nine p.m. The perpetrators awakened me  after half past ten p.m. This time they were very nasty. They told me that they have several “heads” - as they call victims they torture and experiment with – and my end would come, because I am not usable anymore.

I believe that idea behind this nasty speak was to get me angry response, and start conversation. For all these years they have tortured and manipulated me, I have learned that more useful than think what they are saying - is rather think, why they are telling this to me – what they count to gain by telling this particular think to me.

I massaged my neck, and after that, their tone became usual “everything will end soon” type talk. Sometime before one a.m. they manipulated my heartbeat. I remember, I was awake after one ‘o’clock a.m. , and I was awakened about five a.m. , so I believe I slept between three and four hours.

2nd.  of December. I slept about hour or two. Again they used pains on  side of my head, among other things to keep me awake.

3rd. of December.  I went to sleep half past nine. I was awakened first time half past ten. Second time I was awakened around four a.m. After I did not get sleep.  Daytime I had a rather severe pain around my right eye. Pain eased on afternoon, but after that started usual itching and tingling sensations around my head.

4th.  of December. I got sleep about four or five hours. In the morning there was a very heavy manipulation session. They told that the operating principle their manipulating machine is very near operating principle of sonar. I have heard this same thing before, years ago. So if it is true, and they call their manipulation for “ blood filming” , my imagination would make concept where on my blood is inserted  some (radioactive?) radiocontrast agent   substance, and “picture” is made from head, similarly as sonar makes picture for environment. The scan must be done  for some hundred times of second, or  so, that difference in blood circulation and pressure is visible. This youtube-film support the sonar theory. The type of transmission that Alan Yu explains his document,also  support the sonar type of transmission theory. It is also true that their manipulation is sensitive for position and movements. They sometimes call their manipulation also “lung filming”.Perhaps this expression has come from reason that blood marking substance, has come into blood by inhalation  trought lungs, when  breathing.  One of radiocontrast agents is barium fluoride, that is also found on chemtrail contrails like this youtube film shows .  Rather than make any serious conclusions, I would test victim’s blood, for any foreign substances, including radiocontrast agents.

 Sonar theory   does not fully explain their manipulation technique. Also I have to count possibility that they are purposely lead me into wrong theory by their stories.

 

5th. of December. I was awakened after two a.m., and they kept me awake until six a.m. After that I got couple of hours sleep. As a whole, I slept about five hours. In the morning they spoke their planning about supporting my mother. I am afraid this means doing evil things to me. Daytime I had normal itching and pain on buttock.

7-11 of December.   These day were very similar. I got sleep about four or five hours. Daytime there were more or less itching and twinkling sensations, and pain on buttock.   As a new kind of pain , they also introduced a pain on left knee. On their speech they told that they are building “human operating system”. I believe this time was something between two projects.

12th. of December. I was awakened after two a.m. , and second time after four a.m. I believe I slept three hours.

13th. of December. I went to sleep after ten p.m. They awakened me after two a.m. After I did not get sleep. I slept about three hours.

14th. of December. I went to sleep around nine p.m. They kept me awake about hour at least before I got in sleep. They awakened me about three a.m., but I was so tired, I got some sleep after that. I believe  that I slept five hours or more.

In their  opening of the day  they told that Putin has made public Soviet Union invention on mind-reading machine, they invented 1970. Later I checked  it from Moscow News, and I found that their story was not true. Incidents on US-Moscow embassy around 1970 , means that this story of invention is true, and Putin would easily tell it, because  Soviet Union does not exist anymore. However electrical mind-reading and mind-manipulation technique, gives controlling elite weapon, to control masses, and publishing the weapon, makes them more difficult to use it after that. I believe that is the reason, why all the few  countries, that have this weapon, try to keep it secret. 

15th. of December. I went to sleep before ten p.m.  They awakened me after midnight. After I had a short period a kind of half-sleep on which I had a dream. As a whole, I slept between two and three hours. In the morning they started aggressive verbal manipulation. In the afternoon about half past four p.m. they started a pain both sides of head, and a rather strong nausea.

16th. of December. I went to sleep half past nine. They awakened me after one o’clock a.m. I  stayed awake around sixty hours with only six hours of sleep.

17th. of December. I got normal seven hours sleep. In the morning they started a sharp strong pain on left side, about centre of my head. It continued whole morning more or less continuously. Later started a pain on buttock that continued until night.

18th.of December. I awakened a cold feeling on head, and a strong headache. I massaged my neck, and found several sore points on it. So I realized that they have disturbed my head blood circulation, and caused temperature of head to go down. On other words, this was normal after sauna torture , except it was heavier than usually. I had also some nausea. After massaging my neck, my  feeling went better, but still I had some nausea and headache whole morning.

19th. of December.  I got sleep between two and three hours. After three a.m. I did not sleep. In the morning, after seven o’clock,  they started pain on the right temple of my head. This I felt especially , when eating or speaking.

20th. of December.  I went to sleep before ten p.m. and got sleep perhaps eleven o’clock. They started torture after one o’clock.  They caused a strong pain on specific place on head. If I moved my head, the pain followed on  the same place on head, with some delay. I told them, that they are cruel torturers, who suppose to closed in prison. After that there were some minutes pause, before torture and manipulation continued. I slept perhaps two or three hours.

21st. of December. I got couple of hours sleep, before one a.m. After that they kept me awake until three or four a.m., and again I got hour or two sleep. I slept between three and four hours a whole night. On daytime, I got more or less continuous pain on right temple of my head.

22nd. of  December. I went to sleep around ten p.m. They awakened me after three a.m. I got sleep perhaps four hours.  They threatened me that they will kill me by heart attack. Afternoon after four p.m. there were some dangerous feeling sharp pains on left temple on my head.

23rd. of December. I was awakened around two a.m. However  I got sleep again, and I slept so long time, I was late on work. I got sleep perhaps seven or eight hours. In the evening around six p.m. they started a pain on right eye, and it continued a whole evening -  more   occasionally, after I shielded myself around the right eye. Verbal manipulation continued intense, whole time. Also pain on buttock started after six p.m. and continued whole night.

24th. of December. I got sleep around five hours or less. They awakened me around four a.m.  , and after, I am not sure, if I slept at all. They used all kinds of pains, to prevent me to fall asleep again. I remember specially pain on buttocks and a sharp pain on back of my head. There were also a long period, when I felt that I did not get enough air on my lungs. I believe that they can control amount of carbon dioxide on my blood or something comparable, to cause that feeling. On the afternoon and evening, they caused a strong pain on my right eye. I was visiting my mother on Christmas, so I did not have same possibility to shield my eye than home. Pain ended around eight p.m. After that were only normal itching, and verbal manipulation.

25th. of December. The night was very similar, than night before. I was awakened around two a.m. After that my feelings were manipulated, and they caused a sharp pain on head for a while. However they let me sleep normal sleep, perhaps, because I did not have to wake early for work, but I had an opportunity to sleep long. On the evening started pain on buttock, and it continued until night 

26th. of December. I went to sleep after midnight. I was first time awakened after three a.m. , and second time after six a.m. that after I did not get sleep. They also caused, that some reason, I did not feel sleepy, although I got sleep only five hours or less.

27th. of December. I got about normal sleep. On afternoon and evening, I got several fast sleeps, while I watched the television. I found that after fast sleep, I got several sore points on neck. I massaged the sore points out. I figured out, the template, how they worked. First  they cause fast sleep.  After I awake from that, they start intensive talking, on this time, also sore points of neck also come.

 When I massaged out the sore points, the intensive talking also ended.

They caused  pains on buttock on rest of the evening. It  made my sitting very painful.

4th. of January 2012. I got about normal sleep. Pain on buttock started before I went to sleep.

5th. of January 2012.  I slept perhaps hour or two. They caused pain on back, which kept me awake, among the other things. They caused also a odd pain on stomach,  and they told that instead with my brain they will experiment with my body. They also gave indirect death threat, by telling that soon ‘I will have “silence of grave

6th. of January. 2012. I went to sleep very late, about two o’clock a.m.  , because I did not feel tired before. After I had gone to sleep, they caused a sharp pain on heart, like a small heart attack. The attack continued, normal itching on head verbal manipulation etc. I was that scared, that I did not get sleep before six a.m.  I got sleep around four hours, and after that I did not feel myself very sleepy at all, so I believe they had manipulated  me  do not feel sleepy. I got a small pain on heart, on day, that came after their heart experiment. Daytime I felt again a pain on buttock, that made my sitting painful.

7th. of January 2012. I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning was a kind of new odd feeling on head. About noon they caused a fast sleep, which was followed a kind of dizzy feeling.

 8th. of January 2012. I got about three hours of sleep. After I was awakened, they started a repetitive voice attack,  on which I felt they had some new method, that made it more effective than  before. However, I was able to defend myself  with loud music,  partly at least. Daytime there were some itching, and also pain on buttock, that started on evening.

9th. of January 2012. I did not sleep at all. They used pains on head and body to keep me awake. They also caused that I did not feel very tired. On their verbal manipulation, they spoke that “building the temple, has gone too far”. This is a indirect expression, that real meaning is unclear to me. On the evening, they put me several times for fast sleep.

 10th. of January 2012.  They awakened me at one a.m. After I did not get sleep.  In the morning they told me that when their experimenting with me ends “death comes from another door”. I got about three hours of sleep this night.

11th. of January 2012. Last night they awakened three times during the night. However, after each time,  I was able to catch sleep again. I believe, I slept about five hours. On afternoon, quarter past one p.m. ,  they started a repetitive voice attack, this time by calling my name. They succeeded get my left ear partly sensitive, before I got started  loud music for shielding.

12th. of January 2012.  I did not get sleep at all, whole night. They told me that “they will clean my board”.  After six a.m. in the morning, I got about hour of sleep, or kind of  half-sleep, that caused I was late on my work.  Daytime they started pain on buttock,  that continued more or less permanent, until night. They told some indirect threats like “lady dressed in black will come to meet you” 

13th. of January 2012.  I went to sleep around ten p.m. I got sleep around eleven p.m.  They awakened me about one o’clock a.m. After I did not get sleep.  They also tried to control position, which I was lying on bed. They did not like that I slept on my back, so they caused a backache  if I tried to sleep on my back.  I discovered, that they did not like my position because of position of my head. I moved to sleep on my side, but so that the position of my head, was same as lying on my back.

After that move, they tried verbally get me to change the position of my head. I did not move my head.  They did not let me sleep. I woke up on four a.m. I believe I slept only two hours.  On next evening, I had had  only two hours of sleep on last sixty hours.

14-15th. of January 2012.  I got verbal manipulation, and itching on head, and pain on buttock on daytime, but I got about normal sleep at night. This perhaps because of weekend, and I had opportunity to sleep at daytime, if necessary.

16th of  January 2012. I went to sleep after eleven p.m. They awakened me after two  a.m. and after that I did not get sleep. I slept perhaps two hours. Beside verbal manipulation, they used pain on back of the head, to keep me awake. In the morning opening, they told that they will torture me until my death. Daytime the were pain on buttock, and they caused a fast sleep around four p.m.  while I was on work.

17th. of January 2012. Very unclear night, I am not sure, if I slept at all. If I slept it was hour or so. About eleven p.m. After I went to bed, they caused a kind of small heart attack. About four a.m. I started to make diary from my notes, because I felt this is a part of the reason, they do not let me sleep, and torture so cruel way. I planning to put it out half-finish, this night, and make hyperlinks, and correct grammar, later after I have got proper sleep.

I have had trouble with my e-mail. It comes instantly full of junk-mail, so I have not received all the letters, people have sent. I feel I have corrected this problem, at least temporary. My mail is working again.


27th. of November 2011. My previous piece of diary ended on fourth of October. On last month I was afraid that Eleanor  White is killed. Now I  know it is not true. This is her new website.

This month I have got more death threats. Threats have also changed In quality, now they speak “lead poisoning” , and “nickel poisoning” when before the perpetrators suggested more exotic ways to end my life.

I have got some feedback that asks, why I do not write more, how they manipulate me on daytime. The reason is that daytime manipulation does not bother me same way as night manipulation, when they do not let me sleep.

I know  reading my records of night torture is boring, but I believe that someday mind-reading, and mind-manipulation equipment are known for  public, and I live in  hope that then these crimes against humanity, that scientist  have committed during the development on  this  coming mind manipulation technique, will be investigated.  I wish also that  people who have committed these crimes will be prosecuted. For that purpose I have tried to make my record accurate for what has  happened to me.

I hope that after mind-manipulation became public; there will come  enough public pressure for investigation of  these crimes, and prosecution for people, which  have committed these crimes - even if victims are dead, or live in  condition where they cannot claim their rights during the time of investigation.

 I get daytime nearly continuous verbal manipulation, when I am not doing something active on my brains, like reading. Verbal manipulation usually explains, that torture will end soon, after half year or so, and after I will get compensation, from what I had suffered on last thirty years, when they have manipulated me. They like to talk compensation I get . What is the base of my compensation, is it based on hours, I have been subject on their manipulation, and how much for hour etc.

  When I  ask, do I get these criminals prosecuted, that have tortured me and ruined my life on last  thirty years,  their answer is not so clear, and they do not like talk this subject.

Actually I believe, that they just try to keep my hope for   freedom, that will come in future,  alive. If I had a mental breakdown, or became severely depressed, I am less useful for them. I believe that even if they get caught, it is not sure that they will be prosecuted. United States and Canada, has very dark history  on legal handling of criminal human experiments , when illegal human experiments have - for reason or other - became public , not police or public prosecutor have acted. Not a single U.S. government researcher had been prosecuted for illegal  human experimentation. This  means that  scientists  are not afraid to continue their illegal  experiments.

Even in case of improbable event, that these crimes are exposed in public, there is  perhaps similar outsourcing trick than some  other torture cases, where the actual crimes are done from foreign organization, and base organization has just given funding, to get results.

Besides of continuous talk , perpetrators manipulate my daytime  feelings and memory , I am not able to recall some words in these occasion. Actually what happened for Rick Perry on this article , was a typical trick they do for me . I do not say that Rick Perry is a victim of mind manipulation, memory  blackout could happen sometimes  in natural reasons like, high tension.  They also  often they try to replace my verbal output , from their verbal output, and  sometimes they  succeed on this.

5th. of October. I went to sleep early, about eight p.m.  They kept me awake about hour or two. After I got sleep, first time, they, awakened me f after midnight. I also remember, that they caused that my head felt cold on sometimes on night. I got however sleep and slept until four a.m.  I believe I slept five or six hours. Next evening started pain on right temple of my head.

6th. of October. I went to sleep half past nine. They awakened me before one o’clock a.m.  After I did not get sleep. About three a.m. they started “sharp stones under head  torture”. After I wake up from bed, the pain on the right eye started. It continued with some breaks a whole morning. Actually they call it for macular filming. I do not know if they ge visual  information my view, or it is just recording how my eye is working.

9th.  of October. I got sleep about three or four hours. They caused a feeling that my  head was cold among other things, to keep me awake. After I woke up, there were a pain on right eye, so their “macular filming” continue. I was so tired, that they were able to put me on fast sleep couple of times during the day. There was nearly continuous itching somewhere on head .

  10th of October. After midnight they caused a sudden strong sharp pain  on center of my head. This is what they call moose rifle. I was able to get pain weaker by pressing water back on place of the pain. They told that this is revenge, that I have broken some instruments by massaging my head, with my hand held massager. They also told that I cannot do such calculation I did my previous piece of diary. I guess they mean that probability count which   was just rough estimate, that is based right way to calculate, how much illegal human experiments USA actually do in other countries .

The pain was weaker, when I lied in my back, but they caused a strong backache for me, in that position, so I could not sleep on that way.  I do not know how long I was asleep, but I was bed on ten hours, because I did  not have to go to work.

10-13th. of October. These days and night were very similar. I got sleep between three and five hours. Usually I got two or three hours sleep. After they awakened around one or two a.m.  Another sleep period was after six a.m. Between that they caused pains here and there, and coughing, that is very unpleasant if one is wearing c-pap machine, like I am . There were also sharp pain somewhere on head and occasional feeling that air was full of smoke. I massaged my neck about three or four times on night to reset their manipulation. I stayed long on bed, but got only little sleep. Daytime they caused two of more fast sleeps.

14th. of October. Last night one of the perpetrators told his future plans. He said he lives in Sweden, but is planning to move back to Finland, in reason for  children education. He also said that , when I am not useful for them anymore, they just stop to manipulate  me,  and continue with other victims.

 I slept about eight hours, and awakened with sharp pointed pain, that they call nickname “moose rifle”. My theory is, that they tried to wipe out yesterdays conversation. I am not sure if,  the conversation was their experiment, or just pure mistake. Actually I was not able to recall it yet, but about two hours later.

15th. of October.  I went to sleep about midnight. They awakened me after hour’s sleep, and kept me awake until six a.m.  After I was able to sleep about half past eleven a.m.  On night they told that I should be happy that I can sleep. Many of the mind-control victims are tied to bed and  cannot defend themselves on any way. Again they used a same sharp pain than yesterday night. I massaged my neck, and it stopped the pain.  I believe, it was not massage, but their decision to stop pain, after massage. Otherwise the night was similar itching on head, and back pains, than earlier nights. On afternoon started a pain on right eye, and continued for night. Again they told that they are filming ocular fundus.

16th. of October. Heavy pain on right eye, that started on evening, continued until four a.m. I got sleep about five a.m. and they awakened me about ten a.m. So I got sleep about five hours. In the morning there were day opening. the perpetrator told that they will torture, and experiment with me, all my lifetime. As an excuse they told that he told that he has children, and he has  to make living for his  family. I told him that he makes living his children  from my suffering, and he ruins my life to get his family happy living.

17th. of October. I got about one hour sleep. They caused sharp pain on center of my head. I had to sleep on my back, to keep pain tolerable. After one o’clock a.m. I did not sleep at all.

18th. of October. I went to sleep before nine p.m. They let me sleep one hour, and awakened me after ten p.m. I got sleep again about three or four a.m. So I  got about three hour of sleep, before I had to go to work about five a.m.

19th. of October. I went to  bed after nine p.m. They awakened me half past ten. I got next time sleep after six a.m. I slept about three hours, and   went late to work.

20th. of October. I went to bed after nine p.m. They awakened me first time about half past ten, and after several times about hour between previous awakenings. After one a.m. I did not get sleep. This time  they called it “stress test”. They threaded that “wolfs” will come next.

21st of October. I went to sleep after eight p.m. They kept me awake with pains and verbal tricks and by manipulating my feelings. After one a.m. I put music on my earphones loudest possible. After that I got sleep, and slept more or less until six a.m.  Usually one could not sleep with heavy noise, but if person is very tired, the noise does not stop his sleeping.  I believe that loud music actually interfered their manipulation, that they used to try to keep me awake.  In the morning there was a odd feeling on back of my head, but no actual pain. On next day, there were occasional verbal manipulation, and usual itching, and twinkling sensations, mostly on left side of head.

22nd. of October. “ The stress tests” continued. They kept me awake until about four or five a.m.  I explained them, that sooner or later electronic mind manipulation will be recognized as fact.  Then my story will come public. After that there will come an investigation, and they will be prosecuting their crimes whether I am alive or not. Their attitude was, that because they are already responsible for death for some people, one death more does not make much difference. They trusted that they will never be prosecuted from their crimes. United States and Canada has in past failed to prosecute people that have violated human rights in form of illegal human experimentation.

 I was able to sleep long, because it was Saturday.  I believe I slept about four hours.

23rd. of October.  I do not know how much I slept last night. I believe it was between three and five hours. They used pain on ear to get me take out earphones, without success. Next evening they put me on fast sleep . This usually means, I do not get sleep on night.

24th. of October. They let me sleep about hour. After midnight they kept me awake until about four a.m. After I got sleep about two hours, before I had to go to work. I slept about three hours as a whole. In the morning they caused a pain on butt when sitting. Actually they have done it often last days.

25th. of October. This was a very unclear night. I was awakened several times, but I was able to get sleep again. Most for  me bothered their  sharp stones under head torture . I was able to weaken it, with water backs, but it forced me to sleep on position, that was very uncomfortable. I estimate I slept perhaps two or three hours.

26th. of October. Similar night than yesterday. Only difference that pains were wider variety I slept perhaps three or four hours.

27th. of October. I went to sleep after nine p.m.  They awakened me at half past eleven p.m.  They kept me awake the whole night, except a short period between three and four a.m.   I got sleep about two hours. I was so tired I got a couple of fast sleeps in the morning. Daytime there were normal itching and a kind of aggressive talk from them.

28th. of October.  I went to sleep after nine p.m. They awakened me several times, but I was able to get sleep again. I believe I got proper six hours sleep. I got even some dreams. I hoped  the “stress tests” were over.

29th of October.  Again they awakened me several times, but because it was a holiday, and I did not have to go work, I was able to sleep long, and I believe I  got sleep five hours or more, although I am not sure for that.

30th. of October. I believe, I slept about five hours, difficult to say. There was a pain on right eye, when I went to sleep, and it continued on wake-up. On daytime there were occasional itching on head, and verbal manipulation.

31st. of October. Last night I sleep around ten p.m. I was awakened after midnight. They kept me awake over three o’clock a.m.  After I got couple of hours sleep. They used sharp pointed pain to keep me awake. In the morning there were occasional pain on left side of my head.

1st. of November. Very similar day than yesterday. I slept about hour, after I was awake  about three o’clock  a.m. and after that, I got couple of hours sleep. As a whole I slept between three and four hours.

2nd. of November. I went to sleep about ten p.m.  They awakened me about three a.m. and after I did not get sleep. I believe I slept about three or four hours. On daytime, there were occasional rather strong pain on side of the right eye, among the verbal manipulation.

3rd. of November. I got about normal sleep. There were pain on right temple on daytime.

4th.  of November. They awakened me before midnight. After they did not let me sleep. I slept hour or two, this night. In the morning they threatened me for hearth trouble, and that  my life will end for that.

6th. of November. They got me very tired about nine p.m. I went to sleep. About one a.m. they awakened me, as I had thought. Because it was Saturday, I went to sauna, and after that I got very tired again. I went to bed, and woke up with terrible headache on forehead. They made a normal after sauna torture. and this was reason they let me sleep. The headache continued for afternoon.

7th. of November. I slept for two hours. I was bed about ten hours, but most of the I was a kind of euphoria state, where I repeated over and over again imaginary piece of my life. Actually I remember that in thirty year ago in Alberta, Canada they often kept me in similar state, where I thought over and over again similar piece of life that caused pleasure. It was a kind of narcosis without drugs. Sometime on night, I also felt a

taste of blood on my mouth.  In the morning they told that they have taken “one tooth of my mouth”, that is their jargon,  exact meaning I do not know.

9th. of November. They let me sleep for  two hours. Again they told that they are taking another “tooth” out, from me. If the pain marks the place of “tooth” the “tooth”  was this time left side back of my head.  To analyzing their language, perhaps brain has functions or organs  they call nickname “teeth”, and perhaps they could disable them parts of them. They have told that they can also replace “tooth”  with their artificial “gold-tooth”. However it is useful to think, why they want to let me know  this.  Apparently what they want cause for me, is fear and sadness.   On their speech – verbal manipulation – they have very rich vocabulary for indirect expressions, by using it,  they can cause fear and hope, give presents and punish. They can “give heart cut” , “take out tonsils” , “shave beard”, and many other expressions that could have something to do with real life, or have nothing to do with real life – who knows. So to stay reality, is better count what they do for me, than believe, what they tell ,  they are doing  for me. If I discount their talk, last night, the real problem is that   they did not me sleep for more than two hours. This is not good for my mind and body.

10th. of November.  Last night, on start, I got about one hours sleep. After they kept me awake until six a.m.  Then I got sleep about ten a.m.  So I got about five hours sleep. Daytime there were usual itching and twinkling sensations, among the verbal manipulation.

11th. of November. Very similar day, than day before. They kept me awake until six o’clock a.m.  After I slept half past eleven. . Daytime they caused a pain on left elbow, among usual itching and twinkling sensations on head.

13th. of November. I got about normal sleep. Not their normal after sauna torture, that they do after sauna. In the morning opening,  they explained that all the torture will end. However on daytime, there were normal itching and twinkling sensations, so perhaps it was not true. There were also normal “we take a new tooth out from your mouth” threats among the verbal manipulation.

14th. of November. They did not let me sleep at all.

15th. of November.  They disturbed my sleeping, by awakening me several times, and trying to start conversation. However I got about five hours of sleep. Daytime there was an  odd shrinking feeling on the back of my head.

16th. of November. I was awakened several times. After three a.m. I did not get sleep. I slept perhaps three hours, and I was very tired  a whole day.

17th of November. I slept over  three a.m. Perhaps I slept  five hours. In the morning they started a pain on right eye. They call it sometimes for filming of  ocular fundus. The pain continued more or less, a whole day. While I was walking home around six p.m. the pain went very serious and covered for whole forehead. After I got home, I massaged my neck, and short after that the pain stopped. After half past eight they put me into fast sleep, that continued about quarter past nine. I believe that one purpose of their fast sleep is to let me sleep a while, when it is easier for them to keep me night awake.

18th. of November. They awakened me after midnight. After I did not get sleep. They showed me all kinds of pains, they could cause. They can cause a pain even sole of my foot , if they want to. If they keep me a whole time half asleep, I cannot do very much. That way I am very vulnerable.

19th of November. They awakened me after one o’clock a.m.  After they kept me awake, with pains and talking. They tried to get me sleep on right side with pains, but I found that causing pain on side did take a rather long time for them, and after I turned other side, the pain vanished, so I turn back to left side. They did not like to do it very many times, but let me sleep on left side. I slept perhaps two hours before one a.m. I was on bed until ten, but I was not sure if I slept at all. Anyway, when I woke up, half past ten, I did not feel tired. Daytime was  very normal itching twinkling sensations and verbal manipulation.

21st. of November. I went to sleep about eleven o’clock.  I had to wake up at five a.m. to go to work . I was awakened during the night several times. I believe that I had about three hours of sleep.

22nd. of November. I went to sleep around ten p.m.  They  started to cause a pain on my butt. Actually they have done it often, for last week, and it makes me difficult to sit down. I have thought that purpose is just cause pain, but while I am sleeping, pain on butt has no purpose, so it must be a side-effect of something they do for me. The night was unclear, I believe I slept about two hours, there was many long times, I was a kind of half sleep. After three a.m. I did not get sleep, and I went up four a.m.

23rd. of November. They awakened me several times. They used pain on head and side, and as new form of pain, pain on sole of foot to keep me awake, while their verbal manipulation was continuing. Daytime they put me some fast sleep, and evening, they caused pain on butt.

24th. of November. Again I was awakened several times.  I got some sleep after I went to bed, and some sleep before I had to go to work.  I believe I had sleep about three hours. Daytime, while I was attending to meeting, after two p.m. they caused me a fast sleep. It caused some embarrassment and certainly made no good for my career.

26th. of November.  I was awakened first time after midnight. I did not get normal sleep after that. They did not like my sleeping on back, or right side, so they cause me backache while sleeping on back, and a kind of earache when I sleep on right side. However, some time on the morning, I decided to sleep on back, even it causes some pain. I am not sure, if I was asleep. However I had a thought about my old schoolmate, that remember, was invalid, later on I remembered that he is not invalid.  It was not actually full asleep, but I believe, they tried to feed me memory item  that is not true. In the evening around six p.m. they caused a pain in my butt, and I had some difficulties sit for a while. However, after seven p.m. the pain went away.

-I have found there are some net-writing about me, this is a typical example. It has many inaccuracies. I believe, the writer has mixed me from another person. I have never resided days under bridge, and my photo was never  in newspaper on Canada.

There are others stories about me, that have  no factual errors. Many of them, do still have a kind of logical errors. The most usual is view me as isolated case.

 If person tells Hiroshima nuclear bomb, or six million mass murder of Jews, and only for this person particular story is viewed and no other evidence that is out of case , the observer would believe that with these evidence, person who is observed , has a  paranoid delusion that millions of Jews has murdered.  Similar conclusion could come  person   who views only my story, and excludes the  fact that there are at least ten organizations of victims of electronic manipulation, and membership for them is several hundreds of  people  The observer should  ask , are these organizations and people who have similar symptoms, just a  collective paranoid delusion, or is something real behind it ?

Eleanor White has come to same situation. This is her way to say  the same matter:

One of our more difficult challenges is overcoming the natural tendency of nay sayers who feel they can "explain" our troubles by looking at each different harassment type and offering alternate theories.  A day ago I had another "it-is-just-poltergeists" explanation come to me, triggered by my description of the  frequent remote physical manipulation effects. I'd like to offer here a common sense analogy  which we can use when dealing with this very flawed approach.  We can answer:  "It's just like a computer image, made up of thousands of pixels.  "If an observer sets up a microscope in front of his screen, and looks at every single pixel,  one at a time, he will not have the slightest  idea what the image is about.   "If he finds, say, that 19,221 pixels are flesh-coloured, he could declare that the image is of a belly dancer, when in fact, it is a portrait of George Washington.

I have found no appropriate investigation from authorities, or educational institutions electronic mind control victims cases. Perhaps reasons are  similar, that  there were no investigation about rumored Jews mass murder  in 1940 Nazi-Germany. The only rational  investigation I have seen,  is made by one of the victims,  before mentioned Eleanor White.

John J. McMurtrey has done remarkable job for collecting all those bits and pieces, that are available in public, to prove that mind control machine exist. This is his research paper, that really proves that mind reading of verbal thoughts is reality.

I personally believe that machine that is used for reading my mind, and my mind manipulation is different that one that J. McMurtney describes. In my guess the machine that is used my verbal mind reading is just a kind of interface from another person brain to other person brain. The difference is same that is difference in acoustical world  between word recognition machine, and a simple  cell-phone. There are lots of public research papers about word recognition for mechanic way from brainwaves. I still have not any papers from attempt to collect information brain use for verbal output of words, and send this information into another person brain. I believe this is some way possible, and this is  where the secret research is done.

John McMurtney kind of mind reading machine is coming in future , and it is usable  for mind-control of masses.  In future these machines could be hiding on airway-stations and similar places, and they would scan  if anybody has “dangerous” thoughts , a bit similar way that agencies are mechanically listening cell-phone conversations in some countries, and alarm if example word “explosive” is heard in  conversation.

I have followed with great interest Occupy wall street group movement. They get through the media resistance fact, that one percent of people in United States owns 44%  value of property, and average people has lost some purchasing power in last twenty years, while on same time  one percent of rich people have accumulated it.

Group has a  a demand that maximum allowed contribution one person  for election campaign, is a hundred dollars. This is good demand, but it does not stop all the indirect advertising that is done in form of positive publicity in mass-media.

With present winner take all, election system the only way  that Occupy wall Street movement would perhaps get member in Congress that would represent them , is to move all living on same geographical area. Instead on proportional election system, which Finland has,  they could have a fairly good change to get representative on congress whichever area they live.

United States election system is made two hundred hundred years ago. It would  be best, in society without telephone, fast transportation , and mass-media. Now it is as outdated as is T-model Ford. Example every state in United States, has right to elect two members in senate. This means that person that lives in half million people Wyoming gets more than twenty times power from his vote, than person who lives 35 million people California -  while voting members to  Senate.

Two party  governing system  has same problems - corruption, human rights violations, and discrimination of minorities - than one party  system, although less severe. Actually problems are very similar, than problems of monopoly and oligopoly in corporate world.


Fourth  of  October  2011 4.50 a.m. . My last note on previous writing ended  on 16th. of August . On 17th.  of August they awakened me about ten times on night. However, because I went to sleep very early, before eight a.m., I got about four or five hours of sleep. On the afternoon there were a kind of shrinking feeling on my head, like I had slept head on sharp stones.

18th of August. I went early to sleep. They awakened me around three a.m. I slept five hours. On afternoon about half past three p.m. they did a  a repetitive voice attack. Later on  about quarter to four p.m. there was a sudden pain on center of the head.

20th of August. They awakened me after five o’clock a.m. At first I believed that it was a normal morning opening, but later I found that my left ear felt different than the right one. It was sensitive for voices. Effect was similar than after repetitive voice attack. Actually I felt a bit like wound on left side of my head. I slept five or six hours this morning.

21st. of August. Last night was very similar that on night on tenth. of August. They started a pain on center of the head. It was on large area, feeling like head had been  sleeping on sharp stones.  They gave different explanations what they were doing. They told that I have my mathematical ability, but my ability to express myself with words, will come  weaker. They also told that I will lose a part of my memory. I slept perhaps five hours. On  daytime I had a different feeling on head. It felt especially when cough . I believe that my blood circulation on my head was reduced.

23rd. of August. I went to  sleep after ten p.m. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m.  I got sleep three or four hours.

24th. of August. Again I went to sleep after ten p.m .They awakened me after tow o’clock a.m. I got about four hours of sleep. They caused similar feeling on head, than 21st. of August, like I had slept head on sharp stones. Feeling was on large area center-, and back of my head.

25th. of August. They awakened me around two o’clock a.m., and started similar “sharp stones under head” torture than before. I massaged my neck to reset their manipulation, and put a small tire, filled with water around the manipulation area. With this , and combined with water containers, I was able to stop part of the sharp feelings. However they would not let me sleep, so I slept about three hours, also this night. The perpetrators identified themselves again as “Cancer station graveyard shift”.  In the morning there were occasional shooting pains above the right eye. On afternoon the pain on the right eye became permanent.

26th. of August. I went to sleep about nine o'äclock  p.m. They awakened me around one o’clock, and started “sharp stones under head” torture. Again I massaged my neck and arranged similar shield than last night. It did not work as well as before. However I got two short periods of sleep. I slept perhaps four hours this night.

27th of  August. I slept in two parts  last night eight to eleven p.m. and about four to eight a.m.  Between that there were a repetitive voice attack about quarter to three a.m.  They got my left ear partly sensitive. However in the morning the ear felt about normal.

28th. of August. Last night in sauna, they did some unpleasant thing to my body, I would rather not tell. I went to sleep about four a.m. and got awake eight a.m.  on their morning opening. their story  was, that they are stopping the torture. Later on I found it was not true. I got sleep about four hours.

29th. of August. I got sleep about four hours. They started to talk after three o’clock  a.m. This time they introduce themselves as representative from Finland ministry of Foreign Affairs. They said they were evaluating my possibility to survive after the experiments end. About ten a.m. started a pain on right eye, that after while, went  all over right side of head.

30th. of August. I went to sleep after nine p.m. They awakened me after midnight. I massacred my neck with my hand-massager, to reset their manipulation. Actually they have told that the interface, of their manipulation equipment is fastened  on their throat. They kind of hear victims  (verbal) thinking on their throat, and this same way secretary manipulate victim verbal output. I believe that is the reason that massaging my neck has some effect. Of course, we have to take account possibility that their story is not true.

 I am not sure, but I believe, I slept hour or two after massacre. If so, I slept about three hours that night.

31st of August. I went to sleep before eight p.m. They awakened me several times, and caused all kinds of pains, expecially pain on back, that made my sleeping very painful. I felt I slept about three or four hours. While on their manipulation, there was a incident I want to make a record. The secretary  tried to vocalize my thinking, and  mask so that I would accept his verbal output as mine. However he used wrong words, that I myself I would never use. I found that, and I told this to perpetrators.  They went very angry, and told I should have not make my secretary ashamed, he is just university student who is  starting to learn this dumping. I told the perpetrators, that they have tortured me over thirty years, when they will come angry for my position of life.

In the morning they started a heavy pain above the right eye.

1st. of September. Last evening they told me, that they will bring me to “Himalayas”.  On night they caused that I felt that breathing was difficult, like air was a full of smoke. Their explanation was, that they were “burning” my lungs. After their torture, I was still able to walk, but breathing on lungs really felt different. I massaged my neck to reset their manipulation. After that their story went a bit less aggressive. They identified as gate-crashers, and told that their idea was to cause me to loose weight, and this “burning” of lungs cause, that I have to use more energy for moving myself. I was able to sleep about one hour after their “treatment” . In the morning there was a rather heavy pain above the right eye. It felt like somebody has hit the eye. There was something wrong with my breathing a whole day.

2nd. of September. I went to sleep early, after eight p.m. They awakened me first after ten p.m. and after that about five or six times. After three a.m. I did not get sleep anymore. I massaged my neck many times during the night, to reset their manipulation. It helped always for a while.  I estimate, I slept two or three hours.

3rd. of September. I went ot sleep after ten o’clock. They awakened me around two a.m.  I believe, I did not get sleep after that. I do not remember, that I  slept at all. They used all kinds of pains, where there were no good water shielding touching tmy head. They also made a kind of  tingling sensation, of  center of my skull , on large area. I was able to resist that by sleeping on back. Sleeping on back, made them to cause backache, so I did not sleep at all. Because I did not have to go to work, I slept very long, until noon. Partly I slept long because I was afraid to come out from my shield, and because I was tired, although I did not get sleep.

When I finally game out from my shield, I used music on my earphones as a kind of shield. I got very heavy verbal manipulation, and different itching, tingling, sensations, and pain.

4th. of September. I got perhaps four hours of sleep. After they started heavy verbal manipulation, companied with tingling and itching sensation on center and back of my head. When I massaged my neck, I got the itching reset for a moment , but it started again after a few minutes. Their manipulation was weaker, when I slept on my back, but then they caused a backache. I was on bed long, because I did not leave my shield.

5th of September. Very similar day that fourth of September. I slept  about four hours, and stayed under my shield long, because I was afraid for their manipulation.

10th. of September. I went to sleep after midnight. They awakened me after five a.m. After they used different burning and itching sensations, among backache and verbal manipulation to keep me awake. Like previous night I slept about four or five hours.

11th. of September. It is impossible to say, how much I slept. I was awakened some times on morning, but I did not notice what time it happened.  After I did not get sleep. They tried to keep me on left side, and caused pains, if I turned right side. In the morning they started general itching around my head. Later on it became pain on the right eye, and area around the right eye. This continued until night, and became even more severe than in the morning.

12th. of September. This night they had some kind of  torture an manipulation and a show  that was a part of their 9/11 “celebration” program. Without knowing what they actually did, they caused heavy pain on my right eye.  I have started to believe that perhaps  I have a implant on right eye.).

They told that planes fly on high altitudes, so if their speech holds true, they are experimenting mind-control, and electronic torture from airplanes, and actually presented of their capabilities, but because they do not have real terrorist they torture me.  I asked them, do they feel they are big heroes, when they torture innocent civilian, that cannot defend himself. After that, they went very angry, and told me that I am a game animal - free to hunt. Later they started repetitive voices, and all kinds of pains.

I got sleep about hour before they started to torture me after midnight.

13th. of September. I went to sleep after nine p.m. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m. I got sleep about four hours. After two a.m. I did not get sleep. They used pains and verbal manipulation to make my sleeping difficult. I massaged my neck couple of times, to reset their manipulation.

14th. of  September. I went to sleep half past nine p.m. I was awakened five times, at least. I interpreted wrong time, from my alarm-clock. Later the perpetrators told that they have manipulated my eye, information and caused that I believe the time was much more, than it actually was.  I believe that I slept about five hours, but I am not sure for that. On daytime they caused several occasional short term pains, around my head.

15th. of September. I went to sleep half past ten p.m.  They awakened me first time before midnight and after  several times. There were different itching and tingling sensations, among the verbal manipulation. They threaded to “bring tombstone” to my grave. I slept two or three hours.

16th. of September. I went to sleep after nine p.m.  They awakened me first time before midnight, and after midnight they awakened several times. They gave several indirect death threats during the night. I massaged  my neck  for a couple of times to reset their manipulation, and I was able to sleep hour or two after three a.m.  I even got some dreams that I partly remember.

Daytime there were occasional pains on several points of my head, mostly on right temple of head.

19th. of September. This night they awakened me first time about midnight, next time around two a.m. and next time after four a.m.  I slept about five hours. This night their threat was that “they will cut my hawthorn fence” ,  whatever it means, I do not try to translate these unclear indirect threats, because I feel their main purpose is to get me think what they mean.  Evening they caused fast sleep and some itching and tingling here and there.

20th. of September. I went to sleep half past nine.  They got me awake before one o’clock a.m. After I did not get sleep. I massaged my head couple of times, and they did not like it. There  was a new kind of pain on  exactly center  between right side and left side of skull.

21st. of September. I went ot sleep early, before eight p.m. I was awakened several times during the night, but because I did not have to go to work, I had possibility to sleep longer, and I got about normal amount of sleep. In the morning between seven and eight a.m. there were a kind of shooting pains on left temple. Usually there are pains on right temple and right eye. Also pains were different than usual. They were occasional, short term, and rather strong.

23rd. of September. I went to sleep about ten p.m. They awakened me after midnight, and kept awake a hole night. After three o’clock a.m. they caused feeling that air that I breathed was no good. Later they started torturing a large area center of the head. I put a piece of sheet metal to cover the place they tortured, so the feeling was not normal tingling effect, but just pain. I slept about two hours on that night. On afternoon, there were occasional burning feeling on center of my head once a while.

24th. of September. I went to sleep before ten p.m. They awakened me half past eleven, and next time after midnight. This time my mouth was also dry. This is not normal, so they did something to cause dry mouth. I was awake after three a.m. when they again caused feeling that air was difficult to breath. This all among the heavy verbal manipulation. I got some sleep before four o’clock a.m. , but they awakened me again after seven a.m.  and caused backache, and all kinds of pain to keep me awake. It is difficult to say, how much I slept , but I believe, I slept less that five hours.

25th. of September. I got sleep about three hours. Last days they have threaded to arrange me to a hospital, where they come to “meet” me.  So they did last night. It is very dangerous, if they can get me closed Into hospital. There can be one or more their “agents” and they can even try to murder me some medical way, or cause many kinds of other harm for me. Even that my last hospital visit, there did not happen anything harmful I know, I try to avoid hospitals, so long it is possible. If I sleep my home, nobody can come into house, without breaking something. In hospital I am vulnerable for many kinds of attacks.

26th. of September. I went ot sleep half past  nine  p.m. They awakened me after one a.m. and after I did not get sleep. They told me that they have orders, to let me sleep three hours per day, but otherwise they can keep me awake. They used all the normal tricks to keep me awake, pain on back, verbal manipulation etc.

27th. of September. I went to sleep half past nine p.m. They awakened me first before midnight, and second time after one o’clock a.m. After that wakeup , I did not get sleep. They caused feeling, that the air I breathed was bad, kind of dry and smoky. They also caused all kinds of pains, and heavy verbal manipulation. I believe I got this night sleep  only this three hours, that is their new standard. I just wonder that what three hours daily sleep cause my brains, body and lifespan. Already I know, it ruins quality of life.

On lunchtime and evening they caused a couple of fast sleep. I just lost my consciousness from some minutes.

28th. of September. I went to sleep before eight p.m.  On start, they caused me to stay awake. They were very aggressive, they threaded to “broke my nose” whatever it means. However something changed before midnight.  I went to sleep, and slept until five a.m.  about five or six hours.

29th. of September. On night they awakened me for ten times at least. I know I was asleep for a while, but not very many minutes. Perhaps I slept two or three hours, very difficult to say.

30th. of September. I went to sleep about eight p.m. They awakened me first around ten p.m. , and the n before midnight, that after I did not get sleep. I told my opinion on their position on society, that my tiredness had some effect. I told them that they are like  blood sucking parasites, which get their power from healthy and useful part of society. They did not like my analysis, and make wound on forehead, on left side. The wound felt open until afternoon. I slept about two or three hours.

1st. of  October.. I went to sleep half past nine. They awakened me several times before midnight. I did not sleep between one and four a.m. I massaged my neck several times on this time. After four I got some sleep, because I  did not have to go to work.  I believe, I slept five hours or more.  On afternoon there was a continuing small headache on forehead. On evening it became pain on right eye , and continued on late night.

3rd. of October. I went ot sleep after nine p.m. I used earphones to get sleep. They caused left ear pain., I put earphones of the head, and after a while , I  put them back. The pain diminished. I use c-pap machine while sleeping. The air felt very cold. I massaged my neck, and after the air felt normal. These are typical little tricks they have. I believe they cause pain, by controlling blood distribution, I am not sure although. They can also control body temperature, or at least feeling of cold and hot I  slept about three hours, mostly after one a.m.

4th of  October. I believe I did not sleep at all. They caused all kinds of pains, mostly on ears, but also on some points of head around midnight, Now later the pains went off, but I  just cannot get sleep. I believe, that they try to delay publishing this part of diary, so I put it out half ready, and check  errors on grammar, and make links later when I have got some sleep. Otherwise they would keep me a whole week without sleep.

United States has a long history of illegal and unethical human experiments in foreign countries. Recently found Guatemalan syphilis experiments were just one example. There are also LSD- experiments in France, that caused some loss of lives, and several mind control experiments in Canada.

We do not  know the exact amount of   illegal and unethical human experiments that United States has  in foreign countries. One way to calculate a rough estimate, is to multiply experiments that are for some reason became public, for probability that leaks  for secret human experiment occurs . I estimate by that way,  that there are at least 300 similar unethical human experiments that United States government agencies have carried on foreign countries, where about one percent of them is partly  public now.

There is no reason to believe that unethical human experiments on foreign soil have ended. Only difference that I believe had happened, is a kind of outsourcing part of  illegal and unethical state activities.

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16th. of August.2011. 4.30 a.m.  My previous writing ended on second of July. The first note after that is on sixth of July.

6th of  July. They awakened me  on night by causing falsified audio-effect of somebody knocking the door. After that they tried to start talking, and tried also to make wound on left side of my head. I was able to defend myself by putting a water bag about thirty centimeter thick on place, they tried to make a wound. I believe I slept four or five hours.

In the morning they started a headache on forehead, similar than after sauna torture. The headache continued whole day, except a pause on afternoon. There were also some sore points on neck in the morning, that I tried to massage out.  About six o’clock  p.m. there were a conversation , I  made a wrote down, because it helps understand their attitude, and thinking. Question was their crimes against humanity. They insisted that they are “normal” people, and so it wrong to put them jail. I argued that people that commit crimes, should get punishment, and punishment should not get for person’s normality or abnormality, but every person has right to be so “abnormal” he wants to be. This thinking is very easy to find everywhere their thinking. They feel that their mission is to to  all people who are not “normal”  - meaning people who think or live different way than they live – and turn them into “normal” people.

This basic attitude is often visible of their thinking. They do  not feel that people that live or think differently than them, are not fully human, but think them “expendable” some kind of livestock, they would do everything without punishment.

9th. of July. They awakened me sometimes on night, and started to make a  wound on left side of forehead. I tried first to massage my neck to reset their work. Later I put my left side of  forehead downside, and put a water back over it. They started to tease my right side of forehead, to get me turn over. I did not turn, because, I knew they had a plan to make wound on left side of forehead. However I could not sleep rest of the night. I guess I slept perhaps four hours this night.

11th. of July.  Start of the week torture.  They awakened me after three a.m.  Later I did not get sleep. I slept about three hours.

12th. of July. I went ot sleep early, because I had not slept well last night. I was awakened after midnight. They used cough and verbal manipulation to keep me awake. Sometimes on night, they also tried repetitive voices , but I got it down, with water backs on my ear. I got sleep again, and I was awakened next time after five o’clock a.m. I believe I got sleep less than five hours. On daytime, they put me some times fast sleep. Otherwise it was itching on head , and verbal manipulation, like every day.

13th. of July. I slept about hour or two.  They caused a feeling of loss of air. Actually the perpetrators told that it is not lack of oxygen, but effect is done, by controlling the level of blood sugar. I am s´not sure that they spoke true. They also threaded  that they will invalidate me so, that I cannot walk normally. I believe this is normal intimidation, that they try to cause fear for me. In addition they did everything, to keep me awake, pain on back etc.

14th of July. Because I was tired, I went ot bed before eight o’clock p.m. They awakened me first after ten p.m. They caused a pain on knee, and threatened to make me unable to walk. They also caused a pain on back etc. to keep me awake. I was awake until five a.m. After I got couple of hours sleep, and wake up late to work. On morning I found a pain on my left knee, that felt especially, when climbing on stairs. I wonder, how they caused it.  Did they cause real damage on my knee, or did they cause only feeling of pain, without real cause.

 I have slept about four hours on last 60 hours. In the morning they caused a pain on right temple of my head  that continued until evening.

15th. of July. I got about normal sleep on last night. On daytime, there were occasional tingling sensation on head. Half past one p.m. started repetitive voices  on left ear. They were able to get my left ear, mildly sensitive for certain frequencies. Also there were  still occasional pain on left knee. Quarter past five p.m. they were able to make a small wound on left side, center of the head.

17th. o July. I was awakened on night, but I got about normal amount of sleep.  On daytime I got rather heavy verbal manipulation, and some pain on head.  Evening there were tingling sensations on head, and some odd shrinking feelings on head also, like head was dried or so. This shrinking feeling was on center of my head.

18th. of July. Start of the week torture. I slept perhaps hour. They used all kinds of pains, and verbal manipulation, to keep me awake. I tried to reset their manipulation by massaging my neck.  I found that  Canadian mind-control victim  Eleanor White´s website  is not open anymore. The perpetrators joked about prize of pork, that they said has gone up.

19th. of July. I got about normal sleep. In the morning started a rather heavy pain on above the right eye. I found that Above Stop secred had published that –Eleanor White has disappeared. I found also that her  another website http://www.multistalkervictims.org is unaccessible..On the conversation below the news  , I felt ,  it could be manipulation from  secret service,  or some other similar organization. I have opinion that ordinary readers of “Above top Secret” do not have opinions, that majority of comments concerning Eleanor White’s website were.  Anyway I was able to save couple of her last documents from her old website.  They are my website bits and pieces area.

Especially her document about electronic countermeasures I feel, is important. Everybody does not have to make same experiments that she has done, because the results are documented. Perhaps Eleanor found something important and was then eliminated. I have done same observation that faradays cage does not stop signal, but water, or liquid  near the head does make the signal weaker. So it is not ordinary frequency modulated , or amplitude modulated radio signal, but something new.

20th of July.  Last night, there were heavy pain, on right eye, after eight p.m. I went to sleep early. I was awakened after three a.m. so I got sleep about five hours, which is not catastrophic, although it is not enough. In the morning there were a kind of pinching feeling on center of the skull, once a while. Lunchtime there were a repetitive voice attack on left ear.  They succeeded partly to make it sensitive for noise.  On evening about quarter to nine started a pain on side of my right eye.

21st.of July. They awakened me after two a.m. and uncomforted my left ear, they had made sensitive for noise earlier. I got about four hours of sleep. After six a.m. they started a heavy pain on  right temple of my head.  The pain was feeling always I moved my mouth eating, speaking etc.

26th. of July. They awakened me after midnight, and kept awake with pains and talking. However I got sleep about one hour in the morning. I believe I slept two hours.

27th of July. I went to sleep early, after nine p.m. They awakened me first after ten p.m. and after several times.  After two p.m. I did not get sleep at all. I believe I slept about three hours.

28th of July. They awakened me couple of times on night, but because I was very tired, I was able to fell asleep again.  I believe I got about normal sleep.

29th. of July. They awakened me around three a.m. with a kind of burning point on center of my head. I f I moved my head, the pain disappeared, but it found me again, after a minute or  two. I remember, they have used this kind of torture, couple of times before also. I did not get sleep after. I slept perhaps three hours that night.

30th of July. I went to sleep after midnight. They awakened me before four a.m.  and started repetitive voices  on left ear. I got  a bit sensitive, but I put my left ear on ground side, and in the morning there were no special feeling on ear.  They also threaded me, that they will kill me, because I am not useful for them anymore. Another threat was that "before you have had only boys sauna, now you will ha men’s sauna” . Later in the morning, they kind of changed side, and warned about unknown people that knock the door. I believe that the purpose for all that , was just to get me afraid. I am bit worried still, because Eleanor White from Canada, has disappeared, and her website is diminished.

31st. of July. I  got about five hours, or less sleep last night. They used all kinds of pains, among verbal manipulation, to disturb my sleep. After started more permanent pain on temples of my head. On the evening, it became a pain on the right eye. They told me that army use every person on fully. They will use my body for experimentation until my death. I hope this, was only intimidation.

2nd. of  August. They awakened me several times, and disturbed my proper sleep. However I got sleep about four or five hours. After one o’clock a.m. There started shooting pain on right temple of head. Before two a.m. , they got me into fast sleep . that lasted some minutes.

3rd. of August. I slept about one hour. They let me understand, that it was a revenge for that I put Eleanor White’s paper on website. In the morning they told that Eleanor White is dead. I hope it is not true. On night they used pains  and all kinds of tricks, among the talk, to keep me awake. A new kind of trick was, that they made my breathing difficult. I got feeling that air was no good. However with oximeter, I found that I had enough oxygen on my blood. In the morning about twenty past ten a.m. There were a sudden heavy pain on right side front of the head, that went fast  away.

5th. of August. I went ot sleep, about half past ten p.m.  They awakened after three a.m.  After they used all kinds of pains, and manipulation, to keep me awake. I slept between three and four hours.

8th of August. I used hand massager on my neck to stop their itching on my head.  Their revenge was a sudden sharp pain on left side, I believe in heart.

9th. of August.  They awakened me after two o’clock a.m.  and kept awake until six a.m.  I resisted their manipulation, by massaging my neck couple of times, with hand massager  - the procedure, I have found gives some relieve. After six , they let me to sleep,  but awakened around nine a.m.  I believe I got four or five hours of sleep.  On the morning, they started a pain on the right eye that continued until evening.

10th. of August.  They told that they have “sauna” for me. When I went to bed, they started a pain on center of the head. It was on large area, feeling like head was sleeping on sharp stones.  They gave different explanations what they were doing. They told that I have my mathematical ability, but my ability to express myself with words, will be weaker.  They also told that in morning, my vision would have trouble. I would see all the things with two. They disturbed my sleep many ways, but because I did not have to go to work, I had enough sleep.

11th. of August.  They awakened me about five times on night. They told same story as before, that my mathematical ability, will not change, but I will lose some ability to express myself with words. I calculated that this is what they want me to be afraid. What will happen in reality is different thing.

12th of  August. They awakened me after two o’clock, and kept awake until six a.m.  I massaged my neck couple of times, for trying to get some relieve, for their manipulation. I got sleep about three hours. I awakened with heavy pain on forehead, that later became a pain on right eye, that continued on afternoon.

13th of August. I awakened with half past three a.m.  for burning feeling on left side of forehead, just above the right eye, my shield, I use when I am sleeping  – was open, and they were making wound  there.  I covered it, and after they started a normal attack, a different pains, tingling sensations on head, and verbal manipulation.  I got perhaps two hours of sleep, after six a.m. , but after nine a.m. they started again backache and verbal manipulation.  Of course they irritated the wound they have made, above the left  eye,  all the morning. In the evening after eight p.m. started pain on right eye that continued until night, They also threaded that I will have a “smoke sauna”.

14th. of august.  I got some ugly  manipulation of my body on sauna, but otherwise I got normal sleep, usual itching and verbal manipulation in morning.

15th. of August. Start of the week torture. Night went unclear. I awakened after three a.m.  and I got sleep about three hours. After nine a.m. on work , they started a very unpleasant pain above the right eye.  that disappeared afternoon about one o’clock p.m. Before two o’clock a.m. they started repetitive voices, that ended soon.

16th of  August. They let me sleep about one hour, and started after pains and manipulation. Actually they caused that I did not feel sleepy. I decided to write this chapter end , and put it into net, and check it later after I have got proper sleep, and correct the  mistakes, and put hyperlinks, to get it to more readable condition.

On my previous writing 17th. of April, I described  how people in United States are not equal before the law.

The Human Rights Watch has asked Obama administration to start  criminal investigation   for George Bush, and his senior administrative officials about ordering torture.

 So far There are no news for start of  any criminal  investigation for that case. Also American mainstream  media  has ignored this Human Rights Watch report,  British quality newspapers like Guardian, and some other less commercial  news media have however  published the news.. It Is like invisible hand had stopped  not only criminal  investigation, but  also publicity , that there is a need for such investigation.

 It is interesting to know, how this “invisible hand” is operated, but even more interesting is to know what other dirty matters  this “invisible hand” has stopped,.Cases from we do not know anything at all.  It is very  important for public to became aware of the existence of such “invisible hand”, that stops police for investigating and cause  prosecutor for not prosecute crimes , and stops also media for writing one word about this.

Most of the American people  support the  principle that everybody is equal before the law, but  when comes need to implement this principal in real world  - and the  person who had commit crime is former president of United States -  all that legal machinery just halt.

 This is not the only case, when police does not investigate and prosecutor fails to prosecute, and media is silent for matter . Other similar crimes one can find by studying history, how illegal human experiments are prosecuted in United States.

 


Third of July .2011 11.30 p.m. The  main difference for earlier months, is that they primarily try to deactivate me. They awaken me several times of night, but often let me sleep after. I  have found that massaging the neck works as a kind of reset of their manipulation. I believe their in implant is somewhere between nose and ears and teeth., and vibration causes temporary interference for it.

19th. of April. They awakened me at least three times this  night. After four  o’clock a.m. I did not get sleep. I believe I slept about three hours.

20th. of April They  got me awake me after four o’clock  a.m. I slept about four hours. Later they had rather heavy verbal manipulation, especially on morning. Whole day were occasional itching and sharp shooting pains, example pain in my  right eye on half past eight.

22nd. of April. I went to sleep late, about midnight.  They awakened me after four a.m. and started a pain on the right eye, verbal manipulation, and also caused pain on my  side right, and on my neck. This caused, that I got no sleep after. Pain on the right eye continued for a  whole day.

24rd. of April. They allowed me to sleep about five hours. Daytime there were some pains, mostly on forehead, and heavy verbal manipulation. After six p.m. they put me on fast sleep, and after I woke up, they started strong continuous pain on forehead. About quarter to nine p.m. they started to manipulate my heartbeat. Pain on the forehead continued whole evening.

25th. of April. They let me sleep about five hours. In the morning there were a pain on forehead and  a sore neck, that I massaged out with my hand-massager. The pain on the forehead, moved later on to my right eye, and diminished on afternoon. These sore points came several times on this day, and several times I massaged them out.

26th. of  April. They awakened me several times on  night, and tried to start verbal  manipulation. However I believe, that I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning they started again pain on the right side of my head. It made my working on the office, not very effective.

27th.  of April. Start of the week  type torture. I did not sleep at all. About two o’clock a.m. hey made an experiment that for me felt like a light-bulb had lighten up in front of my right eye. My theory is that it is someway connected to that they try to translate thinking that is not verbal. I have found that they at least some times they do not understand my nonverbal thinking. They have went over it by access the mechanism that cause the victim to verbalize his thinking. I have found that they made errors when they try to guess what I am doing. Other possibility is that they just want to cause artificial visual effects.

Quarter after three p.m. they disturbed my work in the office, by causing pain on the right temple of my head. Half past five I found a different pain, that felt on head especially when coughing.

28th.  of April. I got about five hours of sleep. They awakened me at four o’clock  a.m. On daytime, I got  a kind of shrinking feeling on the head , and pains here and there. They put me  also  fast sleep several times on day and evening. On the afternoon they started a pain on forehead, that became  very serious after seven p.m. , very much like after sauna torture. After eight p.m. I founded several sore points on my neck , especially on left side. I massaged them out, even thought it was very painful. After that,  the headache diminished.

29th. of April. I awakened me after three o’clock a.m. I got about four hours of sleep. The neck had some sore points, but it was better than day before.

30th. of April. I got about normal amount of sleep, but in the morning, I awakened headache on fore head. I also found that fore head felt abnormally cold. They told me that they are “filming” my forehead. Apparently this  was cause, that they disturbed blood circulation on my forehead. After wakeup I massaged my neck where was several sore points. Perhaps “filming” ended for that, because the headache diminished.

1st- of May. I slept about four- five hours. In the morning there were headache on forehead, and it  felt cold. I found that on my neck there were several sore points especially on left side. I massaged them out with my massager, with very long time , and got most of them out.     

2nd. of May. They awakened me after three o’clock a.m. I got sleep about four hours this night. In the morning there were occasional pains and itching on the head here and there. This continued with heavy verbal manipulation whole morning.

3rd. of May. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m. I slept about three hours this night. After awakening there were heavy verbal manipulation , and some itching on the head.

4th. of May. I went to sleep early, about eight o’clock p.m. They awakened me before ten p.m. After I did not get sleep.

8th. of  May. I got about five hours of sleep for some days. Yesterday they caused a sudden tiredness, I was nearly unconscious, so I went to sleep without usual protection on my head. I believed that they let me sleep hour or two, before they turn the tiredness off, and start manipulation. This is their usual way to work.

Apparently the perpetrators used opportunity, that I am sleeping without protection, and they let me sleep about eight hours. In the morning opening of the day  talk they told  that Canada will arrange a new election because of some members of parliament will find that they are mind controlled, their thinking is read and manipulated.

Of course if some members of Canadian parliament are manipulated electronically or their thinking  is listened , perhaps my perpetrators do not have information about it - and even if they have information, they certainly do not tell me about it. Still   their basic claim, that some members of Canadian parliament are electronically manipulated, could be true.  Another interesting question is, how to find out truth on this matter. The secret of electronic mind manipulation lays somewhere in secret files, where most of the members of Canadian parliament  perhaps do   not have access.

9-11 of May. I got proper sleep. Some verbal manipulation, sore neck and fast sleep on daytime.

12th. of May. I got three hours of sleep. They awakened me once a while, and after two o’clock a.m. I did not get any sleep. Sore points on neck have diminished. Apparently they have ended  this experiment, for a while at least.

13th. of May. Very similar night, than night before.  They awakened me several times, and after two o’clock a.m. I did not get sleep at all. They used headache,  and pain on back among other things to keep awake. I slept about two or three hours. They also caused, that I do not feel very tired. I believe although that three hours sleep is not good for my health. There were no sore points on neck. For this collection of sore points, they have given  very horrifying name “devil’s   necklace”. So I live in hope this is really ended. At the morning ,  they started a pain on side of the  right eye.It was more or less constant whole day.

14th. of May. It is very hard to say how much I slept, I believe about three hours. They have caused, that I do not feel tired, but my feeling is not normal also. They used all the tricks to keep me awake, pains talking etc. This is a third day on row, that I got only two or three hours of sleep.

16th. of May.  They starter manipulation of me about two o’clock a.m. I did not get sleep after that. They were very merciless, and told that they will “drive” me so long time I could be used  for something. I got sleep about two hours this night.

In the morning there were sore points on neck, I tried to massage out. The massaging helps for some moments. I believe that there is implant somewhere on my head, and vibration of  hand-held massager cuts the manipulation for a moment. After wakeup started also a pain above the right eye. It ended about ten o’clock a.m. and later  started occasional pains and itching, mostly on forehead. There were also a kind of pinching feeling on the head, a quarter after ten. Later they got me unconscious , “fast sleep” for some minutes. When I woke , there were some trembling of hands, and my heart was beating very fast.

17th. of May. They awakened me several times at night. In the morning I did not feel very sleepy.  It is impossible to say how much I slept. They told me that they have developed a new “sleeplike state”, where person does not have to get real sleep at all. I guess that they test with me, what side effects their new “sleeplike state” has  on mind and body. Perhaps they try to artificially do same thing that sleep does on person’s mind. I n the morning started a pain on the right eye.

18th. of May. I slept about normal amount, although I was awakened several times. In the morning there was a pain on the right eye, that later diminished ,and started occasional pains, mostly on left side, and back of the head.  On the afternoon, after four o’clock p.m. there were shrinking and pinching feelings on left side and center of the head.

19th of May. They awakened me several times. After three o’clock a.m. they did not let me sleep. They started a pain on the right eye, that I tried to cover with my hands, with poor results. I slept about three or four hours. In the morning, pain on the right eye eased, but it became later again very strong. Pain felt whole morning, until noon. After noon started a different,  occasional pinching on the head.

20th. of May. I went to sleep early last night.  I was awakened on hour or two hours intervals whole night. After three o’clock a.m. I did not get sleep. I estimate, I slept four hours. After nine o’clock a.m., started a rather strong pain on the right eye, and continued a whole morning.

21st. of May. They got me very sleepy after eight o’clock p.m. I went to early sleep. After midnight I was awakened, and did not feel sleepy at all. I made some sandwiches and tea, and did some work. After I went to sleep again. I was awakened after two or three hours. I believe that this way I got about five hours of sleep that night.

22nd. of May. I felt very tired, so I went to sleep after nine p.m. They awakened me around midnight. Because I did not feel tired at all, and I did not have to go to work, I was awake at six o’clock a.m. I went to sauna, and felt to sleepy again. On this time they spoke about “smoke-sauna”.

Sometimes on sleep they awakened me, and caused some way high irritation on lungs. This caused heavy cough on long time. However I got sleep again, and slept about eleven a.m. On evening there was heavy attack on right  eye, that felt whole right side of the head. I was able to partly ease the pain, by massaging my neck with handheld massager.

25th. of May. They awakened me at two o’clock a.m. After I got a short sleep, and had a  dream.  I keep possible, that they hypnotized me. They told that they would “lose” , but they will not go down alone. They also told,using metaphor, that “They have closed the toiled, and nobody gets out without a good plumber”.

26th. of May. They awakened me again, after two o’clock a.m. Perhaps this is the time of start “cancer-station graveyard shift”  as they call themselves. They used backache, pinching on head etc. to keep me awake. They told that they make me “poorer” every day. They also told that massaging the neck makes my cochlear dark, and they are waiting for that, before they stop experimenting. This message was somehow unclear for me. This night I also got some nausea. They  told that reason to keep me awake on night is, that they are studying my body functions. In the morning after ten a.m. there were occasional shooting pains on head, that continued whole day. I believe that pain caused several mistakes, I made on my work. Of course the lack of sleep, would partly  be cause of these mistakes

27th. of May. I went to sleep early, about eight o’clock p.m. They awakened me around ten p.m. After I did not get sleep before about four a.m. I did everything I know, to disturb their manipulation. Morse code, and massaging my neck. Perhaps the tiredness and  vibration of head, by massaging caused interference, their manipulation, that caused that I got a sleep about one hour more, before I had to go to work. Now I have slept two or three hours on night on row of several nights.

29th. of May. They awakened me around nine a.m. and started talking. I found that they manipulated my speech by using secretary, and I told them that. After that they started a burning pain on back of the head. It was a very sharp precise area, where they caused the pain. I defended myself with water backs, which I  used to cover the painful area. Later on the morning they caused shooting pains, mostly back of the head.

30th. of May. They awakened me several times on night, and tried to keep me awake with their usual tricks. However, because I did not have to go to work, but I was able to sleep longer, I got five hours sleep or more. I did a lot of Morse-code, to make their manipulation boring. They used a new kind of pain they had developed, to keep me awake. It was pain on  side of the fingers. this pain  they used more or less whole day and  evening.  . The pain disappeared by moving painful fingers on cloth, but comes back after some seconds.

1st. of June. They awakened me before two o’clock a.m.  This was, because I was travelling, and without any kind of shield. I had oximeter with me, and my heartbeat was abnormally low, about fifty beats at minute. This was a kind of odd, because my oxygen intake was also low, under 90. Usually if oxygen intake goes low, heart starts to beat faster.

2nd. of June. I got sleep about six hours last night. In the morning started a pain on the right eye, that continued rather strong, whole rest of  the  day.

4th. of June. They awakened me several times on night.  On afternoon after three  o’clock p.m. , started a very heavy headache on forehead.  I found by massaging that they were disturbing blood flow of arteries on both side of neck. The effect was very similar than after sauna torture, the only difference is that they did it before I went  to sauna.

5th. of June. In the morning when I was awakened, I felt some nausea, and my forehead felt cold. When I woke up and started to massage my veins, I found that they had partly blocked my veins both side of neck, and my blood had difficuolties to flow on my forehead. After a very long session of painful massage of neck, with strong handheld massager, they suddenly gave up, and sore points of neck diminished. Their explanation ,for what had happened was “doctors lost their nerves”.  After the pain on neck was diminished, also headache diminished. So it was a kind of “after sauna torture” also.

On the evening the pain was moved to right eye, It continued with more or less intense itching on my head. The positive sign is that they have not threaded to kill me, like they did on Friday night.

6th. of June. They awakened me after midnight, and tried to start talking.  Second awakening was after three o’clock a.m.  After I did not get sleep. They caused a pain on left side of my forehead. They also told me that “ Lady in dressed black will come to meet you”. I interpreted it as a masked thread of death.

On the evening half past seven p.m. pain on the forehead, became a pain on side of the right eye. It was hurting , especially when eating etc. On same time there is a pain also on the center of the head.

7th. of June. They awakened me after three o’clock a.m. After I did not get sleep. They used sharp pain on center of the head, and also some nausea, among talking – to keep me awake. I got sleep about four hours.

8th. of June. I got about normal amount of  sleep,  but in the morning started a very strong pain  on the right eye, that continued to noon.

11th. of June. They made me very sleepy on the evening.. I went to bed after ten p.m.  I was awakened after three o’clock a.m. They started itching on the head, and verbal manipulation.  I am not sure,  if I got sleep at all,.after that. I  believe; I slept between four and five hours.

13th. of June. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m. They did not let me sleep, rest of the night. They used verbal manipulation, and some pains on head – among other things -  to keep me awake.

14th. of June. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m. I believe that this is the usual  time when “cancer station graveyard shift” as they have identified themselves -  starts their work.  

They used a kind of shrinking feeling on middle of the head, and occasionally pain on fingers, to keep awake. I believe, I slept about three hours this night.

15th. of June. They awakened me several times. After two o’clock a.m. , I did not get sleep at all. They did not use exactly pains, but rather odd feeling on left side of forehead, to keep me awake. By massaging my neck, I got it diminished, but it came back soon. I slept perhaps three hours this night too. On the morning I fell “fast sleep” after seven a.m. When I awakened, my body was trembling. After seven o’clock news on evening, I got another fast sleep, but this time I was not trembling, when I awakened.

16th. of June. I was awakened about ten times. I cannot say, how much I slept, but it was not normal sleep. In the night they told that the first “pizza gang ” got some profit for me, but second did not get very much. I want to put this record, because before that they have sometimes told me that there is a kind of co-operative , behind my torture, that “owns” me collectively. This ”pizza gang” , they spoke yesterday,  fits for earlier told co-op story.

19th of June. They started a pain on the right eye, about yesterday noon. The pain continued whole night , except about half hour break on morning.  On this pause, the  perpetrators promised to bring flowers on my grave. After the pain continued whole morning, until about noon.

20th.  of  June. I slept barely five hours.

21st. of June. I went to sleep early. I was awakened many times, after hour sleep or so. About two o’clock as usual,  came “Cancer station graveyard shift” as they call themselves. After that I could not get sleep. Besides of usual verbal manipulation, they used all kind of pains, on side, on head and even tickling, to keep me awake. They also caused that I did not feel very sleepy.  I did not feel sleepy. Still I am sure, this amount of sleep , I got, is not good for my health.

About quarter to eleven a.m. they started pain on the side of the right temple.

22nd. of June. Again they awakened me several times on night. After three o’clock a.m I did not get sleep. I believe got sleep about three hours. About half past five a.m. started a pain on the right temple.

23rd. of June. I got pretty normal sleep yesterday. I was awakened just once, last night, after one o’clock a.m. When I woke up, I got a pain on the right temple again. However I found that this pain is different than pains before. Later on I found myself, that I was abnormally aggressive. So perhaps the pain was just, side effect for something that caused aggressive behavior for me. Their comment for my thinking, what they had done was metaphor “We still got you to crying”.

24th. of June. Actually I slept pretty good  last night, five hours at least.  In  the afternoon,  they started  pains and itching on various parts of my head. After eight o’clock p.m. started a pain on forehead, left side.  I put a shield on my head. They started pain on both eyes. Also pain on forehead continued.

25th of June. When I went to sleep, there were really strong pain on my right eye. I got some sleep, after I shielded the eye with my hand. I was awakened about five  o’clock a.m.  I had a feeling, that I could not get enough air. The air felt kind of bitter. I remember, this has happened for me,  a  couple of times  earlier also.

I put oxi-meter on my wrist, and air started to feel normal to breath. However, after that experience, I could not get sleep. Sleeping did not come easier that perpetrators caused all kinds of pains, and kept talking on whole time. On day, there were no itching, but rather a mild headache. They called for that, they did for me night “blood filming” . The meaning of this expression has not opened for me. What it actually means , is unclear. Are they filming for  blood, or filming with blood ?  Some other time they call it for lungs filming. This term does not either  give me any idea, what is actually happening.

I am not sure, if I was awake, or sleeping, on some kind of hypnotic state, but I got an  image of a small spider or compatible animal, crawling on edge of glass. The picture was clear, and full of details, Actually I could not recognize that sharp picture, on  my photos, or my eyes.

27th. of June. Night was very unclear.  I believe, I slept about three  hours, but in small  pieces. After three o’clock a.m. I could not get  sleep.  In the morning there were usual itching here and there.

2nd. of July. Pain on forehead, hairline started before I went to bed. I got some sleep, but after three hours, I awakened, and there was that pain on hairline again. I put about ten centimeter thick waterbuck over my head. It worked, but they continued with other pains and verbal manipulation. I did not get sleep after, so my sleep on that night was around three hours.. In the morning were pains ant itching here and there, that later became pain on the right eye, that continued late night.

Now United States and  Canadian Armies  have  admitted that they are developing machine that can read people’s  thoughts. The ultimate goal ,perhaps developing a  machine that can change people’s thoughts, and way ,  how they are experimenting with humans, are still secret.

This what happened on journalists, is just one example, what could be possible. Actually this was not avery good example, because victims and listeners found that they were manipulated. This same is perhaps happened for some politicians, for milder form. Actually for me, they do not experiment with this kind of trivial jamming  of brain, but rather they  selectively block memory, and try to change verbal output of thoughts.

Glen Greenwald has found same that I wrote in previous  piece of my diary. Laws in United States have not so much meaning, because they are implemented selectively, depending person’s position in the  country. Canada has the  same syndrome. One symptom of syndrome is the case of Duplessis orphan’s I made a collection of links on my alternative history area.

There are several youtube-videos about  mind control. This one, I feel, is very well done


17.4.2011 10.50 p.m.  My previous writing ended on 26th. of February.  Perhaps the most significant difference compared the time for month before,  is more intensive daytime manipulation.  Heavy verbal manipulation, that ends  feeling physical felling ,  that there is wound on the head, had started again.  Lack of the sleep remains my main problem. I found that even the early Lida  electronic mind-manipulation machines, were able to get person asleep, and also keep person awake.

28th. of February.  I went to sleep after eleven p.m. and they awakened me after one a.m. After I did not get sleep. Besides usual things they do to keep me awake, they also caused cramps, to my left leg . I slept something between one and two hours. This is possible, because previous night I got about five hours of sleep.

First   of March. I went to  bed early about nine p.m. , and I slept until three a.m. about five hours.

2nd. of March. They awakened me first time, around midnight. Second awakening was two o’clock a.m. Third awakening was between three and four a.m.  After I was awakened again half past four, I went up from bed. I believe I slept around four hours. Next day there were several fast sleeps on work where I fell asleep for some seconds or minutes.

4th.  of  March. They awakened me around four or five times. I got sleep perhaps  four  hours.

5th. of March. They caused sudden tiredness at  nine p.m. I went to sleep and awakened around three a.m. I got sleep around 4-5 hours.

8th. of March. They awakened me several times, but I believe I finally got sufficient amount of sleep. Daytime they abnormally much itching on the head, and heavy verbal manipulation.

10th. of March. They started with a kind of body trembling. Later sometimes on night they caused feeling, that the air was difficult to breathe. It felt very dry. I still got some sleep, although they awakened me several times. Again on daytime there were abnormally much itching on the head, and heavy verbal manipulation.

12th. of March. They awakened me around four a.m. After some fight, I got sleep again. I got sleep five hours or more this night. On daytime they got me fast sleep, and after second awakening there were some trembling of body, so I believe they did me something while I was on fast sleep. Pain on the right eye started on evening and continued next night.

13th of March. Despite of the pain on right eye, I got some sleep. In the morning, when I woke up, the pain was diminished. On morning there were more serious itching on the head than normally.

14th. of March. On night they awakened me twice. After second awakening, I massaged my head, and after I got some sleep. In the morning there were heavy verbal manipulation, and they  caused wound on forehead left side about half past seven a.m. In the morning there were pains also on side of the right eye.

15th. of March. They awakened me around two a.m., and next time around four a.m. It is difficult to say, how much I got sleep. I believe it was between three and five hours. In the morning, while I was on the buss traveling to work, they started repetitive voices. I got out without damage, by starting loud music on my earphones.

 

16th. of March. In the morning started pain around the right eye, and continued whole morning. The pain was more sore, when eating or speaking etc.

17th.  of March. They awakened me around three a.m. I did not get sleep after. I slept between three and four hours. In the morning about eleven a.m. started pain above the right eye,  that continued lunchtime. The pain was feeling especially when eating or speaking.

18th. of March. They awakened me three or four times. However, because I went to sleep early, and I was really tired, I got about four or five hours of sleep. Daytime there were several sudden shocking pains mostly on left side of the head, and - like day before-  in the morning there were pain above the right eye. Only difference was , that it started hour earlier than day before.

20th. of March. Very heavy itching on various parts of the head, started in the morning, and went worse during the afternoon. I had to have protective clothing around my head, and I try to keep my chin on move , to make their torture less effective

21st. fo March. They used sharp pointed heavy pain, on the center of the head, to keep me awake. I was able to make it weaker, but it was heavy enough to keep me awake. They also used other tricks to keep me awake. In the morning, when I asked reason on the pain, they answered with metaphor “we have to get the switchblade out of your hands”, as an explanation for what they did.

22nd. of March. They awakened me five times during the night, but because I went to sleep early, I was able to sleep about five  hours.

23rd.of March. They awakened me  several times after two a.m., and used sharp pain on the center of the head, and itching, among verbal manipulation, to keep me awake.

24th.  of  March. They awakened me after tree a.m. and started repetitive voices on the left ear. I usually defend myself for repetitive voices, by listening loud music, with  earphones, but this time I did not get my mp3 player to work. Before I got out of bed, they got my left ear sensitive for certain frequencies of noise. Because I went to bed early, I got about five hours of sleep. In the morning started permanent itching on wide area on left side center of the head. Later on the itching  started feeling much like wound,  and ended on late afternoon.

25th of March. They awakened me around half past one a.m. and after I did not get sleep. They tried to comfort me, that there are much worse cases on army human experimentation archives. They have terrorized me over thirty years, but I believe they speak true for this case. It is very difficult one to understand what kind cases of horrors these secret archives are hiding. People that are treated worse than test animals , before they are killed.

26th. of March.  Last night they awakened me before five a.m. After I did not get sleep, I was not very sleepy also. Perhaps they used Lida machine type effect to keep me awake . On the other hand I slept about five hours.

27th. of March. On night They told similar safe house story that they  have told before, except that this time, the safe house was not Russia, but somewhere else. I am curious,  what  would have happened, if I had reacted positive. Stories to get me “safe place” while the arrest of criminals starts, I believe nothing at all.

28th. of March. They awakened me several times for night, but I got sleep perhaps five hours. On evening after seven o’clock p.m. They  started strong itching on left side of the head. I  tried what I can, little move of  head whole the time, listening music, doing morse code - still they got wound on the left side of my head.

I tried to put steel wool over the place of wound, it caused weaker  itching, and tinning voice on both ears. The frequency was lower, but  volume was higher on left ear, compared to right one. This continued some hours.

29th. of March. I slept normally, but the wound on left side of head did hurt still. There were not sore points on my neck for some times, but now they appeared again. I massaged them out. Shooting pains, mostly on right side of head, started after nine a.m. and increased on afternoon, and continued in  evening.

30th. of March. On work, coffee time afternoon, they blocked my memory, so that I did not remember certain words, and I had difficulties to tell my story.

31st. of March. They awakened me after two a.m. After they used itching, and pains on the center of the head. I slept about two hours.

1st. of April. I went to sleep after nine p.m.  They awakened me couple of times between night. After three o’clock a.m. I did not get any sleep. I slept between four and five hours.

2nd. of April. I got about normal sleep. In the morning between six and seven a.m. They made a wound on my head on left side back of the head.

4th. of April. Start of the week torture. I slept perhaps hour. They caused my neck feeling cold, despite that I tried to keep it worm with warm clothes. In the morning my neck was sore on left side, I massaged it several times during the night. They also manipulated my heart in the morning, and caused very fast heartbeat and some pains on heart.

In the evening, after six p.m. during the verbal manipulation, they told that they will stop the torture when they have “finished” their job. I asked them what this “finishing” means.  They answered that they will not kill me but they will put me in condition that I cannot cause harm for anybody. After seven p.m. they made another wound on this time left side front of the head.

5th. of April.  I went to sleep after nine o’clock p.m. They awakened me after three a.m.  Sometimes on night, there was a period, I awakened because I had turn off my c-pap machine, and I awakened a mask on my head, without air-flow. After three a.m.  they started heavy verbal manipulation, and caused some itching on the head, so I decided to get up from bed. In the afternoon, there were itching on the center of the head.

6th. of April. On night they awakened me at least three times, perhaps more. After every awakening they tried to start conversation. I believe I got sleep four or five hours. In the morning around eleven a.m. There were some itching on left side of my head. There were also some occasional shooting pains on forehead right side. On the evening the occasional pains around my head continued.  In addition there was a permanent pain on right side front of the head.

7th. of April. Pain on the right side front of the head moved into right eye. They awakened me after midnight, and I did not get sleep after. They used cold neck,  that they have used this week, to keep me awake. I slept about two hours before midnight.

10th. of April. Ninth and tenth of April were very similar. In the morning was some itching, and later started pain on  side of right eye, that later moved on  right eye. Pain ended a while, but started again on evening. Itching and verbal manipulation continued whole day.

12th. of April. I awakened pain on the side of my right eye. After I did not get sleep.  Besides pain, they used itching on various part of head, and verbal manipulation to keep me awake.  The pain on  my eye, continued after noon.

13th. of April. They made a wound on left side front of the head in the morning, It was still feeling quite strong, in the evening, and continued to night.

14th. of April. For a long time, I felt that I got normal sleep. I slept around eight hours or more. In the morning started verbal manipulation, and itching on the head quite strong.

15th. of April. When I went to sleep, there were some manipulation to keep me awake; they used feeling of cold, among other things to keep me awake. However I got sleep, and slept again about normal seven hours, for second time in row. In the morning, they told that they will go away, and let me alone. How ever during the day, normal itching on head, and verbal manipulation continued, so it was just normal “opening of day”. However their tone of speech has changed on lately. They more often “have not time to work with me” and “they are tired, to work with me”. I feel  this is  a positive sign.

17th. of April. They awakened me after eight and told, that electronic mind control experiments are ended. Mind-reading equipment became public, and all the victims, which they called  “sentenced to death” are to be freed. Also those victims that are  in mental hospitals that suddenly start to get well.

Unfortunately this was not true, but “opening of the day”  dramatic story they tell usually in the morning, when victim is half asleep, so that his judgment is not sharp. The morning continued small wound they made in back left side of the head, and repeating voices, that I had some trouble to eliminate.

 The story was not true, but reality what is our situation, is true. We are in “terminating human experiments”, similarly as those radiation experimentation victims that were murdered by radiation experiments. Those of us ,which  are closed in mental institutions, are in much worse situation than others.

 On Nazi-concentration camps,  some of the victims, tried to document the reality of concentration camps by paintings. Similarly one of the victims, Eleanor White document reality of mind-control victims by comic-trip. This comic-trip shows one victim experimented even while dying for  cancer, which also was probably side-effect of electronic mind-control.

Afternoon, about ten past six p.m. they  started very heavy pain  on the left side of head.

On 3.1.2011 diary entry I wrote legal aspects of torture during George Bush presidency, and how I came to conclusion people in United States have no equal rights before the law. The case has since evolved.

George Bush had to cancel his trip to Switzerland, because human rights activist threatened him for arrest warrant for all countries that have signed convention against torture.

On the other hand, it is  clear that Obama administration is not willing to prosecute George Bush, and others responsible of torture. Instead it is working -  as this Mother Jones article show – to protect Bush officials  for criminal investigation in overseas for their in establishing policies the that governed the   torture of detained terrorist suspects. The actual wikileaks document, that Mother Jones magazine uses as a source is here.

As well  Canada, as United States, the problems of  legal system lies in whole chain of command from police forces  which  should investigate crimes - to prosecuting attorney -and finally court of justice.

Similarly  as RCMP in Canada, the police-organization that usually is responsible for political terror in USA, is FBI. Cointelpro documents show how  police gave perjured testimony and presented fabricated evidence as a pretext for false arrests and wrongful imprisonment, among the other tricks of political terror in United States

George Bush case show that  federal prosecutors do  prosecute criminals selectively, depending their position in society. Some are prosecuted their crimes while who have committed similar crimes are   not prosecuted.

Finally on court of justice: the term of crime is dependent position of  participants. The radiation experiments, I mentioned above works as an example. They were actually a  mass-murders, where victims were murdered by radiation, to find out, how much radiation human can stand , before he dies. These crimes were  labeled as “medical treatments ” on court of justice.

 Two-party political system has a bad track record for preserving human rights and freedom of speech, of racial, political, and religious minorities. There are numerous examples, where people are oppressed  and discriminated because of   their origin or because of their beliefs.

 


 

26.2.2011.  7.30 p.m. I ended  my previous writing on third of January 2011. The main difference for December happenings is, that pain on the  right side of chest has ended. Actually it stopped after I put my last writing into Internet. I believe these two things have causality and I am happy, that  somebody reads my diary after all.

I have  found that the  perpetrators have different talk on daytime, and on  nighttime. Daytime perpetrators, talk that my torture will end soon, but nighttime perpetrators are prepared to torture me until my death.

My main concerns now are sore points on neck, which often stay away on workweek, but come back on weekend. The other concern is sleep, which  the perpetrators try to cut for minimum, and often   succeed.

  After I put my last diary to internet, on third of January, I went to sleep. My forehead felt extremely cold. The  room temperature was normal, and I had a cloth over my forehead, to keep it warm. The perpetrators told me that “You  have tried to take too big piece, and You have to pay for it”.  I believe that they did disturb my blood flow on forehead. The effect is quite similar than “After sauna torture”,  and also headache on forehead that followed,  was very similar. In the morning I found sore points on neck,  especially on left side of neck. I massaged them out , with my handheld massager. They did not like it and cave a kind of electric shock on heart. Later the headache on forehead continued, but moved more towards  ache on right eye. The ache went weaker after noon, and later diminished.

4th. of January. I got some sleep, although there were pains on the side of body,  I slept, and they were all  of the time trying to start verbal manipulation. They also caused short sharp pains on the heart. I believe I slept about three hours. Actually they awakened me at five a.m. That is a proper time to awake. They told me that they will not torture me any more, but try to just keep company, and talk on friendly meaning. For a moment I believed that I will get same friendly supportive talking, that diplomats got, when they were manipulated around 1970. . However, as I was afraid, half past seven, they started itching on left side front of the head, so I realized, that their torture will continue same brutal manner than before.

This is a very typical way , how they awake me. They call it morning opening. They talk something, usually positive, and something that is not true, when my senses are half sleep, that I do cannot really judge, if their talk is true or not.

The pain and itching left side of my forehead continued into evening.

5th. of January. I believe that I did not get sleep at all, last night. If I slept, I slept hour or two. They did  all the normal things, to keep me awake, verbal talk, itching on head, pains on side, etc. Before I went to sleep, there were some sore points on neck, but in the morning was none. Also the persisted pain on the right side of chest, seem to have vanished.

7th. of January. Last night, I believe that I did not sleep at all. If I slept it was under two hours. They used pains and talking to keep me awake, and succeeded. I had some difficulties of breathing. Breathing was very hard for some reason. On daytime there were occasional shooting pains on left side of the head.

8th. of January. I slept about three hours. They awakened me about three a.m. and I did not get sleep after that. I found that they interfere my thinking on certain subjects. On example:  If my thinking start to come near  subject, what I should do, to stop torture, and get freedom, they fast start cut my  thinking by explaining their own opinion for subject. That way they are able to stop my thinking on the subject.

10th. of January. They awakened me after three o’clock  a.m. After I did not get sleep. I slept about three or four hours.  About quarter to ten a.m.  there were a very dangerous feeling shooting pain on the right temple of the head.

11th. of January. I do not know, if I slept at all. After three o’clock a.m. I am sure I did not sleep at all. Before midnight there were some sudden shocks to heart, but they did not cause any difficult situation.

12th. of January. I went to sleep early, so I got some sleep, with help of  morse-code practice and loud music. The perpetrators  awakened me after three a.m. and started to talk “we do not go away from your head”. I promised them loud music, morse-code practice and head massage, which are activities that I know they do not like. They threaded to give me “cold treatment” , meaning that they disturb forehead blood-flow . It causes a cold feeling on forehead, and later a terrible headache.

I told them also, that if they get my head to a bad condition, I am not usable for them.  I also reminded them, that they are criminals, and I am a victim of their crimes, and not other way around. Their answer was that they will show me that I “cannot play with them” .

   After  four p.m. they started to cause  a very uneasy feeling on the back. About hour later came headache on front head that continued long in the evening.

13th. of January.  I slept about three hours. They did their usual disturbance of sleep, especially very aggressive verbal manipulation.

14th.  of January. Very similar night. I slept about three hours. They awakened me sometimes between midnight and three a.m. There were few sore points on neck, that I have massaged out on night, and morning -  however less than before.  I have found that they can diminish the sore point on some seconds, if they want,  so it must have something to do with manipulation. At quarter to eleven p.m. they threaded to put me “smoky sauna”. This kind of threats ,that are delivered for me , in form of  metaphors, are full of their talk on  every day.

15th. of January. I got about normal sleep.

16th. of January. I got about normal sleep also. About six p.m. there were some repetitive voices. For a  whole day was very strong verbal manipulation. Also I got sore points on neck and continuous itching on various points on my head. On  9.21 p.m. there were a sudden shock on the center of the head.

17th. of January.  Last night they awakened me after two o’clock a.m. However I got some sleep after that..  There were some very heavy verbal manipulation, that became whispering after I started my work.  After seven p.m. there were a pain on the center of the head, along with heavy verbal manipulation. I resisted the pain with a bag of steel wool on head.

18th.of  January. “Start of the week torture” . I believe I did not sleep at all this night, although I am not sure. They did not speak much, but kept me awake with other methods. On the neck there were no sore points, and on evening when  I went to bed, and some weak sore points on morning when I woke up.. I have found that often I am able to overcome their caused sudden tiredness, by massaging neck sore points. I listened a whole day loud music, and avoided to talk with perpetrators. The perpetrators told me that on time , when the mind-control machine is on public knowledge, I am a decomposed body, and they never will get punishment for their crimes.

I did not say anything, because I knew that what they wanted, was to start conversation on one way or other.

19th of January. Last night they awakened me around ten times, but I felt that I slept about four hours. I was that tired , that I was able to caught sleep every time after they awakened me. In the morning they started a pain around the right eye.

20th.  of January.  I got sleep about two hours.  They awakened me several times. After three o’clock a.m. I did not get sleep anymore. They used pains on head, and verbal manipulation, to keep me awake.

22nd. of January. They awakened me around five o’clock  a.m. , and started a very aggressive verbal manipulation. However I was able to get sleep after. I got out of bed half past ten a.m.

In the morning, there were sore points on neck, that had stayed away for about a week.  I massaged them away, with my hand held massager. The pains around the right eye started on afternoon,  and weakened  after ten p.m.

24th.  of January. They awakened me several times at night. After four o’clock  a.m. I did not get any sleep.  I believe that I slept between three and four hours, this night. In the morning there were sore points at neck, and pain started around the right eye. The pain on the eye eased at noon.

25th. of January. I slept hour or less. They kept me awake with verbal manipulation. They also caused someway feeling that back of my head was  like full of little sharp  needles.

26th. of January. Night started with occasional pains above the right eye,  starting nine p.m. I  went to sleep half past nine p.m.  They awakened me after ten p.m. and I was fresh, not sleepy at all,  and I  felt like it was morning. After looking the watch, I put the loud music on and started morse-code practice. I fell asleep again, and they awakened me next time  around two o’clock a.m. After that  I did not get sleep. Besides verbal manipulation they used pains on head , or exactly the scalp felt like some  thousand ants  were walking around it. I calculate, I slept something between three and four hours. On night before I went to sleep, there were some sore points on neck, but in the morning there were diminished. These sore points are someway connected to manipulation, but I am not sure how. Actually points are not sore, but for pressing or massaging the certain area  of neck, causes a sharp pain on somewhere on the head.

27th. of January. Before I went to sleep, there were all kinds of itching around my head. I went to sleep after nine p.m. and slept about four a.m.  Relatively good sleep, and there were no sore points on neck in the morning.

28th. of January. I slept between two and three hours.  The head felt like it is full of some needles on night. After three a.m.  I massaged my scalp, and got some sleep after.

29th. of January. I got sleep about four hours. They awakened me before five a.m., and I did not get sleep after. They used pains on side to keep me awake. Because I did not have to go to work, I stayed on bed until half past nine a.m.  After I got up from bed , there were a lot of itching on the head, that I massaged, when it went to severe. However there were actually no sore points on neck in the morning.

30th. of January. On last evening, they made a lot of sore points on neck, that I had to massage out. On  night some time they told that they will try to make a “surgery” that will try to correct the damage on my ear. After I felt cold on the left  side of my head. I did some massage on neck, but the cold continued. The perpetrators told that I have some trouble to multiply things in the future, but otherwise, I do not feel much difference. Later the cold place focused more clearly, on left side, about center of the skull. Perhaps this is the way, they do what they call “surgeries” . I have a theory that they cut  blood circulation on some precise part of the brain. The cutting of the blood circulation, cause the feeling of the cold on the head. In the morning, there were sore points on neck on both sides, that I massaged out. On afternoon around five p.m. there were pain on side of both eyes, and very dangerous feeling shooting pains on side of the right eye.

1st. of February. I went ot bed early, after nine p.m. There were a lots of sore points on both side of the neck, that I massaged out before I went to bed. There were disturbances on my sleep, example pains on fingers. The place on left side center of the head, felt cold. Similarly the face felt cold, like I had slept on outside. I got some sleep. It is difficult to say how much, but I estimate between three and four hours. In the morning there were only some weak sore points on neck, that I massaged out.

2nd. of February. I slept about normally, perhaps five hours.

3rd. of February. I did not get sleep at all. At start, they used pains to keep me awake. Later they simply did something, that caused that I did not get sleep at all. There were no sore points on neck for a couple of days.

4th. of February. They awakened me about  three o’clock  a.m. After they used pains on side, and other means to keep me awake. I got about three hours of sleep.

6th.  of February. I slept about normal amount of sleep. I awakened just once.  In the morning I found that there were a lots of sore points on my neck. I massaged them out with my electric hand massager. This happened more than ten times during the day. I found that massaging the sore points on neck, cause a very warm, nearly hot feeling on the body, and especially on the head. However  the purpose of the sore points on neck, is unclear to me.

10th. of February. I did not know how much I slept , but I was not tired in the morning. They did about everything to keep me awake on night, pains itching on the head, feeling like thousand ants walking  and crawling on my scalp, verbal manipulation etc. Because I had a vacation, I was able to sleep that long that I did not feel tired. There were also some heart palpitation on that night.

12th of February. They awakened me at four a.m. They kept me awake about four hours, with all their tricks. I got sleep again about eight a.m. and slept until eleven a.m. On daytime there were continuous itching on the head, and much increased sore points on neck, that I had to massage out.

14th. of February. I slept about hour or two. They awakened me around two a.m. and started to talk about my sleep. Besides verbal manipulation, they used pains on head, to keep me awake.

15th. of February. I went to sleep after nine a.m. I did not get sleep, before I massaged my head after two o’clock a.m.  After I got sleep about half past five. I have found that massaging the head and neck, someway reset their manipulation  setup, and takes time  before they get their setup working again. I slept about two ro three hours this night.

16th. of February. I am not sure how much I slept last night. I believe about one or two hours. They manipulated my heartbeat during the night. In the morning, after wakeup, there was a pain on the back of the head. There were some sore points on neck before I went to sleep, and in the morning. I massaged them  away.

17th. of February. I went to sleep about half past nine. They awakened me after midnight. I felt that my neck and head was cold. After hour or so, when I did not get sleep, I massaged my neck. The cold feeling went to away and I got sleep until half past five, when I had to wake up and go to work. I slept between four and five hours. I believe that my massage of neck someway disturbed their manipulation that caused feeling of cold on the head, and neck. There is a kind of interesting causality with sore points on neck and salivation. If there are sore points on neck, and I massage my neck, there is  immediately increased salivation on mouth. If there a no sore points on neck, massaging the neck, does not cause increased salivation on mouth.

18th. of February. They awakened me after two o’clock a.m. After I did not get any sleep. I estimate that I slept between two and three hours.

19th. of February. They awakened me after five o’clock  a.m. and ordered me to turn other side.  I resisted, so they caused a pain on side, that made my sleeping on that position very uncomfortable. After half hour or so I went other side. They started verbal talking, and caused someway , that I did not feel sleepy. I got out of bed. I believe I got sleep between four and five hours.

20th. of  February. They awakened me around five a.m. I did try hard, but I could not get sleep after. I slept perhaps four hours.  There were sore points on both side of the neck, that stayed nearly whole day, despite that I massaged them out several times during the day.

21st. of February. They awakened me three times during the   night. However I was able to get  sleep after. After four o’clock a.m. I was not able to get sleep anymore.. In the morning they started a pain on my right eye, that eased after noon. Also in the morning there were sore points especially on right side of the neck.

23th. of February. I went to sleep early, and they awakened me around ten times. However I got about four hours of sleep. Around eight a.m. on the while I was travelling to my work, they started repetitive voices. I managed them to go   off , without causing the sensitivity problem , that I have sometimes experienced. After half past eight p.m.  they caused “fast sleep”.  I awakened on my chair about quarter to ten p.m. and felt extremely tired. I went  to sleep at ten p.m.

24th of February. They awakened me around three or four times. However I believe, I got about four hours sleep, or more. On lunchtime, they caused pain on the right eye, that sometimes spread on, to the whole forehead.

25th.  of February. I slept about normal night. About quarter to ten a.m.   the pain on side of the right eye started. It diminished on noon. Evening there were shooting pains on head,   once a while.

26th. of February. I went to sleep around ten p.m. They awakened me after three o’clock a.m. After I did not get sleep. To get sleep,  I massaged my neck. This caused a much better feeling. The perpetrators in turn caused a sharp pointed pain on center of the head, like ice pick on the head. I  put a water back on the head, over the  sore point so that it was tightly between my head, and a larger water container. So I got about 30 centimeter water between my head and the air. There were no caps, only thin container walls.

This stopped the pain. They lost their temper, and we had a conversation on which, I got some insight views on their side of thinking.

 One would think that my perpetrators main concern is, that they would get caught  for their crimes. I learned for them, that this is not their main concern. Their main concern is that they “lost my head” ,meaning that I became one way or another useless for them. Because they are kind of specialized torturing and manipulating for me, they perhaps do not get another “head” for their use , and will  lose their jobs and  became unemployed.

I am now reading  mind-control victim Tek Nath Rizal book Torture Killing me softly, Bhutan through the Eyes of Mind-Control victim. The book is available on pdf format free of charge here.

  One would believe that Kingdom of Bhutan, is not that  technologically   advanced, to develop electronic mind control technology. This would be true, but Bhutan is remote and isolated country , which makes it  very ideal place, for  more advanced countries to test, and develop electronic mind-control technology.  The possibly deal would involve agreement where Bhutan Intelligence serves the human guinea pigs, and gets the information that electronic mind control technology could get out from victims mind. On this model the equipments and technical knowledge stays on other country. Also other kinds of dark deals that involves perhaps  also  money, are possibly.

I agree with Tek Nath RizaL  that electronic mind-control technology has existed for decades. According my perpetrators, the base of mind control  technology was first developed on Soviet-Union on end of 1960, and United States got the technology, while investigating mental problems on United States Moscow Embassy around 1970.  The reason that electronic mind-control  technology is not public is that it is ideal weapon for the controlling elite of country,  to monitor and  manipulate  all  political movement of people.  Even if governing leaders have disputes for accessing natural and human resources between countries, they have common need to control and manipulate people’s organizations on their area that they would not undermine their  leadership .

FFCHS has launched a National Billboard campaign to fight against electronic harassment. The choice of media reflects the present situation in United States. Mainstream media stays silent of electronic harassment. Congressmen are  usually  unable or unwilling to help mind control victims. If the victim goes complain to police he is often  forced into mental hospital, where his possibilities of survive are much lower than in freedom. It is better to us,  to do something to defend ourselves, than do nothing.Actually our situation has may similarities from situation that  Jews had in Nazi-Germany.


3.1.2011  11.30   p.m.  I did my last writing on 14th. of November. The next note since is on 16th of November. On this night they let me sleep about hour before awakened me at half past midnight. They started pain, and a kind of shrinking feeling on the neck, that made me impossible to sleep. There were also a kind of shooting pains, here and there on head. This was accompanied with verbal manipulation. After two o’clock , I did massage on my head. I also put loud musicon , and started morse-code practice, to get their manipulation for a bit more difficult. I got sleep around four o’clock a.m. Unfortunately, I had to  awake to work at five a.m. , so I got sleep  only about two hours on this night.

17th.  of November.  I slept about normally on  night, eleven p.m. to five o’clock a.m.  After eight a.m. the perpetrators started suddenly repetitive voice attack on my left ear. I put music loud on my earphones, and survived this time, without my getting allergic for certain frequencies of voice, that sometimes happen. In the evening after seven o’clock p.m. there were occasional pains on forehead.

19th.  of November. Pain on my chest right side, that has continued three days, eased temporarily. Last night, they awakened me at least four times. However I fell asleep again. After four o’clock  a.m.  they succeeded to get me awake permanently. I had feeling  that I slept about three hours.

21st. of November. They awakened me several times last night. However I had  sleep after, so I believe I got sleep enough. There were some sore points on my neck , and I have massaged them with hand-held massager. The pain on the right side of  chest worries me too. It came in the morning again, and even more severe than before. It  eases daytime, so it must be  something they do for me while I am sleeping. They have done it nearly every night on last week.

On evening, the sore points on neck continued, but I got them temporary away, with eight round of massage. Actually sore points  still exist, but weaker. I pain on right eye, has continued also a whole day very strong.

22nd. of November. They kept me awake nearly whole last night.  I slept hour or two between two and four a.m.  The pain on right side of chest continue worse than before. They also showed by turning pain on and off, that they cause it. The pain on the right eye, stopped on night. The sore points on neck left side were gone, instead there were sore points on right side of neck, that I massaged out with my hand-held massager.

23rd. of November. They awakened me for a couple of times, last night, and tried to start talking. However I was able to fall asleep again.  I estimate, I slept four hours or more last night. Pain on chest, right side, felt strong in the morning, but eased on  daytime. On evening  they caused strong occasional shooting pains on various sides around my head. On neck there were some  sore points on left side again, that I massaged out.

24th. of November. Night was similar, than night before. They disturbed my sleep, but I got about  four or five hours sleep.. In the morning about half past eight, they started repetitive  voices. I shielded them with loud music. On evening about quarter to six p.m. they  made a kind of strong shooting pain  on the side of my right eye. Before that they threaded to “burn my head”.

25th. of November. They awakened me about six or seven times last night, and also kept me awake most of the time. I estimate, I slept 2-3 hours. In the morning, for first time for a while, there were no sore points on my neck. Before I went to bed there were sore points on neck, left side. I massaged them with my hand held massager. Similar strong pain on side of right eye, than day before started, this time a bit later, quarter past six p.m. Day before the pain went off on hour, but this time it lasted nearly four hours.

26th. of November. They awakened me something between six to  eight times, last night.  I got sleep two or three hours. I felt bruise on my right eye when I awakened. However there were not physical mark of bruise. I covered the eye  with steel-wool on plastic back to shield it.

29th. of November.   Couple of last nights were pretty normal. I have slept about five hours. Daytime is normal pain on right eye, and sore points on neck that I massage with hand-held massager. The pain on right side of chest has became stronger on morning. I believe, they have ceased their other activities, do not interfere their “chest experiment”  - what ever they are doing for me, that causes the pain.

30th. of November.  I slept normal night , but in the morning, my forehead felt cold. This is a sign, that they have blocked blood-flow on my forehead. After wakeup, there were a kind of mild “after sauna torture”, headache on the forehead. The headache eased at noon.

2nd. of December. They kept me awake until four  o’clock a.m.  However I got some sleep, because I did not have to go  to work in the morning. On evening, around half past eight p.m. , they started a repetitive voice attack, on left  ear. I shielded it  with loud music, and some steel-wool over the ear.  They got my left  ear a bit sensitive for certain frequency of noise.

 After midnight they started manipulating left side front of my head. I felt the itching, so I had to massage it before I went to sleep.

3rd. of December. Very similar than second of  December. They awakened me several times at night. I got some sleep in the morning. They did some heartbeat-manipulation, when I went to  sleep.

4th. of December. They manipulated me nearly whole night. However, because I did not have to go to work, I was able to sleep until noon, and I got enough sleep. The pain on chest on right, has eased temporarily.  I still have no  idea, what they are doing there.

6th. of December. Last night they awakened me several times. I got sleep between four and five a.m. Fortunately, it was the Finnish day of Independence. I was able to sleep at eleven a.m. and got about normal hours of sleep. On Afternoon they started pain on left side, front of the head, and some itching back of the head also left  side. After ten p.m. There were a sudden attack of heavy pains around the head. I put a shield, that I had made from steel-wool,  over the head, and succeeded to stop the attack.

7th. of December. They used repetitive voices, last night, and succeeded to get my left ear sensitive for certain frequencies of noise. On lunchtime they started  repetitive voice attack on left ear again.  I had to listen very loud music a couple of hours, before it went out. I hope I did not get very serious hearing damage for that.

10th. of  December. About one  o’clock p.m. They caused pain on head. This somehow caused also, that I had great difficulties n to make proper knots on my work, to tie books together.

11th.  of December. They  “opened” a kind of “wound” on   left side front of my head, and tortured me through. it  whole morning. After eleven p.m. they caused  shrinking feeling on back of the head. Sleeping was quite normal last days. They even woke me up around five a.m. , when I have to go to work, but let me sleep eight a.m.  today, because I had a holiday.

12th. of December. On last night, I got a  very heavy itching, on right side of front of the head. I covered it with  a bag of steel-wool, about two centimeters heavy, before it went down. After I got about normal sleep. In the morning , they started a pain on  the right eye, and continued until I went to sleep.

13th. of December. I did not get sleep at all, on last night. They used pain on side I was sleeping, and all the other things, to keep me awake. They also told that my massage ( with hand held massager) has broken some of their equipments on my head. True or false, anyway I hear continuous white noise. There are also very dangerous feeling pains near  right-, and sometimes near left eye.

14th. of December. They disturbed my sleeping many ways, that worst was a burning pain on center of the neck. However I got some sleep, because I went to sleep early, and I was tired. I believe, they awakened me around ten times, on that night. My sleep was on short pieces. I estimate, that I slept around three hours.

15th. of December. They attacked me with repetitive voices, while I was working, and was not that able to defend myself. The first attack was around one o’clock p.m. , and next quarter to three p.m.  After seven p.m. started pain on side of right eye, and continued until night, although it went weaker a whole time.

16th. of December. They kept me awake last night very long. I believe, I slept  about three hours. About quarter to  six p.m. they started a pain on side of my right eye, and it continued most of the evening. They have caused some sore points on my neck, usually on  left side, but sometimes also right side. I have massaged them, with my hand-held massager  every evening, before I go to bed, and in the morning after wakeup, until they go away.

17th. of December. They awakened me before four a.m. After I did not get sleep. I slept about three hours . On afternoon they started pain on left temple of my head. The pain  moved later on the right eye and continued until night.

19th. of December. On the night, there were pain on the right temple, that started about half past three a.m.  About ten o’clock a.m. they did a repetitive voice attack on left ear, and partly succeeded to get me  sensitive for certain frequencies.

20th. of December.  Start of the week torture. I slept about hour, before they awakened me. They used pains to keep me awake. I used loud music to defend myself. They were not very pleased my idea of organization, similar than Simon Wiesenthal Center, on difference that the center is fighting against illegal human experimenters when Wiesenthal center was fighting against Nazis. I hope my dream some day is realized. I realize it is far today.  Not Jewish on the concentration camp, or Nazis that killed them  i would have  believed, that some day there organization , that tracks down and gathers information on former Nazis and SS members who were involved in the Holocaust, so that they can be punished for  crimes against humanity.

 After Seven a.m. they started  very unpleasant pain on side of right eye, and it continued noon

21st.   of  December. They awakened me several times last night, but I got  asleep after. I guess I slept hour or two, but it is very difficult to say. I did not feel very tired in the morning, perhaps they have caused this too.

22nd. of December. Very similar night than 21st. Of December.  I slept about two hours. They used pains to keep me awake, and to control my position.  On the afternoon about four o’clock  p.m.  there were pain on the right side of head.

25th. of December. Last night – the Christmas eve – went  quite well. They awakened me before five, but because I did not have to go to work, I put loud music and started to practice morse-code to get sleep again. Apparently they had planned something for me, that requires, that I go out for bed. On bed  I still have some kind of shielding. They used pains to get my sleep uncomfortable. Later they got nasty, and told me to go up because “ Our moose rifle is ready”, and “Christmas Sauna is waiting”. They also told that they have to “Smoothen some corners” on my personality and they like me a “bit less clever than I am”.

 . On their talks  they have given expression that they live on some kind of vessel, that they call “theatre-ship”. This impression comes time to time. If this is true, it is interesting to know if the ship is  ordinary navy-ship, or vessel that is camouflaged for cargo-ship or fishing-boat.

On eleven a.m.  they started pain on chest left side. On last days they have caused more or less severe pain on right side of chest, that feels especially shovelling snow or doing something else heavy work.  Now I am more worried because my heart is on left side.

26th. of December. They awakened me after a  couple of hours of sleep. They used pains on side, and cold forehead to keep me awake. In the morning, I found that my neck, that I had before succeeded to keep without sore points, was full of sore points. I believe, that this is someway connected for  that my forehead felt cold in night. They cut someway blood-flow from my forehead, I believe. My right ear had similar pressure problem, that sometimes in aeroplane, when the air-pressure changes.

27th.  of December. Last night I got sleep about normal way, but they awakened me around four o’clock a.m.  Because I did not have to go to work, and I felt , they awakened me too early, I started loud music, and started to do morse-code practice. They used pains and verbal manipulation to keep me awake. However I got some sleep, and slept until nine o’clock a.m. The special on the awakening, was that air that  I breathed, felt a kind of bitter. The effect went away, when I got away from my c-pap breathing-machine, that I have to use on night. My mouth was full of bad-tasting mucus. The effect was very similar, I had in Edmonton about thirty years ago, on difference that this time I did not have to use breathing machine at nights. They spoke about carbon-diokside experiments, I do not know if there is some truth behind it, or it is just their usual intimidating.

There were nearly couple of weeks without  sore points on neck, in the morning,  but last days there were several sore points on neck, especially on left side. I massaged them of  with my hand-held massager.

29th.  of December. They awakened me several times on night, and kept me  awake for  most of the time. They used  verbal manipulation, and different pains. I want to mention especially a very strong on back  after six a.m.   There were also a pain on centre of neck that felt like burning ( my notes say five minutes before six p.m.  , but I feel this could  mean six a.m.) The pain lasted about five minutes. It was similar that 14th of December, I had. I believe, there is no other purpose for this pain, than cause pain and fear on victims. They use it for torture, or just because it is fun for them. Hopefully some day they get some more years on jail for this their habit for keeping fun for victims suffering. It would their values of life on right order.

I had also pain on right ear, similar than sometimes on aeroplane, when the pressure changes.   On about half past eight, there was a pain that felt like wound, on left side centre of the head. It continued over hour.

30th.  of December. About one o’clock a.m. The burning pain on centre of the neck started again.  I did try to defend myself with a back of steel-wool on neck. The whole night they kept me awake most of the time.  They also warned me to not let my house daytime . Partly for this reason, I went to Downtown for a whole day. In the evening they did not want me to do, a kind of Excel-calculation, I used to do end of the week. They caused tiredness on my hand, that I use to move the computer-mouse. I had to change the mouse temporarily on other hand. They also cause very much itching on my scalp. I massaged these itching point to get itching out.

First of January 2011. They caused very dangerous feeling pains around my head starting last evening and night. There were also lots of sore points on neck, that I had to massage about every  hour, with my hand-held massager.

2nd.  Of January 2011. I got about normal sleep.  In the morning. I found that I do less errors, with translating old songs for morse-code, when the music is loud, than when the music is silent. This is because their manipulator  “secretary” manipulates my memory, so that  I loose the words. This sounds stupid ,  for people who do not know this manipulation technique, but usually they succeed. When music is loud (I believe) there is that much disturbance noise , that their manipulation is more difficult. I found also that female voices usually start repetitive voice manipulation when I turn the music loud.  However, they stop after half un hour, if their repeating-voice manipulation does not succeed, and only male voice try to start conversation for something, or at least try to get me listen, what he is talking.

I was perhaps too pessimistic for the  world on my last writing. I wrote about   President Bush permit to use torture for interrogation on my last  writing .  Amnesty International has given statement that former president George Bush must be prosecuted for authorizing torture

Also The International Rehabilitation Council for Torture Victims ,and numerous other organization have asked President Obama to hold Bush accountable for torture.

President Bush has defended his decision by telling that he has got legal advice, that waterboarding is not torture.   Also lawyers that gave the advice  did not get any punishment.The United States Department of  justice  made decision that the lawyers that gave this legal advice are not guilty of anything either, but according to state department   , they  have only “flawed legal reasoning”. So they have invented way to commit crimes, without that anybody is quilty of anything.  This waterboarding torture case has also other legal “trick” that is often used. The lawyers did not use word torture for waterboarding but used instead word  “enhanced  interrogation”.  Similarly human experiment that has purpose to study how much radiation human can stand before he dies, was called medical treatment, when the right term is perhaps murder. Lawyers mean that torture is not torture anymore when it is called “enhanced interrogation”, and murder is not murder anymore, when we call it “treatment”, even if people who get this "treatment" lost their lives.

These kind of cheap tricks  would not work on  any country, that has proper, and orderly working legal system . Still these tricks are possible in United States. People in United States are not equal in before the  law.   Waterboarding that caused  former  president Bush, and other involved ,  no prosecution, caused Texas Sheriff James Parker four years in prison.


14.11.2010  10.55. p.m. My first note since my last writing is  made on first of October. On that day, I did  not get any sleep. The perpetrators used  repetitive voices, among other things, to keep me awake. Next evening, there was some itching on the head.

5th. of October. I forgot my alarm clock to wake me awake on one a.m. The perpetrators used this false alarm, and started verbal manipulation.  They also wanted, for some reason,  to turn me to sleep on other side, and used pains to get me turn on the  left side. I did  put  music very loud, on my earphones, and they stopped the pains on left side immediately after that,  but started shooting pains on my head. I massaged my neck to get some relieve it. After I got some sleep, but I believe that the whole sleeping time on this night was less than three hours.

6th. of October. They kept me awake nearly whole last night.  Again they used pains on right  side, to get me to  turn on other side.  Around two o’clock a.m. they threatened,  that  they will “iron” my head  a bit, but on the end I will get a “happy man’s shirt”. After they started continuous pain, around five centimeter  above  from my right eye. The pain continued two p.m. on afternoon, and even after that the head was a bit sore.

7th of October. On night they awakened me around one o’clock a.m. and started verbal manipulation, and some pains on head. With loud music and morse-code practice, I got some sleep, after a long fight. I believe that the total sleep time on this  night was between three and four hours.

8th. of October. Again they awakened me around one o’clock a.m. After that, I was not sure , if I got any  sleep at all. Their story to catch my interest was,  that I have a “gas bubble” in my head, which means that my head is permanently damaged, and they will “use me at end” , whatever it means.

9th. October. I went sleep early, and again they awakened me at one a.m. I guess their torture team work starts at  this time.  After they started verbal  manipulation. I got up, did some work, and  around four o’clock a.m ,I went again to bed.  I was able to sleep until ten a.m. , so I got about normal sleep. This is possible only  Saturday,  when I do not have to get work early on morning.

10th. of October. After I went to sauna, I found that arteries on the neck are sore. I tried to manipulate them, but I found  in the morning they were still sore, and I had a small headache. On the afternoon the arteries were not sore anymore, but coughing causes pain on the head.

11th. of October.”After sauna torture” continued. While massaging the neck, it was easy to find, that arteries on left side of the neck are sore. Actually both sides of neck were sore, but by massaging I got the right side arteries open around ten p.m. last night. The headache  continued whole morning, and in the afternoon, it went even more severe.

12th. of October. On night they awakened me several times, however I was able to sleep long, because I had a week holidays.  On daytime, they were blocking arteries on left side of neck. It is easily recognizable, when massaging neck with hand massager.

13th. of October. Again they are blocking the arteries on left side of neck. I believe, they were also experimenting with my kidneys, because I  had problems with urinating.

14th. of October. I went to sleep around  midnight, and they awakened me around four a.m.     Later I went another time to sleep , because I felt tired. I slept about noon. After I woke up there were severe headache on front of the head, right side, and it continued whole  afternoon.

15th. of October. About two a.m.  they told me that they really had stopped my kidneys for a while, but now it is working again.   I urinated a lot, and frequently, some time  after that. On “talk” with them, I got also a new term “necklace” that means  their system to block veins and arteries, and cause me some  headache. They promised to stop to use “necklace” in future. Problem is that they seldom speak true, so I do not make any fast decision that is  based on their promises. They kept me awake about six a.m. , after I got about three hours sleep, so my full sleeping hours for this night were between four and five hours.

17th. October . They awakened me around four a.m.  Their teaser on this time was, that mind control-torture on my case is becoming public, and they gave advice, how to behave when police attacks to  perpetrators. It did take a while to get enough awake to understand  the real reason of their  “advice . They caused a big headache on front head, left side, and later started repetitive voices , they have not used for a long time. I put the music loud on earphones, and started morse code practice, and got some sleep. In the afternoon , they started pain on left side of head, that continued on next morning.

18th. of October. Because of itching on the left side of head, I slept four hours or less. They awakened me around four a.m.  Pain on left side became occasional on morning and changed pain on neck on evening.

19th. of October. They first awakened me after midnight, and then after two o’clock a.m.  After that I did not get sleep. I believe I slept this night around two hours.

20th of October. I went ot sleep after nine p.m.  They awakened me half past twelve after  midnight. I used loud music and morse-code practice , but they were able to keep me awake rest of the night. I slept under two hours  this night.  They threatened me  that “red car will come your workplace parking lot” . I do not know , what this actually means.

21st. of October. I went to sleep after seven p.m. I used loud music and morse code practice, to resist their manipulation. I got some sleep after a long fight.  They used  repetitive voices, pains everywhere etc. In the morning my perpetrators told I slept four hours. It could be true, I did  not feel very sleepy on that morning.

22nd. of October. They  awakened me after midnight this night. After I did not get sleep. They used all the tricks to keep me awake.  I estimate that I slept about two hours , and it was before midnight.

23rd. of October. I went to sleep about nine p.m. and got out of bed nine a.m. next day. On this twelve hours, I got about five hours sleep. Again they used everything to keep me awake. Voices, pain etc. On a while they threaded “ People come , which  will break you”.   Other times they went to  frustration , and told that they are tired “to make stuffed people, that could be used for nothing” . I had  sleep on  several short periods,  between their torture and manipulation.

25th. of October. I did not get sleep at all. Actually, I perhaps slept a bit, but I do  not remember, that I was asleep. Sometimes on night they presented a kind of new way to make “voices”. They presented two  voices, the sound of opening champagne bottle, and a voice of dog sparking. The voices were very real, and feeling was that they came inside my body. They were just different than narrow frequency  “voiceless voice” that  they usually use , which has very limited  dynamic  range. Apparently the perpetrators cannot yet speak with these voices  that are made with this new, better technique.

They have not experimented with me before, for developing these  improved voice machines. I hope the victims they have used for developing these systems, are still alive.

Hopefully society will someday get civilized enough , that these  criminals  will get prosecuted  trial – similar as Nuremberg trials – for crimes against humanity.

Unfortunately, the  world is going just opposite direction. I have just read from newspaper that former United States president George Bush had personally approved torture of enemy prisoners. By approving torture president Bush has knowingly violated  United Nations Convention against torture, which United States has also ratified 1988.  This makes one to wonder , are also rest of United States ratified International agreements  not worth of paper , they are  written on, if the President of United States, can make a that kind of decision ?

26th. of October. They awaked me around one a.m. However I got some sleep after. I felt I got sleep between four and five hours. In the afternoon about half past three p.m. They started repetitive voices, and succeeded to get my right ear sensitive for certain frequency of voices.

27th. of  October. They awakened me around two a.m.  I got some sleep after, but result was that I went late to my work.

28th. of October. They awakened me after one a.m. I used loud music and morse-code practice, to get sleep, and slept  until  four o’clock  a.m. So I slept about three or four hours that night. They did not use pains, but tried to very actively “hook” my interest, with different pieces of conversation.

30th. of October. I went to Mariehamn  with ferry, and back Turku. There were no verbal manipulation on trip, only a couple of shooting pains on left side of my head before coming to Mariehamn. On home manipulation started normal way, however I was able to sleep normal five hours.

First of November, the perpetrators  started  pain on the right side of the head. I had  dry mouth on wakeup. The pain actually ended  on evening after a heavy massage of my  neck. 

2nd. of November. They awakened me several times. I am not sure how much I slept, but I believe about three hours.

3rd. of November. They awakened me around two a.m. After I did not get sleep. They used pains to try to get me turn on other side. I believe I slept around three hours.

4th. of November.  I went to sleep half past nine  p.m. They got me awake around two a.m.  After I did not get sleep.  On wakeup, I found that they had a kind of freeze on  my head. They used pains and repetitive voices to keep me awake.  I used loud music and morse code practice, to resist the manipulation.

5th. fo November. On night, I did not get sleep at all. Among all the other things, they used pains to control my position, and let me to sleep. Actually I am not sure, if I was asleep, but I do  not remember, if I slept or stayed awakeö. On the afternoon started  pain  on the forehead on right side.

6th. of November. Before I went ot sauna I found by massaging my neck, that they had blocked my veins and arteries.  So they were prepared for “after sauna torture” before I  went to sauna. I massaged them open with hand-massage machine.

7th. of November. They awakened me on morning by threatening, that soon I cannot walk, and I have to live in  wheelchair.  On their plans, they told, they will do something, that weakens durability of my bones. They also told that I will need supplemental oxygen device to breathing.  The  future will show, if they were empty threats or not. It is possibly that they just, tried to tell me my ultimate nightmares, they have got my brains.  Pain on the right eye, continued severe whole morning.

On the evening, I found that they blocked arteries on my neck again, so I had to massage them open.

8th. of November. I was not sure, how much I slept. I was awakened on night, but I also got some sleep after that. In the morning, I found that there were again some sore points on my neck, and I tried to remove them, by hands massager. On the afternoon about one o’clock p.m. started a very heavy pain on the side of my right eye. The pain ended after four p.m.

9th. of November. On night at first, I did not sleep at all. but after a some  hours, I put music on the earphones very loud, and started morse code practice, and got some sleep. If I am very tired, I can sleep on loud music. and noise some way break their manipulating system, that causes , that  I am not feeling myself tired. They have told me, that on later systems this “fault” is fixed, and loud noise will not enable the victim  to get sleep, and he is fully in mercy of the perpetrators.  That is one reason, I believe that I have implants.  If the changes, are possible on transmitter side, they would ha simply changed the transmitter for a new model, that  does  not make possible to break their sleep deprivation torture with loud music.

10th. of November. I went ot sleep around nine o’clock p.m.  They awakened me at half past ten. I felt just fresh, like I had slept full night.  Only my watch showed that I had slept only a little more than one hour. I put loud music on my earphones, and started morse-code practice, and I went asleep again. Sometime on night, I remember that half-asleep , I put music down.  There were many times on night , that I was half-asleep. I awakened before five a.m. much  less crispy, than I was on half past ten last night. It is very difficult to say, how much I slept, but I believe around three hours.

11th. of November.  I went asleep around eleven p.m. They awakened me around three o’clock. and  later four a.m.  I believe, I got sleep about three hours.

12th of November. I got to bed after ten p.m. They kept me awake with so that I was still awake at three a.m. They caused heart palpitation. They did about everything to keep me awake on night. However because I did not have to go to work, I was on bed half past ten a.m , and I felt I got some hours sleep, however it is difficult to say how many hours.

 

I have read from newspapers, how Canadian army Colonel  Russell Williams committed  series of sexual assaults, rapes and  murders of young women. There were many surprised people in Canada, who would not understand that top Army officer committed these abominable acts.

 I am not surprised. Colonel Russel has committed in his private life very similar torture and perversions  that Army as an organization has committed. Electronic mind control and torture that I was subject especially, when I was young, do not that much differ, the pervert crimes that Colonel Russel committed. Only difference is, that I believe that the death toll  of  victims of Army organizational perversions, is much larger , than victims of  Colonel William Russel’s  private perverse acts.

 


 

29.9.2010 9.45. p.m. When I read my old diary notes, the matter, that is changed most in last months, it is their sleep deprivation  torture. Now they prefer let me first sleep awhile  , and then awake, me after hour of sleep, or so. This happens often several times on night.

My first note since my last writing was 22nd.  of August.  I got normal 5-6 hours sleep. In the morning ,I asked them, if my sleep deprivation torture has ended. They answered that they are now cutting my vocabulary. They explained that they do not remove words from my memory, but rather cut some connections between words.

23rd. of August. Start of the week torture. They got me awake  night around one o'clock  a.m.  After that,  I did not get sleep. This perhaps because I had rather normal sleep on  night before. I slept between hour and two hours on  that night. As usually I used loud music and Morse code practice , to shield myself from their verbal manipulation.

24th. of August. They awakened me two times, first around one  o'clock a.m. and second time ,  around three a.m.  I got some sleep between. I estimate that I slept between three and four hours. The next night, 25th of August  was very similar. They awakened me after two a.m. and after four a.m.  and I estimate that my total sleeping time was between three and four hours.

26th. of August They got me awake after two o’clock a.m. I used loud music and Morse code practice to resist them.  The perpetrators use other name for my Morse code practice. They call it for    “knitting  the sock” . They often say “Your sock knitting  we have to stop”.

What actually happen is that I have some songs on  my memory.  I translate these old songs  letter by letter into   Morse code. The “secretary” that try to act  between my memory,  and  my pronunciation  -  has to actually remember those old songs I have memorized myself  on  childhood.  He has to also know the  Morse code. The loud music that I am listening on background , does not make his task easier. The whole thing is very boring for both of us, but it makes enough work to my brain that I can keep my memory out of  verbal  manipulation, they try to feed me. Their usual response for Morse code practice is, that they try block my memory, so I cannot remember the words of those old songs, that I have learned on my childhood. This is often accompanied by feeding  some “wrong” words into my memory.

I got some sleep after my  first awakening. Second time they awakened me after three o'clock a.m. They also did try  to use pains, to control my sleeping positions. This time they failed, but I did not get sleep after three o'clock  a.m.  The difference for earlier weeks is, that I do not feel myself very tired on morning and daytime.

27th. of August. Last night they awakened me at one o’clock a.m.  I got sleep about two hours. Still  they made me feel, like I had sleep  normal night. After quarter past three a.m. they started to manipulate my heartbeat. In the afternoon I got some pains on the right temple of the head.

28th. of August. I went to sleep after eight a.m. They awakened me  about midnight. I got some sleep after . I believe that total amount I was on sleep was about four hours. Next night 29th. of August I got normal sleep.

30th. of August. Start of the week torture. They awakened me after three a.m. and I did not get sleep after. There is a small pain on chest left side. They told me that they had stopped my heart twice , while I was sleeping.  (whatever it means).

31st. of August. I went to sleep earlier than usually, about ten p.m.  They awakened me before two a.m. After I did not get real sleep.  I used Morse code  and loud music to resist their manipulation. I estimate, I slept about three hours. Rather than old “hard head” techniques they use now some new technique, that causes that I do not feel sleepy, but feeling is like I had got normal sleep on morning.  However on daytime the feeling is different than after normal sleep, but I do not feel myself actually sleepy.

1st. of September. I went ot bed after eleven. They  awakened me first time on midnight, and tried to start talking. Next time they awakened me about two o’clock a.m. , and after three a.m. After three I did not get sleep. They used pains on knee, to keep me awake. They also threaded me that my death occurs soon  . I used  loud music and Morse code to shield myself.

2nd. of September. They awakened me after midnight. They used back pain, and pain on knee, to make sure I do not get sleep. I used music and Morse code to resist their manipulation. They caused also someway that I do not feel very sleepy, although I slept only one hour before midnight.

3rd. of September. I went to sleep after nine p.m. They awakened me before midnight, and I did not get sleep after. I used music and Morse code practice to resist their manipulation. They used pains to not let me to sleep, and to control my sleeping position.  I got sleep less than two hours, but I did not feel very sleepy next morning. They have someway achieved to control my tiredness also. However I do not believe, that it is very healthy for sleep one hour for night.

4th. of September. I went to sleep after eight, and  I slept until two o’clock a.m., around six hours. I believed that their sleep deprivation torture session has ended. The odd thing is that I did not feel myself very tired, although I was awake around one  hundred hours , with only ten hours sleep. Perhaps they are developing a radio controlled soldier that can fight  weeks without  sleeping  and still feel no tired. I still do believe that keeping person that  many days, with only a couple of hours sleep, is not very good for his health.

6th. of September. They awakened me about one o'clock a.m.  However I was able to get sleep again.  I believe that  I slept normal six hours. This because I had holidays, and I did not have to get up to work this morning.

7th. of September. They caused me feel sleepy, so I went to bed earlier. This time they awakened me around four o’clock a.m.  Because they made me feel no tired, I got up of bed,  and did some work. They made me feel very tired after a while. I went to bed again  at five a.m.  Then they started a very heavy repetitive voice torture. The words they repeated was “K-Iron” ( K-rauta in Finnish language) , it must have some hidden meaning . It is a name of a Finnish hardware chain. It must have some hidden meaning, I do not know. Knowing their way to use language, making a kind of language crosswords – the letter K- has some meaning, and iron could just mean  their torture equipments. Actually I felt that I got hour or two sleep after five a.m. In the morning they caused some mild headache.

8th. of September. I did not get sleep at all. They used repetitive voices, I used Morse code practice and loud music to defend.myself. Unfortunately I had to get out to  work in the morning , so I could not simply sleep, so long time that I get enough  sleep. They said  “lark has sung” so they would not save my life any more. They have also told singing lark earlier days. Actually this is another example of their way to  make a kind of language crosswords. I try to avoid to think very deeply, what is “k-iron” other than a hardware chain, or what means that “lark has sung” , because I know , they want me to try to open these sentences , so that they would find how my brain works.

9th. fo September. They awakened me around midnight. I got some sleep after. Actually they awakened me several times and used all kind of pain on back and ear to keep me awake , and control my sleeping position. I got out of bed after six a.m. It is difficult to say, how long I slept, but I did not feel very sleepy in the morning.

10th. to 13th. September were very similar.  They awakened me two or three times on night , but I was able to get proper about six hours sleep. This was because they knew I did not have to wake up, and go to work on morning,  but I was able simply  to stay on bet until I got enough sleep.  They mostly caused pain on my left knee.  I have arthritis on my left knee, and they have some way not only caused pain, but really caused inflammation, that makes my walking difficult.  I do not know how they did it. I have theory that they simply a kind of record natural pain on brains and playback it to cause pain. They can also control blood flow on different parts of body.

14th. of September. When I went to bed they started pain on my left knee, as usually on last week, and also some itching on head. I put the music volume very high and started morse code practice. After that they stopped pain on knee´, and itching on head, and tried to start repetitive voices, but could not cause much effect. After I went to sleep, I believe that they caused the sleep to get a new start. They awakened me first time after midnight, but I got sleep, and after they awakened me after three a.m. and I did not get sleep after that, because I had to go to work. In the morning they caused some pain on left knee.

15th. of  September. I did not sleep at all. My work started, and they knew I have to wake up in the morning, so they started sleep deprivation torture. They kept me kind of half sleep until two. O’clock a.m. , which after I started loud music to disturb their manipulation. Now I feel sleepy , that is different for the previous sleep deprivation torture session.

16th. of September.  I went to sleep on rather loud music, because I had not sleep last night, and  I know they  kind of build this sleep deprivation on several days, and  I have to cut it , to get them to stop it. I got some sleep, but about two a.m. they awakened me and were very angry, and also caused pains on ears, when they tried to get me take out earphones from my ears. I did not stop loud music and got couple of hours more sleep.  Actually I  believe , I slept around four hours. In the morning they started headache on side of the right eye. The headache continued whole day, and in the evening it spread on a whole front head, and became more severe.

18th. of September. They got me sleepy around eight p.m. so I went to sleep immediately  around nine p.m.  Before midnight they awakened me , and started verbal manipulation. Because they caused me to feel very brisk, I  got up and started some work. The sleepiness came after hour or so. I went to sleep again. They awakened me again after couple of  hours sleep. I started loud music and Morse code. They tried get earbuds of my ears, by causing shooting pains on the ear. After they kept me awake by causing backache. I do not know if I slept or how long I slept this night, but I did not sleep very well.

19th. September. In the morning I found by massaging my neck, that they had blocked left arteries on neck on night, while I was sleeping. It caused a mild “after sauna torture” type headache, a while in the morning. I felt also occasionally mild headache on daytime.

20th. of September. They awakened me after three, and started verbal manipulation. This time they explained that army makes all of the victims mentally retarded before they stop torture. Same time they caused a sharp pain on left side of front head, that made very painful and difficult to make Morse code exercise , that I used to disturb their verbal manipulation. This is a usual formula, they use to get victim awake on night. They have a threat, example to make the victim mentally retarded, or cause heart attack etc. Then they also cause some  effects on victim, example heart attack, or like this time disturbing my mental process . The purpose is   to demonstrate their ability to do , what they have threaded.

I believe , I got sleep about  three hours, this night.

21st. of September.  I went early bed, after nine p.m. They awakened me half past eleven.  After I got some short periods of sleep, but because they caused pains on front head, I got out of bed early, after three a.m. They caused  pain on right eye, whole morning. On the afternoon there were some shooting pains on neck left side.

22nd. of September I slept about normal six hours. In the morning my throat was dry, what is unusual.  In the morning I found that a whole my body was very sore, like I had run long time or something comparable. This continued a whole day, and it went more severe on afternoon. On evening they started a heavy headache on whole front of my head, and some nausea. I went unconscious while sitting on my recliner after seven p.m. and awakened after nine p.m. The headache, and nausea ended when I got shielding around my head.

23rd. of September. I slept about six hours. In the morning there were a pain on the right eye. On evening same pain started about nine p.m.

24 th. of September. Pain on the right eye started before nine p.m. and continued a whole night. On six a.m. I went out of bed. Pain diminished. Because I was sleepy, I went to bed again. I woke up after nine a.m.  There were some soreness on lungs. About ten o’clock a.m. there were some backache, or actually a odd feeling on my back. Later I became a kind of euphoric narcotic mode, I was not able to do anything. About two o’clock p.m. I managed to move myself on bedroom under shield, that means, that I put my head between water bags. My  head between water bags, I was able to make some picture, what has happened . I did not have my shielding on the morning, and they were able to “shoot” me.

 Half past eight  p.m.  they started heavy pain on right eye again “ We are sorry, we have to tear your right eye open again” , they said. I resisted by trying to keep my muscles around the right eye continuously moving. After a couple of hours, the pain diminished, at least temporary.

27th. of September.  A kind of start of the week torture. They awakened me several times on night. Besides the  verbal  manipulation, they also use pains, to control my sleeping position. This time they wanted me to sleep on my back, when  they usually preferred that I sleep on left side, and cause backache if I try to sleep on my back.  I slept about three hours. After four a.m. I did not sleep at all.

29th. of September. I went to sleep after ten p.m. . They awakened me four or five times during the night, first time before midnight. To get the  victim  awake, they use a kind of verbal teasers, that are designed to catch victims attention. I believe, they keep book for  best teasers, and use them  for several   victims. The teasers I remember this particular night were.” Your life ends, when a black man come through window into your house”. The more positive teaser was “Canada is planning to put   your image on    five dollar bill  or other small note, after the mind control experiments are revealed to  public”. If the victim  try to continue his sleep, the perpetrators try to tell another interesting story, or even causing some pains, to keep the victim awake. “You cannot get out of this restaurant without eating your porridge” as the perpetrators  told me this  night.

In the morning I got some headache that eased on evening.

I have found two important news, on the area of mind -reading  and mind-control research. One of the news I found   from Telegraph, United Kingdom: Scientists have developed a machine, that can convert thoughts into (acoustic) speech. What they have actually done is that they have made a kind of mechanical copy  of part of human organ that converts person thinking into  acoustic speech.  Everyone has this organ in his head.  The news is important, because it proves that converting thoughts electrically  into speech is possible .

However I believe that the  machine,  which my perpetrators use to torture me, is a different kind , a kind of brain to brain communication interface, that is capable to transfer verbal thoughts from person to another. The way it works, could be something like feeding one  person thoughts into another person organ that converts thoughts into speech.The implants that are used to transmit  and receive the broadcast, could be smaller, and more sophisticated version of these type of devices, for example

Another piece of news, is device  on helmet that  can manipulate brains so that soldier does not feel stress and can fight several days without sleep. This works with ultrasonic, but I believe, the experiments that leads for development of this kind of device, could have done with implants, and kind of victims of mind control, like I am. Actually experiments  between 31 august and fourth of September, were very near of  this type of experiments.


 20th.. .August 2010  11.30 p.m. My previous writing ended on fourth of July. After that next note on my notebook is of fifth of July: Attack from  repetitive voices after nine p.m.  It ended after ten p.m. After midnight there were shooting pains on left side for  front of head.

 7th. of July. I got   a pain on the side of right eye. It started on wakeup, and continued whole morning. Next night the same pain started half past one a.m.  and continued  for noon.

10th. of July. They awakened me about three a.m. and started verbal manipulation, and rather heavy pain on side of the right eye. I shielded with loud music and practicing morse-code. They used back pain, and some other pains to keep me awake. I did not sleep after three a.m.  I woke up after nine a.m. The pain on the right eye continued whole morning rather strong.

11th. fo July. Pain around the right eye at wakeup. It disappeared after half an hour. Rather heavy verbal manipulation  continued most of the day. Half past six p.m. started pain around the left eye,  continued a while

13th. of July . They got me extremely sleepy, and I went to sleep half past nine p.m. At night they awakened me around one o’clock a.m.  and started repetitive voices.  I shielded with loud music and morse-code practice, but I did not get sleep that night, so I got about three hours of  sleep on that night. In the next evening they caused a new kind of pains on somewhere on upper side of manubrium sterni. This happened mostly between seven and eight p.m.  but occasional pains continued until I went to sleep.

15th. of July. They got me awake around three o'clock,  a.m. and started verbal manipulation. So I got sleep about  four hours. I started to interfere their manipulation with loud music and morse-code practice. This caused  them to start repetitive voices, and pains on side of my  left ear. I did not get any more sleep on  that night. I felt that the perpetrators behavior was a lightly different  than earlier, so they perhaps were a new group of perpetrators. In the morning they started very aggressive verbal manipulation. I found from  myself that after “talking”  with them, that my throat went sore. This was interesting. The “talking” is not with voice, but I am actually thinking verbally.  It is of course possible that they intentionally caused sore throat, but this made me thinking, what is the actual difference between verbal thinking, and speaking? What muscles are involved in verbal thinking , and are there any differences between mind control victims and other people. They destroyed my reading without verbally voicing words on my  mind, about thirty years ago, when they started. It happened with a kind of machine, that showed written sentences on my mind, of fraction of time for each sentence. I  believe that idea, behind this was that they did not know what I was thinking on my old faster style of reading. So they wanted that I pronounce the words on my mind, so that they would read them..

The perpetrators went very angry mood, when I said that men in the last wars did not fight , to defend  this kind of fascist countries they are making for us, but they fight because they believed for democracy and equality of all people.

16th.  of July. They got me awake   around one o’clock a.m. After I shielded myself  with loud music, and interfered their verbal manipulation by practicing morse-code. I did not get sleep that night. They used also some back pains to keep me awake.

17th. of july. Around four o'clock p.m.  I got pain on side of left eye once a while . This continued  some minutes. This same happened on  next day evening..

19th. of July. Start of the week torture. They got me awake around  three a.m. , so I slept about three  hours. I did not use music to shield myself from manipulation. That was perhaps my mistake. In the morning pain on left eye started half past nine and it continued  until evening.  Lunchtime they started repetitive voices, and continued it on my work. On lunch, I was able to shield with loud music, but it was not possible on workplace. After work, they got me so tired, that I went to sleep half past seven p.m. They awakened me at half past eleven p.m.  After I did not get any sleep whole night. So the difference for earlier months is , that before, they let me to sleep for two hours, on night of their sleep deprivation torture session. Now they let me sleep about three hours for night.

On Twentieth of July afternoon, they started very aggressive repetitive voice  manipulation with  occasional pain of side of left eye. This made my working very difficult.

21st. of July. They got me awake before three o’clock a.m. I did my usual defense – Loud music and morse-code practice, to interfere their manipulation. This time they made my morse-code practice difficult, by blocking my memory, so that I did not remember words of songs I was translating into morse-code on my mind. Sometimes between four and five a.m.  they got some technical  problems on their equipments the voice started wheezing on my ears. However I did not get any more sleep, before they get their machines working again.

22nd. of July.  y caused me sleepiness on 21st.  of July evening, so I went to sleep half past nine p.m.  They awakened me after midnight. I resisted their manipulation my usual way loud music and practicing morse-code. On their manipulation they spoke that the background organization, that has made lots of money for me – has put some money for my use in my  end. If this is true , and not just story to keep me awake, the interesting thing (if they spoke truth) is that perpetrators are on project. The project has perhaps budgeted some money for me, but because they are planning to torture me until death , they are probably planning to use that money for other purposes.

24th of July. . They awakened me after two a.m. last night. I shielded with music and morse-code practice.  I got some sleep  after they awakened me. I believe my sleeping time was perhaps three or four hours. In the afternoon before three o’clock p.m. pain on the left side , back of the head. This accompanied with very intense verbal manipulation. The pain on left side of the head continued next day. The pain was felt especially when moving  my jaws, example when eating. In the afternoon pain on the side of  the right eye started and continued very strong until late night.

26th of July. Start of the week torture.  I went to sleep after midnight, and they awakened me at three a.m.  On the talk the perpetrators made clear for me, that they will never get caught, and I will stay their prisoner for end of my life, and my life is fully on their hands. Pain on the right eye  continued from 24th. of July, and I feel by manual manipulation of the arteries, that some arteries are sore. The perpetrators call their technique of blocking arteries binding , and they admit that manual massage could temporally open their binding.

27th. of July. The pain on the right eye stopped sometime morning. Then started pain on left side back of the head. It was severe on the evening, and was felt especially when eating.

I went to sleep early. I slept about one hour, after they awakened me. This happened several times. After three a.m. did not get sleep at all. They used all kinds of pains to keep me awake.  I shielded my usual way , with loud music and morse-code.

28th. of July I do not know how much I slept.  It is possible , that I did not get into  real sleep at all. I was a whole night in   a kind of half sleep. As a new trick,  they someway closed my nostrils, so that I did not get breath well. I believe that they did it by raising blood pressure on the  nose area. They did this same  trick more often, for some years ago. They also caused  pain on left knee that is a new trick.  Their basic set of night torture, is pain on back and verbal manipulation . In the morning  they started pain on nside of right eye. It continued  a whole day, and diminished after half past eight p.m.

29th. of July.    They got me awake  about two a.m., and started intensive verbal   manipulation. I used music and morse-code practice,  to shield.  I did not get sleep after two a.m. , so I slept about three hours on this night. Pain on the right eye continued more or less severe  whole night, and they also used pain on left knee  to keep me awake

30th. fo July. I slept well, about seven hours. In the morning the  perpetrators told me that Canadian Army has made a special sleep group to find ways  to cope with my sleep ( I guess this means music on my sleep, that disturbs their manipulation).  If this was true, it means that Canadian Army is still among the perpetrators, or the perpetrator. If the main purpose is to manipulate me , while I am in sleep. It means that - because of time difference between Finland and Canada -  the perpetrators would work day time, to manipulate my sleep. However there is pretty aggressive manipulation, on daytime also.

Rather  strong pain started in the right eye  after ten p.m.  It continued until next morning  31st. of July . However I got some sleep. They awakened me at two a.m. and started verbal manipulation. I used loud music, and morse-code practice, to interfere their manipulation, and I got some sleep after some hours. On their verbal manipulation, they gave a very ugly picture about my future. They will torture me until my death.  They used the phrase “as long as  horse runs, and carts remain intact” .  They use very much phrases, that are unknown for me. I suppose the phrases come from  rural area living.

1st.  of August. The pain on side of the right eye started half past one afternoon and continued until evening.

2nd. of August. After I went to bed, I got some sharp strong shooting pains about middle of the head. They explained it as  “taking samples” . Later they used it name “electric  whip”. They awakened me sometime at night, but I got some sleep. I did not sleep very well, but I slept so long, I believe, I got about five hours of sleep. On the night before midnight , they caused strong a kind of neck spasm.

4th. of August. They awakened me sometime about three a.m., but I got some sleep after. They also used pains to get me sleep on right side, instead of left side , I have used to sleep, and partly succeeded.

5th. of August.  They awakened me twice, about three a.m. and four a.m. , and tried to start verbal manipulation.  I estimate, that I slept about three hours that night.

7th. of August. They used a new kind of pain on the left knee, to keep me awake. They awakened me several times.  I slept several short periods, but did not get normal sleep.

9th. of August. Start of the week torture. They awakened me after three a.m.  After they used verbal manipulation, and all kinds of pains, especially pain on the left knee – to  prevent me to get sleep. I got some sleep, perhaps three hours. Next nights tenth and eleven of August of  were very similar. Perhaps this is the new technique Canadian Army designed as  perpetrators told me 30th. of July. They awakened me  several times of night, perhaps not let me get real sleep at all. It works as sleep deprivation, but is much more difficult  to resist.

 11th. of August, there was a pain on side of the right eye that started in morning  and continued late night.

12th of August. They awakened me after midnight. I got about hour sleep.  That is perhaps also a part of their new sleep deprivation torture technique. A kind of row days when  the victim, gets hour or two sleep for night. Because I did not get sleep, I  wake up after three, and started to write.

16th. of August.  They awakened me at three o’clock at night . After they used pains on left knee, and talking to prevent me to get any sleep. My left knee was very sore this morning, and walking was difficult. Strong pain on left temple started in the morning, and continued couple of hours.

17th. August. They awakend me at night around one o’clock a.m.  Next time they awakened me after three a.m. It is difficult to know how much sleep I got, but I believe it was about three hours. Walking was again difficult. In the afternoon, they caused pains on left knee. I believe they did it by blocking arteries. Massage helped a moment.

18th. of August. I went to sleep around eleven p.m. They tried repetitive voices at start. I was able to block it with loud music, but it did some time.  They tried several times to  start verbal manipulation, and caused some pains to get me change position while  I was asleep. About  three a.m. I stopped sleeping , and started to write this. I believe I got something between two and three hours of sleep.  The difference for their sleep deprivation sessions, for earlier months is , that  now it is more difficult to measure how much I actually sleep. The sessions are perhaps couple opf days longer than before, and I get perhaps hour more of daily sleep.  I estimate that my average sleep time is now about three hours, and  lastt spring it was about two hours, during the sleep deprivation session.

I did this writing ready to put internet, and made decision, that next time when the perpetrators awake me in   middle of the night, I will wake up, and put this writing immediately  out to internet. Couple of next night I was able to sleep without harassment.  To be honest, it is possible also, that my stress limit went full for this time, and my writing had nothing to do with their temporary stop of sleep deprivation.

I have signed   the petition on FFCH Internet side to United States Congress “A Petition Against the Military and Intelligence Agencies Use of Organized Stalking and Electronic Torture , and I urge everybody do to the same. In time of my signing, there were about 500 signatures already, most of them other victims, I believe.

In western democracies, we have, very few ways to influence Congress between the elections.

We could try to contact our representative, to express our  ideas and  opinions how the country should run. If a group of people have common opinion of some particular subject, they could organize  into a form of society, like FFCH ,  to boost their common concerns. Petition is a natural way to express common concern of a group of people. It is a way to say our representative, that we think this way, for this matter, and we  want you to forward these matters as our representative. If  people’s representative does nothing to further people concern, he may perhaps loose his support on next election.

have expressed my opinion,, how democracy is working on minorities, on present  “Winner takes the all  election system” , that is use in United States , Canada  and some other countries on 8.1.2010 diary. If  we all five hundred people that have signed the petition, had lived in one electoral district, we would have some political voting power on election. Now if some members of congress will investigate our matters, it is a purely question of his will  to support ideas, which United States was once founded. The election system makes base, that in part dictates which  type of persons will get elected, and how efficient and fair the government is as a whole.

 However, I do not believe that changing United States election system into some proportional systems , would  diminish all the problems right away. All the corrupted ways to deal, attitudes and routines,  that congressmen and civil cervants have adopt in past of hundreds years,  will not change in one moment. United Kingdom still suffers for  some practices that come from 17th century when the King has ultimate powert over all people lives.

Changing election rules into proportional election system, would make possible, the  slowly chance, for a better direction.  Oppression of minorities and now common corruption and  human rights violations,  that electronic torture and stalking is just one example  would became more difficult.

The Election  system  means  for the  nation very much same as soil means for  plants. It  - dictates which kind of plants will grow well in it, and which kind of plants wither away.

Newsweek listed  countries where people have best life .For ten best countries to live, only  one has “winner takes all” election system. The rest nine had  some kinds of  proportional election systems. This particular one  country is Canada. Canada is rich for natural resources, that makes possible a high standard of living for majority. But because Canada oppress minorities, I would not keep Canada any  model of  agood democracy. Countries with not that much riches on their soil like Finland, and Switzerland still beat Canada for the quality of life.

I still hope that everybody signs the Congress “A Petition Against the Military and Intelligence Agencies Use of Organized Stalking and Electronic Torture

. 29 years ago,  in 1981 winter,  I made a pamphlet  where I explained my situation. I send this pamphlet for all  the members  of  the Canadian House of Commons. I  asked them to find out what classified information Canadian Police and army had about my case. I nearly succeed. One member of  Canadian 350 members parliament, conservative Bill Domm, asked Solicitor General Robert Kaplan, to investigate my case. 

 I do not know, what exactly happened, after that. but I believe that he was pressured to take his question back. Now when   petition has 500 or more  signatures. We have   much more possibilities to succeed.


4.7.2010  7.50  p.m. My last writing was  at   17th,   May, when